< Le's words, Lin came back to life, but he didn't wake up.

It took three days from booking a ticket to returning home, and when I saw Lin Jing, he was already lying safely in the ward, but there were many intubation needles linked to his body.

There were a lot of instruments next to the hospital bed, and the data on the screen kept beating, and I stared at it for a while, and then I suddenly realized that Lin really didn't wake up.

And now, if he doesn't look closely, it's like he's asleep, and there is no half of a painful expression on his face, just a little less blood. The corners of his mouth are still a little raised, I used to think that he was laughing when he didn't speak, it turned out to be like this, with a little ruffian, in fact, it was really cute.

I walked over and touched his hand, which was cold, and the little remaining warmth was very weak. I withdrew my hand, and the tears flowed out, I couldn't cry, and my eyes were like unscrewed faucets.

Lin Yue came back with me, he patted me on the shoulder, and I turned around and was taken into his arms. I closed my eyes and cried for I don't know how long until I heard the door open.

I wanted to turn around to look, but Lin Yue hugged me tighter. He raised his hand to help me dry my tears, and his mouth naturally pressed against my forehead, and I didn't resist, but naturally reached out and hugged him.

He said, "I just arrived. ”

I lowered my eyes and saw the watch on his wrist, and I used to say that he would always run into it when he closed the door with that watch. I heard that voice just now, but I didn't remember it for a while. < Le's office, he finally told me about Lin Jing's situation, and he didn't make it clear before because he was afraid that I wouldn't be able to bear it. In fact, Lin was injured more seriously than I thought, because of excessive blood loss, he had been presumed brain dead three days ago. < le kept his head down, and Yu Tian never wore any expression, but his fingers were clenched very tightly, even if they knew the news before me, they couldn't keep calm. < Le also said that Lin Jing's parents already knew about it, but they couldn't accept it at the time, so the two old people were hospitalized, and now only Lin Jing's sister is taking care of them.

In fact, Lin Jing's current treatment has no meaning, and he will only stop it when his parents can accept it.

Leaving the office, we went back to the ward for a while, which was already small, and after so many instruments were put in and four people were packed, it was obviously crowded.

Yu Tian didn't stay long before he said he was leaving.

Lin Yue asked me, "Let's go too, shall we?" ”

"Hmm." I nodded.

Lin Yue held the suitcase in one hand and held my hand in the other hand and walked out. After only a few steps, I couldn't hold back my tears. I knew there was no point in crying, but right now, I really didn't know what else I could do.

If I could, I would like to give half of my life to Lin Jing.

It was already more than eleven o'clock when we came out, it was difficult to call a car at this time, Lin Yue and I waited at the entrance of the hospital for a while, I didn't sleep well in the past few days, plus it was cold at night, I felt uncomfortable standing for a while, leaned on Lin Yue and sniffed hard.

At this time, Yu Tian's car stopped in front of us, he lowered the window and looked at me sideways, "I'll send you." ”

It was a very positive tone, a bit like an order, but because Lin Yue was there, it was not so tough.

I wanted to refuse, but before I could say it, Lin Yue said thank you, and then went around to the back of the car. Yu Tian opened the trunk, Lin Yue put the luggage in, and he walked to my side again, "You are not feeling well, let's go back early." ”

I can't say anything more.

Lin Yue and I sat in the back row, I still felt a headache, sniffed again, Yu Tian looked at me from the rearview mirror, he frowned, and handed over a few tissues.

Lin Yue reached out and took it and wiped it directly for me. And Yu Tian also turned his face away from me.

The car drove out for a while, and Yu Tian asked us where we were going.

It's not very convenient to go home at this time, and with me like this, my mother will definitely be worried when she sees it. And the apartment rented by Lin Yue was also returned. I looked at Lin Yue and waited for him to decide.

Lin Yue thought for a while and said the name of a hotel.

I saw Yu Tian's hand holding the steering wheel tightened.

When we got out of the car, Yu Tian was also stunned for a long time. Finally, I pushed Lin Yue's hand away and walked over and knocked on the window, and Yu Tian lowered the window.

I said, "Be careful on the road." ”

He looked at me, then smiled reluctantly, "You too, don't think about it so much." ”

"Hmm."

I nodded, and returned to Lin Yue without even saying goodbye.

I didn't sleep well at night, although my head was heavy, but it was as if I hadn't fallen asleep at all, and my mind was full of what had happened in the past few months, like a slide, turning around one by one.

Lin Yue hugged me from behind, his clothes were taken off, his cool skin was close to me, and his hand was gently wrapped around my waist.

Lin Yue didn't say anything, but I knew that he couldn't sleep like me.

And what I think about is not only Lin Jing, but also Yu Tian. I haven't seen each other for nearly two months, and he doesn't look very good, not like he did it because of Lin Jing's affairs in the past few days. Probably not in good shape for a while.

On the way just now, I have actually forgotten the unpleasantness that happened before leaving.

I don't know why, but my subconscious already felt that the photo had nothing to do with Yu Tian, and the more time passed, the more I believed that it was a misunderstanding. Not because of anything else, but because of the way he looked at me.

There's no way to deceive that look, and I feel sad when I see it.

But he didn't explain, not when I decided to leave, and when I came back, he still didn't explain. Actually, it's okay, since I decided to be with Lin Yue, it's better to miss each other with Yu Tian like this.

I don't know how long it took for me to fall asleep, it was already noon when I woke up, Lin Yue should have woken up earlier than me, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that he was listening to the phone.

When he saw me wake up, he said a few words and cut off the phone.

Lin Yue came over and sat down next to me and asked me to lean on him.

"Is it better? Is there any discomfort? ”

I shook my head, "It's okay, let's go to the hospital." ”

This time when I come back, there is nothing else, if we can't change Lin Jing's ending, then the only thing I can do now is to stay by his side for a longer time. Although he can't see it, he can't feel it. < Le, who has been on duty at the hospital, said that he has not been to the company for more than a few days, and will stay in the hospital all day every day.

I remembered the last email Lin Jing sent me, so I asked them if Lin Jing hadn't told them anything important before.

Yu Tian frowned and asked, "What did he say to you?" ”

I opened the email and showed it to him. < le didn't know either.

Lin Yue patted me on the shoulder comfortingly, "Don't think too much." ”

In fact, if they also received Lin Jing's email or phone call, it would be impossible to find out that something happened to him the next day. I guess I really thought too much.

Later, Lin Jing's parents and sister also came, and they stayed in the ward for a long time, and a few of us went outside. < le took a deep breath, "Lin Jing has signed the organ donation form before, and his parents have also signed the consent form just now. ”

"What do you mean......

My voice was shaking.

"We're going to do the surgery for him, get a heart transplant to a patient, and the surgery will be scheduled the next morning."

"Impossible......"

I squatted down slowly, it was still too sudden, I hadn't accepted the fact that Lin couldn't wake up, until just now I was thinking that maybe there would be a miracle.

Yu Tian didn't say anything, turned around and left.

In the end, only Lin Yue was left to comfort me.

In the evening, I saw that my former colleague posted Lin Jing's intention to donate his heart in the circle of friends, and the account had been updating Lin Jing's situation and all donation information a few days ago.

And the one just now is also indicated, and it is the last one.

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