112 I will marry him
Seeing Yu Tian busy in front of me, in fact, I was not in a bad mood at all, and I also knew that I could choke him to death with a word, but every time the words came to my mouth, I still couldn't say it...
Yu Tian asked me if I was better, I nodded, he should have discussed with Chunzi Google in advance before he came, and probably guessed that I went out alone because Lin Yue was not there, but Yu Tian didn't ask, just comforted me without a word on the side.
I squinted my eyes and sat up, "Actually, you don't have to do this, and I don't feel uncomfortable." ”
Yu Tian smiled, "Then when I want to see you more for a while, okay." ”
Really, when Yu Tian said this sentence, my whole person was Spartan, it was cloudy outside the window, there were no stars and no moon, so this sentence did not have the romantic atmosphere of the right time and place, and it was impossible for anyone to be there, but if I was not careful, my tears were full of eyes, as if anyone who touched it could fall out.
I began to recall how Yu Tian and I became what we are now, but I can't think of it, maybe there are too many reasons, it seems that each one is not in a desperate situation, but the current situation is that there is no possibility of turning back.
Yu Tian turned his face away from me, and he said calmly, "Don't think too much. ”
How can it be.
The weather has not been very good these days, and I seem to be particularly afraid of the cold recently, the warm air in the room is on, I still feel cold in the quilt, and after Yu Tian found out, he frowned and went to open the wardrobe to find a spare blanket.
I want to stop it, it's too late.
Yu Tian raised his hand, then took out the scarf in the cabinet, and turned his face to look at me with doubts, "This?" How can there be another one? ”
And one more? Isn't this one I gave to Yu Tian at the beginning, and I also saw him take off the scarf and wrap it around Xiaoxing's neck.
Yu Tian didn't ask any more questions, put the scarf back, and went to find a blanket to cover me.
But I always looked at him, intentionally or unintentionally, this mood of wanting to speak and stopping was still discovered by Yu Tian.
He frowned, "What's wrong?" Do you still feel cold? ”
"Nope." I shook my head, shifted my gaze to the closet, and took a deep breath, "What about the scarf I gave you?" ”
"At home."
The answer was very natural, no matter how carefully I searched, I couldn't find anything wrong or missing, every expression and tone proved that he was not lying, just like when I asked Yu Tian about him and Xiaoxing, he also directly said that he didn't know him.
But at the beginning, I thought it was so ridiculous, how could I not know it.
Now that I think about it, I can't understand why I didn't choose to believe Yu Tian.
Yu Tian asked, "Why do you remember to ask this?" ”
"Hmm-" I lowered my head and lowered my voice, "can you show me?" ”
Yu Tian looked at me, probably had something to ask, and finally just told me to take care of myself and prepare to go out.
When he walked to the door, I said, "Forget it." ”
"How?"
"It's nothing, it's just a sudden reminder, and there's no need to make a special trip."
"Hmm." Yu Tian nodded, returned to me and sat down.
I suddenly felt very weak, the sky was still overcast, and Yu Tian's expression was not other than a little sad. There is no need at all, the things that were unspeakable seem to have suddenly been strung together, if I had stood firmly on Yu Tian's side from the beginning, then these unreasonable things would have been clarified a long time ago.
Therefore, there is no need to re-confirm.
I couldn't sleep, and Yu Tian seemed to want to stay a little longer, so he began to chat with me about the past two days, and asked me how my life was in Japan. In short, most of the things mentioned were happy things, and they didn't justify themselves in Su Lu's incident, and they didn't even mention it.
It was as if all the misunderstandings between us, all the trust I owed him, had been written off by him, as if the person who was immersed in the overwhelming sadness was not him at all.
After talking about it for a long time, I finally talked about my pregnancy, in fact, about Lin Yue, Yu Tian has always avoided it, probably afraid that it will affect the relaxed atmosphere at this moment, but in the end it is always unavoidable. Yu Tian said, "Let's go to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up, right?" ”
"Hmm." I nodded, even if Yu Tian didn't say it, I would definitely go, but I wanted to wait for Lin Yue to come back and go together, I didn't say this.
"Then, when the results come out, talk to Google whether it's good or not."
"Okay."
"Hmm. That's good. ”
Yu Tian suddenly smiled with relief, as if he had put down anything to worry about, and it seemed that there was no other topic, at this moment, he frowned again, and asked in a heavy nasal voice, "Sixi, if you are really pregnant, will you give birth to the child?" Are you going to get married? ”
I was stunned at the time, as if it should be something that should be taken for granted, I think Yu Tian must know it, but in the end, I have to confirm it again.
"I will."
