116 Let me hold you

Lin Yue was out of danger three days later, but his right hand was seriously injured, and it was impossible to move freely after recovery, and he also left a scar of five or six centimeters on his face.

Zhao Yan's case has been completely entrusted to a lawyer, it turned out that she was the girlfriend of the driver back then, and she approached me in order to help her boyfriend get rid of the crime, hypnotizing me in the name of treatment, making me believe that I pushed down Xiaoxing, but I didn't expect that after Xiaoxing's family and the driver agreed to go private, Si Datong found the dashcam on another car that passed by the intersection at that time, and used the above video footage to prove that the driver was lying, maybe because of this, Zhao Yan will hold a grudge against us. When Lin actually went to see Su Lu, he told her all the truth about the car accident, but Su Lu was always sure that her brother would not hit anyone, until Lin actually took out the video, Su Lu knew that she had been kept in the dark by Zhao Yan in the past few years.

And judging from what Zhao Yan has gotten from Si Datong over the years, her purpose is not as simple as revenge at all, if her plan is really successful, most of Si Datong's property will come to her, which is also the real purpose of her marriage to Si Datong. Of course, I don't know what method Lin Yue used to get Zhao Yan to tell him about his plan, I went to look for it a few times after Lin Yue returned to China, but he always avoided it, and even the scar on his face could have been removed, but he refused treatment.

Lin Jing still found the best lawyer for Su Lu, he asked me if I would mind, I shook my head, if it was a few years ago, I would definitely not be able to accept it, but after experiencing these twists and turns and bizarre things, I realized that if we were more tolerant and trusting of the people around us at the beginning, then many things would not have happened. Su Lu was finally sentenced to three years, she refused to meet Lin Jing after watching that video, and on the day the sentence was announced, Lin Jing chased after Su Lu and told Su Lu that he would go to see her. Su Lu still didn't answer, but from my direction, I could just see that she was crying.

Coming out of the courthouse, Lin actually asked me if I really saw it, and I smiled, maybe. I may not be able to grasp many things, but after experiencing some, I must still grow a little bit.

Lin Jing also smiled, he looked similar to half a year ago under the sun, but the corners of his mouth began to look a little like Yu Tian.

Lin actually asked, "Do you miss Brother Tian?" ”

I turned my head in embarrassment, not knowing what to say.

During this time, I had been hiding for the rest of the day, as if I was tired, and I wanted to find a quiet corner to be in a daze as before, bury my head in my knees, and then think about nothing. However, escaping is not the best way, and after this period of restlessness, I still can't find a way to face the rest of the day.

Lin didn't ask any further, his skin that had not been exposed for a long time appeared a sickly pale under the strong sunlight, he frowned, covered his mouth and coughed violently.

I walked over and patted him on the chest, "Are you okay?" ”

Lin Jing stood up in front of himself, "Meaningless." ”

This is the sequelae left after he was in a coma for more than ten days, not only the head, but also many wounds on the body, once I saw a child pulling him to show him how to operate the game, Lin actually held the mouse, and his movements were obviously not so flexible. Later, the child walked away disappointed, but Lin actually smiled indifferently. He turned his face to me and said, "In the future, I can eat with my face in the name of righteousness." ”

I couldn't help but smile when I looked at him, and he laughed along with me, revealing two small pointed tiger teeth.

I never asked Lin Jing if he hated Su Lu, because the answer was obvious.

After I was discharged from the hospital, I was going to go back to Japan.,Graduate school starts in April.,Junko knew about it and asked me to wait for her to give birth before going back.,I promised her.,And also started a period of homeless life.,Google often has to be on duty for 36 hours.,So I stayed at Junko's house to accompany her.,From the next day.,Yu Tian also became a frequent visitor to Junko's house.,Every day after work, you must come and wait until the evening to leave.。

Lin actually sent me back to Chunzi's house, the person who opened the door was Yu Tian, he should be resting, so he came over so early, when he opened the door, he was wearing an apron on his body, and he was holding a soup spoon in the other hand, and he was laughed at by Lin Jing for a long time.

Yu Tian glared at him and said, "Let's stay and eat." ”

"Che, do you really think of it as your own home?"

After Lin Jing finished speaking, he glanced at the soup spoon in Yu Tian's hand, and then quickly escaped from Yu Tian's sight. There were only two people left in the entrance, Yu Tian and me, I raised my head and smiled awkwardly at him, "Use me to help, right?" ”

Yu Tian raised his hand, remembering that he was still holding a soup spoon in his hand and put it down to change to another hand, I knew that he liked to touch my face very much, but after a few seconds of hesitation, he finally lowered his other hand, "Didn't you say that you are not allowed to touch things in the kitchen in the future?" Go in and wait for me. ”

I know he was referring to my hapless finger, and since that injury, I've never been allowed to use a knife or even do anything in the kitchen.

I nodded "um" and then walked in, when I got to the sofa, I subconsciously turned around, just right, Yu Tian also turned his face to look at me, with a soft smile on his face, I took a deep breath, turned my head quickly, and walked directly to Junzi's room, she and Lin were eavesdropping on the door, and I caught them.

