179. Insertion: Feng Mingyu's perspective two

You know sometimes we like someone, just for peace of mind.

And Feng Mingyu felt that when she was with Feng Ranran, she was very relieved. This peace of mind comes from the heart, gradually growing and spreading, and when she gets along with her, she smiles sincerely.

At first, she wasn't sure who was going to play the play.

After seeing Feng Ranran, she felt that this play could only be played by her, not someone else. This is completely her selfishness, but she just wants to get along with her, and the Xiaoxi who grew up in her script can only be Feng Ranran in her heart, and she can no longer be anyone in this world.

Xiao Xi in this script, a kind of Cheng dù is herself. In the script, she reminisced a lot about her teenage years. The town, the lane, the parents who are forever obsessed with the mahjong parlor gambling table, the self who goes to and from school, and the love that ends without a problem. She grew up stubbornly on her own. No one helped her, no one pulled her along, but she was what she is today. But for her, in this story, she is the adult woman, and she is the young Nozomi, and she dreams that her growing self can transcend time to redeem her teenage self, even though she knows that this is something that she will never ever discover.

She knew that no one sued Sù when she was sick, and perhaps because she couldn't find someone suitable to sue Sù.

She thought, let's continue filming.

It's not that I think it's bitter, it's just that there is nothing else to do besides filming. That's only filming. Her life has always been like this, to her current age, the enthusiasm of her youth is gradually discarded at the end of time, and life has gradually become a pool of stagnant water, and she has won so many awards, and winning another award can no longer stimulate her numb heart, she thought that she would have to live like this all her life - but getting along with Feng Ranran has become the only thing that makes her feel interesting in her stagnant life. That was enough to make her happy.

The eyes of the little girl playing with her were innocent and confused. There are a lot of things she doesn't quite understand. Of course, she is not really as simple as a blank slate, she also has her beliefs, her struggles, and she may have her own story. But when playing, the immature atmosphere exuded between her clear eyebrows and eyes made her whole person exude a faint brilliance in front of the camera.

No one else can see this brilliance. The cameraman can't see it, the director can't see it, and maybe the audience in front of the screen won't see it either, but she can see it.

She especially likes to act with her.

I like to watch her transform little by little. I like to see myself create a completely independent soul. She didn't know what it meant to act in this scene at first, but then she gradually understood, and she began to enter the play. She looked at it, and her heart was very happy. This feeling is even more pleasant than her winning the award, she watched her progress little by little, like a craftsman who created a rare treasure that is only one in her life, and for her, Feng Ranran is the treasure she created. The role of this girl is especially special for her, and she is improving every minute and every second.

This progress is so delicate and silent.

But like spring rain - the seeds planted are moistened, and one day they will sprout.

……

When Feng Mingyu wiped off the messy makeup on her face, she was careful and patient; The narrow sunlight cast in, and she watched the girl walk in barefoot. Her ankles are beautiful, she throws her shoes, her attitude towards her has always been a mixture of love and pity, she herself is a person who has never received a mother's love, she imagines that if she gives birth to a daughter in the future, she will be extremely doted on her, but unfortunately she does not plan to have children in her life. But for Feng Ranran, she suddenly had a heart of pity.

This drama is very well acted.

This drama ...... She also acted very well. She didn't mean to suppress her acting skills so that she could explode, she just, she just couldn't help it sometimes. Feng Ranran is not the one who entered the play, even if she has read thousands of sails and filmed countless scenes that she can't count, she still can't help but enter the play when filming this play, she didn't expect that this may be the last play in her life, but she can act to this point.

Once in the play, it is hysteria.

Sadness sinks into the soul.

……

It's actually not that sad on the set, and some interesting things often happen. Feng Ranran, this little girl, is really cute sometimes. She is bold, and after getting acquainted with the director, she dares to secretly tease the director, and the whole crew likes her. She is very polite to people, she celebrated the cameraman's birthday on the set, and then the cake was splashed on her face, everyone smashed the cake against each other, Feng Ranran was smashed in the face, and the whole person was not really angry even when her hair was full of cream, this girl laughed a little silly.

Oh yes, and also, she'll watch live on set.

She leaned over and took a look. Feng Ranran introduced the panda in the picture to her seriously. In her opinion, those pandas are exactly the same, but she can accurately report the name of each panda, this one is called Dali, that one is called salute, and this one is called flag raising......

