309. Suicide
I didn't debunk him anything, telling him, "Be careful. ”
Yuan Changming took advantage of me to turn around to close the door, immediately stuffed my phone into my pocket, and after I turned around, he pretended to be calm and went to serve me soup.
I sat down, picked up my spoon, and ate as usual.
At night, Yuan Changming and I lay on the same bed, I don't know if it was too late or what, Yuan Changming, who usually chatters with me, was not satisfied with the enthusiasm of the past, and asked me a few words about the business trip, then yawned a few times, and slept by himself, not caring about me anymore.
All kinds of abnormalities show that there is a big problem here, and I haven't guessed what the problem is, and I am also a little tired, so I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
In the next few days, Yuan Changming and I got along with each other, he was not too happy about my return, Zhu Wen left, everything in the company naturally fell on me, I was so busy, Yuan Changming seemed to adapt very well in Yuan Jiangdong's company, he was also very busy, and did not have much time to communicate with me.
At the end of the day, only in the evening would they talk on the phone and ask if the other party would go home for dinner, but after they didn't have time to go home, they hung up.
Such doubts existed in my heart for three whole days, Xiao Jinghua suddenly rushed to my office angrily, I thought she was deliberately arguing with me for something at work, I Xiao Jinghua opened his mouth and said to me: "Qu Minmin committed suicide!" ”
When she said this, she also threw the text in her hand in front of me, making me temporarily stupid, and when I reacted, I naturally didn't dare to stay, so I immediately followed Xiao Jinghua to the hospital, and when I arrived there, Qu Minmin was in the emergency room, there was a middle-aged woman in her forties crying in the corridor, we and Xiao Jinghua walked over to ask, the middle-aged woman looked at us with tears on her face, and asked vigilantly who we were.
Xiao Jinghua immediately said: "I am Min Min's agent. ”
The middle-aged woman was the nanny who cleaned Qu Minmin's house, and she seemed to have seen Xiao Jinghua, so she didn't wipe her tears and told us about Qu Minmin's situation.
She said that since Qu Minmin came out of the police station a few months ago, her love has been very low, and the nanny said that she didn't feel anything at the time, but after such a long time, she suddenly found that Qu Minmin, who used to love to laugh, had become depressed in a short period of time, she locked herself at home every day, went to see those bad comments about her on the Internet, from the beginning to the collapse and cried, to the back without saying a word, and sometimes, even drank heavily, because she didn't have to work anymore, and no one in the company paid attention to her situation. Over time, her love became more and more extreme, and her state became worse and worse, and she turned on the gas in the room just yesterday after the nanny came home, and when the nanny found her, she had been smoked for most of the night, and after being sent to the hospital, she still didn't know what the situation was.
Xiao Jinghua and I listened, but we didn't speak for a long time, and she didn't pay attention to Qu Minmin's feelings when the company was so busy during this time, and I didn't have time to care about her.
Qu Minmin used to be so majestic, but a drug addiction drove her into the abyss, and she naturally couldn't accept it if she fell from such a high place.
The nanny was still crying, she said to Xiao Jinghua: "You guys start a company, you can't be so cruel, when she is useful, hold her in your hands, when she is useless, don't care about her anymore, you are too cruel like this, she is still so young, she must not be able to stand such treatment, what should you do if you let her in the future?" ”
The company has never ignored Qu Minmin's thoughts, but now she is too busy, and she hopes that she will calm down and digest such a process, but we didn't expect such a thing to happen.
Xiao Jinghua looked at the nanny for a long time, and after glancing at me, he didn't say a word and left me.
I was the only one standing there, so naturally I could only comfort the nanny, and promise the nanny that I would not ignore Qu Minmin and let her be careful.
After I said this, I walked towards Xiao Jinghua, she was originally facing away from me, but after hearing my footsteps, she turned around and said to me angrily, "Did you see it? If she could have been rescued in the first place, she wouldn't have become like this now. ”
I knew that Xiao Jinghua was still complaining about me, but now, I couldn't say anything to refute it, so I stood there silent.
