Sixi likes to listen to songs very much, and often spends the whole afternoon with earplugs plugged, and sometimes misses the phone calls for the rest of the day, so she always picks up her phone from time to time to read. The Japanese class she signed up for was also in the university town, and every day after class, she would run to the school for the rest of the day to pull him to have dinner with her, and sometimes she would call Zhao Chunzi and Le.

She felt that this was love, she could hold hands openly, and he would take the initiative to kiss her.

She would watch from the sidelines while he was playing basketball, and every time he scored a goal, he would turn around and find her in the crowd and squint and smile at her.

Si Xi likes to walk in Yu Tian's arms, the two of them are like being connected, occasionally she will suddenly raise her head and kiss his chin, looking lazy, she will also ask Yu Tian very childish questions,

"Do you like me?"

"Do you like me?"

"Do you like me?"

I have to ask many times a day. He just smiled, and the curvature of the corners of his lips was beautiful.

He said, "Do you have to say it if you like it?" ”

Si Xi said, "If I say it, I will be happier." ”

"Okay then." Yu Tian pressed Si Xi's little head into his arms and pressed slightly, "I like you." ”

"Hey......" Si Xi sighed, "You shouldn't have deliberately coaxed me to be happy, right?" ”

Overhead was a large white sky, the sun was fierce, Yu Tian raised his hand to cover the top of Si Xi's head, "It's to coax you." ”

"Oh......"

Her hand suddenly drooped, Yu Tian was at a loss, and he forgot to move, and saw her walk away step by step. Her back is particularly lonely.

Yu Tian still caught up, "Unhappy?" ”

Si Xi shook his head, "If you don't like me, don't force it." ”

She looked up at him, her eyes bright, and a very unnatural smile tugging at the corners of her mouth.

"I like you."

"Huh?"

"Like you."

"You don't want to ......"

Forget it, Yu Tian still couldn't figure out what Si Xi's head was in, how could he not like her? She couldn't even feel it.

It was over a kiss, and the sky was getting dark. Si Xi began to lower his head, and Yu Tian lowered his eyes to look at the top of her head, "I'll send you home." ”

"Hmm."

After being together for a few months, the number of times they have met is almost uncountable, but Sixi still feels that Yu Tian is far away from him.

What's more, he also has something to hide from him, and he is going to go abroad, do you want to talk about it? Or, if you are already with Yu Tian, shouldn't you go abroad?

Si Xi was very hesitant, and he didn't deliberately hide it at first, but he felt that there was no need to say it, and gradually, he couldn't find a chance to speak. If you don't go abroad, I'm afraid you won't be able to get into a good university, right?

Along the way, Si Xi was absent-minded.

Yu Tian occasionally turned his face sideways to look at Si Xi, he felt that she had something on his mind, and he didn't know whether to ask her or not. Is it because of what you just said?

When I was about to get home, it was already completely dark, and the new street lights on the road were very bright, even a little dazzling. Si Xi lowered her head and accidentally tripped over a stone on the side of the road, Yu Tian was in a hurry to pull her up, "Why did you fall?" You okay? ”

"Hmm." Si Xi was still absent-minded, and a large piece of skin was scratched on her knee, but she didn't feel any pain, "I'm fine." ”

"Come up."

"Huh?" Si Xi raised his head, not understanding what Yu Tian meant.

"I'll carry you."

"It's not that serious." She tried to walk a few steps, and it was fine, but she didn't use her strength.

In the end, Yu Tian forcibly carried Si Xi on his back, she was behind him, her hands hanging on his shoulders, remembering that she also fell and injured herself that time, and then he carried her back.

Yu Tian turned his head, and the faces of the two people were very close.

He said, "I'm sorry. ”

"What?" Si Xi didn't quite understand.

"Stupid, I mean I like you, love it. If you don't like it, I won't be with you, don't think so much? Be careful when you walk for me in the future. ”

"Oh." Si Xi nodded.

"Oh?"

"I see."

"Unhappy?" Yu Tian asked.

"It's fun."

Si Xi's voice was already a little choked, and Yu Tian turned his head to look at her, "Why do you love to cry so much." ”

"Happy."

In fact, no matter who it is, there will be times when she is timid, and Si Xi is the same, she finds herself suddenly caught in a dilemma.

Yu Tian put Si Xi down when there was still one floor left, and watched her hold on to the railing and walk up little by little to enter the door, so he was relieved to leave. She is still too young, and she didn't tell her family about the two of them together, and Yu Tian didn't think there was anything wrong.

