40. Chapter 40
It's been almost three days since he came back from Mu's, and Li Zhiyuan didn't wait for a call from Mu Chen, but he wasn't in a hurry, today happened to be Saturday, and he and Mu Chen would talk on the phone every Saturday night in the past, if Mu Chen didn't react after tonight, it would not be too late for him to make a decision.
After dinner at half past six, Li Zhiyuan returned to the dormitory on time, reading a book while waiting for Mu Chen's call.
Yu Qili didn't know why, "Doesn't Li Shao go out for a walk?" ”
Li Zhiyuan has a strict schedule and rest time, usually around seven o'clock will go out for a round of exercise, Yu Qili as a follower, of course, also have to follow, the first few days are very uncomfortable, tired like a dog. But he had to succumb under Li Zhiyuan's coercion, but after following Li Zhiyuan for more than a month, he gradually got used to it. And I have to say that a good routine really makes his whole person feel refreshed!
But I didn't expect Li Zhiyuan to refuse, "Go by yourself, I have something to do today." ”
Yu Qili blinked, what's the matter?! What can change Li Shao's habits! You must know that Li Shao is a very self-disciplined person!
Yu Qili's gossip heart burned again, that's right, curiosity is so heavy!
Kangfei Student Association has a task, and He Donghua has a crush on a little girl who is at the same level as them and is dating outside, so there are only two of them in the dormitory.
Speaking of He Donghua, the dead fat man Yu Qili was angry! Don't look at the fat people who grow, there are a lot of objects, and this is the second one in the first month of school! is more powerful than when he was in love with Yu Qili, but unfortunately a generation of newcomers is better than the old, He Donghua is messing with flowers and grass outside, and he can only silently accompany Li Shao in the dormitory to be a Tang monk, how can he be a bitter word!
So are the girls now! There are really those collectors!
But speaking of Li Shao, he is also powerful enough, although he Yu Qili said that his family is not a wealthy family, but he also knows a few young people, he has never seen Li Shao so self-disciplined!
No wonder people can achieve great things, just this word forbearance is not something ordinary people can do!
But what is Li Shao doing tonight? It's been more than an hour, and I haven't read half a book, according to the usual speed of Li Shao, Li Shao usually reads a book and can't wait to turn the pages of the book and spontaneously combust, how can I waste time like this today.
Of course, Li Zhiyuan knew that Yu Qili was secretly observing him, but he was upset now and didn't want to bother with him.
Looking at his watch, it was already eight and five o'clock, and in the past, Mu Chen always called on time when the second hand had just arrived at twelve, as if he had been keeping the hour.
Li Zhiyuan lowered his eyes, so now, don't you want to explain?
Yu Qili watched silently, although Li Zhiyuan was still reading the book expressionlessly, he always felt that Li Shao was not so happy......
Li Zhiyuan's mind was very complicated at this time, it was nine o'clock, he went to bed at half past nine, and he had to take a bath before going to bed, Mu Chen would not know. It really doesn't seem to be going to be explained.
What should I do if I don't explain?
More than ten years of feelings, knowing their secrets, knowing their weaknesses, and common property, have long been entangled and inseparable.
Take the initiative to reconcile? When nothing ever happened, continue to be friends?
Or, as before, kill him?
Li Zhiyuan suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and couldn't help but smile bitterly, has it affected him so deeply? Even if you think about it, your heart hurts and you cry?
has been in this world for more than ten years, although there are Li Anhe, Liu Mingyuan, Zheng Manni......
But the person he has the most heart to heart is Mu Chen.
Mu Chen used to say that when he stayed by his side, he always felt very safe and reliable. So why not?
If not, how can you be interested in helping to take care of someone?
If not, how could he be heartbroken when he thought of Mu Chen's death?
If not, what are you doing now?
Cranky, restless.
Take the initiative to call back and talk, after all, after so many years of friends, he doesn't believe that Mu Chen really wants to have a relationship with him.
made up his mind and just as he was about to touch the mobile phone on the table, the mobile phone screen lit up, accompanied by the familiar ringtone li zhiyuan saw the name that made him upset, mu chen.
After a pause, he picked up his phone and connected to the call.
Listening to the familiar breathing sound on the other side, Li Zhiyuan suddenly felt very funny, he could clearly know his mood now as long as he listened to Mu Chen's breathing, what was he bothered about?
Mu Chen understands him, doesn't he know Mu Chen better, how much Mu Chen changes? Doesn't it depend on his mood and mood?
The people and things that he Li Zhiyuan wants to control have not been able to escape!
After a deliberate pause, Li Zhiyuan slowly spoke: "Mu Chen, do you want to cut off your robe with me?" ”
The breathing on the other side, which was already tangled, became even more rapid: "No! No! ”
"Then why are you doing this to me?" Li Zhiyuan's voice did not change, but Mu Chen just felt a trace of disappointment and sadness. Hurriedly explained: "I have a hard time! ”
"What do you have to say to me? Mu Chen, you don't trust me anymore. Li Zhiyuan's voice was full of disappointment and hurt.
