Yu Tian Fan: Many Years Ago (14)
Holding hands, hugging, kissing.
In fact, every minute by Lin Yue's side, Xiaoxing felt very beautiful, so beautiful that she began to regret her former self. I also began to worry that the self that had long been corroded hidden under these beautiful appearances would be completely exposed one day.
More and more worried, more and more afraid. Tears swirled in her eyes, and she looked up, trying to let the tears flow back in order, but they still slipped under the corners of her eyes.
Lin Yue seemed to suddenly remember something, and suddenly turned his face sideways to see this scene, he frowned and poked his finger over, rubbing it gently along Xiaoxing's eye sockets, "What's the matter?" ”
"Nope."
Xiao Xing pulled back the one that was held by Lin Yue, and quickly rubbed it on his face, and after the tears dried, the red circles under his eyes looked even more tired.
She couldn't open her eyes from the sun's stinging, she lowered her head, and her fingers clenched together very hard.
Lin Yue frowned, he felt that no matter what he did, he couldn't seem to give her a sense of security. Even if he doubted it, he decided to treat her more attentively.
But how?
"I'll send you back."
In a very positive tone, I was going to watch a movie together, but I was about to arrive at the theater, but Lin Yue suddenly said so. Xiaoxing raised her head, her mouth open, and wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything and lowered her head.
Do you want to tell him?
Do you want to tell him that she lied to him in addition to those failed pasts? Thinking of Si Xi's words, it turns out that Lin Yue is Si Xi's brother, so he must also like her very much, he doesn't care about it on the surface, but he actually cares about it very much.
So, whether it is a lie or not must be exposed sooner or later.
Lin Yue squinted his eyes at Xiaoxing, he didn't understand what was wrong with her today, although she usually panicked and suddenly wandered, but it was never like this time. He stretched out his hand, pulled Xiaoxing into his arms, hugged her loosely, and whispered in her ear, "Everyone else thinks I'm bullying you?" Well, tell me anything you're not happy about. ”
"I ......"
Xiao Xing took a deep breath, leaned his face over, and pressed it into Lin Yue's arms, his cheeks seemed to be able to feel the young skin under his shirt.
"These two times are not very good, so, it is very annoying ......"
Lin Yue raised the corners of her mouth and smiled, "What do I think is the matter, next time I come out with a book, I will ...... if I can't" Lin Yue frowned, "I forgot that we may have studied differently, um, what major are you?" ”
"Ahh Xiaoxing was stunned for a moment, and said quickly, "Financial management." ”
"Maybe I won't either, but next time you can come out with a book, and I'll accompany you to the library?"
"Hmm." Xiaoxing nodded, and told another lie, I don't know how many lies will be needed in the future to cover these. In order not to make the atmosphere too awkward, she asked again, "Did you often help people with tutoring before?" ”
This time, Lin Yue's eyes froze.
I used to help people with tutoring, and I have done it, Sixi's previous grades were not very good, and he was often asked by his father to help her with tutoring. Although he was reluctant, when he saw Si Xi doing the questions seriously, and saw that she frowned because she couldn't solve a problem, and was unhappy because her grades had not improved, he would still spend more time to help her.
It's just that she doesn't remember at all, and she doesn't care, she just remembers how he didn't like to talk to her.
Lin Yue shook her head, still laughing unconsciously, "Sort of." ”
Xiaoxing asked, "Then, who is it?" ”
"Sister."
"Do you have a sister?"
"Hmm."
Xiaoxing looked at Lin Yue's face with a faint smile, he seemed to remember something, and the gentle look flowing from his expression was something she had never seen before, however, looking closely, there seemed to be a kind of regret and self-deprecation.
"Here we are."
"Huh?"
Xiaoxing looked up and saw that he had already arrived at the theater.
"You wait a minute, I'll go and line up to buy a ticket." Lin Yue saw that the sofa next to him was already full, and the newly opened café next door with a price that was not affordable was still empty, he took out the money from his wallet and handed it to Xiaoxing, "Go buy two drinks, and then wait for me inside." ”
Xiaoxing didn't answer, every time she met, Lin Yue took care of all the expenses, and she still felt uncomfortable after a long time.
"I've got money."
Lin Yue smiled, under the lights in the theater, he looked very good when he smiled like that, the whole person was warm, he took Xiaoxing's hand and stuffed the money over, "Obedient." ”
Xiaoxing was still stunned, Lin Yue had already walked away, and she could only see his tall back when she looked up.