Not long after Si Xi entered the door, Lin Yue also came back, and when he opened the door, he happened to see her sitting on the sofa, not in good spirits, one foot upturned and applying medicine to her knee.

She frowns when the swab hits the wound.

Lin Yue didn't say anything, and went straight into his room, he opened the drawer and found a can of liquid spray and wanted to give it to Si Xi, and when he walked to the door, his mobile phone rang, it was a text message from Xiaoxing.

Lin Yue remembered Xiaoxing's words: Do you love me?

On one side are the people who have to give up, and on the other side are the responsibilities that have to be borne. Lin Yue still didn't go out, put the spray back in the drawer, and broadcast Xiaoxing's number.

***

That night, Si Xi still had insomnia, she called Si Datong, and she said, "Dad, I don't want to go to Japan anymore." ”

After hesitating for a long time, she still told Si Datong about Yu Tian. From childhood to adulthood, when she encountered a problem that she couldn't solve, she still habitually wanted to ask him.

But this time, even Si Datong didn't give her a clear answer.

Either way, you're likely to regret it. Whether it's giving up the future for the person you like, or giving up that unplanned lover for the life that has been arranged a long time ago. You may regret it.

The next day, there was no class in the Japanese class, Si Xi planned to ask Xiaoxing to have lunch together, they hadn't seen each other for a long time, and Xiaoxing blamed her a little when she received the call, but still said, "Si Xi misses you." ”

If you don't see each other for two months, you will think, but what if it is four years?

Si Xi decided not to think about it anymore, there was still a year to go, she still had a chance to ask Yu Tian, if she wanted to leave or stay, she should listen to him.

Si Xi and Xiaoxing made an appointment to meet in the school cafeteria, and she went early to take up her place. Xiaoxing was holding her mobile phone when she came, probably talking on the phone, and she was smiling all the time, as if she was very happy.

As soon as Xiaoxing sat down, Si Xi handed over the drink and asked very gossipy, "Are you in love?" ”

"Huh?" Xiaoxing wanted to answer, but suddenly remembered Lin Yue's appearance at the door of the classroom, she still shook her head, "I'll talk to you later." ”

"Oh, okay."

was originally a very close friend, and gradually there will be secrets that cannot be shared, but even she herself has something that she didn't tell Xiaoxing, so Si Xi still decided not to ask.

After eating, the two of them walked around the campus together, just like in junior high school, walking hand in hand, and when they passed the bulletin board, Si Xi found that there was a photo of Lin Yue on it, and he had graduated for three years. Maybe it's really too good, so the photo is left until now.

Xiaoxing also saw it, and her smile was unnatural, "The one you liked when you were in junior high school?" ”

Si Xi shook his head, "How is it possible." After thinking about it, she asked again, "Why do you remember Lin Yue so clearly?" ”

Xiaoxing was a little nervous, "Because his photos have always been here, I remember you also looked very carefully that time." ”

"Oh." Si Xi also thought of what it looked like at that time, that is, Lin Yue had never talked to her, in fact, it was similar now, but he always felt that he was more deliberately avoiding her now, Si Xi said, "He is my brother." ”

"Brother?"

"Hmm." Si Xi nodded.

Xiaoxing also remembered that Si Xi had mentioned his brother many times, and he was not related by blood, Si Xi said that their relationship was not very good, and he didn't like to talk to her. But Si Xi never told Xiaoxing that Lin Yue was her brother.

If you don't like it, will you often go to the door of the classroom to see her?

If you don't like it, how can you never only notice Si Xi?

At that moment, Xiaoxing suddenly felt that he was like a shadow.

Xiaoxing casually made an excuse and ran back to the classroom, Si Xi didn't catch up, she always felt that it was weird to meet Xiaoxing this time, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.

Xiaoxing did not study in the evening that day, and left the school after two classes in the afternoon. She took a car to the university town, walked out of a school before meeting Lin Yue, and pretended to have just finished class.

When Lin Yue saw Xiaoxing running out, he frowned, walked over and handed over a tissue, "Why did you run so quickly?" ”

Xiaoxing smiled, "I'm afraid you'll wait too long and leave." ”

Lin Yue took Xiaoxing's hand and let her lean on his shoulder, "No." ”

He knew that if it was Si Xi, it would be impossible to say something like that, at least not to him. It turns out that it is like to be needed.

If Xiaoxing needs him, he will always be there.

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