106 Rightly or wrongly
This tide did not disperse, but became more and more intense. He gently bit my earlobe, rolled up my clothes with both hands, and then leaned in, his cold fingertips swimming over me without hesitation.
I took a deep breath, and my subconscious became more and more blurred under such repeated bombardments, and my eyes could only see a hazy light and shadow.
I reached out and held his face, rubbing my fingers against the freshly popped stubble. Are you in a hurry to come to me, that's why you're so embarrassed?
There was still a strong smell of wine in my mouth, and I pushed him,
"I'm going to brush my teeth."
"No need."
"Smelly."
"It's okay." He kissed me again and replaced the answer with action. I don't know how long it took, but we finally hugged and moved to the bed together, and our bodies smashed against the soft mattress, and before we could bounce up, he was completely covered.
The clothes left one by one, and I tried to pull the quilt over to cover it but he stopped me.
"Cold ......"
"It won't be cold until a minute." It wasn't until I heard the crisp metal crash of the belt buckle that I finally closed my eyes.
The moment the bodies overlapped, I whispered in his ear,
"Yu Tian, I really love you." We did it for a long time, I don't know how many times, and in the process I was still not awake, and my mind was groggy, even if he said a lot in my ear in a low, doting voice, I could only hear faint syllables.
Every time I was about to fall asleep, he was heavier. Heavy. of the crash. Hit. Pull. Coming back, he moved faster and faster, with the power to destroy everything, while I gradually sank, my ears ringing.
Finally, he hugged me tightly, as if my body would melt together. When I woke up, it was probably late at night, and the narrow streetscape through the curtains had turned into a vast expanse of darkness and mottled neon.
I lowered my head, the corners of my mouth unconsciously raised, behind me was a young and sturdy body, his body temperature was impossible to ignore, and even his slender fingers gently wrapped me.
I moved, and he was gentle
"Hmm", maybe not awake yet, with exhaustion in my voice, but I felt as if something was wrong.
Holding my tired body, I turned around in his arms. Finally saw his face clearly. At that moment, the sound of my heartbeat hit me with tears that I couldn't control.
The whole room is turned into a suffocating ice cellar. I trembled and crawled out of bed, putting on my wine-smelling clothes one by one, and before I was ready to run away, Lin Yue woke up.
Or, he had woken up a long time ago, and had just been watching me look appreciatively, because I had found a hint of sarcasm in his eyes.
The tears that I forcibly held back gradually spread to my throat, exuding one salty after another. It's like when I was a kid every time I made a serious mistake, I expected something worse to happen to cover up my mistake.
The moment I looked at Lin Yue, I prayed in my heart, earthquake, even, the end of the world.
As long as we don't have time to focus on the one thing in front of us. However, after all, Lin Yue didn't give me a chance to escape, he walked to my side in two steps and pulled me back hard.
I don't dare to look at him naked.. Luo's body, in his mind, can't forget the touch when they are connected.
"Do you regret it?" Lin Yue said faintly in my ear,
"You keep calling his name." I understand, that
"He" is Yu Tian, and I also remember that it was in him that he entered... After entering my body, I called Yu Tian's name, which was clearly a chaotic memory, but I remembered some of them very clearly.
I naturally thought he was Yu Tian, so I never confirmed it before. Lin Yue dragged me back to the bed, he just trapped me in his arms with his hands and feet, and I tried to resist only in exchange for a tighter shackle.
We didn't talk anymore this night, I cried quietly, Lin Yue turned his face sideways and kissed away the tears on my face little by little, his movements were very gentle, and his eyes were no longer sarcastic, but as if he was injured.
Eventually, I turned around and hugged him tremblingly. I carefully put my face against his red... Luo's chest fell into an unprecedented dazed and helpless state.
In fact, I am a very unassertive person, I never thought that I would end up with Lin Yue for such reasons.
After leaving the hotel at noon the next day, Lin Yue sent me back to Si Datong's house, Zhao Yan came to open the door and asked me who Lin Yue was, I was stunned and didn't know how to explain, Lin Yue smiled and said that it was my classmate, I also nodded, and then he said that there was something urgent, so he left in a hurry.
I went back to my room and spent a long time trying to wash off the smell of Lin Yue's breath on my body.
I soaked myself in the water for a long time, and I didn't hear a knock on the door until my skin turned abnormally white.
I hurriedly put on my clothes and went to open the door. Zhao Yan frowned and asked me,
"Was that really your classmate just now?" I nodded, and the water droplets from my hair hit the floor.
"He's still outside."
