Looking at the young man in front of him, Mu Chen felt his heart beat fiercely, and the pain was so painful that he could barely bear it, but the habit of many years had made him develop the habit of Taishan collapsing forward without changing his face.

It's been almost eight years, and he and Li Zhiyuan haven't seen each other for almost eight years.

Since the filming of "The Son of Heaven" twelve years ago, his state has not been right, at first he thought it was just the cause of his illness, but after five years of getting along, he can deceive others, but he can't deceive himself.

I want to hide, but I want to cover it up.

I miss him when I can't see him, and when I'm with him, I deliberately want to use the excuse of illness to attract his attention, and I want to be good to him unconditionally.

But all the qiē in life is pulling him, suing him, you can't.

You're a loser, you're carrying too much on you, you can't be with him, and you don't have that qualification.

So, he dodged.

He was afraid that if he didn't dodge it again, he would not be able to control the fierce beast in his heart.

The first year I went abroad was very difficult. He was already manic, and when he went abroad, he suffered from depression and anorexia for a series of reasons.

A twelve-year-old boy is less than fifty pounds, he should be innocent and lively, but there is always a trace of melancholy and unwillingness in his eyes.

He knew that if he continued like this, he would be finished. But he also knew that if he crossed this hurdle, he would be almost finished.

But he just can't control it, and all he can do is repeat the life pattern when he was with Li Zhiyuan before, so that it seems as if he is still by his side.

What comforted him was a phone call with Li Zhiyuan every week, and he would record their calls every time and listen to them again and again until there was a new call the next week.

In this way, he slowly survived the first year.

He didn't go home during the Spring Festival of the first year, because he didn't know how to say it, and he didn't know how to meet Li Zhiyuan.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, he went to Chinatown alone to eat dumplings.

It was opened by a Chinese couple in their fifties, and there was an old song released by Zhang Xinzhe in 02 in the store:

If this is the final ending

Why can't I forget you?

Time has changed, and we have said goodbye to innocence

If you can't continue to lose it if you reunite, it's eternal

Punishing me for being serious is that I was too naïve

Am I going to live my life like this?

My kisses are not destined to kiss the people I love the most

I have been waiting for you from the beginning to the present

It's also impossible to fall

He ate dumplings while listening to songs, and burst into tears on Chinese New Year's Eve.

Am I going to live my life like this, my kiss is not destined to kiss the person I love the most.

Suddenly, in an instant, it felt like it had figured it out.

If you're strong enough and you're good enough to play, then worrying isn't a problem.

In the following days, he frantically enriched himself and developed his own power, and it was not until the beginning of this year that he got the news that his second uncle had some vague activities, and he returned to China.

But about returning to China, he didn't want to sue Li Zhiyuan, he was even more timid about his hometown, he wanted to drag it, it was best to drag it until he was twenty-five years old, and the dust would settle.

But I didn't expect to meet so soon.

He'd simulated thousands of times when the two of them met, but never thought it would be like this.

Although Li Zhiyuan was laughing, he knew that he was already angry, and if he didn't have a reasonable explanation, then it was likely that the only friendship between himself and him would be shattered.

The body walked forward step by step uncontrollably, staring at the person in front of him, in fact, he was already a little strange, after all, he hadn't seen each other for eight years, and the momentary impulse was still pulled back to reality by strangeness and reason.

In fact, not only Mu Chen was stunned, but Li Zhiyuan was also stunned.

I haven't seen each other in eight years, and although we talk on the phone every Monday, it's not so familiar anymore.

This man is no longer Mu Chen, who was at his mercy eight years ago.

Stretching out his right hand, he smiled kindly; "Mu Shao, long time no see."

Mu Chen clenched his fists suddenly, his heart was cold, was it wrong?

Tremblingly, he stretched out his right hand and said expressionlessly, "Long time no see," Mu Chen's voice paused, and after a few seconds, he slowly spit out those two unfamiliar words.

"Long time no see, Li Shao"

Yu Qili followed behind Li Zhiyuan with a fart, but his expression was deep. He dared to guarantee with his ten years of love experience that Li Shao and Mu Chen definitely had an unusual relationship!

Although it is said that the two of them are elementary school classmates, and they still talk to each other occasionally, but it doesn't look like that aura just now!

There is that elementary school classmate who is silent and silent after meeting! At least don't you have to be polite and ask if you've been doing lately, what kind of work you do, what kind of study.

How can they be like this, as if there are a thousand words between them, but they can't say it! What about filming Taiwanese idol dramas?! Really Nima responded to that sentence, there is really no resentment and hatred, and silence is better than sound at this time!

Although he doesn't read much, he can't be donkeyed either!

The more Yu Qili thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became, what is the relationship between the two of them! I can't help this gossip heart!!

