119 Goodbye
Because the room is small, the bed is only 80 cm single. Fortunately, it was summer, and I could barely sleep by spreading the quilt on the ground for the rest of the day.
I woke up early the next day, and I was still asleep the rest of the day, my brow furrowed slightly.
I got out of bed, stepped over him with my clothes, and went into the bathroom to get dressed. I opened the refrigerator, took two slices of toast and bacon and baked them briefly in a pan, and then brewed another cup of soy milk.
Hot water flowed past his eyes, and the steaming water vapor made Yu Tian's face, which was still lying sideways on the other side of the table, blurry.
I can't ask for leave for the final exam these days, and the place where I work also has to arrange a good shift change, so after I got ready, I left a note for Yu Tian, telling him that I can't rest today, and we can have lunch together at noon, I wrote the address of the school, the station where the tram is transferred, and then left a little change and went out.
The exam in the morning went well, but after the exam, I was left by the professor to discuss the questionnaire, and I unconsciously ignored the time, and by the time I received the call from Yu Tian, it was already past lunchtime.
I told the professor that I could only go here today, and he also said that we had something to go out, so we walked together outside the school, and waited for me at the school gate for the rest of the day, and when he saw me come out, he naturally took my backpack.
The professor smiled and asked me, "Pest?" ”
I looked at Yu Tian and shook my head slightly.
After the professor left, Yu Tian and I slowly walked towards the tram stop, and we had a later part-time job today.
Yu Tian asked me, "What did you just say?" ”
I looked at the two lines of people waiting to get on the bus in the distance, and replied lightly, "He asked me if you were my boyfriend." ”
As for the answer, Yu Tian should have seen my shaking of my head.
My expression gradually darkened, but the next moment, Yu Tian raised his hand and gently put his arm around my shoulder.
We didn't say anything, tacitly.
We had a quick bite to eat at Matsuya near the electronics store, and I told Yu Tian that I could take a stroll around the area, but he said he wanted to see what I looked like when I went to work.
Because of the guilt just now, I didn't refuse him this time, and he can also browse the electronics store, and he shouldn't be too bored to stay there for a few hours. I asked Yu Tian to wait for me at the counter outside, and came out after going in and changing into work clothes, I originally wanted to say hello to him loudly, but I was called over to help apply for a point card just after I went out.
After a while, I looked up and saw Yu Tian looking at me, he was lazily leaning on a pillar, probably never moving.
I quickly lowered my head, took a few free McDonald's coffee coupons to the guests who were queuing up to apply for a mobile phone card, and carefully explained the current situation to them, because the waiting time is relatively long, so this is a free gift.
I walked over to the remaining one and handed it to Yu Tian.
"If you're bored, go down there and take a break, there's CDs and game discs on the lower floor."
Yu Tian just took the coffee coupon and I was called again, this time it was a group of language school freshmen to run a mobile phone, the Chinese in it are easy to do, but among them are two foreigners with high noses and blue eyes, I am a little confused, you must know that my English level is only high school, and it has been abandoned for many years. When I was struggling with how to explain to them, Yu Tian came over and briefly said a few words to them, and I could probably hear that he had translated the Chinese content I had just said into English. I glanced at him gratefully, fortunately I had more than a day to help, otherwise I would have been scolded by the manager this time.
The next few hours were the same, I was called around like a robot, and I took the time to say a few words to Yu Tian, but no matter what I said, he insisted on watching me work, and deliberately said, "I think it's funny how I run around." ”
It's already ten o'clock when I get off work, and before that, no matter how tired I am, I have to grit my teeth to catch the train alone, and I can't go to the supermarket to buy discounted food if I miss this time period, but the rest of the day is there, and I seem to remember to be tired. I walked beside him, my whole body was tired and weak, but I was looking forward to Yu Tian praising me a few words.
After all, when I worked under him, I was a person who only caused chaos through the back door.
But Yu Tian seemed to understand my thoughts, and insisted on not saying a word.
Dinner was paid for the rest of the day, and he said he was going to eat out, and he also picked a very expensive Hokkaido restaurant. I was a little hesitant to go in, and Yu Tian pulled my ear, "As a reward for your hard work today." ”
My mood suddenly improved.
We went back to the apartment after dinner and it was already past twelve o'clock, so we went to take a shower and got ready for bed.
But I had insomnia, maybe because I drank too much tea at dinner, and after tossing and turning for a long time, I decided not to push myself anymore. I looked at Yu Tian sideways, his eyes were gently closed, and his thin face was immersed in the faint moonlight. I stretched out my hand and wanted to touch his face, but when I was about to touch it, I withdrew it, but the corners of Yu Tian's lips suddenly hooked, and then slowly opened my eyes.
"Want to sneak up on me?"
My face burned, I clutched the sheets tightly, and shook my head vigorously.
"Is the ground hard?"
"Okay, what's wrong?"
