When Si Xi woke up, it was already past twelve o'clock, and she hadn't slept for the rest of the day, so when she opened her eyes and saw the two of them hugging each other, she was still very embarrassed.

However, Si Xi quickly smiled and drilled into his arms again, "Why don't you eat my tofu while I'm asleep?" ”

Yu Tian lowered her eyes, and suddenly felt a little helpless, she really had tofu for him to eat, when the two of them were stuck together, Yu Tian could also feel the changes in her body, the indescribable heat, and she was always rubbing around. But more worried about whether she was uncomfortable, watching her frown tightly when she fell asleep, I also wanted to walk into her dream, and wanted to know what she dreamed of.

Si Xi hugged him like this for a while, then sighed and said, "I've slept for a year." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, she suddenly let go of her hand and sat up, "It's miserable! ”

I was going to make a phone call home to make up an excuse, but now it's obviously too late. Yu Tian frowned, and sat up as well, "I'll send you back." ”

"Hmm."

Si Xi was afraid of being seen by his family, so he didn't dare to let Yu Tian send it downstairs, and let him go back when there was still a turn, Yu Tian nodded, and he was relieved to hide behind and see her go in.

Si Xi also sent him a text message before entering the door, and by the way, he saw more than a dozen missed calls and messages in the mobile phone that was turned to silent.

As soon as I entered the house, sure enough, everyone didn't sleep, even Lin Yue.

Si Xi grinned, and Lin Yue had already stood up and gone back to the room.

"Why didn't you answer the phone after calling you so many times?"

"Well, I went to Xiaoxing's house, and then I was a little uncomfortable and had a fever, and I slept for a while. When I woke up, it was past twelve o'clock. Believe it or not. Si Xi pulled his hair up. The little purple stars on her forehead that were squeezed out by Yu Tian's hands were squeezed when she was asleep, "I'll go sleep first!" ”

"Si Xi, you wait!"

"I'm sleepy, Mom, Uncle Lin, Happy New Year."

After speaking, Si Xi ran into the room, for fear that her mother would ask Xiaoxing to ask, she first called Xiaoxing's house, and after explaining it to her, Xiaoxing asked, "So where did you go?" ”

"This ...... I'll talk about it after school starts, please, do me a favor. ”

"Well, okay then, but you'll have to be safe next time."

***

Hanging up the phone, Xiaoxing always felt that Si Xi was hiding something from her, it turned out that they always had nothing to say, and this time......

So, is Si Xi in love? Listening to her tone, she seems to be very happy, and she will come home so late when she is with her boyfriend.

Si Xi's boyfriend shouldn't be Yu Tian. She hoped not.

***

On the first day of the new year, Lin Yue had insomnia, and some things could only be seen by people with certain emotions, and when Si Xi entered the door, he could see that she was very happy.

And all of a sudden, those worries he had before, became very cheap.

Or, as I told myself before, it would be a meaningless wrong decision to wait for her to grow up a little longer. She still needs to grow up, she already knows how to fall in love, but he can't be by her side at this time.

Lin Yue thought, what else can he do now? Tell her that you like her too? Still quietly watching, waiting for her to fall out of love, waiting for her sad day.

Lin Yue felt that this kind of thinking was not good, if he could, he also wanted her to be happy, but when he thought that her happiness did not require his participation, that feeling of regret was still magnified many times.

It's suffocating.

In the next few days, he was not in the mood, he was forced to go to his relatives' house to pay New Year's greetings, and was forced to be regarded as an excellent model to show in front of his peers. And he always sees Si Xi, who quickly mingles with other people of the same age, and she talks and laughs at everyone.

Only in front of him, in addition to grimacing, is trying to avoid it in various ways.

Lin Yue began to regret that she shouldn't have been so cold to her at the beginning, but what was the use of regretting?

After a year, Lin Yue quit her internship job, and she was not in a hurry to go to school, so she stayed at home all day, but Si Xi ran out every day, leaving early and returning late, he didn't believe that she had so many class reunions, every time he saw her come back with snacks from roadside stalls, Lin Yue felt that Si Xi's boyfriend was not very good, if it was him, he wouldn't let her eat those things.

He will give her the best.

Lin Yue waited for several days on the way home for Si Xi, and finally waited for Yu Tian. Lin Yue didn't expect that Si Xi's boyfriend was Yu Tian, although he had only met once, he still remembered Yu Tian very clearly, and that time Yu Tian went home with Si Xi on his back, which made him unhappy for a long time.

After making sure that Si Xi had gone away, the two came together tacitly.

It was Yu Tian who spoke first.

"Are you Sixi's brother?"

Lin Yue didn't expect that Si Xi had already told Yu Tian about their relationship.

Yu Tian smiled, "Then I'll go back first." ”

With that, he had already turned and left.

Lin Yue didn't know what to say, or he didn't plan to say anything to Yu Tian in the first place, pretending not to care? It's too easy to be debunked, or a blessing, he can't do it.

But at that moment, he was still frustrated in his heart. Yu Tian is Si Xi's boyfriend.

As for him, he is just an "elder brother" who doesn't actually have anything to do with it, maybe in a few years, they won't even have this level of relationship. Originally, he thought that Yu Tian didn't like Si Xi so much, but the way he spoke just now, that kind of confidence made Lin Yue feel very dazed.

It was the courage he had never had, and he didn't need to explain anything, as if she should have belonged to Yu Tian in the first place.

After that day, Lin Yue still tried to avoid appearing in front of Si Xi, he thought, how could it be so smooth to fall in love with ** for the first time, instead of watching her with others, it is better to let it go first.

High school started earlier than college, and Si Xi had already started to study Japanese outside of school at this time, so she didn't have to go to school. And Lin Yue took advantage of the past few days to go to high school, and he would go back to school to see the teacher every holiday.