Xiao Jinghua said: "I hope you can learn the lesson of this time, the pressure of an artist is already greater than that of ordinary people, she is only so young, how can she afford such a big gap, I can't estimate such a thing, you can't think of Qu Minmin." ”
I said that there was also a big fire, and I said, "Why do you blame me?" You should ask yourself, in the past few months in the company, in addition to being busy with me, have you ever thought about Qu Minmin? If you turn your attention to her a little, this kind of thing will not happen, I am just the boss, only responsible for managing the company's affairs, and the artist is your responsibility, this matter is not just anyone's responsibility, but our whole company's responsibility. ”
Xiao Jinghua wanted to say something, but when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed them again, and they stood there without saying anything.
After a long time, I said: "Now it's not a question of who is right and who is wrong, the last incident was indeed my dereliction of responsibility, but Sister Xiao, I have no way to choose, I can't choose the company and the artist at all, if you are me at that time, you will understand my feelings, I am a boss, I can't take the whole company to compensate for an artist." ”
When Xiao Jinghua heard my words, he changed from standing to sitting.
She thought about it, summed it up, and said: "It was true that I didn't think about it from your position that time, I did have responsibility for Qu Minmin's matter, in order to express my dissatisfaction, I often have to take care of the company's affairs, so I neglected Qu Minmin, so that she thought that the company had given up on her, so she led her to embark on such an extreme road." ”
The anger on her face dissipated a little, and I stood there looking at her for a long time, and then sat down on the bench with her, and I tilted my head to stare at the faint light above me.
At this time, the company called me again, saying that there was a document that I urgently needed to sign, and I thought that Qu Minmin was still uncertain, so I was very angry and said: "Do you still need me to deal with this little thing?!" Go find Zhu Wen! ”
The secretary on the phone was silenced by me for a long time, and after a while, he cautiously reminded me: "Mr. Pan, Assistant Zhu has resigned." ”
I just remembered this incident, and immediately stunned there for a long time, and after a long time, I rubbed my brows and said, "Okay, I know, I'll be back immediately." ”
Xiao Jinghua also guessed my call, she asked me: "The phone number from the company?" ”
I was extremely upset and said, "Well, there is a text that needs me to sign." ”
Xiao Jinghua said: "I am guarding the company's side, you can go." ”
I glanced at the door of the rescue room, hesitated for a moment and said, "That's the only way." I told her, "If Qu Minmin comes out, you can call me immediately." ”
Xiao Jinghua nodded.
I didn't stay long, immediately rushed from the hospital to the company, but as soon as I walked downstairs, there was a somewhat familiar car parked at the entrance of the hospital hall, and my first reaction was to hide behind a large pillar not far away, poking out half of my head to look out of the hospital hall.
There was a person in the car, that person was Yuan Changming who was holding a thermos cup, he didn't look around, and immediately went to the lobby of the hospital after getting out of the car, I was afraid that he would find me, so I could only retract my head and hide behind the pillar, he didn't seem to be in the mood to look around, because after he walked to the place where he was waiting for the elevator, his eyes had been staring at the number keys of the elevator.
In about a minute, the elevator opened in response, and he walked in quickly with a thermos cup.
When he entered, I walked out from behind the pillar, I thought he was looking at Yuan Jiangdong, but after thinking about it, it didn't seem to be, Yuan Jiangdong didn't live in this ward.
So who will he come to see with the thermos cup?
When I was puzzled, a name suddenly popped up in my mind, Shan Ying.
What exactly happened during the month.
The relationship between Yuan Changming and Shan Ying has developed so quickly, no, Yuan Changming is not such a heartless person at all, but since I came back from outside, his attitude has obviously been much colder to me, which is very different from before.
Something must have happened during the time I was away, and what did Zhu Wen mean by what he said to me that day?
