It was too late, and I didn't let him go to the airport for the rest of the day, and the apartment where I lived was closed to motor vehicles, so I just sent him downstairs, watching him fall downstairs and watch him as he came, alone, dragging only a suitcase and drifting away, and finally his back condensed into a small focus.

Goodbye and parting hurried by.

I went upstairs alone, stood in front of the door, and watched the room that had been missing for more than a few days suddenly become empty, obviously a few minutes ago there was his breath here, but now it is gone, every part of the room has been cleaned up by him exceptionally neat and clean, but it looks very desolate. I lay down in front of the bed for a while, trying hard to suppress the sadness in my heart.

When I woke up, it was already early in the morning, and the sun outside the window hit my eyelids with bad intentions, so I took my phone to check the time, but fortunately I wasn't late. It's just that there is no message or phone call from Yu Tian. Hurriedly changed clothes and went to school.

Standing alone in front of the tram platform, the sound of the station still ringing overhead, and even the display screen is reporting where there has been a personal accident, the girl in the short skirt is always showing off the newly bought pendant on the bag, and OL is adjusting the false eyelashes in the mirror. The breeze swept across my cheeks, but fortunately although it was summer, it was only a faint heat, and I took out the review materials that I had not had time to read two days ago and looked at them word by word.

Yu Tian is gone, and my life still has to return to the past.

After the final exam, I officially joined Professor Oshima's team, and this time it was only a small survey of international students in Japan. In order to integrate into the circle of international students, I joined a forum and added several groups of international students, and I went to their parties every day except for part-time work, starting to get to know them from chatting, and then further observing their life rules and social habits.

In fact, I have only been enrolled for a few months, and what I have learned is only the surface of some theoretical knowledge, so the observations and records I have to make are all in accordance with Professor Oshima's requirements, and I also made my purpose clear to the people who attended the party, and some people accepted it and some people thought it was an act of snooping. At first, I didn't understand the significance of this survey, but after half a month, I found out that it is true that these young international students have some psychological problems to a greater or lesser extent, and now that I think about it, I probably used to be the same.

Dazed, at a loss, swaying his youth day after day and feeling extremely heroic, his heart is indeed empty. If this life continues, maybe when they graduate and return to China in a few years, they will feel the same mood as me about achieving nothing. There are also some international students who have no social time because of the busyness of studying and working, which can also cause psychological problems for a long time.

For the first time, I felt that what I was doing was meaningful. For a month, I had to attend a few meetings a day or go to some language school to talk to, and by the time I had completed a hundred surveys, the summer was already halfway over.

However, my contact with Yu Tian is getting older and fewer, and gradually he no longer calls, and the number of words he sends each time he sends a message is constantly shrinking. He told me that Yu Tian has been very busy lately, because the station they designed before will be officially launched soon, and Yu Tian has been working overtime for a month, and sometimes he simply lives in the office. I understood, but I didn't seem to be able to do anything other than to be able to take a break during the chat and Yu Tian.

In order to escape that loneliness, I put myself more focused on the work of the NPO, and I used all my free time to study in the studio in addition to my own work.

Soon, the summer vacation passed, and the publication of the survey on international students went smoothly, but this is not the end, but only the beginning, after the successful publication we get a sponsorship to carry out the follow-up work, and this time there is no longer a two-month limit, if it goes well, the project will continue for a long time, to help international students with psychological problems. When school started in the fall, I quit my job at the electronics store and started working in Professor Oshima's studio, which was less than a precise time limit and more hectic than the electronics store, and we hadn't been in touch for a month when I found out that I hadn't received any information from Yu Tian for a long time.

There is a feeling that when a person who used to be close to him does not contact for a long time, even if he does not feel very distant, he will gradually lose the courage to reconnect. I hesitated for a long time with my phone, but when I dialed Yu Tian's phone, I was really busy.

I hung up the phone and was about to wait for the call to pass, but my colleague called me to a meeting, so I had to set my phone to silent first. The phone didn't ring all afternoon, and when I returned to the apartment, I found that the phone had been turned off.

I can only console myself that he is busy. And when he's busy, I shouldn't be a burden to him. I sent a message to Yu Tian: Lin actually said that you have been busy recently, take good care of yourself, I will be fine, don't worry about me.

After waiting for a long time, I still haven't received a reply from Yu Tian. I was depressed for a moment on my phone, and soon received another call from a student who had an argument with someone while working at a part-time job and wanted to call the police. I rubbed my temples vigorously, contacted a colleague, and hurried out the door.

When I first arrived at the izakaya where the student worked, I received a call from Yu Tian again, but the situation in front of me was complicated, so I had to tell Yu Tian that I was busy now and would contact him later. Yu Tian's voice on the other side of the phone paused, and my colleague asked me what was wrong, and I shook my head and said it was okay. Yu Tian said good night and rested early. After hanging up, I saw that it was already one o'clock in the morning.