Junko laughed at me with her stomach held up for more than seven months, "Do you guys think of me as a refugee camp or a dating mecca?" ”

I kept my head shut and didn't speak.

After a while, Junzi sent Lin Jing out, walked to me and sat down, she sighed lowly, "Yu Tian doesn't seem to be in good spirits in the past two days, you wait and see him, so that he doesn't come recently." ”

"He's sick?"

Junko said, "You go and ask him, it's just that I've been absent-minded when I look at him these days." ”

"Well, that's good."

Yu Tian came to call us out when he was ready, because he didn't know that Lin Jing was back, so the dishes and soup were not enough, Yu Tian gave Lin Jing his bowl of soup. I looked up at him, and his face was indeed not very good, and his eyes were also blue, probably not sleeping well recently.

He was also absent-minded when eating, except for occasionally looking up at me, he kept picking up the rice in his mouth, and almost never touched the dish, Lin actually joked that he had poisoned the dish, Yu Tian just glared at him, and then looked up at me again and said, "You eat more." ”

I said "um", and he would have been serving me food for the rest of the day before, but this time he didn't.

After eating, he cleaned up the dishes and went to wash the dishes, and I followed, I had been deliberately avoiding him before, so this time Yu Tian didn't let me go, just told me to stand on the side, no need for help.

I just watched him tidy up everything and wipe the last bowl clean, Yu Tian walked straight out, put on his coat and was ready to leave, and when he came to the door, he said, "I'll pick you up on Saturday." ”

"Okay."

Lin Yue has to go to the clothes every Saturday for rehabilitation, because he has always refused to see me, so I can only go to see him on Saturday, and after Yu Tian knows about it, he will accompany me every Saturday. We always stood outside for a while and then left.

Google and Junzi also asked me what I think of Lin Yue and Yu Tian now, but I didn't say. But I already knew it in my heart.

Although I can blame Zhao Yan's medicine for the time I spent with Lin Yue, I still can't accept it so easily and treat all this as if it didn't happen.

When I saw Yu Tian, I could be sure that although I had been avoiding him and trying my best to clear up our relationship, in fact, I still cared about him. That feeling never disappeared from the beginning, and even when I ignored it, it always grew secretly.

I love Yu Tian, and how simple it is has become the last thing I dare to admit now.

Thinking of this, my mood was also gloomy, I stood by the window, and saw Yu Tian's back, he didn't look back, so I could watch him walk away a little bit with peace of mind.

I came early in the morning on Saturday and brought us breakfast, and he took me to the hospital, but stopped at the entrance of the hospital and let me go in by myself.

He said, "I'll be waiting for you outside." ”

"Okay, thank you."

"You're welcome."

"Hmm."

Yu Tian still took care of me as before, but I felt that something was different, but I couldn't tell where it was, he let me in by myself, because he wanted to give me a chance to talk to Lin Yue for a while, if it was before, he would definitely not want to.

Perhaps, he was tired too, or he finally found that he couldn't accept the matter between me and Lin Yue at all.

I kept everything I wanted to say in my heart.

I saw Lin Yue outside the door of the rehabilitation room, not only did he have a serious hand injury, but it was not easy to walk, but the doctor said that after half a year to a little walk, he would be able to recover to the previous without sequelae. However, every time Lin Yue insisted on coming by himself, I came out of the elevator and just watched him hold on to the handle by the wall and walk forward alone.

I ran a few steps to catch up and held Lin Yue.

He froze for a moment, turned his head to look at me, and he probably wanted to break free. But what I was holding on to was my barely usable right hand.

Lin Yue lowered his eyes, and the corners of his mouth hooked, "Let go." ”

"I ......"

"If you're so giving, there may be someone else in need."

"Lin Yue ......"

Lin Yue ignored me anymore and insisted on walking forward alone, seeing that he had been frowning and showing a painful expression, he had to let go of his hand.

Lin Yue walked a few steps and turned around, "It's me who is sorry for you, you never owe me, and you don't need to kidnap yourself." Come back when you really want to see me. ”

As the time passed, I watched Lin Yue's insistence on practicing outside the window, and I also saw that there was an extra scar on his incredible face, which I thought was beautiful from the first time I saw it.

I came to see Lin Yue because of guilt, and the reason for guilt is that I want to completely break between us.

And now I realize that maybe some things would be better left to time to dilute them.

Going out of the hospital, Yu Tian's car was empty, I looked around, Yu Tiancai came over, handed me a cup of hot red bean soup, "I just saw it, you like to drink this, right?" ”

"Hmm." I took it and said, "Yo Days, after Junko's baby is born, I will go back to Japan to continue studying." ”

"I know."

"Then you ......"

"I'll go see you when I'm free, and so are you, I'll be back on vacation."

"Okay."

"Si Xi." Yu Tian suddenly lowered his eyes and smiled, "Let me hug you." ”