But now that I think about it carefully, in the month since I left, the games and chess pieces I laid out before have been dissolved a little bit, Yuan Changming has been alienated and cold to me, Zhu Wen and I have resigned, the only person I believe, Xiao Jinghua has a lot of trouble because of a Qu Minmin.
All the important people around me, one by one, unknowingly left and misunderstood.
Although Zhu Wen deliberately asked him to leave, but now that I think about it carefully, what is wrong, although Zhu Wen is angry with me on the surface, but if it weren't for the intensification of the collision between me and Shen Boteng at the same time, I wouldn't have thought about having a fight with him a month ago.
And even though Zhu Wen has always emphasized that the crash has nothing to do with him, I still have a preconceived idea that the murderer is him, although I don't have any evidence, but my first subjective consciousness thinks that it is him.
Why is this happening? When did my trust in Zhu Wen become so weak?
It wasn't like that before, so what exactly does this start with?
Only now did I suddenly realize that there was no one around me, what the hell was going on?
And the most obvious problem is that my car accident turned out to be very successful in provoking the relationship between me and Zhu Wen, and made Yuan Changming's feelings for me fade in a short period of time.
Could it be that Shan Ying also rebelled? Thinking of this, my back suddenly cooled, and a cold chill went straight to the top of my head.
My people were completely destroyed by him in a short period of time, and I didn't realize it, this is also terrible, who is the person who is leading this qiē in the back? Who is the person responsible for this car accident?
If this incident really has nothing to do with Zhu Wen, then there are only two suspects, one is Yuan Jiangdong and the other is Shen Boteng......
Thinking of this, I feel that it is not right, Yuan Jiangdong is now sick in bed, and he has no time to think about it so much, how can he be so clever? But Qu Minmin's affairs have nothing to do with him, if it weren't for his slander of Qu Minmin's drug use, Xiao Jinghua would not have had a conflict with me because of this incident.
In this car accident, Shen Boteng and I were in distress at the same time, my relationship with Yuan Changming weakened, provoking the relationship between me and Zhu Wen, everything pointed to him, but when I thought about it, I felt that it was wrong, although it looked like Yuan Jiangdong was profitable, but now he has no ability to plan this qi qi anymore.
He is bedridden in the hospital, where can he still have such energy to set up such a big game.
If it wasn't Yuan Jiangdong, could it be Shen Boteng?
But no, he was the one who crashed the car at the same time as me, he can only be classified as a victim, he can't be a suspect at all, and the whole thing seems to have nothing to do with him.
Who was the person responsible for my car accident?
I thought about it for a long time, and I still couldn't understand this matter, but I was able to determine one thing, that is, the current situation was very unfavorable for me, once Yuan Changming lost his feelings and trust in me, then everything I did was in vain.
I didn't continue to stand here and struggle, and I can only return to the company quickly for now.
I must find out the person behind this, as long as I find him out, it will be clear in a qiē.
After I got out of the hospital, I got into a taxi and rushed to the hospital, but when I rushed to the company, I called Yuan Changming and asked him where he was now.
The natural premise is that I didn't see him in the hospital.
Once a man lies to you, it means that he has begun to betray you.
I sneered in my heart, but I still smiled on the surface and said, "When are you coming back tonight?" ”
Yuan Changming saw me ask like this, and asked me again: "What about you?" When will you be back? ”
I said, "Not necessarily. ”
Yuan Changming thought about it, seemed to be counting the time, and after a while, he said: "I may have to come back later tonight, there is still a meeting in the company." ”
I just wanted to say that it didn't matter, let him go to work with peace of mind, but Yuan Changming asked me on the phone again: "Is there something wrong with you calling me?" ”
I swallowed the words that came to my lips again, and I smiled and asked, "Why, can't I call you if it's okay?" ”
Yuan Changming immediately explained on the phone: "No, I didn't mean that, I was afraid that you would have something to do with me." ”
I smiled and said, "It's okay, you can go to work with confidence, and I'll call you when I get back." ”
Yuan Changming said yes on the phone, and quickly hung up the phone.
