Yu Tianfan: Many Years Ago (15)
"Uncomfortable?"
Si Xi frowned and withdrew his hand, Xiaoxing's appearance has always been weird when he meets her in the past few days, she originally thought that she would be happier when she shared what she liked, but it seemed that Xiaoxing's face became even more ugly after seeing this bracelet.
"I'm a little dizzy."
Xiaoxing held her forehead and smiled reluctantly, her face still looked very pale in the sun.
Si Xi tilted her head and thought for a while, just now Xiaoxing had been staring at this bracelet, she took off the bracelet, "Then this one will be given to you." ”
"No need." Xiaoxing stood up suddenly, his chest vibrated violently, and then quickly walked to the door of the study room. Everyone looked up at her.
Si Xi was stunned for a moment and chased out, and it took a long time before she found Xiaoxing in the experimental building where the two of them frequented.
Si Xi squatted down in front of Xiaoxing and gently took her hand, which was cool. Si Xi was a little remorseful, she really ignored Xiaoxing during this time, in the past, Si Xi could quickly understand anything about Xiaoxing, but now, she thought about it for a long time and didn't know why Xiaoxing was unhappy.
"Otherwise, I'd better come back to class, I don't want to go abroad anyway, and it's ......"
"Actually......" Si Xi's words were interrupted by Xiaoxing before he could finish speaking, "Actually, I was in a bad mood because I quarreled with my boyfriend." ”
"You're in love?"
"Hmm." Xiaoxing lowered his head and pursed his lips and smiled shallowly.
Si Xi took a deep breath, "Scared me to death, I thought you were unhappy because I didn't come to class." ”
"How so?"
Xiaoxing took Si Xi's hand and stood up together, "I didn't know how to speak before, so I didn't tell you." ”
Si Xi nodded happily, she understood this mood, as if she didn't know how to talk to Xiaoxing about Yu Tian now.
"Let's go."
It was Xiaoxing who spoke first, and after staying in the laboratory building filled with the smell of various potions and chemicals, he would choke on tears even if he didn't feel uncomfortable for a long time. And now, Xiaoxing took Si Xi's hand and walked out, and the two walked side by side on the playground intimately as before, with the loud noise of younger boys behind them.
Si Xi smiled, the scene in front of him had not changed, but his mood was completely different.
She also saw Yu Tian on this playground three years ago, and although she only watched it for a short while, she still remembered him.
***
Lin Yue went to the jewelry store a few days before Xiaoxing's birthday, and originally planned to buy the same bracelet for her, but the clerk told him that because the bracelets are all handmade, each one is unique, and even if you want to customize it now, you have to wait for half a month.
Lin Yue frowned, "Is there a similar style?" ”
"Then I'll take a look."
The clerk looked for a long time, and finally came up with a similar one, but this one is not handmade, and it is not as delicate as the previous one, but if you don't look carefully, it can still be used as a replacement. Lin Yue chose another handmade heart-shaped pendant and asked the clerk to wrap the two bracelets together.
When Lin Yue got home, he happened to see Si Xi entering the kitchen with some dishes. Si Xi also saw Lin Yue, poked his head out and asked him, "Have you eaten?" ”
"I'm done." Lin Yue lowered his head, originally planning to go back to the room directly, but suddenly saw Si Xi standing by the pool, unbuttoning the bracelet while turning on the faucet and carefully putting it aside.
He frowned, walked to the edge of the sofa and sat down, turned on the TV by the way, and actually kept paying attention to Si Xi's every move.
Lin Yue took out the two bracelets and held them in the palm of his hand, he still regretted it after that day, and he should explain it to Si Xi clearly, if she likes it, he can give her another one.
But if she hadn't given Xiaoxing the bracelet that day, I'm afraid she would have thought about it more. It's not that I feel troublesome, but I really don't want to see her unhappy. Si Xi's words, I shouldn't care very much.
If he was asked to choose to be good for only one person, then now his choice is only Xiaoxing, and it can only be Xiaoxing.
In fact, when she bought this bracelet that looked similar, Lin Yue was thinking about finding an opportunity to exchange the original one back. He walked over with the bracelet, feeling nervous for the first time, and even he didn't understand whether it was right or wrong.
Lin Yue looked at the bracelet on the table and hesitated, but still stretched out his hand. It's just that at this time, Si Xi suddenly turned around, obviously not expecting Lin Yue to stand behind her.
She was holding the plate and was frightened. Immediately after that, the plate fell to the ground as soon as his hand was loosened, and Lin Yue accidentally touched the bracelet into the middle of the small pool of water on the ground because of nervousness.
Lin Yue didn't have time to stop it, Si Xi had already bent down to pick it up.
She is usually like this, always in a panic, and when she went to pick up the bracelet, she didn't notice the fragments of the plate next to her. As soon as a smile appeared on his face, he frowned again.
Her fingers were constantly oozing blood, maybe not too serious, but Lin Yue knew that Si Xi was actually very afraid of pain, and that time her foot was injured, so she pretended to be fine, but she hid and cried alone, and said stupidly that it hurt. That's why he went to buy ointment for her.
Lin Yue looked at Si Xi, and suddenly felt that the feelings that had been suppressed in his heart surfaced little by little, and he really wanted to pull her hand over to see how she was hurting, or to comfort her.
