32. Terrible wishful thinking
Liang Ju heard the sound of footsteps in the house, and immediately after, the door clicked and slowly opened from the inside.
Mao Dong was surprised when he saw Liang Ju. It was dark outside, and in the middle of winter, she stood alone at the doordoor with her hands full of things and her eyes teeful, like a poor puppy who had been abandoned.
He stared at her in a daze, and opened the door completely, "Come in." โ
He leaned sideways and didn't ask her why she was here at this time, nor did he ask why she was crying, but just asked Liang Ju to hurry up and enter the house. Because it's too cold outside.
A hot air in the room rushed to his face, and Liang Ju shivered, and his hands were a little stiff.
She raised her hand and naturally gave him the thing in her hand, he was much taller than her, and raised her hand to take it gently.
The moment the skin touched, she only felt that his hand was very warm, incredibly warm.
"I" She wanted to tell him everything about tonight, but in the afterglow, she saw someone slowly standing up from the sofa.
Liang Ju turned his head and saw Zhong Ling, who was wearing a white sweater with her hair draped, standing in front of the sofa.
It was already dark at this time, and she was actually here on such a cold day.
Liang Ju glanced back at Mao Dong, he was putting the lunch box brought by Liang Ju on the table, his expression did not change at all, very indifferent.
"Am I bothering you?" Liang Ju opened his mouth and asked sneeringly.
"No, I'm just here." Zhong Ling picked up the coat on the sofa and put it on her body, turned around and looked at Mao Dong, "Then I'll go first." โ
Liang Ju stood stupidly at the door motionless, Zhong Ling passed by her, she smiled and nodded with her, and Liang Ju smiled at her in a daze.
"Wait." Mao โกโก stopped Zhong Ling, who was about to open the door.
He walked over to the coffee table and leaned over to remove a piece of silver from the table. Yes. Ka picked it up, turned around and handed it to her.
Liang Ju glanced at the card curiously, and also looked at Zhong Ling along Mao Dong's line of sight, Zhong Ling was obviously stiff, hurriedly glanced at Liang Ju, turned his head to look at Mao Dong, and said, "You need it." โ
Mao Dong's tone was resolute, "Take it back." โ
Liang Ju was also there, Zhong Ling didn't want to argue too much with him in front of her, so she had no choice but to take the card back.
"I'm just keeping it for you temporarily." She said.
After Zhong Ling left, only Liang Ju and Mao Dong were left in the house.
The lights lit in the house are energy-saving lamps, and the longer the lights are lit, the brighter the light becomes. The room was noticeably cleaner than at noon, as if it had been specially tied.
"Sit down." Mao Dong put the cup that Zhong Ling had used before in the kitchen, and when he came out, he saw Liang Ju still standing there.
Liang Ju pursed his mouth, his little face was very aggrieved, "I was bullied today!" โ
Suddenly, she stepped forward a few steps, hugged Mao Dong, and buried her head in his chest.
Mao Dong was taken aback by Liang Ju's sudden move, and stood there a little helplessly.
"What's wrong with you?"
She hugged him tightly, it was the first time she had been so close to him, so close that her nose was full of the refreshing smell of his body, and she could hear his heartbeat, a little bit, strong and powerful.
Liang Ju felt that this voice was very good.
The tears had long been washed away by the surprise in an instant, and she forgot that she was just pretending to be aggrieved and wanted to get his comfort, but Liang Ju didn't expect that when her body came into contact with him, the impact of the skin contact under her hands had completely broken through the small plan in her heart.
This less than half a minute will be her happiest time.
"Are you alright?" Mao Dong's warm breath sprinkled around her, her ears were pressed to his chest, and as soon as he spoke, she heard a muffled voice through her chest.
Liang Ju is not a greedy person, she has enjoyed a little happiness, she has to cherish this hard-won short-time, she can't have too much, otherwise she will be addicted.
"Hehe, I'll tease you!"
She let go of the hand around his waist and looked up at him with a grin.
Seeing that she smiled so brightly, except that her eyes were still moist, and her little face was flushed.
"Freeze?" He asked, looking down.
"Of course not, I'm that healthy."
