156. I don't know you
Qiao Yihai stood by the bed with his wife, looking at Qiao Yixia who was lying on the bed with a pale face. Unable to stop her, she crashed headfirst into the wall and fainted. Fortunately, the doctor said that there was no major problem, and that it was only necessary to recuperate for a few days. But when she wakes up, no one can say what will become. Maybe I'll forget Jì's crazy experience, maybe I'll remember it more profoundly.
"Why did you let her see that? Didn't you tell you to take it out and throw it away? Qiao Yihai was a little angry, it could be seen that his wife was already so sad, and he couldn't bear to blame her.
"I, that's the last thought my son left us, how can you let me give it up......" That day, when they saw Qiao Yihui for the last time, he was wearing such a shirt, which was stained with blood, and was later brought back for testing, and she begged for a long time before the shirt returned to her hand. For so many years, every time she thinks about her son, she will take it out and take a look at it and throw it away? Easier said than done.
"Hey. It's good now, leaning on the summer ......"
"Old Joe, don't blame you for not listening to what I say, but at the moment, it seems that she is the only one who can make her daughter 'live'."
Qiao Yihai smiled bitterly and nodded: "What a proud girl, smart and beautiful, young and promising, she should be a baby held in the palm of her hand." was with Yi Xia, to be honest, and wronged her. Besides, today, she was so badly injured, I feel ashamed. ”
"Old Joe......"
"Actually, even now my attitude hasn't changed. I hope that Yi Xia and Shen Heng will be together, have a child, and live a peaceful and stable life. But what is the power that makes a girl not forget to say that sentence before she faints, don't hurt herself. Only love. Earlier, when I found out that Yi Xia was involved with a woman, I was disgusted with Lu Xifei. Now it seems that maybe she loves Yi Xia no less than the two of us. Speaking of this, Qiao Yihai shook his head, "What's the use of talking about this now, if Yi Xia can't forget that incident, then most of her life is a waste person, whether it's Shen Heng or Lu Xifei, what qualifications do we have to let the family guard a waste person for a lifetime?" ”
Are they the greatest parents in the world? I'm afraid not. Not for Qiao Yihui, and even less for Qiao Yixia. Fate played too much of a joke on them, and there could be more cruel than letting their daughter stab their own son. When they knew the truth, they collapsed, and they once felt that being able to accept Qiao Yixia as their daughter again was already their greatest tolerance, but to put it bluntly, they were just afraid of losing everything. If it is said that the pain caused by Yihui's death, Qiao Yixia is no less than them, not to mention that there is more guilt now. But that's all they can do. Qiao Yihui was conceived and born by Qiao's mother in October, and she is her own flesh and blood with their blood flowing on her body. What else can they do?
"In this life, it's already like this, what else can we do but accept."
Let all the thoughts gather together, and then weave it into a net, through this net, see the people in front of you, and cherish the people in front of you. In fact, they never felt that they were great, because they firmly believed that what they did was what their son wanted. It's just because Qiao Yihui loves his sister so much.
Luci had a thick gauze wrapped around her forehead, and the prolonged coma made her whole body look sickly pale.
Meng Liuchen dipped a cotton swab in water to help her moisten her lips. I felt sad in my heart. Although he knew Meng Qingdong's character, he still ridiculously told him the news of Lu Xifei's accident at the first time, and his indifferent attitude made Meng Liuchen feel for a moment that maybe Lu Xifei was not his own at all. How can there be a father in this world who is so cruel to his daughter.
"What about Yixia." Her eyelashes twitched, and her voice was a little hoarse from not speaking for a long time.
"Sister, you're awake, doctor, doctor!"
"Liuchen, Yi Xia."
Meng Liuchen helped her put the quilt up: "Sister, don't worry, she's fine." ”
Soon, the attending doctor in a white coat came to examine Lu Xifei, but fortunately he didn't hit the acupuncture point at that time, and the delivery was timely, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable. However, Lu Xifei's own body is poor, and this time I am afraid that it will take a long time to recuperate.
"Sister, I know you're worried about her, but you have to promise me that at least today, you can have a good rest. All right? Meng Liuchen looked at her with an almost pleading look. She couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart.