I looked at the colleagues around me, and Yu Tian shouldn't be misunderstood.

After solving this student's problem, it was already three o'clock, the tram had long been suspended, and it was far away from where I lived, and the cost of taking a taxi back could almost go directly to the hotel. My colleague offered to take me back, but I thanked him and refused, and I waited two hours for the train to arrive, so I simply stayed at the izakaya and chatted with the student I had just had.

As we chatted, we talked about the phone call I had just received, and the student asked, "Are you going to leave your boyfriend at home to help me?" ”

My cheeks burned, "Of course not." ”

"Then you must have been on the phone with your boyfriend just now."

I asked, "How do you say that?" ”

"Expectant, nervous, shy." He thought for a moment and added, "And you looked at me after hanging up, deeply resentful. I'm almost shattered by the look in your eyes. ”

I was amused by him, this kid is like another Lin Jing, it is true that I had a complaint in my heart when I received the call just now and went out hard, and now I heard him say these two words, and I feel a little better and feel sorry for him.

"Don't you think I'm so unprofessional?"

He smiled, "It's okay, but what did you do with this, money?" Or is it a dream? ”

"Maybe it's a little bit."

Although the NPO is a non-profit organization, the staff are paid, and I get more from Professor Oshima than I get from the part-time job, and I have more money to do with his help in the second semester and apply for a scholarship.

I spent the Lunar New Year with Si Datong, and it was the end of February in a blink of an eye, because I already had some savings in my hands, and I planned to return to China once, which happened to be Junzi's daughter's birthday.

I will keep my plans to return to China secret for the time being.

It was said to be the coldest day in several years, with a temperature difference of minus 15 degrees Celsius in Beijing and more than 20 degrees Celsius in Tokyo.

The night flight arrived, it was already past twelve o'clock, I found a hotel for a night and went home the next morning. The temperature didn't change from the night before, and I was hesitating where to go first on my way, but before I knew it, I was at the bottom of the apartment where Yu Tian lived.

On weekends, he should be at home, but he may have to work overtime.

I walked upstairs, wondering if the current relationship was still suitable for him to surprise like this. It was only after I rang the doorbell that I realized that I was thinking too much, and I was not at home for the rest of the day, so I might really go to work overtime.

I called his phone and it stopped. I asked Lin Jing again, and Lin Jing told me that Yu Tian's mobile phone was broken last month, and he has been using the number at work recently. I paused it and said I remembered, and he told me that I had been too busy lately to forget.

Lin actually heard the voice of a passer-by talking on my side and asked me if I had returned to China, and he said that Yu Tian was on a business trip and might not come back in a few days.

I see.

But I really don't know about the broken phone for the rest of the day, maybe it's really because we haven't been in touch for too long. < Le, after parachuting into their daughter's birthday, stayed overnight.

On the third day of my return, I got sick, maybe because the temperature difference was too big before, maybe because my life was too intense in the previous year, and I was so nervous that I didn't allow myself to get sick, so this time I was a little sick, from fever to pneumonia, and I stayed in the hospital for a week. There weren't many people who came to visit the patient this time, and I realized that I didn't have any good popularity, and I jokingly complained.

Among the people who visited the patient, there were two that I didn't expect, one was Lin Yue, after a year of recuperation, his leg did not leave sequelae, but his hands were obviously not as free as before, he wanted to peel an apple for me, but he dropped the apple on the ground many times, I thought he would be sad at this time, but Lin Yue smiled, "I am just practicing, maybe it will be better in the future." ”

"What about the scars on the face?"

"Just keep it."

Yun replied lightly. I don't seem to be able to understand Lin Yue more and more, I don't know if he is looking down on everything, or if he really doesn't look forward to it anymore.

Another person who surprised me was Song Qing. Speaking of which, our friendship is not a posthumous thing, but there was a time when he did not chase me very obviously, and the way he showed it was to go to my house to be courteous to my mother and Uncle Lin, but I didn't pay much attention to him at that time. This meeting was even more unexpected for me.

Song Qing's explanation to me was also very simple, the hospital was his territory, just to come and see me by the way.

And the person I wanted to see never waited. I only took ten days off with my professor before, and I had to go straight to the airport after I was discharged from the hospital.

The day before departure, Song Qing came to see me again and asked for my flight number, only to laugh.

"Don't think I'm deliberately chasing you."

Song Qing handed me his passport, and there was a page for a visa to study in Japan. The other one is the itinerary planner, which is indeed the same flight as me.

Song Qingqing and I naturally walked together, but the distance was too far, so I didn't ask anyone else to see us off.

"Si Xi, why are you turning off the phone again? Yu Tian has already gone to look for you, he has just arrived in Beijing, you wait for him. < Le's voice was still coming, I had already seen the rest of the day outside the fence, he looked at me, frowned deeply, and finally waved his hand helplessly.

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