157. Don't touch me
Lucy had a long dream, in which she was ordinary, not smart or beautiful, and like many other girls, she was just the most ordinary of an ordinary group of people. But she has a happy family, her mother is not dead, her father is not remarried, and her brother is still there. Sometimes he would argue with his brother, sometimes he would be scolded by his mother for stealing desserts, and sometimes his strict father would criticize his grades for not being good enough. She lived like that ordinary and happy. But even in a dream, she still met a girl, and the girl's name was still Qiao Yixia, with long black hair and big talking eyes, they grew up together, loved each other, and lived together for a long, long time. Until one day, the family wanted to send Luxi out of the country, Qiao Yixia smiled and told her to go with confidence, saying that there are many interesting places abroad and that she would wait for her. Lucy ran home without hesitation before registering, hugged her tightly, and said to her, "There's nothing more fun than being with you forever."
When she woke up, she listened to the steady breathing of the person next to her pillow and felt her heartbeat. Carefully recalling this dream that has no ending.
She has written a book called "Twelve Mystery Dreams", and has also written many papers on the research direction of dreams, and has won countless awards. But that dream didn't use a profound theory. One qiΔ, just because I miss it too much, I miss that person who is obviously by my side, but I still can't help it.
Probably too scared to lose.
"I remember."
In the darkness, the voice of the person next to the pillow was exceptionally clear. She sat up from the bed and looked down at her hands: "I think, I should be a murderer." I killed someone, and that person was someone I loved and loved. β
She turned around, the expression was difficult to describe in words, but it was a kind of pain that fell from the clouds to the bottom: "But since the person I love has been killed by me, who are you?" β
Speaking of this, she suddenly hugged her head tightly: "Ah, it hurts......"
"Yi Xia." Lucy got up and hugged her, "Don't think about it, it doesn't matter who I am, it doesn't matter at all." β
"Who are you and who am I...... Why did I become like this, no, no......"
"Don't touch me, no matter who you are, don't touch me, because I want to hit people now, I want to kill people, you go quickly, you go I don't hurt you!"
Memories rolled in like waves, but they were smashed into pieces by the reef, and they couldn't form a complete part, and the messy picture flashed in front of Qiao Yixia's eyes, and she saw many faces, handsome young men, stern old men, loving women, and beautiful women, Lucy Bloom. But who is she, and who is she holding the knife to stab? She didn't know.
"Please, even if you let me slap myself a few times, don't imprison me anymore, okay, I'm really in pain, I'm about to die of pain." Her tears covered her face, the sobs grew louder and louder, she didn't want to live anymore, she just wanted to die now.
How long has she been hugged like this, from dark to gray, and then to white. Qiao Yixia finally stopped crying, just sobbed. Because she was so tired from crying that she really didn't have the strength to do it.
"Eat."
Qiao Yixia raised her head and looked at Lu Xifei, who was holding a bowl in her hand and holding a spoon to feed her porridge, she slowly leaned her head over, and the moment she bit the spoon, she knocked over the bowl fiercely, and all the steaming porridge was sprinkled on Lu Xifei's body. Qiao Yixia felt extremely uncomfortable, why did the people in front of her keep forcing her, she hated her, she wanted to strangle her.
"I said, whoever you are, stay away from me. If you refuse to let me go for a day, I will hate you for a day. β
Qiao Yixia watched her slender back disappear at the door, and her heart twitched, yes, the memory is incomplete, but it doesn't feel like it's going to change. Maybe they were really that close before, otherwise why would she be sad and heartbroken. She buried her head deep in the crook of her arm, tossing and turning all night, and she was about to lose the strength to kill herself.
"Eat."
The familiar voice came into her ears again, Qiao Yixia raised her head almost in disbelief, looking at Lu Xifei who had refilled the bowl of porridge, somehow, she obviously wanted to stubbornly break the bowl, but she reached out to catch the bowl by magic, and then drank the millet porridge one by one. Perhaps because she hated such a compromise, when Luci wanted to take the bowl, she finally threw the bowl in her hand to the ground, making a sound of porcelain breaking.
"I hate you, I hate you. You're torturing me, you know. β
Lucy ignored her, she went out and got a broom, and cleaned the place. It was already completely dawn, Lu Xifei was standing on the edge of the bed, Qiao Yixia was sitting on the bed, the two of them looked at each other, but unfortunately one of them was no longer full of love in his eyes.
"Yixia, not for anything else, just because, if you were me, you would make the same choice as me."
