When Feng Mingyu was young, he never thought that he would become a star in the future.

As a teenager, her mother gambled and was in debt, saw a beauty pageant advertisement in the newspaper, and was dazzled by the high prize money. She looked back at her little daughter, and suddenly realized that this daughter had been born well.

So the teenage Feng Mingyu went to participate in the beauty pageant. She was the youngest of all the contestants at that time, thin and weak, and could be said to be useless except for a face worthy of clear eyebrows, and even then, her age was a lie. In the swimsuit session, the judges frowned at her figure. She was peaceful, and at that time the front was not convex and the back was not warped, like bean sprouts that had not developed. Feng Mingyu remembered all her life that the judges looked at her like goods, and said harsh words in their mouths.

She doesn't really like the feeling of being picked. She finally won the third place with her beautiful face, although the prize money is not as much as the first place, but it is not bad, enough to pay off the gambling debts owed by the family, the little girl at that time is still looking forward to tomorrow, the biggest wish is to find a job after high school to make money, but her mother has signed an olive branch from the entertainment company, and she has entered the TV circle at a young age.

The first film is a trick. She stood there, not knowing where to swing her hands and feet. Under the dazzling sun, she was pushed and shoved, and the man twice as fat as her had a beer belly and scolded her viciously: "Will you be filming?" No, don't come! Get out of the way as soon as possible, so as not to waste a lunch box. ”

She really won't, the first motivation to stay in the crew was to be able to eat a lunch box from the crew, she remembers clearly, what dishes are in the lunch, boiled cabbage can be added for free, a piece of braised pork per person, a box of rice. At that time, the taste was already very good, so good that I ate all the delicacies of the mountains and seas later, and I still remember what the boiled cabbage was like back then, and there was a little bit of sweetness in the mouth, and it was very soft and rotten, and I felt very full to eat. She has always eaten cleanly in the crew.

After returning home from filming, her parents reached out to her and asked her for money. The trick is the end of the day.

They inquired very clearly about how many tricks they had in a day, and they didn't leave her a single child, and her mother's words were clear and clear.

"You are a little girl's family, what do you want money for. Your brother wants money to be useful, you have to save it for him. ”

She ran for about a few months, and the maid and maid in the performance hall for a few seconds, playing in the background, she didn't know what the use of acting was at that time. She just didn't know which set to go to after school, and then took the money and went home after acting. The turning point for such a day came after a certain summer day.

Her mother sneaked around and gambled. She listened to the instigation of others, and this one was very big, but she lost it all.

The girl has been very good at this moment, there are often men who look at her with coveted eyes, and some people on the set inquired about her, asking her who brought her, whether she signed the company, if she wanted to have special guidance, and some people asked her if she wanted to play the heroine, she shook her head and ran away in a panic, for her, she never thought about that, and even she didn't even want to be a big star.

But she didn't want to, someone wanted her to want to.

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In Feng Mingyu's interview many years later, others asked her why she was filming. She said: "There are many other options for others not to be stars. But if I don't become a star, I just have no way out. At that time, there was only one way ahead of my life, and I had no choice but no way out. I could only bury my head and plunge headlong into it. ”

Where there are lofty ideals in life, those are all bubbles in the sky, and they are all false. The only thing she can hold on to is to work hard to film - to make money to support her family and get rid of her situation at that time. She clearly remembers what her first heroine play was, she played a brutal and willful lady who knew a little bit of kung fu. In fact, it's the male protagonist's vase, and the whole movie is only ten minutes old, and it will only make a lot of noise, and she doesn't need acting skills at all, and her only few lines are also arguing with the male protagonist, and finally saying a word of affection and love is over. Don't say it's too routine.

In the male-dominated film industry, there are really not many times when women can shine, and martial arts films were still at their peak back then, even if such a role was already contested by tens of thousands of people.

When she went south to film, she was cautious, and she only felt that she was uneasy from head to toe.

The martial artist who played the opposite scene saw her so unpleasant, with a gun and a stick, and her temper was hot. She is a man with her tail between her legs, and she has already tasted all the sadness in the circle at a young age. At that time, she went south to film, and was called Beigu, and people often laughed at her in private for dressing up, bluntly saying that she was dirty, laughing at her accent, she even breathed wrong, and even when the crew was eating a boxed lunch, people laughed at her big belly like a man, and a boxed lunch topped with the weight of an ordinary man. Besides, at that time, everyone was filming with their own secrets, she was not from a professional class and had no background at all, so no one would teach her how to film. Even if she pondered it carefully, she couldn't figure it out, and she often made mistakes on the set, and she was laughed at by others.

The kind of contempt is deep in the bone marrow, laughing at her for coming from the north, laughing at her for being a woman, laughing at her for not understanding anything, laughing at the cheap lipstick she uses and the powder on her face, she thinks that she must be miserable, so she can't meet a person who releases kindness to her all the way.