"No, no! I...... I really have a reason to ......" Mu Chen couldn't feel heartache when he heard Li Zhiyuan's voice, but he knew that he couldn't say that he was not strong enough now, and Li Zhiyuan may not have love for him, and maybe his friends don't have to do it......
Li Zhiyuan on the other side was slightly annoyed in his heart, he really has a long ability, why don't you say it? The more Mu Chen doesn't talk about it, the more he knows!
continued to maintain the previous tone: "Mu Chen, I have always thought that you are the closest person to me in this world, and I have always thought that you and I think the same, but now it seems that I am self-inflicted." ”
This paragraph is so damaging to Mu Chen!
"Not what you think! Me and you too! "Mu Chen is so entangled, does he want to say it......
"Then why didn't you sue me?"
"I, I don't know how to say it...... But trust me, I care about you more than you think! Mu Chen's voice was choked with a hint of choking.
Li Zhiyuan squinted his eyes, and his brain quickly analyzed. Don't know how to say it? There are only two possibilities for things that don't know how to say: one is that things are too complicated, but this is impossible, and if it's really complicated, he won't be unaware. Second, I don't know how to say to "him", and the only things I can't say to "him" are between the two of them or about him.
The latter sentence cares about you more than you think, and being able to say this sentence is generally extremely caring, so what is the thing between the two of them that can't be said under the condition of being extremely concerned?
That is, Mu Chen thinks that after speaking out, he will be hurt or there will be a change between the two of them.
Tentatively asked, "Mu Chen, do you want to hurt me?" ”
"Nope! I won't let you get hurt even if I die! The voice on the other side did not hesitate.
All that's left is what will happen between the two of them, and the relationship will get worse? It can't be, and the deterioration of the relationship is also a harm to him. That's when the relationship gets better.
Get better!!
Li Zhiyuan's heart beat fiercely, is it what he thinks?! But how is that possible?! The two hadn't seen each other in eight years......
I don't know why, Li Zhiyuan suddenly remembered the kiss when he was a child.
No, no, no! No way! Li Zhiyuan hurriedly interrupted his thoughts, Mu Chen told himself that he had a girlfriend in his last life.
But this question is back to the original point, what else has become better besides the one I thought?
"Zhiyuan, are you still there?" I thought about it for too long.
"Mu Chen, since you said so, I believe you, but you must know that we are the closest people, you must find me if you have difficulties, I really hope you are well."
The words pierced Mu Chen's heart, Li Zhiyuan is like this, people can never avoid it, and people want to get close.
But are they really the closest people to each other...... So how far can this closeness go......
"Okay, I got it. You go wash up first, you're about to go to bed. ”
"Well, you get some rest early, too."
"Oh, yes." Mu Chen pretended to remember it suddenly, and said casually: "Then do you want to meet tomorrow?" ”
Li Zhiyuan thought about it for a while, and it was good to meet, at least he could confirm it further......
"Okay."
A slightly cheerful voice came from the other side: "Okay! I'll pick you up at your school tomorrow at 9 o'clock! ”
Li Zhiyuan hung up the phone, and his mood suddenly relaxed for some reason, and he didn't know when his heart seemed to fall to the ground suddenly.
When I raised my eyes, it was terrible, how did I forget him. Li Zhiyuan remembered that there was a jade Qi ceremony on the bed opposite.
Squinted his eyes at Yu Qili, who was stunned.
The two looked at each other before Yu Qili suddenly came back to his senses, and hurriedly waved his hand and said, "I didn't hear anything, I ...... cough, cough, cough, ......cough, cough, cough
Li Zhiyuan rolled his eyes and went to the bathroom to wash.
Only Yu Qili was left alone in the dormitory, coughing earth-shatteringly, and thundering in his heart!
it!! Bet on a **, there is definitely an adulterous affair between Li Shao and Mu Chen!!!!!
He dared to swear by the reputation of his prodigal son in love!!!
I've been with Li Zhiyuan for a month, and I've never seen him speak to anyone in that tone!! So fragile, so touching, so pitiful, cough, anyway, it's special to Mu Chen.
Moreover, he had suspected it before, Li Shao usually looks like a Lanzhi jade tree, smiling like the moon in his arms, and looks like a gentleman who is as gentle as jade, but in fact, he is the most cold-blooded in his heart, and he is very indifferent to other people from the bottom of his heart, and he doesn't care at all if he treats everyone well!
But it was different for Mu Chen, the first time they met, it was like breaking the mask, and they did things in public that they usually didn't bother to do.
Coupled with tonight's table, if you can't be sure what is between Li Shao and Mu Chen, then he, a veteran of the love scene who has been mixed up for more than ten years, should wash his hands!
Yu Qili's heart couldn't help but be a little excited, first because he had discovered a big secret of Li Shao! And it seems that Li Shao seems to be unconscious.
The second reason is that if he reconciles the affairs of Li Shao and Mu Chen, then Li Shao must value himself very much! Then you can go to the top of your life from now on!!