By the way, raising the flag is the name of the panda she always repeats, and it is also the name of the panda she first introduced to herself on the plane. She knew about raising the flag, but she had never seen a second female star so interested in pandas. That panda is very, very cute, and it's really cute that can make people's hearts soften when they look at it. Feng Ranran's favorite thing to give her is to chatter about the bits and pieces of the flag-raising, which is even more like a treasure than a breeder, and when she speaks, she has a small mouth and a fast voice.

"Pei Yifei also likes pandas, he is a panda idiot."

"It's not pretending, it's really liking, he loves him earlier and deeper than me."

Feng Mingyu couldn't understand how young people became popular now.

She thought that Pei Yifei was a scheming man, but Feng Ranran's mouth didn't seem to be like that.

Pei Yifei ...... Pei Yifei: He really likes pandas. When I first met him, I didn't even join the circle, and I only met him because he went to volunteer at the panda conservation base. It's not what Sister Mingyu thinks...... I didn't like him at first, and I was pretty ...... at the time, and the first time we met, it was terrible. ”

Feng Mingyu was a little confused, this was a bit beyond her imagination, Feng Ranran was just a serious person who said something that made her feel that this qiē was ridiculous.

"And the flag-raising is very red...... The flag-raising is more popular than me and Pei Yifei! Because it's really cute fried chicken...... If I don't film, I should think that being a panda keeper is not bad, Pei Yifei is also very important to him. ”

"Fans know it."

"Our fans know that."

Feng Mingyu didn't quite understand what young people were thinking now, although she thought pandas were very cute, but when Feng Ranran gave her Amway Panda at the beginning, she thought she was because she filmed that TV series.

Although her family is bad, her little niece is quite cute. She plans to donate half of her money in the future, leaving some for her little niece and some for the rest of her family. Even if she has never been harsh and has no family affection, she has never been able to let go.

The little niece likes pandas, she likes Ran Ran to mention it again and again because she watched the movie drama like this, and she would have come into contact with her because of this, thinking about it carefully, her encounter with this girl who hit it off at first sight can be regarded as because of a panda. I don't know if it's a kind of fate.

She hesitated silently for a moment, and then heard Feng Ranran tell her seriously.

"Raising the flag only depends on cuteness, it's fine."

"It can sit on the ground and absorb fans."

So she worked hard to cultivate this little girl's acting skills, and in the end, she may not have as many fans as she has because of a panda? Feng Mingyu couldn't cry or laugh a little, so Pei Yifei liked her, she liked Pei Yifei because she felt that they both liked pandas, so they had the right appetite? What was this, she felt that she was a little unable to keep up with this little girl's rhythm.

She is really, completely different from the others in the circle.

Feng Ranran's voice is really serious, serious.

"Of course, acting is still very important. Well. ”

She thought about it, and it was the same. You can't rely on pandas to attract fans for a lifetime, so I feel that Feng Ranran's consciousness is okay, it's quite high.

Then she heard Feng Ranran say.

"The more popular I am, the more people can know about raising the flag, so that the whole world knows about it."

Feng Mingyu: "......"

Well, that's one of the reasons to struggle.

Feng Ranran is really ...... The little girl who made her cry and laugh. This kind of character can actually go so far on the road to stardom, should it be said that stupid people are stupid?

But such a little girl is really cute...... It's distressing.

She couldn't bear to let her face such cruel things.

She likes her very much, and she hopes that she can live so happily forever, and she doesn't have to face those bleak sides in life, and she can face tomorrow with vigor forever and forever.

……

Sometimes, though, things don't always work out the way you want them to.

When she passed out, the thought that flashed through her mind was Feng Ranran.

She'll cry.

She didn't want her to cry.

If she hadn't been allowed to play Xiaoxi at the beginning, she wouldn't have known herself, and she would still be able to live happily with Pei Yifei's panda raising the flag, her world was still simple, and she could still say how that panda was with sparkling eyes and an excited tone.

She really regretted it.

The last thought before falling into a coma was that she thought, if she didn't let Ran Ran play Xiaoxi, would it be a better choice for that girl?

She didn't know. At the beginning, she didn't know that Yiqiē had finally come to this point, but since she had chosen her to play Xiaoxi, since she was destined to make her hurt, she only hoped that she could teach her more, and the pain was not for nothing.

It was she who chose not to let the full version of the movie be released, and it was she who sued the director that if her serious illness was exposed by the media, then show it to her. She never worried that she wouldn't be able to hold on, she knew it was cruel. But she survived.

She also has flag-raising and Pei Yifei.

Big grinning, simple and happy, like the flag-raising Feng Ranran. She is the best girl in this world.

She wants the world to know how good she is.