She didn't get better, not at all, and even had a more irritable temperament than this day, every day she would create trouble with different Cheng dΓΉ, when she was angry, she would pinch Luci Fei's neck and not let go, she would splash hot water on her, and even slap her. But she wasn't going to kill herself or harm herself. She transferred all the injuries of a qiΔ to Luci Fei's body. Lucy didn't say anything, pinched her and she endured it, and she would let it go anyway. If you get scalded by hot water, you can apply some medicine yourself, and the wound will heal anyway. If you are slapped, you can hide, and if you can't hide, it will only hurt for a few days. As long as she doesn't hurt herself, it doesn't matter.
I don't know how long it has been like this, but the wounds on Luci's forehead and hands have healed, but there are many other injuries on his body.
Meng Liuchen has been busy with things in the company during this time, he feels that it is time for him to become a real man and fulfill his promise, only if he is good enough, can he snatch the company over, return it to his sister, and let the things return to their original owners, and everyone will return to you.
When he came to the apartment with a fruit basket, he was actually apprehensive, because he didn't know if he hadn't seen him for so long, whether his sister was doing well, and he didn't know what Qiao Yixia had become.
Seeing Meng Liuchen coming, Lu Xifei was actually happy. Not only Meng Liuchen, Jiang Xiage also came before, Qiao's father and Qiao's mother would also call every day, but I don't know why, she has always liked to lock herself in a cage, and she has been used to living alone for more than ten years, and she suddenly began to be afraid of loneliness.
"I'm sorry, sister, there are too many facts about the company, and I haven't been able to take the time to see you."
"You're busy, don't worry about me all the time." She helped him make a cup of tea and handed it to him.
"Sister...... How did you lose weight like this? You promised me to take good care of yourself. Meng Liuchen looked at her, thinner than before, especially her face, almost only bones and a thin layer of skin remained, he saw the red scratches on her neck, and the purple red of her left hand after being burned, "Sister, what's wrong with your neck?" And what's the deal with the hand? β
As soon as the words fell, he saw Qiao Yixia walking out of the room like a ghost, dressed in white pajamas, with long hair draped over his chest, a haggard face, and deep-set eye sockets.
"Yixia?"
Qiao Yixia ignored him, just glanced at him, and then walked to the sofa and sat down in a daze.
"I want to drink water."
Meng Liuchen stopped Lu Xifei, who was about to get up, and personally poured water for her to drink, and when she was about to hand it to her, she deliberately knocked the water over on the ground, and poured hot water on his hands, which hurt her heart. He looked at her in surprise, and then at his sister who was wiping his clothes with a tissue, and he grabbed Luci Fei's shoulder suddenly: "That's how you came over these days?" Seeing that Lu Xifei didn't speak, he suddenly said angrily to Qiao Yixia, "Qiao Yixia, are you crazy!" Even if you still have a little bit of humanity, you shouldn't treat her like this, she is Lucy Bloom! β
"Liuchen, you're enough!" Luci interrupted, "You're going to scare her like that." β
"Sister, how did you become like this? Do you still have a little bit of what you used to be? What about your pride, what about your self-esteem? Don't you want it all? β
Luci took his hand and pulled him to the balcony: "She's just a child who doesn't understand anything now, what are you doing to her." β
"I don't care if she has memories or not, and I don't care if she's crazy or not, I just know that my sister has been wronged, and I, as a younger brother, can't watch my sister being bullied, that's all." He also got angry, turned his head away, and didn't look at her.
"Then what do you want me to do?"
"It's very simple, send her back to Qiao's house."
"Liuchen, if you were me and I was Yi Xia, would you send me back to the Meng family."
"......" Meng Liuchen was speechless at first, and then said, "I won't, but the nature of the two is different." β
"You and I are just half-siblings, and we didn't grow up together, and the emotional foundation is not deep, and you are still unwilling to give up on me when I am in the most difficult time. What's more, what I'm facing now is a lover who used to live and die together. β
Meng Liuchen shook his head and glanced at Qiao Yixia, who was sitting in the living room and lost his mind through the glass: "Sister, you can always say nothing to say to people." β
"People live for a lifetime, they shouldn't be just for themselves, otherwise, you wouldn't rather be enemies of your biological parents, and you would have to stand by my sister's side." Lucy rubbed his head, held his hand, and gently washed it with cold water, "If you really want to do something for me, I have something to go out tomorrow afternoon, if you have time permitting, help me take care of Yi Xia." β