144. Unworthy of happiness

At half past seven, He Jin's eyelids twitched slightly, and his consciousness slowly returned.

He was awakened by the biological clock, but his whole body seemed to fall apart, and he collapsed on the bed and did not listen to the command of his brain, especially the waist, hips and lower limbs, and he was completely unable to exert his strength.

"Hiss......" barely moved his body, but it attracted a series of physical protests, He Jin frowned and half-opened his eyes, even his eyelids were swollen.

"God...... After reacting to what happened to him, the blood on He Jin's face faded completely!

- After he was drunk unconscious at the bar, he was taken to the hotel by a strange man and given it, and he even took the other party for Qin Yang!

Yes, he had a spring dream all night, dreaming that he was doing that kind of thing with Qin Yang, they were crazy and indulgent, He Jin was completely immersed in the abyss of desire and hope, unable to extricate himself.

"Heavenly ...... God ......" He Jin wiped his face hard with both hands, he was really crazy!

Ignoring the pain all over his body, He Jin struggled to sit up from the bed, and the silky down quilt slid down his shoulders, revealing his unwisped body.

Who is that person? Why did he keep an eye on himself, and when did he leave......

Is it possible...... Is it Qin Yang?

He Jin was taken aback by his bold conjecture, and raised his hand to cover his mouth, it is unlikely, Qin Yang has not contacted him for three years, although he was in Q City yesterday, he is a star, he must be very busy, how can he have time to come to him, not to mention that he was taken away after getting drunk in a bar yesterday, how could Qin Yang appear in that kind of place...... He Jin still had a vague impression in his mind, he remembered the smell of cigarettes in that person's mouth, and guessed that it was a smoker, but Qin Yang didn't smoke.

The brain was about to explode, and He Jin clutched his scalp in pain, not knowing how to deal with himself.

Looking around, it can be seen that this is a very good hotel room, but the man who got on him has long disappeared without a trace, and the ground is a mess, his clothes and pants have been thrown away one by one, and the box has been roughly torn......

He Jin lifted the quilt and got out of bed in shame, overindulgence, his legs were so weak that he almost couldn't stand, especially when he got up, he trickled down from between his thighs...... It's a feeling of heat...... Oh, my God! He Jin's face was red and white, and he couldn't wait to hit the wall!

Twenty-seven years, he thought that the craziest and most deviant thing he had ever experienced was to meet Qin Yang, but he didn't expect that he would still have today, and he still can't remember who the person he slept with was!

He Jin found his bracelet in the pile of clothes on the ground, there were more than 30 missed calls on it, He Jin didn't like to use the ringtone, the tone was vibration, and he didn't know if the man deliberately pretended not to hear or the bracelet was covered by clothes, the vibration sound did not come out, and all the more than 30 calls were ignored.

Most of the calls came from home, there was also a call from Duan Shurong, and there were some unread text messages, He Jin didn't have time to read them, so he hurriedly called home first.

"Hey!" The phone rang and it was picked up, it was a fucking voice, "He Jin!" Is that you! Where have you been! ”

"Well, mom......" He Jin said, his voice was hoarse that he couldn't think of, "I ......"

"What's wrong with you!?" Mother He heard that her son's voice was wrong, and her attitude immediately reversed, from anger to nervousness and worry, "Why did your voice become like this!" ”

He Jin was dizzy, and he didn't have time to think about how to tell a complete lie, so he said half-truthfully: "I went to drink alone last night, I drank a little late, and I was still drunk, I was afraid that I would come back and make noise with you, and I was afraid that you would worry, so I stayed in a hotel outside alone...... As a result, I fell asleep as soon as I arrived at the hotel, and I didn't have time to call you. ”

He Mu was angry and anxious: "Why are you going to drink alone!" ”

He Jin was silent for a moment and said, "Mom, I think I'm a failure. ”

He Mu: "How do you ......?"

"Mom," He Jin interrupted her, and said in a chaotic manner, "In the past three years, I have been on a blind date so many times, and I have seen all kinds of girls, but none of them can make it, I also want to find a better girl, be together plainly, start a family early, and make you happy, but why is it so difficult......" Thinking of what happened last night, He Jin couldn't hold it anymore, wearing a mask for three years, and the armor of his whole body became fragmented at this moment, and a wave of despair surged in his heart, Even the tone revealed a strong pessimism: "Mom, are you destined, you don't deserve to be loved, you don't deserve to be happy......"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" The woman on the other end of the phone never seemed to have expected that her son, who had been mature and well-behaved in her eyes in the past few years and no longer needed to be worried about by anyone, would have such thoughts! The words of the original number and accusation were instantly unspeakable, and He Mu only thought about comforting He Jin at this moment: "Did that Duan girl tell you something yesterday?" You didn't come back last night, I called the girl, and she said that she had a good impression of you, and said that she wanted to have more contact with you...... He Jin, what's wrong with you, what's going on? ”

"You called Duan Shurong?" He Jin was stunned, did Duan Shurong really tell his mother that?