She stretched out her hand and touched his head with her gauze-wrapped hand: "Liuchen, thank you." You don't know how happy I am, the moment I open my eyes, I'm not alone. ”
"We are sisters and brothers, we are the closest people, say thank you, of course the younger brother will not ignore his sister." He held her hand lovingly, "Does it still hurt?" ”
Lucy shook her head, maybe people are always very sensitive when they are hurt, at least at this moment, she wants to open her arms and hug him well. Or perhaps, the relatives are really heart-to-heart, and when she was thinking like this, he had already leaned over and hugged her gently: "Sister, be good, close your eyes and have a good rest." Wait tomorrow, I'll take you to see her, and if the doctor doesn't agree, I'll take you out secretly, okay. ”
That gentleness, that comfort, the boy in front of him is really not the playboy who only knows how to eat, drink and have fun. Every sentence warms people's hearts.
"Okay."
He hugged her gently, imagining whether Lu Shuye was like himself many years ago, holding her in his arms and treating her as a treasure. He felt that God was so unfair to his sister, she was smarter and more beautiful than others, but for the sake of this vain wisdom, she had lost too many opportunities to have a happy experience. He likes her, not because they are sisters and brothers, but because she is true, she has a warm heart, and she will never live up to the good that others treat her.
The next day, when Lu Xifei sat in the back seat of the car, Meng Liuchen looked at her haggard face through the rearview mirror of the car, and he didn't even know how he could suppress the idea of crying. He thought to himself, is there anyone who envies Lucy and longs to become her and live her life? Yes. All who don't know what she's going through will want to be her. Be a psychologist who has a beautiful scenery and no worries about food and clothing. How beautiful and decent a person looks, how miserable her real life may be. Lu Xifei's kind of strength is not something that can be done by any random person, at least he Meng Liuchen can't do it.
"Xihua." Seeing them coming, Qiao's mother had tears in her eyes and her eyes were full of distress, "I'm sorry, Xifei, I originally told Old Qiao to go to the hospital to see you in a few days, but I didn't expect you to come first in the end." Yixia's situation is really not good......"
"I'm fine, Auntie." Compared with the pain in my heart, the pain of ** is nothing at all.
"Liuchen, you wait for me below. Auntie, I want to go up and see Yi Xia. ”
"Sister......
"Don't worry."
Lu Xifei had never felt that the road under his feet was so heavy, and he didn't know why every time he went up the stairs, it weighed a thousand pounds. She was scared. What she was afraid of was not that Qiao Yixia would pounce on her and scold her when she saw her, but that as soon as she pushed the door open, she would see that she was torturing and abusing herself. Even just thinking about it, Lu Xifei felt distressed.
The eyes looked at her like a stranger, and she huddled in a corner of the room with her legs in her arms, her hair scattered, and when she came in, she shrunk in again.
Luci took a few steps forward, and she reached out her other, uninjured hand, gently brushing her tousled hair behind her ear.
"Come home with me, okay?"
Her voice was so firm and gentle, like a warm spring wind, like a gurgling stream, crossing Qiao Yixia's heart.
"I don't know you."
Luci smiled softly, put his hand on her head, felt her trembling, and calmed her trembling: "It's okay. I'm here to take you home, would you like to come with me? ”
She looked at her and nodded.
Willing to go with you.
"Xihua ......" Qiao's mother watched as the two women held hands and slowly walked down the stairs. I have mixed feelings in my heart. At this juncture, you can still never give up, true love is nothing more than that. But as a mother, she can no longer watch a girl with a bright future being dragged down by her own daughter.
Lucy tied her beautiful ponytail and wiped the tears from her face, and her hand was held in her hand, hiding behind her, like a young child who has nothing to do.
"Uncle, aunt. Let me take her away. Luci tightened her scarf and gazed at her gently, "Don't be dragged down. There is never a drag between us, and every day we can be together is irreplaceable happiness. ”
This winter is later than before, and the warm breeze in the car can't make Qiao Yixia's pale face become ruddy, she looks at the strange person in front of her, feeling this strange world, and Lu Xifei looks at her who treats herself as a stranger. The scary thing is not that there is no love, but that the person you love the most is thrown out of your memory, and then you throw yourself into the shell, and no one can come in.
"My name is Yi Xia." Qiao Yixia looked at Lu Xifei with a pair of watery eyes, and felt that she was so beautiful, and she was still so delicate and good-looking when she was scarred and not powdered.
