149 If Possible the World
The figure of the man behind the curtain was as blurry as if it was shrouded in smoke, and in a trance it seemed that he saw another person, a very similar person.
Xu Ziran squinted her eyes and saw Qiu Yurou walking back to the bedside and sitting down after opening the window.
She seemed so tired that she couldn't even hide her makeup, and there was a heavy rain between her eyebrows, which spread to her eyes and became a thick haze.
This is obviously Qiu Yurou she is familiar with, but inexplicably, it makes her feel strange.
"How's it going today?" Qiu Yurou sat on the side peeling apples, and her movements were as beautiful as ever.
"It's fine." Xu Ziran nodded, "How is the homeless man who stabbed me?" ”
Qiu Yurou moved.
It has been a month since Xu Ziran was stabbed.
In the twenty-three days of this month, Xu Ziran was lying on the hospital bed in a coma.
Because the injured organs can still be remedied, and the emergency measures are done well, they can be rescued from danger and danger.
"I was taken for a psychiatric evaluation, and I was sure that there was no problem with the result, and it was considered intentional homicide, and it should be the death penalty."
Xu Ziran frowned: "Why me?" ”
"Hate the rich."
Xu Ziran was inexplicably amused by this sentence, but as a result, the wound was touched, and he gasped in pain.
Qiu Yurou hurriedly put aside the apple in her hand and adjusted Xu Ziran's posture first.
"However, I always felt that the man was a little familiar." Xu Ziran said thoughtfully.
Qiu Yurou replied nonchalantly: "Yes." ”
"But it shouldn't be familiar...... Xu Ziran thought about it, and felt that his head began to throb again.
She felt as if she had been in a coma for a long time, very detailed, concrete, and real.
But as soon as she woke up, the dream quickly faded and dissipated, replaced by the familiar faces of her parents, and her eyes turned, and she saw Qiu Yurou standing behind her, her dark pupils looking straight at her.
Soon he knew the cause and effect, and knew that the person who stabbed him had been caught, but his identity was unknown and he did not know the motive.
"But it's also normal, there are so many people coming and going, I don't know when I offended anyone, and there are some." Xu Ziran finally made up his mind and decided to do a good job of security after being discharged from the hospital.
Since he woke up, he didn't stay in the hospital for too long, and he was discharged after half a month, and his mother took care of him at home for another half a month.
Qiu Yurou came to see her during the period, Xu Ziran sat on the sofa and said with a smile: "It's also a blessing in disguise, my mother actually started to pay attention to me, and she didn't urge marriage." ”
Qiu Yurou helped Xu Ziran peel pears: "You don't seem to be the same as before." ”
"Really?" Xu Ziran was surprised, "What's the difference?" ”
Qiu Yu said: "It doesn't seem to be as blunt as before." ”
Xu Ziran smiled again: "This word is interesting, it may be that I went to the ghost gate and closed it, and I may think more openly, so I don't have such a picky vision." I will be able to get married next year. ”
The tip of the knife was slightly slighted, sharpened deeper, and directly cut off a piece of pulp, Qiu Yurou poked it with the tip of the knife, and ate it directly.
She chewed the flesh slowly before she spoke: "Then I can probably do the same." ”
It's just that the good times didn't last long, and within a week, the long-lost nagging rang in my ears again.
The strange thing is that Xu Ziran did find that he was not as bored with this as easily as in the past, but in the end he was still unbearable, so he urged his mother to go home quickly, and finally persuaded him to go back.
Freedom again, already a month later.
However, freedom is not easy, Xu Ziran will immediately start to work and be busy, the mess left a few days ago is not easy to solve, Xu Ziran is so busy that he can't touch the ground, but within two months, he went to the hospital again, and the doctor diagnosed that it was anemia, so he had to rest well.
Friends came to persuade her, she agreed on the surface, and sighed in her heart: Who doesn't want to rest, but now is not the time to be lazy.
Qiu Yurou also came to see her in her busy schedule, bringing ginseng and chicken soup, and the fragrant Xu Ziran wanted to swallow her tongue.
She drank the soup while talking to Qiu Yurou.
"Do you usually eat three meals at home?" Qiu Yurou asked her.
"How can you have three meals to eat, two meals are already good, when you are busy, you are hungry for a day, and you remember that you haven't eaten at night, so you can make some meal replacement powder to fill your stomach."