However, the director did not think so.

The first to tell her that she is actually talented in filming and is the director of this play.

He was just downplaying, as if he were just saying a casual remark.

"Mingyu, you still have some talent."

But this sentence became the pillar that supported her to the back.

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Feng Mingyu met Feng Ranran for the first time. This girl has a plain face. There are too many beauties in the circle, she is far from outstanding, although she is good-looking, but she is not as good-looking as amazing, she has seen too many beauties in the circle, close to Han Huang - she deserves to be a great beauty, as far as several actresses of her generation back then, all of them can be called peerless beauties, enough to hold beauty and commit murder, all of them are beautiful, and standing there is a scenery that makes people intoxicated by the spring breeze. Her era is a golden age of endless beauties, too many beauties, but the final achievements may not be as good as her.

It's not that they're bad, it's not that she's too good. In the final analysis, there are too many factors that determine whether a person is successful or not, and she herself can't figure out how she got to where she is today, step by step. The words are a bit far, when she saw Feng Ranran for the first time, she felt that she liked this little girl very much.

This statement is not a lie. Between people, there is a peculiar magnetic field, some people even if they don't know each other before, but when you look at it for the first time, you will know that you will like her, this is a mysterious and mysterious feeling, it may be the □□ between people, Feng Ranran and her nature is very compatible.

At first she saw her stupid look, and she thought she might be pretending. But it's understandable, everyone in the circle is pretending to be likable, celebrities, the more likable they are, the more fans they can attract. But later she found out that she didn't pretend at all, and she was really what she looked like.

A bit silly, no scheming, and very enthusiastic about people you like. She was as bright as the sun. She likes you, and she takes you seriously. She actually envied her, she made her see another different possibility, and she also wanted to live like her. She was drunk in her room, she helped her clean up, she helped her wash the dishes, her room was covered with pandas, and the refrigerator in the kitchen had post-it notes written by her.

That's something that Feng Ranran doesn't even know about. She quietly flipped through the post-it notes, which were full of the little girl's thoughts, overlapping each other, looking very cute.

"Raising the flag is the cutest baby in the world!"

Pei Yifei ...... It's a big bastard! ”

"Ahhh......h

"If you can get the actress, you can have the confidence to say that you are very powerful. When will I get the actress, if I can't get it in my lifetime...... Bah, bah, I must be able to. ”

"I like flag-raising and Pei Yifei the most."

"What's wrong with a flat chest! My flat chest is my own fabric! Breasts are not the only criterion for measuring female stars, hum! ”

The little girl's font is still cute, a little childish and childish, it looks like a schoolboy's words, she looks at it and laughs, she stretches out her hand to help her wash the dishes and put them back in the refrigerator, when she returns to the room, she is still sleeping, the whole person is blushing, her hands and feet are curled up.

Like a child.

There were a lot of panda dolls in the cupboard. Well. She knew that her boyfriend had sent it, and Feng Ranran sued her herself, didn't she?

It's also something that makes her feel very, very amazing. She actually has a boyfriend in the circle, and the relationship between the two is very good. Although it seems to be a bit like a child's play - she can't figure out why she would give each other a panda doll to do such a stupid thing, and the note on the refrigerator is also childish, probably because she is a little too old to understand the tastes of young girls. But after all, she has a boyfriend in the circle...... And the boyfriend in this circle is very popular.

Feng Ranran is a very magical little girl.

Her boyfriend, Pei Yifei, is also a very magical man. She thought that this man could not be popular, but he just became popular, and he was so popular in the circle that her old friends for many years sighed in front of her that the afterlife was terrifying, and the front wave was slapped to death on the beach by his back wave, she felt that this matter was quite incredible, and the young man back then still remembered vividly, although there were amazing eyebrows and eyes, but in the final analysis, the acting skills were just mediocre.

She herself is a person who knows everything, and it is always a little awkward to watch this kind of person who is extremely clumsy in acting.

But he did. She later figured out a truth, she filmed martial arts dramas back then, and there are similar characters in martial arts dramas. Although clumsy, there are many people who eventually become a generation of grandmasters, and people should not be imprisoned by the original glance in the shape of their lives in the future, and some people can create zào possibilities in the impossible, and flowers can bloom in the thorns.

This kind of person is not a genius, but they can surpass many geniuses. She knew that he must be an extremely smart person who could rely on his not outstanding talent to fight to this day in this circle.

And this man will actually like Feng Ranran.

I don't know if it's a blessing from this silly girl. What he likes about her, will he treat her well. Or play with her casually - she said she didn't like it, but in fact she liked it badly, she couldn't understand this kind of little girl's mind, she was also young.

She thought about these messy thoughts in her heart, and for some reason, she actually felt that the original boring life was a little more interesting.