On the car to the hospital, Lin Yue always held my hand tightly, my sweat dripped on the back of his hand, he wrung his eyebrows, the whole person seemed to be trembling, constantly hugging me, but with less strength... He was as cold to the bone as I was.

I'm sad to see this.

If I had put it aside, I would have been angry at such a time, at least I wouldn't have ignored him anymore. Or with a look of resentment.

I put my other free hand on the back of Lin Yue's hand and whispered, "I'm okay......"

It's also comforting myself in my heart.

To be honest, what little bit of dazed will I had left was not enough to understand the severity of the situation, and I always thought that I was in good health, so the kind of episode that would appear on TV could not have happened to me. I looked at Lin Yue quietly, my vision became more and more blurred, but although I blamed him, I also felt unprecedentedly close to him because of the small life that belonged to the two of us in my body, and I felt that we couldn't get rid of the relationship even if we were involved for a lifetime.

In my mind, a little baby has been constantly conjugated, like me and like him.

The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, and then Lin Yue carried me and ran in, someone pushed the car out, I was put on it, Lin Yue held my hand before the operation, and I felt that my eyelids were getting heavier and heavier.

"I'm fine...... You don't have to be afraid ......."

Lin Yue cried, and that was the last picture I saw before I fell unconscious.

When I woke up I was lying in the hospital room and I took a breath. Look, it's such an uncreative situation, in fact, it's okay, when I saw the blood on Lin Yue's body, I also suspected that I couldn't get out of the operating room as soon as I entered the operating room, and now it doesn't seem so bad.

I took a deep breath and turned my face sideways, but I didn't expect that the person next to me was Yu Tian.

"How are you in ......?"

I made a sound, and I realized that I was indeed weak. And there was indeed no one else in the ward except me and Yu Tian, and Lin Yue was not there.

Yu Tian smiled, he didn't know when it started, there were already two faint eye lines under his eyes, "Let's sleep a little longer, it's still early." ”

"Hmm." I just wanted to say yes, but I really wanted to sleep because I was too tired, but when I was about to close my eyes, I suddenly remembered something, and I asked Yu Tian, "Am I really pregnant?" ”

"Si Xi ......"

Yu Tian frowned, lowered his eyes to look at me, and stopped talking.

I looked at him and suddenly felt as if I was being encased in a small, confined space, and it was difficult to breathe.

Yu Tian closed his eyes and shook his head.

No, it's not pregnant, or the child is gone.

My whole body stiffened, and my raised hand slammed into the hospital bed, reminding me of the physical pain I had deliberately ignored.

"It's okay Sixi, don't be afraid, the doctor said that the operation was timely, and you will have children in the future."

"Really?"

Yu Tian looked at me and stopped answering.

I turned my face sideways, tears streaming down my face, and I spent almost the whole night. Yu Tian was still next to me at dawn, and he didn't close his eyes like me.

Lin Yue, who always stood outside the ward, was too.

I saw him, but I didn't know what to do. If I would have tried to comfort him when I came to the hospital, now the bond between us seems to have disappeared, but I can't do it with the same attitude towards strangers to someone I used to be very close to. I don't want to cry in front of Lin Yue, I don't need him to blame himself.

I asked Yu Tian to go out first, and then called Lin Yue in. He paused for a moment, his expression a little surprised, and finally agreed.

Lin Yue walked in, he didn't sit down, just stood next to me.

I looked up at him, and one of his faces still had the marks of being caught by me, and the other was red and swollen, as if he had been beaten.

My stomach suddenly hurt, frowning and covering my stomach, Lin Yue came closer, probably wanting to hug me, and stretched out two hands. I turned sideways to dodge and almost fell to the ground. Lin Yue had no choice but to withdraw his hand with a wry smile.

His body shook slightly, as if he had been drained of his strength.

I looked at Lin Yue's appearance, and I didn't have much deep resentment, and in the same way, there would be no more unbearable, not so much to use any way to dilute my pain, but to say that all the pain that Lin Yue brought me had been completely offset by his previous kindness to me, and by the way, it destroyed our previous relationship that was not mature enough.

I lowered my head, not wanting to look at him anymore, and I said, "Lin Yue, let's separate." ”

After a long time, Lin Yue whispered, "Okay." ”

I still didn't look up, I heard footsteps, knew he was leaving, and then the door closed. My eyes were blurry again, tears were gathering in my sockets, and I tilted my head to let the tears flow back, my throat filled with a salty taste.