Qiu Yurou frowned: "Didn't the family invite an aunt?" ”
Xu Ziran sighed: "It's not as good as before, my aunt is taking money to do things, I usually don't go home, and when I go home, I ask her to make meals, and often when I eat it, it's already leftovers, so I just ask her to do housework." ”
"You can ask for something more serious."
"It's all the same, who knows what the next one will look like, or it's better to be familiar with it."
At this point, the conversation came to an end, Xu Ziran listened to the doctor's advice, rested for two days, and soon continued to work.
When I came home about a week later, I felt that my home had changed a lot.
New flowers were placed on the windowsill, the floor table was as clean as new, the coffee table was replaced with fresh fruits, the refrigerator was chilled with freshly squeezed juice, and the decoration was still the same, but I felt that I had entered someone's house, Xu Ziran was taken aback, and was about to call her aunt, when she saw Qiu Yurou coming out of the room, still holding wet rubber gloves in her hands.
She said to Xu Ziran: "I asked my aunt to rest for a month, and this month, I will come to condition your body." ”
Xu Ziran's heart moved, and he felt that this scene was a little familiar.
What is familiar is not that she said that she is coming to condition her body, but the appearance of this person coming from the room, wearing home clothes, and loosely curling her hair.
It's like when, I've been living like this.
But it doesn't make sense, even if you look through your memory, there has never been a time like this.
"What about work?" Xu Ziran was surprised that Qiu Yurou came over like this.
"Took all the leave this year." Qiu Yurou said casually, "I was obviously next to you when you were injured, so you have to take responsibility." ”
Xu Ziran sneered and said, "You are really an angel. ”
Qiu Yurou was noncommittal, and brought out the still steaming meal from the kitchen, so Xu Ziran went to set the dishes and chopsticks, and moved an extra chair from the room.
But such a day seems to be good. When eating dinner face-to-face with Qiu Yurou, Xu Ziran thought so.
A month is not long or short, and when it came to the countdown days, Xu Ziran didn't know why she became sensitive to the past of time, she looked at the calendar and converted it in her heart - this was the penultimate few days before Qiu Yurou was leaving.
Finally, on the penultimate day, Xu Ziran invited Qiu Yurou out to eat.
The restaurant is located in a quiet location, and the floor-to-ceiling windows can be seen from the night view of the entire city.
The shadows of the two were vaguely reflected from the glass, and Xu Ziran saw Qiu Yurou, who was cutting the steak with her head down, pulling her hair behind her ears, revealing her slender and smooth neck.
Xu Ziran looked at it for a while, and inexplicably felt that his cheeks were hot, so he looked away.
She sipped her red wine and heard someone playing the piano in the restaurant, which was her favorite music lately.
Scattered memories suddenly flashed in his mind, and Xu Ziran blurted out: "Perhaps, didn't I play the piano for you when I was in high school?" ”
Qiu Yurou was slightly stunned, and then slowly shook her head: "It doesn't seem to be." ”
Xu Ziran came back to his senses: "Yes, I didn't know how to play the piano at that time, I don't know what's going on recently, and my memory always seems to be confused." ”
Qiu Yu said softly: "This is a very common post-traumatic sequelae, and it will get better after a long time." ”
Xu Ziran pressed his forehead, covered it with his arm, and secretly raised his eyes to look at Qiu Yurou.
The other party was wearing a black lace dress, a silver diamond necklace and earrings, and he looked noble and elegant.
Xu Ziran looked at her, and always felt that she seemed to be very close and far away.
A thought suddenly appeared in her mind, perhaps, she never knew what Qiu Yurou was thinking.
- So, what is Qiu Yurou thinking?
After dinner, when the two of them were wandering around the riverside of the city, facing the cold wind, Xu Ziran thought about it.
But now if you ask suddenly, it seems too abrupt, Xu Ziran glanced at Qiu Yurou with her spare eyes, thinking about how to start the topic.
The other party was not wearing high heels, but he was still half a head taller than her, and when the wind blew his hair, he stroked her face.
The scent was familiar on top, as the two were using the same shampoo and body wash.
Xu Ziran said: "Tomorrow is the last day." ”
Qiu Yurou nodded, and she couldn't see the expression on the other party's face, so it was difficult to guess whether the other party was relieved or a little reluctant like herself.
