33. Confession of exclusivity
ββNo matter what kind of person you are, as long as you have more contact, like a shadow, there will always be a chance to be together.
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The way back to school should be long and dark, but with more people around, it seems less lonely.
Walking under the street lamp at the entrance of the school, the long shadow was obliquely illuminated behind him, and the shadows of a tall and a short shadow always wanted to overlap, Liang Ju thought, no matter what kind of person he was, as long as he had more contact like a shadow, there would always be a chance to be together.
Along the way, the two of them were silent, and Mao Dong walked a few steps behind her, like a guardian, escorting her.
Liang Ju clutched the backpack on her shoulders tightly with both hands, she bit her lip and desperately tried to think of something that could refute him, she wanted to sue him, he and she were okay, there was no need for a reason, and the only reason was because-
She likes him and wants to be with him.
Liang Ju doesn't know why, do you still need a reason to like someone? She felt that this was the same as people who want to eat, drink water, and sleep, and there should be no reason and no reason at all.
Go with the flow, naturally.
From the intersection along the outer wall of the school to the school gate, a distance of several hundred meters, Liang Ju thought about her feelings as strictly as if she was thinking about life.
waited until she reached the gate of the school before Mao Dong spoke behind her: "You have arrived, I am leaving." β
"Wait!"
He turned quickly, leaving his back to her.
She took a breath and mustered up her courage.
"I'm going to bring you food, maybe not just food, but warmth, my love! You can not want it, you can not like it, but you have no right to stop it, I can't control my heart, could it be that you will help me stop it? If you don't like me, you can go to someone else, but you can't let me know because I'm going to be sad! You are not allowed to say things like 'you don't have to come again', it's my business whether to go or not, and my attitude is also my business, I like a person and I want to give him everything, you can't stop it! And "
Her words finally made him turn his head, and he stared at her with a look that Liang Ju couldn't understand at this age.
Under the street lamp, his tall figure looked warm because of the light.
Liang Ju hung his hand at his side, his eyes looked straight into his eyes, and the pale yellow street lamp formed a circle, enclosing the two of them in a halo.
"You say we don't have feelings, don't feelings need to be cultivated? I don't believe in love at first sight, since you are cold and slow, then we need me to take the initiative for a long time, a little bit of cultivation, don't you see, in order to make you have a little thought about me, I am working very hard to you? She suddenly raised her hand and pointed at him, "Mao Dong, tell you the truth, you will be mine sooner or later, don't try to escape from my palm, and don't use age and identity to scare me, since I have identified my feelings for you, then I will not change until the day I hit the south wall!" Do you understand me, it doesn't matter if you don't! Now, you can go, go back and think about it, I'll go back to the dorm. Good bye. β
Afraid that he would stop her and pour a basin of cold water on her, Liang Ju strode into the school gate and rushed towards the dormitory.
The cold wind was blowing across her cheeks, and her short hair was fluttering, at this moment, she felt that all the burden and pressure in her heart had been let go, she said everything she had to say, and she didn't have to think about what he would think about in the future, whether he would hate her, what she had to do was to love with all her might!
For what she thinks is the last love, go crazy once!
Her exaggerated and unladylike steps were very similar to that of the winter of that year, when she had not yet fully grown up, and she was in a wide school uniform, bouncing out of his sight with her schoolbag on her back.
From the first encounter on the street corner in 2009, to the current reunion, and now, she actually pointed at him openly and unashamedly to sue him, she fell in love with him! He can't refuse yet
Mao Dong smiled.
He still stood there stunned in his original position, bowing his head and smiling.
It's really a domineering relationship, such a domineering but very cute girl, he also wants to leave a qiΔ to talk about a relationship vigorously, don't care about anything, let go of anything.
Even if he is penniless now, it doesn't matter, he thought, if he was a little more selfish, even a little, would he immediately agree to Liang Ju's confession now?
Looking into the distance again, the lively figure had long since disappeared into the night, and he could not find a trace.
Without her, the night was back in darkness, and even the same street lamp under the street lamp was not as bright as it was just now.
It was late at night, the quiet streets, the cars on the road had become scarce, and everything had returned to its original state, only because of the absence of one person, he had changed back to himself.
It's not that I can't, but I don't dare.
Maybe Liang Ju doesn't know, but Mao Dong himself knows that he still has a lot of things to do, and when he can't even solve his own food and clothing, what will he take to be with her? Feelings are not what you want me to do, Liang Ju is a child, but Mao Dong is not, he is 27 years old, he understands the true meaning of life, and understands that feelings of being willful cannot really last forever.
He didn't want to make her feel tired one day, and he didn't want to make his woman feel helpless because of the financial problems of life.
Sighing deeply, Mao Dong stood under the plane tree at the entrance of Liangju School and leaned on the trunk and lit a cigarette.
After a cigarette, he went through all the problems that Liang Ju didn't realize in his mind. What did she just scold him? Cold shoulder? Slow?