"Huh?" I didn't understand what Zhao Yan meant, so I turned my head to look through the window, Tokyo was still in the rainy season, and almost every day was like soaking in a huge water tank, and outside the window was a wet street scene, and the raindrops fell powerfully, fine and heavy.
I ran to the window and looked down to see that Lin Yue was not only no, but also had no umbrella, he was standing there like a warrior surrounded by cold rain.
I watched it for a long time, but Lin Yue was still motionless. I turned to look at Zhao Yan again. As if she understood my thoughts, she said softly,
"Some rain is on the body, but it is not as good as the pain in the heart." I still went downstairs with an umbrella, Lin Yue was much taller than me, and I had to lift the umbrella hard to cover me.
But he didn't speak, and he didn't pay attention to me, as if I were air. After a long time, I said,
"My hands are going to be sore." Actually, what can't be described is sadness. I don't know if my decision was right or wrong in such a hurry that I was at a loss, this matter can be simply explained as a drunken disorder, but if the object is Lin Yue, I will feel that I did it wrong, that I hurt him.
At the same time, I also found that what I had been ignoring was that Lin Yue also came to me, maybe he had been preparing since the day I left, and he was trying to come to me when I was about to escape.
Even if what I'm waiting for is not the person I want to wait for, I still can't ignore the entanglement and emotion that Lin Yue brought me.
It may also be that the body has already had intimate contact, and when Lin Yue grabbed my shoulder and kissed me again, I just closed my eyes, and my heart was empty, as if I had been ransacked.
Probably, it's really time to move in something new. When I returned to the room, I saw Lin Yue's red eyes clearly, I don't know if it was because of exhaustion or because of the rain, I asked him to go to my room to take a bath, and then found a few clothes left by Si Chen from the storage room.
Standing in front of the bathroom door, I thought about it for a long time, and finally pushed the door and walked in. Lin Yue and I are together like this, and here we don't even have that brother-sister relationship, I introduced him in front of Si Datong and Zhao Yan, and directly said that he was a boyfriend.
Si Datong asked Lin Yue to leave the room in the hotel, and let him move directly into my room. Sometimes I don't know if it's a good thing to have such a clear father.
Lin Yue and I, just like ordinary couples, even if the process of dating seems to be pressed the fast forward button, we will still hold hands and go on a date, and I will take him to the places I have been and the roads I have walked.
I took him to my class reunion and took him to meet my friends. We're all in this together. Enjoy the most primitive pleasure from the body.
Lin Yue is a very good boyfriend, if there is no Yu Tian, or he can really satisfy my fantasies about love.
And the reality is that even if there is more than one day, the tacit understanding with Lin Yue is still growing steadily, and maybe one day, it can really completely cover the traces of Yu Tian's existence.
Lin Yue did not return to China, he found a language school, changed his student visa, attended classes in the morning, and worked at a convenience store in the afternoon.
I often secretly went to see him, watching people who had been smooth sailing in their studies and careers roll up their sleeves for me and study how to put the shelves.
Although Lin Yue never said anything to me, I understood that he put his life again at the beginning for me.
In those days, I didn't dwell on why I got so drunk that day after only a few drinks, and even attributed that incident to fate, since it couldn't be reversed, I told myself, or maybe this was also a reshuffle and arrangement.
Si Datong and Zhao Yan's wedding was held as scheduled, and Lin Yue and I became bridesmaids and groomsmen. My mother had already guessed my relationship with Lin Yue after seeing the photo I sent back, and in that photo, I was close to him.
Naturally, Uncle Lin also knew, and when he called, he said that there were some things to talk to Lin Yue alone. Later, I also asked Lin Yue, and Lin Yue told me that Uncle Lin said that if we want to get married, the wedding will still have to be held in China.
I laughed, how could it be so fast. Lin Yue also smiled and held me in his arms,
"You don't want to?"
"Not yet."
"But it's too late to regret it." Lin Yue was about to carry me to the bathroom when my mobile phone suddenly rang, and it was the sound of email.
I don't know why, I think this email is important, so I pushed Lin Yue. He frowned and looked at me,
"Must see?"
"Just take a look." Lin Yue let go of me, I ran back and picked up my phone, the email was sent by Lin Jing.
I didn't tell him about going back to Japan, and he naturally didn't have my number here. He found my house to find out about my return, and Lin actually said in the email that he had something very important to tell me and asked me to call him immediately.
And Lin Yue has already walked to my side.
"What's wrong?" It's still a change today.。。。。 The whole body is still weak from being tortured by my aunt.。。。
Plus toothache == (Those who have known me for a long time know that I have two or three days a month yelling to have my teeth extracted.)
。。 It's like a second aunt--)