I searched for a long time before I found Qu Minmin's ward, at that time she was lying on a hospital bed, her body was covered with a thin white cloth covering her face, I couldn't see what her expression was now, and I didn't have the courage to uncover the white cloth, I was afraid to see the pain on her face, I stood there and took a deep breath for a long time, pressed my heart beating violently with my hand, I tentatively stretched out my hand, when my hand touched the thin layer of gauze. With a little effort, I pulled the white cloth off Qu Minmin's face little by little.

Her purple bloodless face was instantly exposed in front of me, I thought I would see her hideous and painful expression, but the imaginary face did not appear, Qu Minmin on the hospital bed was very peaceful, her eyes were gently closed, and there was a hint of relief on her face.

It seemed that there was no pain at all, but at this moment, I realized that there was a kind of sadness and sadness that could not be expressed even by tears, which made you unable to cry, made you unable to speak, and made you scream and vent.

It will only grab your heart, clenching it little by little, pressing it, squeezing it hard from both sides, making you so uncomfortable that you don't know what to do.

Although your face is expressionless, the pain in your heart is already better than the more than a dozen blood holes poked in your body in the past.

It really hurts so much that you can't straighten your back.

I suddenly didn't know what to do, just stood there in a daze, until a few people walked in outside the door, all of them were doctors, who came again to do a final examination for Qu Minmin, and found that he was indeed dead, so he planned to carry him to the funeral home, and he could not be left in the ward for a long time.

I just stood there stupidly and watched as they carried her body out of the room, and after a few minutes, I looked at the empty bed and saw a necklace on it, a men's necklace.

I picked it up, put it on my hand and checked it, and found that it was a silver necklace, which was not very expensive, but the pendant of the necklace was engraved with a letter Q, I remember where I saw this necklace, and I thought about it for a long time, and then I remembered that it was given to me by Zhu Wen before, and it was something on Qu Minmin's boyfriend.

After her boyfriend was imprisoned, Qu Minmin has always held this thing.

It turns out that she put it on her body until she died.

I stayed in the hospital with Xiao Jinghua until two o'clock in the middle of the night, Yuan Changming called, I didn't answer, and after the ring, the other party didn't call again.

Xiao Jinghua and I didn't do anything, so we sat on the corridor for two or three hours.

Xiao Jinghua saw me holding my mobile phone in a daze, so he said, "You go back." ”

I said, "What about you?" ”

Xiao Jinghua said: "Now we are just waiting to inform Qu Minmin's family, and there is nothing for us in the hospital." ”

I said, "I'm driving, I'll give you off." ”

Xiao Jinghua didn't refuse, maybe she really didn't have the strength to go outside to take a taxi again, after such a thing, we were so powerless that we didn't even have the strength to speak.

After the driver sent Xiao Jinghua downstairs to the community, she pushed the car door and got out of the car, I suddenly remembered something, so I called Xiao Jinghua, she looked back at me, I said: "If his parents come here, help me take care of them, I won't go, please." I thought about it for a while, and added: "Help me get another sum of money for them, by ......the way" I stopped, and said after a while: "By the way, help me say sorry." ”

Xiao Jinghua naturally understood that I didn't have the courage to meet Qu Minmin's parents, and she didn't answer without looking at me, so she walked towards the corridor of the community.

I looked at her disappearing back for a long time before I said to the driver, "Take me back to the hotel." ”

The driver said yes.

After I arrived at home, Yuan Changming was already at home, he had just come out of the shower, and when he saw me coming back, he smiled and said: "I didn't answer your call, I was going to pick you up at your company." ”

I didn't answer him, and I didn't want to answer him anything, I bent down and took off my shoes, Yuan Changming saw that my love was wrong, and immediately walked up and asked, "Liang Sheng, what's wrong with you?" ”

I still didn't answer him.

But Yuan Changming has never been a person who can act by looking at his face, he has been following me when he saw that I didn't answer, asking me if something had happened and why my face was so bad.

When he asked this sentence, there was still a trace of lack of confidence in his tone, I kept suppressing my anger and impatience, and was about to go to the bedroom to avoid it, but who knew that Yuan Changming still followed, he grabbed my shoulder and said, "Liang Sheng, why don't you speak?" Is there something about me that upsets you? What happened to you? ”

His words finally made my temper suppress to a peak, I impulsively shook Yuan Changming's hand, and shouted a little out of control: "Don't touch me!" ”

Yuan Changming's hand was thrown far away by my strength, and I even heard his bones click, and he looked at me with a frightened expression.

I looked at him too.

The anger in my eyes, the sluggishness in his eyes, made a stark contrast.

The atmosphere of the room fell into a stiff dead silence, Yuan Changming didn't come back to his senses for a long time, and looked at me blankly for a long, long time, until there was a doorbell outside the living room, Yuan Changming reacted, didn't say a word, and walked out with a somewhat ugly face.

When he came back again, with a box of supper in his hand, he put it on the bedside table, looked at me and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

At this time, I had calmed down my feelings, so I moved my stiff body, raised my hand to take off the clothes on my body, and didn't want to say too much, so I said briefly: "I'm a little tired, let's rest early." ”

I took off my heels and lay down in bed without saying a word.

Yuan Changming stood there and watched me for a long time, he didn't seem to know what else he could say, he just said to me: "I'm afraid you're hungry, so I ordered a supper, if you feel better, get up and eat." ”

I didn't answer him anything.

He took a quilt from the bed and said to me, "I'll go sleep outside, you can rest early." ”

I didn't say anything about it, and he walked out on his own.

This night, even though I was very tired, I was awakened by nightmares again and again, and I dreamed that Qu Minmin was crying in my dream, she cried and asked me, why didn't I save her in the first place, why did I give up on her, she asked me with tears on her face, is she useless, so I abandoned her.

I kept explaining to her over and over again that I didn't want to abandon her, I never wanted to abandon her, and the reason why I didn't save her in the first place was because the situation was urgent, and according to the pros and cons analysis, you wouldn't have any danger to your life, so you didn't have to worry about it at all.

But I, I can't let Xinghui have anything to do, Xinghui is my gambling capital, I can't lose him.

I explained to her over and over again, but in the end, Qu Minmin's crying was still there, and it was getting louder and louder, so loud that I had nowhere to hide.

After such a dream was repeated over and over again, it was already dawn, and Yuan Changming seemed to know that I was in a bad mood, so he did not go to work in the company the next day but stayed at home.

But in a short time, I found that there was nothing to say between us.

When they were together before, Yuan Changming was just a chatter, and he didn't even expect that a month had passed, and there was such a situation between us, in order to improve this situation, he had nothing to say several times, but when he found the back, he had reached the point where he couldn't even find the topic.

The two of us sat in silence.

Many times he wanted to say something, but when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them again, and there was guilt in his eyes.

That's it, we sat until the afternoon, I don't think we can let Yuan Changming have a chance to say something, now this game is not over, whether Shan Ying has defected or not, no one knows, as long as she does not defect, I will definitely have a chance in this game.

I don't believe that in just one month, my hard work will be in vain.

I have to catch Yuan Changming to the death, as long as I catch him, I will have a chance to turn back, he is the most important thing.

But how do you catch a man who has changed his mind about me?

I thought about it for a long time before I came up with a solution, which is guilt and tears, which is the deadliest place for men.

As long as he feels guilty about women, then all the things are easy to do.

Just as we were sitting in silence with each other, Yuan Changming suddenly saw tears on my face, and he was immediately frightened, because I had never cried in front of him.