Liang Ju started to laugh again as if she was fine, she took off her coat, and didn't forget to turn around and ask Mao Dong, "Have you had dinner, it just so happens that I didn't eat either, let's eat together?" โ
"I've already eaten it."
"That's right, that's okay." Liang Ju was a little disappointed, "I still want to come and eat with you." โ
The computer on Mao Dong's desk had a ticking sound, he quickly came back to his senses to check, I don't know what the news was, and hurriedly typed a few words.
"I'm a little busy here, can you do it yourself?" He turned his head and asked her politely.
Liang Ju ate and hurriedly waved his hand, "You are busy with yours, don't worry about me, I can do it myself." โ
"Okay."
Obviously, Mao Dong had business matters on his side, and Liang Ju saw that he started to make a few phone calls, but she didn't understand what he was talking about, so she had to go to the kitchen obediently and heat up all the food he brought.
When all the food was carefully placed on the coffee table, Mao Dong didn't see any signs of finishing, she just wanted to eat with him, so she took out her mobile phone and sat on the sofa to play games.
The oldest game, Snake.
I don't know when, she fell asleep, and she was in a deep sleep, and in her dream, she had a strange dream
Outside the window, the sun is in March, the autumn breeze is cool, and the blue sky is endless. She wore a pale yellow gauze skirt and held rape flowers in her hands, surrounded by green fields, and the sound of birds chirping in her ears. Liang Ju was very happy, his laughter was clear and crisp, and he always felt that there was someone waiting for her in the distance, Liang Ju looked into the distance, and sure enough, there was a figure there. He was wearing a white shirt and was waving to her, although the person's face was not clear, but Liang Ju knew in his heart that that person was Mao Dong.
"Wait for me!" The man beckoned to her, turned around and continued to look into the distance, Liang Ju raised his feet and chased after her, but when he ran, he found that she was wearing a pair of glass crystal shoes that fitted her feet.
Sweet joy welled up in her heart, and she immediately thought that these shoes were put on by Mao Dong for her.
Mao Dong's figure gradually drifted away, Liang Ju chased after him with his skirt, the birdsong in his ears was not there, and the surrounding fields slowly turned into hills, and there were many unknown flowers planted on the hills, some red, yellow, and white.
The surrounding scenery didn't have time to see, Liang Ju just kept running forward, she was going to chase him, if she couldn't catch up, then he would be gone.
The shoes on his feet began to become grinding, and Liang Ju couldn't help the pain, so he took them off directly and held them in his hands.
The skirt scraped on the flower branch to hinder her running, and Liang Ju bit it directly with his teeth, and then tore it.
Across the hill and into a bush, the flowers were still there, but they were no longer as bright as they had been.
The weeds began to rise by leaps and bounds, Liang Ju was gradually buried in the weeds, and the figure in the distance was also covered by the grass, but Liang Ju had been firmly thinking in his heart that he would wait for her there.
His arms were scratched by the grass, and drips of blood oozed from his bloody mouths, and the sun above his head seemed to slowly descend, roasting all the qiฤ on the earth.
The top of his head began to sweat continuously, and the sweat slid down his cheeks and dripped on his arms, and it hurt fiercely.
Liang Ju didn't care about it and never stopped.
Finally, she swept away the grass, shook off the weeds on her body, and ran out of the jungle.
What suddenly opened up in front of me was a sea of flowers, which was very beautiful. And that he, standing in this sea of flowers, smiled and stretched out his arms to her.
Liang Ju smiled, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and only felt that the sun above his head was hot again.
"I knew you'd be waiting for me!"
She said joyfully, walking towards him step by step without hurrying.
She couldn't forget that arduous journey, cherished the hard-won results in front of her, she chased him all the way, and chased him very hard.
Dark clouds gradually gathered in the sky not far behind Mao Dong, the original light became gloomy in an instant, and there was a rumbling sound in the distance, one by one, and soon, the sky began to flash and thunder, and the sky was torn by lightning, and the scene was amazing.
"It's raining, come here!" She shouted.
Mao Dong stood at the cliff, still smiling and stretching out his arms to her, Liang Ju's body was already wet by the sudden rainstorm, and his long hair was sticking to his cheeks, which was very uncomfortable.