Yu Tian and I both knew that if I was pregnant, the child could not be his. However, Lin Yue's child will be born, and I will marry Lin Yue, these have been decided when I see the results of the test strip, although I am not sure how much Lin Yue is hiding from me.
"Okay."
When Yu Tian looked at me again, there was a moment of sadness in his eyes, a sadness I had never seen. I knew I shouldn't be sad anymore, but I couldn't help it, I got up from the bed, hugged Yu Tian, and pressed my face against his chest.
Yu Tianleng for a moment, and soon reached out to hug me as well, very tightly.
I don't know, I really don't know what to do anymore. If Yu Tian asked me to take the child and go with him, I was not sure if I would waver.
But he didn't say anything.
We hugged like this for a while, and we tacitly agreed that this was the last time, so both him and me were very reluctant, reluctant to let go of his hand, knowing that the sound of the door opening was heard in his ears.
Because Yu Tian hung the chain buckle on the door before, although Lin Yue opened the door, he could only open a crack, and when he pushed the door hard, the chain was straightened and made a loud sound. I turned my head and saw Lin Yue's expressionless face and pushed Yu Tian away at the same time.
Yu Tian also turned his head with me, he didn't say anything, and he didn't react much, just stood up, put the quilt on me, and then walked to the door and took off the chain buckle.
He turned to look at me, smiled, and said, "Goodbye." ”
Then he walked straight away, and even his back was blocked by Lin Yue, who was always standing in front of the door.
The sound of Lin Yue shutting the door hard made me come back to my senses, and he walked in front of me step by step.
"You let him come?"
I didn't answer.
Lin Yue looked at the bowl and water cup on the table again, and asked me with a low smile, "Very happy?" ”
"Lin Yue, I have something to ask you." I used the same cold and questioning tone as he did.
Lin Yue seemed to be in a bad mood.
But I walked down from the bed, walked around to the front of the wardrobe, took the scarf off, and walked to Lin Yue.
"This is what Xiaoxing gave you?"
Lin Yue frowned and lowered his eyes, as if he had acquiesced.
It turns out that this is really the case, I remembered Lin Yue's travel materials and diaries before, but I wouldn't have linked him with Xiaoxing at all. Now that I think about it, rather than Yu Tian, Lin Yuecai is more likely to be the one who has been updating Xiaoxing's blog.
Also, I heard people in the village say that I go to see An *** that boy every year, it should also be Lin Yue.
"You write all of her blogs, right? What exactly is your relationship? ”
Lin Yue still didn't answer, but his fingers clenched tightly, and he approached me step by step.
I felt very depressed and wanted to reach out and push him away, but I was caught by Lin Yue. He just hugged me, and the two of them fell on the bed together.
"Let go of me!"
I shouted loudly, and as I struggled, my hand accidentally ran across his face, leaving a mark. I frowned and looked at him, and just as I was about to apologize, Lin Yue blocked his mouth, he pinched my chin hard, and then bit my lip.
“……”
I tried to speak, but all I could say was broken syllables. Lin Yue pressed me and kissed me for a long time, and finally his hand slid down and untied my clothes. I pushed him hard and kicked him, but he was easily dodged and pressed harder.
I never thought that I would encounter such a thing, let alone Lin Yue, who treated me like this, I remembered the last time I was by the river, and I couldn't help crying. Maybe Lin Yue felt it, and finally raised his head and squinted at me, and his face also rubbed my tears and the blood stains from my scratch wounds.
"Lin Yue, you let go of me."
"Let go?" He frowned, then suddenly shook his head very hard, and tied my hand with the clothes he had just taken off.
"Lin Yue, you're crazy, what are you doing, hurry up and let go of me!"
I shouted but got no response, he just pressed me with one hand, pulled down the pants of my pajamas with the other, and began to untie himself. Positive Baidu search: positive \\//positive
"Don't be like this, Lin Yue, hurry up and let go of me, I'm pregnant, I can't do it......"
When I cried and shouted this he had already pushed in with all the power of his movements, and he didn't seem to hear what I said, and I pushed him as I repeated it over and over with the loudest sound I could.
And he just repeated the forward motion, looked at me fiercely and said, "Shut up." "Lower your head and gag my mouth again, stopping me from all tones.
I don't know how long it has been, but every time I open and close my eyes, it hasn't changed, and the smell of blood is getting stronger and stronger in both my mouth and the room.
Eventually, I finally closed my eyes and didn't have the strength to open them anymore.
"Sixi, don't leave ......"
Lin Yue said in my ear, and then raised up violently as if he found his side, and the light became obvious, but I still didn't want to open my eyes, he shook it gently, and then picked me up and ran out.