He Mu said: "Yes, didn't you say to eat with her, we waited for you to ten o'clock and you didn't go home, and you couldn't get through the phone, so I called the girl, she said that you separated after dinner, she thought you were going home......"

He Jin is very strange, he lied to him about having dinner with Duan Shurong, Duan Shurong didn't show his stuffing?

He Mu: "Are you drinking and drunk to think like this?" Okay, okay, don't talk about it yet, you hurry home! ”

Hung up the phone, He Jin went back to take a look at the missed call, last night at ten o'clock, Duan Shurong made a call, according to the time, it was indeed after his mother called her, she called again

It's only eight o'clock now, He Jin is not sure if the other party has woken up, and wants to send a text message to Duan Shurong first, but as soon as he enters the SMS interface, he is stunned.

There is an latest text message on the interface, from an unfamiliar number, sent an hour ago, at 6:44 in the morning, and the text message content is only four words - "Rest well." ”

He Jin was panicked and would send him such a text message at this point...... Was it the man from last night?

He remembered the person he shouldn't have thought about for a moment, but he was afraid that he would make a mistake in his own sentimental guesses, and he didn't dare to call or text back to confirm.

He Jin hurriedly went online to check the place where the mobile phone number belonged, and when he saw the name of "City A" popping up on the webpage, He Jin's heart immediately beat wildly!

Qin Yang...... Is it Qin Yang?

He Jin trembled all over, and kept praying in his heart, if, if it was really Qin Yang, it would be fine, no matter what Qin Yang did to him, he would not complain about him, he was willing.

Relying on this "fantasy", He Jin seemed to have some strength, he propped himself up and walked into the bathroom, before going back, he had to take a good shower.

Looking at himself with red marks in the bathroom standing mirror, He Jin's face burned again, he turned on the shower, washed away all kinds of sticky body fluids on his body, and there was a tingling pain on his shoulder, He Jin looked at it, and it was bitten through......

This one...... Going to the hospital for tetanus? (=_=)

After taking a shower and putting on his clothes, He Jin's whole person was almost exhausted.

The wallet and various identity cards in the clothes are there, He Jin took out the room card for electricity, and when he looked at the words on the room card, he realized that he almost lived in the best hotel in Q City!

He went to the front desk to return the room card, and by the way asked the front desk staff about the information of the person who opened the room, the front desk staff looked at him with a curious look, and said: "The payment for this room has been settled, and the payer is a lady surnamed Li, the other party came over this morning to extend the payment of half a day's room rate, and you can stay until six o'clock this evening, are you sure you want to check out now?" We will not refund the overpayment. ”

He Jin nodded with a white face, turned around and left after returning the room card.

He didn't know any Ms. Li at all, so to speak, besides the mysterious man, there was a third person who knew that they were in the room last night...... He Jin didn't dare to think about it, and wanted to confirm more and more whether that person was Qin Yang.

On the way home, He Jin's bracelet was shocked, He Jin hurriedly opened it to see, but it turned out to be sent by Duan Shurong-

"He Jin, your mother called me last night, did you lie to your mother that you had dinner with me? Although I don't know why you lied to her, I helped you fulfill the lie, how do you say to thank me. ”

He Jin thought for a while and replied, "I'm sorry for pulling you in, I drank some wine last night and didn't go home to live, so I'm only going back now." But in the future, when you encounter such a thing, you still don't want to lie for me, in case something really happens to me, investigate, you are the last acquaintance to see me, which is not good for you. ”

Duan Shurong quickly replied: "I'm dizzy...... Eh, He Jin, do you always think about others like this? ”

He Jin: "I'm telling the truth, but thank you, I'll treat you to dinner another day." ”

Duan Shurong: "What I want is your later sentence." ”

He Jin couldn't cry or laugh, he remembered what her mother said on the phone, and couldn't help asking, "You told my mother that you have a good impression of me?" Want to get in touch with me further? ”

Duan Shurong: "Yes, I thought about you after I came back, and I think I should give you a chance, otherwise you can't get out like that, and it's pitiful, maybe after you are with me, you can forget about your last relationship!" ”

He Jin smiled bitterly, and he didn't know whether to say that this girl was too persistent or confident enough.

It's not that he hasn't looked forward to meeting the right person, someone who can make him fall in love at first sight and let go of the past, but so far, he hasn't, and he is not unwilling to take that step.

Before this, someone said to him like Duan Shurong, I don't care about your past, we can try, but that kind of attempt is simply a moral torture for He Jin.

Every detail of getting along with another person will remind him to think of Qin Yang, let him compare, and then convict himself when he is done...... What he is afraid of is not the present, but the future, he is afraid that he will not be able to change it in his life, starting with a girl in such a hurry, consuming other people's feelings and youth with a clear conscience, this kind of thing, He Jin can't do it.

He didn't know how to tell Duan Shurong now, one or two sentences in the text message couldn't be explained at all, he thought about it,