Mao Dong inadvertently took a step back, and Liang Ju was so frightened that he immediately shouted: "Be careful behind!" โ
But he continued to retreat as if he hadn't heard of it, and Liang Ju was so anxious that he immediately strode towards him.
Just one step away! One-step! Her hand was about to touch his
Mao Dong suddenly fell backwards without answering, Liang Ju sighed in his heart, and quickly stretched out his hand to him, but it was a pity
The cliff was very deep, and there was no end in sight, and she was surrounded by a sea of flowers, and his face finally became clear, very quiet, just like he usually was.
Even, he continued to smile at her
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"Liang Ju Liang Ju?"
There is a low cry in the ear, which is warm and intimate. Liang Ju gradually woke up, his eyes moved, and he slowly opened his eyes.
The person in front of him is just like him in a dream, with a handsome appearance and profound facial features.
"Nightmares?" He asked.
"Well, a scary nightmare." Liang Ju's voice was wilted, and he had a bit of a coquettish taste. She got up from the couch and realized that she still had his clothes on her.
"You're going to cover me?" She asked him with a smile.
Mao Dong nodded unnaturally, "It's cold in the house." โ
"Hey, that's sweet!"
Fold the clothes on her body neatly, only to find that the food on the table was still there, she thought it was cold, she just wanted to get up and go to the food to reheat it, but when she picked it up, she felt that the food was actually warm.
"I reheated it." He always thinks about everything so thoroughly.
Liang Ju smiled heartily, and saw that the computer on his desk was half-closed, so he asked, "Are you done with your work?" โ
He nodded slightly.
"Then come with me for a bite to eat." Liang Ju smiled and moved to the side of the sofa, as if to make room for him.
Mao Dong's face was very plain, and he didn't move his chopsticks when he sat next to her.
Liang Ju picked up a piece of double hemp and burned it to Mao Dong, "I like to eat this baked cake the most, it's very fragrant, you can taste it." โ
Mao Dong just took it and didn't eat it.
Liang Ju put a lot of dishes in his bowl, and she had to introduce each of them.
Seeing that she was only concerned about serving him vegetables, Mao Dong said: "You can eat quickly, it's dark outside, I'll send you back to school after eating." โ
"Oh, don't worry, it's the weekend, and besides, we're all seniors, so we're not so strict."
"Liang Ju"
"Huh?"
"In the future, you don't have to bother to bring me food."
Liang Ju was originally clipping the cold powder, but as soon as he said it, she hit the chopsticks, and a piece of cold powder fell back to the plate.
"It's okay, I don't think it's troublesome, just practice cooking." She didn't look back when she spoke, and Mao Dong naturally couldn't see the uncalm look in her eyes.
Mao Dong didn't speak quietly, but Liang Ju's smile gradually froze the corners of his mouth.
She looked back at him and asked, "Don't you want to see me?" Is it annoying me? โ
His silence made her irritated and uneasy. At this moment, she hated his calmness.
She sat up straight and stared at him closely, "Or is she here, so you don't need me to bring you food?" โ
Mao Dong finally raised his eyes to look at her, and there was something in his originally calm eyes.
"We're not suitable, you know?"
He suddenly remembered what Zhong Ling had told him just now.
Zhong Ling asked him, "That girl, what can you give her now?" โ
He had nothing now, and he still had a mournful hatred hanging on him, what could he bring her?
Liang Ju obviously didn't understand Mao Dong's mood.
She was still sitting there, visibly struck by what he had said. "What's not right? Do you like men? โ
He didn't speak, so she continued to ask, "You're not from Earth, you're from Mars?" Or do you think I'm not worthy of you? Square peg? How do you know it's not suitable if you're not together! Can you not judge our feelings by your supervisor? Why is it not suitable"
"Do we have feelings?"
His words made her completely lose the courage to continue questioning.
Do they have feelings?
Only known for a few months, where did the feelings come from.
Even if there were, it was just wishful thinking on her part.
She finally put down the chopsticks, but before they could be put down, the chopsticks fell to the ground with a clatter.
She turned away from him and repeated his words, but this time, it was an affirmative.
"We have feelings, my feelings for you."