On the other end of the phone, my father's voice was anxious, worried, angry and slightly excited: "Qinghe, what did you just say??" What's wrong, what's wrong, don't cry first, tell your dad if you have any grievances, everything is with your dad, Qinghe doesn't cry. ”

The more my dad comforted me, the louder I cried.

Immediately after that, I heard my father's angry scolding and banging sound from the other end of the phone, and my mother's voice being frightened by my father. I guessed that Dad had flipped up Mom's mahjong table while she was playing mahjong.

"Qinghe, don't cry, it's just a divorce, there's nothing to be afraid of, you must not do anything you can't think of. Divorce is just the end of an unhappy marriage, but also the beginning of a new life, listen to Dad, don't be sad.

Qinghe is a baby raised by his father as a son since he was a child, how can he be defeated by such a trivial matter as divorce? I said a long time ago that the person surnamed Wen is not a good person, and it is his loss to leave you, and he is not worthy of my Qinghe.

Qinghe, don't feel uncomfortable, it's a big deal to come home, Dad will raise you and raise you for a lifetime. I didn't spend any of the money you gave to my dad before, and I didn't give you any of my sisters, and my dad kept it all for you. You don't have to worry, Lingu Village will always be your home.

Come home, Dad will make you delicious fish and tofu with blood duck and weird chicken...... As long as Qinghe wants to eat, will Dad make it for you every day? The room left for you at home, Dad goes in to clean it every day, and you can live whenever you come back.

You see when you come back, is it okay for Dad to pick you up? Dad's cautious questioning made me happy and uncomfortable.

"Okay, Dad, I'll drive back now, and I'll be home in about four hours."

"Okay, okay, then dad will go out to buy some vegetables and come back to prepare, don't worry, you don't like your sisters and sisters, I won't let them come over when you're at home." Even your mother doesn't dare to show you a look, you don't have to worry. ”

On the phone, my father comforted me for a long time before hanging up the phone, and after I called my father, the whole person fell into a confused mood of delusion and self-blame. Because my father was angry with myself at the beginning of the dream, and my father was seriously ill because of me in the later stage......

I was moved and even regretted that for so many years, I had bullied a few sisters and sisters because of my selfishness, and I had separated from my father, which couldn't have been more excessive. It's just, I don't know, after going home this time, will I have time to remedy it?

I want to compensate my three sisters and sisters, of course, I know that I should compensate my father the most, this father who has protected me, spoiled me, loved me, loved me and loved me to the bone since I was a child, no matter how wrong and bad I did, he stood behind me and supported me and encouraged my father.

It took me only two hours and forty minutes to drive more than four hours away.

When I saw my father standing at the entrance of Lingu Village, looking around, my tears flowed again. However, this time I quickly wiped away my tears, put away my emotions, parked the car in front of my father, opened the car door and rushed to my father, and gave him a hug that I had been thinking about for a long, long time.

…… How many years have I not been so close to my dad?

"Okay, okay, just come back, it's okay. With Dad here, you don't have to worry about anything, Dad will help you carry it, just go home. ”

Dad followed me into the car and drove directly to the door of the house, only to find that this Lingu Village, where I had really lived for nearly 20 years, was not the same as what I remembered, and of course it was as beautiful as a tourist attraction in my dream, but I could still see that it was much better than several other villages.

I didn't mention the reason for my divorce from Wen Yuanjie, and my father never had a good impression of the son-in-law who had only been to Lingu Village once, and I could see from my father's expression that my father was happy about my divorce.

My car still couldn't drive in front of the house, so I had to park on the school playground, and when my dad saw a few of my suitcases from the trunk, he first showed a gloomy face, but soon smiled, and he was carrying two very light buckets in the suitcase.

When I met someone, I proudly introduced them to them, saying: My family Qinghe came back to live, and I will never leave again.

The expression was full of ostentation and pride.

"Ah, this is really Qinghe, it's getting more and more beautiful after not seeing you for so long, and you really plan to stay for a long time with so many boxes?"

"Alas, isn't this a little four, how can you be willing to go back to our countryside?"