Looking at Li Zhiyuan's expressionless face, after holding it for a long time, Yu Qili finally couldn't help but rush out and blocked Li Zhiyuan's way. You say, what is the relationship between you and Mu Chen! ”

Li Zhiyuan was upset, and when he saw that Yu Qili was still making trouble here, he couldn't help glaring at him with murderous anger in his eyes, "Do you want to die?!" Get out of the way and stay there. ”

Yu Qili was glared at by Li Zhiyuan, and immediately like a leaky ball, he silently got out of the way and continued to walk behind him.

After a while, Yu Qili couldn't help but open his mouth tentatively: "Li Shao, if you have any troubles, it is better to say it and I will analyze it for you, although I don't have any ability, but at least I can give you some advice from the perspective of a bystander......"

Li Zhiyuan didn't want to deal with Yu Qili, but after thinking about it, what he said was right, so it was better to talk to him.

"Mu Chen and I talked on the phone last week, but he didn't tell me that he came back, why do you say?"

"Uh...... Maybe he has his own reasons, why don't you talk about it? Yu Qili felt that his answer was quite reliable.

"But he can't stop suing me for any reason!"

"Why?!" Yu Qili was a little stunned, Li Shao's question was a bit of a reduction in IQ! Could it be that these two people really have some secret relationship......

"Because I helped him, I helped him through the most difficult time! And our friend for so many years, why didn't he tell me for such a trivial matter?! Li Zhiyuan gritted his teeth and squeezed out this sentence, how dare Mu Chen treat him like this?!

"It's also Li Shao, it's really disgusting!"

Hearing Li Zhiyuan say this, Yu Qili was not convinced, and in an instant, the upright three views burst out, straightened his waist and said to Li Zhiyuan: "Li Shao, I don't agree with what you say!" Yes, although you are a big man, we are just small ants in your eyes, but ants also have **ah! Okay, since you said that you are friends, do you dare to say that you have no secrets about Mu Chen? ”

"How am I the same as him?!" Li Zhiyuan glared at Yu Qili.

"Why are you different from him?! Aren't you just more money, more power, and more brains than him! Yu Qili's words really made Li Zhiyuan speechless......

Yu Qili persuaded bitterly: "Besides, Li Shao, you can't ask others not to tell you all because you have helped others and are kind to others, even if you raise a son, you will grow up one day, not to mention that you are just friends." Okay, even if you are good brothers who have been born and died, and you know all the secrets between each other, then they will even tell you what □□position you use when you go to bed? What a reason! ”

"Presumptuous! What to say?! Seeing that Yu Qili was talking more and more, Li Zhiyuan hurriedly scolded him with a black face.

"Originally......" Yu Qili was still holding his head high and wanted to be strong, but when he saw Li Zhiyuan's black face, he suddenly remembered what he had just done, and hurriedly shrank his head and retreated into his shell, and remembered to say: "Besides, you called Mu Shao first." ”

"How dare you say it!"

But calm down and think about it carefully, what Yu Qili said also makes sense, after all, they are just friends......

Li Zhiyuan was angry here, and Mu Chen was not having a good time, so he finally finished dealing with Mu's affairs in a hurry, and it was almost eleven o'clock when he returned to his bachelor apartment.

Mu Chen took out a mobile phone from the safe and dialed the only number inside.

"Hello, mystery man." A sentence came from the phone in English, and it sounded like a middle-aged man.

"Hello, Mike." Mu Chen collapsed on the bed, slowly relaxing his tense muscles.

Mike was the psychiatrist he was looking for abroad, and the two had never met, only communicating through a phone changer.

"I saw him today."

"Who?" Mike was puzzled for a moment, but quickly reacted and exclaimed, "God, is that the man you've always had a crush on?" ”

"Hmm."

"Can you describe how he was when you saw him?" Because Mu Chen told him that he had crossed over, Mike always thought that Mu Chen was very strict and paranoid.

"He's changed, he's become more handsome, he's better. But there is a faint strangeness between us, which makes me very irritable," Mu Chen felt a faint sense of loss when he thought of that feeling.

"Oh, sir, don't be upset, there is always a solution to things. What happened after you met? "Mike's voice is always magical, soothing and directing people in the right direction.

After the meeting, he said, sir, long time no see. I also said, long time no see, sir. And then he was gone. Mu Chen's voice was tinged with remorse.

"Oh, that's not a good start, he must be angry. Why don't you explain it to him? ”

"I don't know what to say, and I don't dare to meet him, I'm not strong enough now." With the exploration and search in the past few years, Mu Chen has become more and more sure of how unfathomable the person behind his second uncle is. What he thought and knew in his previous life was only the tip of the iceberg of that person.

"Then you can call him and tell him, maybe you don't have to say a lot, you just need to tell him that you have your own reasons, and he may be able to understand you."

"Will it ......"