Yu Tian came over and hugged me, even if I still had the ability to resist and was easily subdued by him, he was still like that, and said in a tough tone, "Obedient." ”

I let my hand go with the flow, and then slowly lifted it up and hugged his shoulder.

I felt Yu Tian hug me a little tighter, and he said, "Sleep for a while." ”

"Hmm."

In fact, I didn't sleep too long, and when I woke up again, there were still only two people in the ward, Yu Tian and me, and I was sure that Lin Yue was really gone when I saw the empty outside through the glass on the door.

Yu Tian saw that I woke up, so he took a pillow and cushioned it behind me to let me sit up, he unscrewed the thermos pot, the soup in it tasted very strong, I couldn't stand it a little, but Yu Tian still filled a bowl to feed me, "It is mixed with Chinese medicine, so that your body recovers faster." ”

After drinking the soup, Yu Tian took out a gray-blue scarf from the paper bag beside him.

"I found this after I left yesterday."

I watched from afar, Yu Tian was right, there shouldn't be two identical things in the world, so this one must not have been woven by me.

"Have you always kept this around?"

"Hmm."

"Haven't given it to anyone else?"

"I've kept it since the day you gave it to me, but I didn't want to use it."

I took the scarf and looked at it to determine that it was not knitted by me, but the color and texture were exactly the same, but when I gave it to Yu Tian, I didn't think of any accidents at all, so I naturally thought that the scarf for him must have been knitted by me.

In other words, the person who kissed Xiaoxing in front of the school was not Yu Tian. So it's true that Yu Tian said that he never knew Xiaoxing, and he never lied to me, so the blog I saw updating at his house that time was also deliberately made, right? It could be Lin Yue, or it could be Su Lu......

I don't dare to think about it anymore, I don't want to associate Lin Yue and Su Lu together, Lin Yue won't be like that. But the fact is that the email I sent before Lin Jing's accident told me that there was something very important, and I also told Lin Yue.

It was Lin Yue who prevented me from calling back, and then Lin actually had an accident.

Even when I was robbed by the river, did the photos I took have anything to do with him?

I don't want to connect all of these things. I shook my head vigorously, Lin Yue is definitely not like that, I shouldn't misunderstand him like I misunderstood Yu Tian.

Google also came, and while I was in a daze with that scarf, he was carrying a suitcase that I recognized as mine.

Google walked over with the box aside.

"Are you better?"

I came back to my senses and nodded.

Because the hotel we stayed in was very close to the hospital, Lin Yue sent me to this hospital, so it was discovered by Google.

"Don't think about it so much, the child will have it in the future."

I laughed, it's all the same thing, they really don't comfort people.

Google looked at me again, this time with a much more serious expression, and he pulled a small bottle out of his pocket, "Is this yours?" ”

I took it, and the words on the label were written in Japanese, it was a contraceptive pill, and every time Lin Yue gave me a pill before, it was the medicine here.

"Then you're looking to see if you've eaten it?"

Yu Tian frowned and asked, "Is there a problem with this medicine?" ”

Google took a breath and said, "Let's take a look." ”

I unscrewed the cap of the bottle, and the pill looked right, the same one I had been taking. I said, "Yes." ”

"How long have you eaten?"

I was a little embarrassed, Google and Yu Tian both looked at me together, and I thought about it, "It shouldn't be too many times." ”

Google takes the pill bottle back.

"Do you feel drowsy, drowsy, and dizzy when you eat?"

I frowned, it is true that I was not in good physical condition during the period before returning to China, but Lin Yue has not given me this since I came back, so it seems that my spirit has also improved.

"You mean, it has something to do with this medicine?"

"When I went to the hotel, I saw this bottle of medicine in your box, so I opened it and took a look, I have seen the pills in it before, and I just compared it, it should be a psychotropic drug, and the specific test results will depend on the results. Who gave you this medicine? "Sister-in-law** I have a deep affection

"No one."

"Si Xi."

"Forget it, let's talk about it later, if you don't take this medicine so much, there shouldn't be so many side effects, right?"

"Probably not, but it's dangerous to take it for a long time."

Yu Tian asked Google to go out first, and he didn't ask me again when he came back alone. In fact, we tacitly agreed that Yu Tian must have guessed that it had something to do with Lin Yue.

I looked at the medicine bottle on the table, it turned out that even the medicine was fake, no wonder I would get pregnant and miscarry so easily.

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