"Didn't you say that you married into the provincial capital and became the wife of a wealthy family, why did you come back, I think I was kicked out with so much luggage?"

"There are a lot of wealthy families on TV, just Lu Qinghe looks so ordinary, she can't even compare to her little dream, how can she live well? If it was really like she wouldn't have been without contact with her parents for so many years, who doesn't know, the provincial capital will drive back to our Lingu Village for just a few hours? ”

"I guess the eighth floor was really kicked out or divorced, right? Think about her dark and twisted selfish temperament, every time she goes back to our Lingu Village after marrying a rich man, she looks at people with her eyes? Don't say that she doesn't want to be a rural person like us, even if she has a sisterly relationship, it is not good. ”

It was not a long journey from school to home, and my father and I listened to the discussion of my return to Lingu Village, and I was very uncomfortable to listen to, but my father was always by my side to comfort me: "Qinghe, don't listen to those people's nonsense, you are very good, you are the best daughter in your father's heart, be good, take it to heart." ”

It was only the first day, and I didn't go out for the next few days, and I was doing hygiene at home, which was the first time I had done housework at home in 28 years of my life. So when my mother saw me in the kitchen helping my father wash the vegetables, she was so shocked that she didn't say anything for a long time, because she didn't dare to recognize me.

I looked at my mother like that, a little funny and a little sad: "Mom, it's me, I'm back, I'll never leave again, I divorced Wen Yuanjie, and Xiaolu belongs to him." ”

"What? Are you divorced? Really gone? My mother looked at me in disbelief, and muttered, "I asked you to divorce him a long time ago, and you didn't dare to kill him, why did you figure it out this time?" Your dad gets a call from you...... I thought I was a liar. ”

Mom started to look at me again, and I let her look at me, and by the way, I asked Dad if he needed me to do anything.

I went back to Lingu Village for three days, and the number of people in the village who came to play mahjong and chat at home became more and more day by day. After hearing that I was divorced, some people felt pity and looked at me with sympathy and pity; Of course, there are a lot of people who gloat, after all, I was too much when I was young.

Whether it's to outsiders or to one's own family.

A week later, my three sisters found out about my divorce, and they hadn't been in touch with me for a long time, and my phone was turned off when I returned to Lingu Village. My dad refused to allow them to come back to see me, and my mom asked me several times before I made an appointment on Saturday.

When I was about to come out with the washed fruit, I heard the eldest sister, the second sister, and the third sister sitting on the sofa and discussing me quietly.

"Is that really a little four? If it weren't for the exact sameness, I wouldn't have recognized it. Eldest sister, third sister, didn't you see her enthusiasm for me...... It's like a sister. The second sister sighed and asked skeptically.

"Yunzhi, we have always been sisters, look at what you say, if your father hears it, do you want to come back next time? However, seeing Xiaosi this time has really changed a lot, don't say you can't believe it, even I don't dare to confirm it. The eldest sister looked solemn.

"I think it's a good thing, the fourth child has had a temper since he was a child...... It's weirdly dark, to our sisters...... Alas, I won't talk about the past. I actually quite agree with what my mother said, that is, Xiaosi has thought through a lot of things after the divorce, and it feels like growing up. Eldest sister and second sister, don't you think it's better to have a little fourth like this?

You see how diligent she is, and I heard my mother say that from the moment she came back to the house, she did housework, cleaning from the first floor to the third floor. Stay in the kitchen every day and learn to cook with my father, although I heard my mother say that I can't even cut a shredded radish, but this is at least a good performance, right?

She is twenty-eight years old this year, not eighteen, not eight years old, how can there be a woman who goes out from the countryside who can't cook or do housework? I could see a few years ago that even if she married a rich brother-in-law, she was not happy. The third sister said disappreciatively.

I saw that the eldest sister and the second sister nodded thoughtfully after listening to the words of the third sister, and when they saw me appear in front of them, they did not start to be so frightened and cautious, but the temptation was still not less, and when they got along with me, they still did not talk and chat as close as other sisters.