"Hmm." I remembered that during the day I denied that Yu Tian was my boyfriend, and now it didn't seem appropriate for him to sleep in the same bed with me, but the taste of sleeping on the floor was definitely unpleasant, and he was tired all day with me. I moved inside, "Or you can come up." ”
"Huh?"
Yu Tian probably didn't understand what I meant, looked at me in confusion, and looked closely, as if he was pretending on purpose.
"Come up and sleep together."
Yu Tian didn't say anything when he saw my serious appearance, he stood up and lay down next to me, the bed was too narrow, and we had to face each other sideways.
My face was inevitably pressed against him, too close, too hot. I reached out and took the remote control, turned on the air conditioner, and kicked it lightly for the rest of the day, he looked at me clearly, picked up the quilt that was still on the ground, and wrapped it around us.
Under the quilt, he picked up my two hands that had nowhere to place them and put them on his waist.
It seems that back to more than a year ago, in Yu Tian's apartment, we turned on the air conditioner every day and hugged unbridled under the quilt.
I pursed my lips and my eyes turned red.
This time I woke up earlier than I did, because it was the weekend, and the electronics store had also taken leave, so I rarely slept until noon, and when I opened my eyes, he was already busy preparing lunch, and there was still breakfast on the table that had been completely cold. As soon as I wanted to take it and stuff it recently, I remembered that last month I had a stomach ache that I couldn't move and had to call 119 for help.
Yu Tian saw me pour the porridge back into the pot and turn on the fire, turned his face to me and asked me, "Do you know how to take care of yourself so much now?" ”
"Of course." I'm confident in that.
Yu Tian smiled, "Then you don't have to worry about me from now on." ”
My hands stiffened, almost burned, Yu Tian's words were nothing special, but I always felt weird when I heard them. I didn't want him to worry too much about me, I didn't want to be a problem for him, but I don't know why, when I heard him say that, I felt like he was going to break up with me.
Although, we don't have much to do with it now.
In the afternoon, Yu Tian and I went to Odaiba, the Rainbow Bridge, and Tokyo Tower are all here, and it is a place for young people to date, and the appearance rate in Japanese dramas is also very high, but there is actually nothing to visit. We took a slow walk along a bridge that was next to the Rainbow Bridge, and there were hardly any pedestrians here. Yu Tian suddenly turned around and held my hand, "None of us have had a good date before. ”
Come to think of it, it turns out that this is really the case.
I said, "Then let's go on a date today." ”
Yu Tian was about to nod, the sky suddenly overcast, the rainy season is like this, every day can not escape the wet, just a few minutes, the dense rain has blurred the street scene. There were a lot of people in the restaurant and café on weekends, and there was no dating atmosphere at all, so Yu Tian and I decided to go back to the apartment first.
"Then we'll have a date tomorrow."
Yu Tianleng paused, but did not answer.
When passing through the supermarket, Yu Tian suggested that we buy materials and go back to wrap dumplings, in fact, I haven't eaten for a long time, a person feels troublesome, and there is no point, and it is different when Yu Tian is there. We bought all the ingredients and went back to prepare, and even the dumpling wrappers were going to be made by ourselves.
The dumplings I wrapped are not very good-looking, especially after the comparison with Yu Tian, I also remembered the last Dragon Boat Festival, Yu Tian also guessed it, smiled, went around behind me, and held my hand to pinch the dumpling skin little by little, "I'll teach you." ”
When I was making dumplings, I turned on the TV and played the Japanese drama that I had recorded before and had not watched.
The name of this Japanese drama is "The Time I Exist", and the male protagonist Takuto is an ALS patient who resolutely broke up with his girlfriend Megumi while concealing his illness when he knew that there was no cure for his illness.
In this episode, it's just about breaking up with Takuto, Megumi has a new boyfriend and plans to get married.
I am a person whose mood is easily affected, and I feel very uncomfortable when I look at it, and I am still concentrating on making dumplings for the rest of the day. I suddenly had a sore nose and walked over to hug him from behind, "Don't get sick." ”
Yu Tian smiled softly and clasped his hand on the back of my hand, "Okay." ”
"You will live longer than me, healthier than me."
"Is this what you want me to take care of you for the rest of your life?"
I don't know, but at that moment, I really wanted to say, let's be okay, or maybe we're together. It's not that I regret the decision to separate, but I suddenly find that I want to cherish the time with him even more.
"Okay, I'll go cook dumplings first."
Yu Tian gently pulled my hand away.
Because I was affected by the plot on TV, I didn't talk much at dinner, but talked a lot more for the rest of the day.
But I don't know why, I always feel that his words are like summarizing our past, scene by scene, like a long movie.
After dinner, I packed up the dishes and chopsticks, and when I turned around, I saw that Yu Tian had already taken out the suitcase.
"Where are you going so late?"
"I'm going back."
I understand his busyness, but I still have a deep reluctance, and I suddenly find that I have a lot of words to say to him.
I can't bear the smell and temperature of his body.
Yu Tian walked over to me with red eyes, "Take care of yourself, don't let me worry." ”
I nodded vigorously, and for a moment, tears rained down.
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