Actually, it's nothing special, just say hello and bring some fruit. Before, when Lin Yue came back, he would go to Si Xi's class to stay for a while, he forgot that Si Xi didn't come to school at all, and still walked over, but her place was empty, so he turned around and left.

At that time, Xiao Xing turned his face sideways and saw Lin Yue turn around.

She remembered him, they had met twice, once on the school bulletin board, and she saw Si Xi smiling at his picture. And the other time, it was in the hospital.

Did he also come to Sixi? Because she wasn't there, he looked lost.

Xiaoxing closed his eyes and didn't want to think about it anymore. It turns out that fate is really not fair, since she started to lose, it is constantly lost, and all the good things don't belong to her.

Xiaoxing left the school after changing her clothes, she asked the teacher for leave and said that she was uncomfortable, and then ran out of the classroom, and was relieved to see Lin Yue go to the playground, she took her clothes from the locker and changed them, and then waited outside the school.

It took about an hour for Lin Yue to come out, and she suddenly ran out with a few books in her arms, and fell just in front of him.

Lin Yue frowned and ran over to help her pick up the book.

Xiaoxing looked up and said thank you.

Lin Yue was stunned, he remembered her, because she was very similar to Si Xichang, so he would remember it after seeing it once.

"Are you alright?" Lin Yue squatted down and asked her.

Xiaoxing shook his head, "I'm fine, thank you." ”

She pretended not to know him, slowly stood up, and after only a few steps, she almost fell.

Lin Yue still caught up, "Where are you going?" I'll send you there. ”

"Hmm."

***

Meeting is a very wonderful thing, because of a chance encounter, this winter Lin Yue fell in love.

Or he didn't feel anything when he saw Xiaoxing for the first time, but this time, he felt that Xiaoxing and Si Xi were really similar, but not very similar. Xiaoxing doesn't work with him like Si Xi, and he doesn't like to hide everything in his heart like Si Xi.

She is always the first to find him when something happens, she is a little timid, but she is very dependent on him.

She is much more obedient than Si Xi.

These things were originally what Lin Yue wanted, and he hoped that Si Xi would be like this. It wasn't until he met Xiaoxing that he realized that Si Xi would never be able to become what he imagined in his life.

And Lin Yue didn't know how much he liked Xiaoxing, because he found that Xiaoxing and Sixi were actually two completely different people, only looking alike, but after a long time, they could still distinguish a lot of differences, and even slowly felt that they didn't even look like each other.

Even if at the beginning, because she looked like Si Xi, she would appear immediately every time she received a call from her, but gradually Lin Yue was still used to Xiaoxing's existence, and would worry when she was sad, and laugh with her when she was happy.

Gradually, there was no more time and mind to care about Si Xi, and when she saw her and Yu Tian walking together, she only turned her face slightly.

From winter to summer, Lin Yue went home a lot more often than last semester, and every time he was there to meet Xiaoxing.

Xiaoxing told Lin Yue that they were the same age, that she was going to college locally, and Lin Yue had no doubts.

Xiaoxing asked Lin Yue if she would mind what happened to her before, and Lin Yue frowned and realized that he would only feel sorry for her.

Xiaoxing never mentioned anything about Sixi, but she began to fear that one day the lie would be exposed.

Some things that should have happened still happened, Xiaoxing's birthday was in the summer vacation, Lin Yue took her to the beach, but Xiaoxing couldn't swim, so Lin Yue had to take her and teach her little by little.

She was wearing a simple swimsuit, not very revealing, but when the two of them were too close together, her breathing would still become very fast. However, when she thought something would happen, Lin Yue still distanced the two of them.

The typhoon made landfall that night and all modes of transportation were suspended. Lin Yue originally planned to open two rooms, but Xiao Xing followed behind, carefully took his hand and said, "I'm afraid." ”

There are no more standard rooms, and I finally have to open a double room. At first, the two of them were embarrassed, and after taking a bath, they were lying on one side of the bed, Lin Yue frowned, "Otherwise, I'll sleep on the ground, right?" ”

Xiaoxing didn't know how to answer.

Seeing that Lin Yue was really going to get up, she hugged him from behind and put her face on his shoulder.

If the initial approach is just a prank, after a long time, there will still be feelings. Xiaoxing began to regret that he had deceived Lin Yue so much.

She also regretted why she couldn't have liked him earlier.

If she still has time to make up for it, she still wants to be her best friend and the one who wants to be by Lin Yue's side for a lifetime.

"Lin Yue, will you hug me?" Xiaoxing straightened Lin Yue's face, leaned over, and kissed him very carefully, as if he was afraid that he would refuse.

Maybe it was because she couldn't bear it, Lin Yue still reached out and hugged Xiaoxing, and responded to her kiss lightly.

She unbuttoned his clothes, her movements were still cautious, Xiaoxing didn't know how to get a person's **, if she could, she was willing to give everything, as long as there was someone in this world who belonged to her completely.

It's good to be alone with her.

When her bodies overlapped, she closed her eyes and waited quietly.

Lin Yue opened his eyes and looked at the familiar face in front of him, he still didn't know how much he liked her. When her body sank, she whispered, and then frowned tightly.

Lin Yue didn't know how to appease her, so she had to lower her head and kiss her. It was his first time, and it wasn't until this moment that he realized what had happened.

When she got used to it, he began to move slowly, his movements were very jerky and there was no comfortable feeling, as if he was completing a task, he was awake from beginning to end, and even the things that he had been confused about before became clear.

However, he could not regret it.

"Lin Yue, do you ** me?"

He lowered his eyes, "I'll always be there for you." ”