"Well, Yixia."
"I can't remember a lot of things, and I can't even remember who I am." Qiao Yixia suddenly held her hand, "You said you were going to take me home, our relationship must be very good, right, I don't remember you, don't blame me." ”
Luci smiled lightly and scratched her nose: "Can you remember if you blame you?" ”
Qiao Yixia was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, she hesitantly approached her, wanting to hug her, but she didn't dare to stretch out her hand. Until the person opposite pulled her into a warm embrace, she felt Luci's chin against her head, and even imprinted a kiss on the top of her head.
"Xizhu, I don't seem to have washed my hair in a few days."
"yes, it's not weird." After that, he dropped a deeper kiss.
"Xizhu, since I woke up, I felt a stone pressing down on my chest, so stuffy that I couldn't breathe. I think I forgot something very important, and I remember being a very bad person. ”
"And what answer would you like to hear from me? Is it to echo you and say that you are really bad, or to refute you and say that your memory is wrong? Yi Xia, I once thought about changing your memory, but after experiencing some things, I realized that everyone is the master of their own memory, maybe the memory can be tampered with, but it feels eternal. I can't empathize with how painful you are, but you are very brave, if I were you, I can't even remember who I am, I must not be as strong as you. So you say, no matter how bad such an optimistic and positive girl is, how bad can she be? ”
Lucy looked at Qiao Yixia, who had fallen asleep with her eyes closed, and kissed her eyelashes. The most precious love in the world is not that you love me all your life, but that although you have lost your memory, you still want to be with me and are willing to go back to our home with me.
Meng Liuchen carried Qiao Yixia into the room and gently placed her on the big bed.
"Sister, if you need help, call me at any time, I will be the first to arrive."
Luci nodded: "Let's go back." ”
Meng Liuchen walked out of the door, and suddenly turned around and hugged her tightly before crossing the threshold: "Sister, don't blame me for being biased, but who made you my sister." I just want to tell you, no matter how much you hurt her and how much you love her, it's all your business, but you also have to remember to take care of yourself, take the medicine on time, and I will accompany you to the hospital for a follow-up after a while, you don't think that Yi Xia will not feel distressed if she has no memory now, just like you said, the memory is gone, but the feeling is still there. She'll be worried, and I'll be distressed. ”
"Got it."
Lucy sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Qiao Yixia, who was sleeping like a newborn baby, her brows were furrowed, did she dream of something bad, did she want to wake her up, but she looked tired, wake her up, what should she do if she can't sleep. Lucy gently patted her through the quilt, trying to calm her down. Nightmare, please take it out of the mind of the woman I love.
She actually slowly calmed down, gasping calmly, and calmly falling into a dream. Luci looked at the time, it was approaching evening, it was time to help her make something to eat, otherwise she would be hungry when she woke up.
As soon as she got up, her head suddenly felt a pain that spread from her forehead to the inside of her head, like a thorn, pricking her nerves and making her feel like the world was spinning in an instant. I don't know how long it took, but the sweat had soaked her cheeks and palms, and she slowly calmed down. Thinking that I could almost go to the kitchen and boil some water first.
"Don't go." She took her hand and said to her, don't go.
"I'm not leaving." Luci sat down, leaned down, and hugged her gently.
"Xiyu, I feel like I can't sleep." Her voice was weak and aggrieved, "I really want to sleep all the time, all the time, because once I wake up, that painful feeling tortures me so uncomfortably, and my heart hurts." You can only forget jì when you are asleep. ”
Lucy lifted the quilt, lay down in a quilt with her, let her head lean over, and wrapped her arms around her: "Then I'll sing to you, okay." You close your eyes and listen, how hard it is for me to sing......"
"Is it really ugly? I don't believe it, you are beautiful, and you must be good at singing. ”
"Listen to it yourself, and you'll know if it's hard to hear......"
"That's good." Qiao Yixia obediently closed her eyes and snuggled up with her.
When she was a child, Lu Shuye always used this "Lullaby" to coax her to sleep, at that time she kept laughing at him for singing ugly and childish lyrics. Love can change a person, no matter how cold she once was. As long as you love enough, you will become warm and inclusive, attentive and considerate.