Xu Ziran is indeed very reluctant, she has been so comfortable this month that it is hard to imagine what life will be like without Qiu Yurou.
"It feels like a waste of resources to let you, a genius doctor, be a domestic worker for so long."
Qiu Yurou squinted at her: "You are objectifying me." ”
Xu Ziran knew that the other party was joking, and said with a smile: "It's terrible, it's actually on the line." ”
Qiu Yurou stopped, turned around, and faced Xu Ziran.
The street lamp fell from the top of the other party's head, like a misty divine light.
"Did I do well?" Qiu Yurou spoke.
Maybe it's because the lights are too hazy, or maybe Jiang Feng is too blind, Xu Ziran actually felt that Qiu Yurou was like a child begging for a reward at this moment, with a little anger and caution, hoping to get a positive response.
But when I looked closely, the other party was clearly the female doctor who was never quiet, and there was no flaw in her expression and posture.
Xu Ziran laughed at himself secretly, and at the same time spoke: "It's too good, if you come out to do housekeeping, you must be at the top level in the industry." ”
Qiu Yurou curled the corners of her mouth and smiled very reservedly.
The next day, Qiu Yurou moved out of Xu Ziran's house.
Xu Ziran thought with some regret that she would never have such a comfortable feeling when she went home in the future, but when she went home the next day, the home was still neat and thoughtful, as if Qiu Yurou had not left.
Maybe Qiu Yurou gave some advice to the housekeeping aunt. Xu Ziran sighed at Qiu Yurou's intimacy, but her heart was still empty and uncomfortable.
If her regret yesterday was because Qiu Yurou's departure would cause her living standard to drop again, then when she found that her living standard had not dropped today, instead of being happy, she was even more disappointed?
Xu Ziran was thinking about this while signing the document, and ended up signing Qiu Yurou's name on the document. (…… )
Hurriedly asked the administration to reprint the document, Xu Ziran pressed his head and admitted that he had not been normal recently.
She cares too much about Qiu Yurou, and she has exceeded the limits of her friends.
Fortunately, the work is really busy, although Xu Ziran is faintly aware, but still put these chaotic thoughts aside most of the time, the days pass unhurriedly, seeing that it is another two months, Xu Ziran went on a business trip outside the province, sleeping in a homestay in the suburbs, and there is a maple forest outside the door of the room, it is autumn, and it is red into a continuous and gorgeous flame.
When Xu Ziran saw this scenery when she returned early one day, her first reaction was to think that it would be great if Qiu Yurou could be by her side at this time.
She quickly shook her head, thinking that she had probably been single for too long, and her hormones were not normal, so it was no wonder that she hadn't even had her period recently.
The room where she slept at night was very lively, which reminded Xu Ziran of her room when she was a child, and she felt that she was indeed getting older, so that she often recalled the past.
In the nostalgia, she gradually fell asleep, suddenly opened her eyes in a haze, felt her heart tightened, her face was wet, and she burst into tears.
She felt in a trance that she had another dream that she couldn't remember, but she subconsciously grabbed her phone and dialed a number.
Before she could react to who she had called, the phone had already been connected, and a sober and soft voice came from the earpiece: "Cumin? ”
Xu Ziran squeezed his phone tightly.
She called Qiu Yurou.
Probably because there was no response for a long time, Qiu Yurou spoke up again: "What's wrong?" ”
In this silent night, Qiu Yurou's familiar voice soothed Xu Ziran's heart that was still beating violently, she gradually calmed down, and the wind outside the window was rustling, as if a leaf had fallen and hit the window.
"Nothing." Xu Ziran finally spoke, "I just want to talk to you ......"
What do you want to say? Xu Ziran's mind was blank and he couldn't think of it.
She can't say that she had a nightmare, and subconsciously called you.
Sounds silly.
Qiu Yurou was not impatient at all: "What do you want to say?" ”
Outside the window, there was the rustling of leaves.
Xu Ziran said: "I want to tell you that the maple forest here is very beautiful. ”
Qiu Yurou laughed quietly on the other end of the phone: "Really? If you have a chance, you will definitely go over and have a look. ”
After a few more simple words, he hung up the phone, but Xu Ziran looked at the desktop of the mobile phone without a trace of sleepiness.
In the middle of the night, she understood her own heart, the kind of heart that she wanted to share with the other person when she saw beautiful things.
Probably, it's called / admiration.