But he couldn't do that.
I didn't hesitate, but told myself very clearly that I couldn't do this. In the end, Lin Yue still didn't say anything and did nothing. The two bracelets were put back in their pockets untouched.
And Si Xi looked at Lin Yue's back as he walked away, and sniffed hard.
***
Some things still can't be avoided, on Xiaoxing's birthday, Lin Yue handed her the box containing the heart-shaped bracelet.
In fact, until she opened the box, she still wanted to see the bracelet with the small lock. But as a result, she was still disappointed. Although he tried his best to hide it, that look of loss was quickly seen through by Lin Yue.
It would be nice to be able to explain, Lin Yue thought, but he was afraid that if he said it, she would be even more cranky.
"I lost the one I bought last time, so I ......"
"It's fine." Xiaoxing smiled, "Actually, this one is better-looking." You can bring it for me. ”
"Hmm." Lin Yue nodded, and when he took Xiao Xing's hand, he thought that he would definitely not let this kind of thing happen a second time.
***
In November, Lin Yue started his internship, and he used to only go home on weekends, and there were fewer opportunities to go home after the internship, but he still found a little time to talk to Xiaoxing on the phone every day.
Si Xi also got a letter of conformity from the university, and after the residence permit came down, he was able to apply for a visa soon. She discussed with Si Datong that she would better go back to school and take the college entrance examination, and if she wanted to stay in China to go to university, the Japanese school would be used as a backup option.
Back to school, in fact, Si Xi is also under a lot of pressure, and some classmates who didn't have a good relationship with him will start to sneer, and they will fall behind a lot of homework, and there is only more than half a year left in the college entrance examination.
Almost all the time I spent seeing Yu Tian was spent on reading books, and other times, I was inseparable from Xiaoxing as if I had returned to the past.
Xiaoxing will talk to Si Xi about his love, and occasionally take out some small things and say that they were given by his boyfriend. Si Xi was very envious when he saw it, in fact, Yu Tian was also very careful, but he never gave her anything, and the only thing worth remembering was the thick stack of Wusan in front of him.
She sighed, as if she had a ballpoint pen she had asked for from him.
At the beginning of winter, the boutiques near the school began to sell all kinds of beautiful wool, and the girls would start to secretly knit something for their boyfriends at this time.
Si Xi also thought.
She took Xiaoxing to accompany her to the boutique, thinking about Yu Tian's usual dress, she finally chose a few gray and blue wool yarns, and asked the shopkeeper a lot of weaving techniques.
Xiaoxing had been watching from the side, and Si Xi asked, "Aren't you going to buy it?" ”
Xiaoxing smiled and thought of Lin Yue, "Forget it." ”
On the contrary, what he wants most will not be knitted by her. These days, Xiaoxing and Lin Yue will also feel that he is absent-minded when he is on the phone, and every time he can't say a few words, he hears someone next to him urging.
She turned to Si Xi and said, "Look first, I'll go home first, my mother asked me to go back early today." ”
After saying that, Xiaoxing ran out alone.
"Huh?" Si Xi didn't have time to say goodbye, and he couldn't see Xiaoxing anymore.
In fact, Si Xi also made an appointment for Yu Tian on this day, and after picking out the yarn, she couldn't wait to try it, standing on the side of the road, while carefully studying, while waiting for Yu Tian.
When Yu Tian came, he saw Si Xiyi standing there, his two hands still exposed.
He frowned and walked over, wrapping Si Xi's hand in the palm of his hand, it was really cold, "Why don't you wait inside?" And without gloves. ”
"Because it's ugly." Si Xi replied casually, and then took the wool and compared it to Yu Tian. "Is it pretty?"
"Huh?" Yu Tian looked at the thread under his neck, "What is this?" ”
"Scarf. Next month will be. ”
Yu Tian smiled, "Isn't it all about surprises when giving gifts?" You're going to tell me now? ”
"I do."
Si Xi also felt a little regretful for losing the surprise, but she still felt that it was good to be with Yu Tian now and not have to hide anything.
"Let's go, go to the library?" Yu Tian put his arm around Sixi's shoulder.
"Hmm." She nodded, leaning her head over.
***
When Xiaoxing was almost home, she found that the key was missing, and she thought for a long time before she remembered that it had probably fallen into the boutique. When I was in a hurry to run back, I happened to see Yu Tian coming to Si Xi.
Xiaoxing hid behind the wall in the corner, watching Yu Tian rub Si Xi's hand in his palm, and watching Si Xi laugh unscrupulously in front of Yu Tian. Suddenly I felt sad.
Why, obviously she knew Yu Tian earlier, but Yu Tian chose Si Xi, and even Lin Yue, who Si Xi didn't choose, was not sincere to her.
Xiaoxing lowered her head, and she smiled when she saw that the tears had condensed into a Xiaoice point after only a few seconds had smashed on the ground. When he raised his head, he saw Yu Tian and Si Xi snuggling up and drifting away.
She looked at it, and suddenly felt that this back was a little familiar.
In fact, they are all about the same height and shape, and they all have short black hair, and when she looks at it from a distance, she thinks that it is Lin Yue who is standing next to Si Xi.
!!