I know that over the years, they have been heartbroken by me for a long time, and forgiveness is not so quick at all. Even if I'm divorced, they just think I'm pitiful, but poor people must have something to hate.

The eldest sister and the three of them all got married, and they only stayed at home for two days before returning to their small home.

Half a month after coming back, the fourth child took Bi Taofeng to the door.

In my dream, my beautiful and fashionably dressed cousin was stabbed many times with a knife in my own hands, and finally pushed down the river...... So, when I saw Bi Taofeng again, it was still a little complicated. Although I hadn't seen her in a long time, I could still tell in her eyes that she was hostile and defensive towards me.

I don't know if it's because of the scandal I once had with the fourth child?

Whether it was in a dream or a few years ago, it really happened.

"Little Four, are you really divorced, are you okay?" The fourth child and Bi Taofeng sat on the sofa together, and they both observed me for a long time before he opened his mouth to ask questions.

"Well, there's no better time than now, what about you? What is this birth? "No matter what kind of thoughts the fourth child has about me, it was broken nine years ago, and we are now just friends who grew up together, my cousin-in-law.

"The fourth child, the first three daughters, I want to have a son for Wenbo. Fourth cousin, you know that the current daughters are not reliable, and sooner or later they will marry out to be someone else's family. Even if he was raised as a son since he was a child, he was not as filial as a true son. ”

Why can't I hear that my cousin deliberately stabbed me?

"Also, our village is patriarchal, and so am I." My words instantly made everyone lose their words to continue chatting, and the fourth child also saw the smokeless collision between me and Bi Taofeng, so he used him as an excuse to force her to leave.

Actually, I didn't care about her words, but I wasn't angry at all.

Because the ungrateful false son she spoke of was not me. I grew up as a son in my father's heart since I was a child, and I was also on the family tree, and I was the only girl in Lingu Village who used the name on the family tree.

Back then, my father was ...... for me It's almost the same as the description in the dream, but I still broke my father's heart and failed his cultivation after all.

For a month, my father seemed to really believe that I would not leave again, and he would really be sad because of the divorce, and after blowing himself up, he returned to the way I was when I was admitted to the normal school, and he took me with him wherever he went. No matter who he met, he would stop and chat with someone, and half of those few words were praising me.

"Uncle Gen, why did you go to the mountains to weed so early? This is the fourth child in my family, I haven't seen him for a long time. She will be a teacher in our Lingu Village in the future, hehe, this child is sincere. I said that she should live a good life in a big city like the provincial capital, but she didn't want to, so she had to go home to accompany me, saying that she would help me fulfill my wish. These are the words of my father to my seventy-year-old grandfather, and the words are reproachful, but the expression is full of pride, pride and happiness.

"Brother Sanmin, my brother will come to my house to drink in a few nights. Qinghe, this kid bought a lot of alcohol from the provincial capital a few days ago, and as you all know, I haven't been in good health in recent years, and the doctor doesn't allow me to drink. You came over in the evening and helped me drink all the wine, and the vacant rooms in the house were filled.

Lu Lei, you come along, don't you like to drink foreign wine? Qinghe also brought a lot of foreign wine and red wine bought from abroad to drink together. This is an invitation from my father to a few friends of the same generation in the village who have a good relationship with him, and the words are full of showing off.

A month of plain and peaceful life felt real to me.

Maybe that's why I grew up with roots, I have a strong sense of belonging, and no matter what I do or where I follow my dad, I'm in a good mood. During this month, except for my daughter Xiaolu, who called back in the middle of the night, I lived in Ansa City for eight years, but no one contacted me, including my husband Wen Yuanjie, who had been divorced for a month.

I didn't know where my father had gone, so I was assigned to become a third-grade math teacher at a primary school in Lingu Village. But I still took 500,000 yuan out to ask my father to donate a library to the village, and I also took 500,000 yuan to donate to the village for greening.

Although the greening of our village has been done well, there are not many people like me who generously give out 500,000 yuan at once, and I heard another familiar and unfamiliar name from my father and others - Lu Yichen.