It's been three years, Xiaoxing remembered the first time she saw Lin Yue, and she didn't know why he ran to the hospital, and it was the obstetrics and gynecology department, but she still remembered the way he carried her to the doctor, and he was only nineteen years old that year. Xiao Xing closed his eyes, and the nervous and worried look he had when he looked at himself appeared shallowly.
It would have been nice to meet earlier.
At the end of the movie, it was still early, and Lin Yue remembered that it was almost Xiaoxing's birthday, and planned to buy her a gift, but she didn't know what she liked, so she decided to take her shopping.
But if you put it directly, it doesn't seem to be very good.
Lin Yue took Xiaoxing's hand and walked forward, and asked casually, "Let's go shopping?" ”
"Hmm." Xiaoxing nodded, "Do you want to buy something?" She remembered that Lin Yue didn't seem to like shopping very much.
"You help me choose?"
"What is it?" Xiaoxing was very curious, and his eyes were full of anticipation.
"For the girls."
Seeing Xiaoxing's suddenly lost appearance, Lin Yue actually wanted to explain, but he felt that he couldn't surprise her if he said it now, so he thought it would be better to wait until her birthday.
Lin Yue and Xiaoxing entered a jewelry store, and the things in it were not expensive, basically some silver jewelry, but because they were made by hand, there was only one of each.
Lin Yue looked at the window for a long time, and then saw a thin bracelet from one day to a day, decorated with a lock-shaped charm, which looked cute and not too exaggerated, she pointed, "How about this?" ”
Lin Yue looked at it, it was indeed very special.
At the checkout, the clerk looked at Xiaoxing and asked, "Do you want to try it?" ”
Lin Yue felt that Xiaoxing's hand was so thin, it shouldn't be inappropriate, so she said, "No need." ”
After paying the money, Lin Yue put the box containing the bracelet into his pocket, "Let's go?" ”
Xiaoxing told Lin Yue that she lived on campus, so after every meeting, Lin Yue would send her back to the university town, and then see her walk in before leaving.
In fact, every time Xiaoxing had to wait for Lin Yue to leave for a long time before he dared to come out and take the last bus back to school.
Because of the situation when we met for the first time...... It would have been fine if he thought he was eighteen years old at that time, not only fifteen......
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Actually, Si Xi's birthday is the next day, but the Japanese class has not been taught recently, so when we met in the morning, the classmates there gave her gifts in advance.
After separating from Xiaoxing, she went to the library alone, accidentally fell asleep, and was not woken up by the administrator until the library closed.
When she got home, she walked to the sofa, took out the gifts in the paper bag one by one and put them on the coffee table, ready to take a shower and wait for it to be opened.
And Lin Yue also happened to come back at this time, he went directly into the room, and the box of the bracelet for changing clothes fell out of his pocket, and the box broke open a little.
He frowned and looked at it, took the box and went out to find glue to dip in, and he casually put the things on the coffee table.
When he was opening the drawer to look for glue, Lin Yue heard the mobile phone ringing and hurriedly entered the room again.
It's Xiaoxing, and she has to talk to him on the phone for a while every day before going to bed.
Lin Yue forgot about the box.
When Si Xi came out, she didn't notice the difference between the desktop and before, she opened the gifts one by one, and naturally opened the box that Lin Yue put there.
She didn't like other things very much, only this bracelet, Si Xi thought it was very good-looking, she took out the bracelet and put it on her hand and tried it on her hand, but she was reluctant to take it off.
It's a pity I don't remember who sent it.
Lin Yue hung up the phone and walked out, just looking at Si Xi with the bracelet he sent.
He frowned, and saw the many boxes opened on the coffee table, and then remembered that tomorrow was Sixi's birthday. Although he also knew it a few years ago, he would pretend not to know. Only this time, Lin Yue really forgot.
Si Xi saw Lin Yue staring at her, and smiled awkwardly, "I'm sorry, I'll clean it up right away." ”
Lin Yue also smiled, a little helpless, she was still the same old look, she obviously didn't like him, but she was always pleasing her, and she always had to maintain a balanced look?
He couldn't get her to take the bracelet off.
Lin Yue remembered a few lines of the lyrics of a song that Si Xi had been playing a few days ago.
You have that long eyelashes
Tears fall in the blink of an eye
My heart began to wreak like a knife
Every time I was blamed
I'm a good bad girl
It's a sweet wound in my heart
You are right and you are wrong
Anyway, the rules are yours
That time, too, she suddenly turned off the music when she saw him come out, and cautiously asked him if he was noisy. He wanted to say no, but then he remembered that he seemed to have really lost too much tenderness to her before.
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