He chuckled and nearly choked on the smoke in his throat.
He is neither cold nor slow, he is not a fool, how can he not feel her feelings for him, but if she directly makes it clear, she will definitely be sad and angry, and, according to her character, it is even more unlikely that she will give up her feelings for him.
He knew her.
For Liang Ju, Mao Dong himself is clear in his heart.
He liked her, and he liked this silly girl who had made three international gestures to him. From the first meeting, her naΓ―ve and straightforward personality, especially her carefree attitude to life, has completely attracted him.
It can be said that everything in her is what he has always longed for. The dare to love and hate feelings, the chic of life and the straightforwardness of things, completely like the kind of person he wanted to be during the rebellious period.
If there is no burden of the family, no accident of the eldest brother, maybe Mao Dong will become like Liang Ju now, as long as he likes it, he will fight for it regardless of the consequences, even if he will be frustrated and injured.
The smoke changes from long to short, the soot changes from less to more, and the smoke slowly increases, forming a white mist.
It's a pity that he has no reason or energy to allow himself to fail anymore, he wants to get out of the decadence of the failure of his last business, earn the money back, and redeem Beixing for Zhong Ling.
Take a puff of cigarette, flick the ash off, and twist the cigarette butt out with your foot.
He allowed himself to sigh for a while, merely, for a cigarette.
Looking back at the closed school, I don't know if the lamp that belongs to her is on.
Under the street lamp, the usually straight waist finally felt tired.
Step by step, slowly, step by step.
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Ever since he quarreled with Yu Yanjie, when he was usually in the dormitory, Liang Ju treated those two as transparent. When Lan Lan heard about this, she probably had a ghost in her heart and didn't dare to provoke Liang Ju casually, every time Yu Yanjie asked her to go to the cafeteria to eat together, she resigned, she really couldn't push it off, and she had to look at Liang Ju's face, and then whispered yes.
Because the school dormitory has been in a state of not being nervous and not spacious, it didn't take long for a new member of the Liangju dormitory to come in, an engineering girl majoring in computer science in the class next door. She has a big thick eye on her face, her long hair is combed in a ponytail, she is mediocre and mediocre, she has a big tongue when she speaks, she just likes to laugh, and she doesn't talk much except reading books and laughing all day long.
Liang Ju felt that this girl was the kind of person who had little to do, so he said a few more words to her.
Sun Xiaoshou has been worrying about Liang Ju and Yu Yanjie's affairs, she called Liang Ju many times, and then inquired about the matter between her and Yu Yanjie, Liang Ju was really grinded to the ground, so he asked him to wait for her downstairs.
"I said you haven't been bothered all day?" As soon as he got downstairs, Liang Ju pointed at Sun Xiaoshou and shouted.
Sun Xiaoshou was afraid that Liang Ju would leave his crush on Yu Yanjie out, so he looked around, and hurriedly ran over to 'shhhh
"Be quiet, auntie, don't let everyone hear it!"
Liang Ju pouted and put his hand into the pocket of his down jacket, "What's that!" β
Sun Xiaoshou asked, "What's wrong with the two of you?" β
"Still like that." The snow at school has not melted, and Liang Ju replied while kicking the snow with his foot.
"Do you need my help?"
Liang Ju looked at him obliquely, as if asking, 'How can you help?' β
"Isn't this December, it's Christmas in a few days, and then we'll hold a party, call you both, make a few more friends, and everyone will drink more, the atmosphere will be relaxed, won't you say anything?"
"You think simply, she's not just angry with me now, she hates me! She just thinks that I told her family about it, and the knot in her heart has not been opened, and everything is in vain. β
"So what do you say?"
The alarm on the mobile phone rang suddenly, Liang Ju took out the mobile phone to take a look, and closed it again.
"Go with the flow, and do everything in vain." Liang Ju lowered his head and thought about it, and when he raised his head again, his face suddenly changed. She asked Sun Xiaoshou, "Do you have money?" β
Sun Xiaoshou thought that any good idea she thought of must be related to Yu Yanjie, so she nodded hurriedly, "How much do you want?" β
Liang Ju's big eyes were round, and his gloved hand stretched out to compare eight.
"Eight hundred?"
"Eight thousand!"
"You're going to die!"
Sun Xiaoshou didn't expect Liang Ju to ask for so much.
Liang Ju raised his head and snorted, and kicked his hand into his pocket again, "Don't borrow to pull it down." β
"When?"
"Of course, the sooner the better."
Sun Xiaoshou thought about it for a while, walked back and forth in front of Liang Ju, and Liang Ju's eyes turned back and forth with him.
"Tomorrow for you." He agreed so simply.
"Enough buddy!"
Liang Ju turned around and went back to the dormitory, and Sun Xiaoshou shouted behind her: "What do you want money for?" β
Liang Ju's back looked radiant, and his voice was also very crisp.
"Rent a house for my man!"