In the past, Yuan Changming always waited for me to hang up the phone first before he would continue to put the phone on, but today he was obviously absent-minded and couldn't wait to end the call.
I looked at the screen that showed that the call had ended, and my mood was very solemn.
I went to the company to deal with an hour's work, Xiao Jinghua called me, I knew that she was here to report Qu Minmin's situation to me, just fed her, thinking that she was out of danger, because I had never thought about anything else, until Xiao Jinghua and I were very concise on the phone, and said coldly: "Qu Minmin is dead." ”
When I heard the news, my hand holding the pen immediately clenched, and I thought I had misheard.
Xiao Jinghua said on the phone again: "The rescue just announced is ineffective. ”
I slumped in the chair, and I couldn't say a word at that moment, Xiao Jinghua didn't seem to have much to say to me, so he hung up the phone directly.
At this time, the secretary outside the door brought me a cup of coffee and walked in, she put it on my desk, and when she saw where I was sitting with a pale face, she asked cautiously: "Mr. Pan, what's wrong with you?" Is it uncomfortable? ”
I looked at the secretary's face dumbfounded, and I didn't even have the strength to say a word.
The secretary saw that my situation was not right, and wanted to say something, but when she saw my expressionless face, she didn't dare to say a word, took out a few cold medicines from her pocket and put them on the table, she whispered: "The flu has been very strict recently, I have also caught a cold during this time, if you are not feeling well, you can take one." ”
After the secretary finished speaking, he did not dare to stay for a moment, and quickly left the office, leaving me sitting there alone, unable to get up at all, unable to think about anything, because at this time my mind seemed to have passed through a great war, and there was smoke and smoke in it, and there were dead bodies everywhere.
I sat there for a full twenty minutes, and my strength regained a little, before I tried to get out of my chair, and I walked out of the office almost limpily, and then walked to the elevator door.
After arriving at the hospital again, Xiao Jinghua sat there full of decadence, her eyes staring numbly at the light and shadow in a corner, without any expression on her face, at this time, she was like a lifeless puppet.
When I looked closer, I realized that her eyes were full of red bloodshots, and for a moment, I didn't even have the courage to go up.
I stood there for a long time, and at last I moved to her with my own weak footsteps, and sat down beside her again.
I want to say something, such as Qu Minmin, for example, are you lying to me, and for example, don't lie to me, how can this be? Isn't it salvage? How can a person die so easily? What a joke.
But this evasive idea was finally shattered by Xiao Jinghua's words.
She said: "She only said one word to me, looked at me with pleading eyes, and said Sister Xiao, I didn't take drugs, don't abandon me." ”
Her words were like a hammer weighing a thousand pounds, smashing from my head to my legs, making me unable to even breathe.
Xiao Jinghua, who had been sitting beside me expressionlessly, suddenly covered her face with her hands and cried, she said: "At that moment, I regret it very much, I really regret it, I regret why I chose her from the school, why did I say to her, come with me, I will make you famous."
She was still a little girl at that time, she didn't understand anything, she just wanted to be popular, she just wanted to be a top artist, she was full of confidence in me, she thought I could really give her what she wanted, she thought I could really make her popular, she believed in me unconditionally, but in the end, I held her to a dead end, do you know how I feel now? Do you know how I felt when she said that to me at the time?
I wish I was the one who died on that operating table. ”
Xiao Jinghua wailed and cried beside me, and every cry was like broken glass, smashing straight into my heart.
Xiao Jinghua cried for a long, long time, and her voice was hoarse and said, "She is only twenty-two years old, so young, how can I explain it to her parents." ”
I whispered, "Where is she now?" ”
Xiao Jinghua said: "Put it in the ward." ”
I said, "I want to go see her." ”
Xiao Jinghua didn't answer me, still covering her face and crying without restraint, and I stood up from her side with all my strength.