My son has been in school for more than half a month, and I am very dissatisfied with the constant nagging in his ear and the need to take the high school entrance examination to hurry up and learn these words.

Although I said that he could be admitted to high school or not, if he really couldn't get into high school, then I would really be dumbfounded, so whether he was happy or not, the "scriptures" that should be recited

I must read it.

The new captain of the criminal police brigade has taken office, it is Gao Jianguo, an instructor of the town police station, who also went out of the criminal police team in the past, and I am the same age, and I used to have a good relationship with the criminal police team, and he is a smart and funny person, which is completely different from Zheng Duo's serious, rigid and rigorous style.

When he saw me, he said: "It's come full circle and come back, now the only old people in the criminal police team are you and Zhang Zhiqiang, fortunately you are still there, otherwise I would be a little uncomfortable suddenly facing this group of strange faces."

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I smiled and said: "The metabolism is normal, you turned around and now you met me and Zhang Zhiqiang when you came back, when I came back from a circle, there was only Zhang Zhiqiang an old man, and the rest were new faces"

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"And Deputy Director Zheng, he was still in the criminal police team at that time."

"Oh, and Zheng Duo, but he is my captain, his face is tense all day long, and now he is on the next level, do you plan to make some achievements and go to a new level when you come back this time?"

I asked tentatively with a smile.

Gao Jianguo smiled and waved his hand lightly: "Then forget it, there are all people on it, I haven't heard of anyone who is going to retire, and I haven't heard of anyone who is seriously ill, I can't wait for others to make mistakes!" So do your job well, don't be embarrassed here, just be right."

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I laughed and said, "If you think like that, we can all live a little less energetic."

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"Were you tired before?"

Gao Jianguo asked in surprise.

"Of course, in addition to doing a good job, we must also strive to be the first to create excellence and stress politics, Zheng team is extremely demanding progress, you say we are not tired!"

Gao Jianguo said with a smile: "Yes, let's do our work well and don't stab Lou Zi, so we don't have to bother with anything else."

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He's been gone for almost a month and hasn't been heard from at all, and I sometimes wonder if he's not coming back.

I didn't want to take the initiative to contact him, I just quietly watched the sunset and the moon rise, waiting for an ending to come, the snow had begun to melt, and another year of spring had begun.

We were in a meeting when he called, Zheng Duo was in front of him, and he was still in charge of criminal investigation.

I only texted him back "Got it"

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I was fully prepared not to cry in front of him, but the moment I hugged him, I still couldn't hold back my tears, I don't know whether to be sad or happy, maybe both, he just hugged me quietly and said nothing.

Since I came back, he has been more and more gentle and considerate to me, he has not talked much, and now he has become more and more silent, and he looks at me intently from time to time.

As if thoughtful, I stretched out my hand and shook it in front of him and said, "Is this the hair that is stupid?" ”

He pulled me in his arms and said softly, "I haven't seen you for a long time, take a good look at you"

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I felt that I was really happy with him softly in my heart, and I longed for this relationship forever.

Lying in his arms, he told him about the case we solved during the Spring Festival, and said to him with a sigh: "Bullying is the root of human inferiority, and those seemingly humble lives, once they accumulate too much resentment, take revenge in such a reckless way, the consequences are really terrible"

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He stroked my face and said pityingly, "Is this how you spend your Spring Festival?" ”

I lowered my eyes and said, "I'm busy, but it's because I'm busy that I don't want you."

, I suddenly felt a little damp in my eyes, and I didn't want him to see it, so I reached out and put my arm around him and buried my face in his arms.

He kissed my cheek, took my head in his arms, and softly called "still"

After a moment, he asked, "Still, you said that if you encounter blows and setbacks, you will choose to be reborn, right?" ”

"Yes, I will choose to be born again"

I let out a long breath and said: "I only have this life, no matter what I encounter, I will not give up lightly He said lightly: "I think that the suspect in this case has taken revenge in this way because he has suffered too many blows and setbacks, in fact, he has chosen a kind of self-destruction that will end up together." I sighed and said, "So I think he's a coward, he doesn't have the courage to face the strong, but he hurts the weak so cruelly". He stared at my face for a long time before he said softly, "Still, can you spend more time with me recently?" I put my arm around his neck: "Aren't I here with you?" In my sleep, I seemed to hear him whispering my name in my ear in a sigh-like voice, "Still, still......" I smiled and closed my eyes and reached out to hug him tightly. His tenderness and affection made me more and more attached to him, and I hated to be with him day and night, but I had a job and a child who was going to school. Because of my love for him, I think this spring is particularly beautiful, even if I am not by his side, I can feel his gentle and loving eyes, my heart seems to have been rippling in the spring breeze, even Xiao Shen also saw my happiness, asked me what good things I had encountered, and said that I always felt that I was beaming. I hadn't seen him for two days, and I hadn't gotten off work yet, so he called and asked me when I was going to get off work, and I said, "Not today, my son has midterm exams today and tomorrow" and "Can you come over tomorrow night?" He asked. Tomorrow you can, tomorrow my son will finish the exam" "Are you sure? You've got to come tomorrow," he said earnestly over the phone. "Okay, tomorrow must be, tomorrow is Zhou Wei" hung up the phone, I smiled, although I used to call him as long as he called, but he has never been as impatient as now, he has always been calm and calm, light and elegant person. When I was about to get off work the next day, a report came, and when Yang Lei and I were still getting the materials, he called, and I said that I was still busy and would have to wait for a while to pass. After thinking about it, we finished getting our report materials, and the anti-drug brigade arrested a drug addict, and their internal staff had already left after work, so I asked me to help search my body, and after the search, I had to help to help to the end, and then help send her to the hospital for physical examination, and help send her to the detention center. He called again, and I said that he was not done yet, and he was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time and asked, "Is it going to be a long time?" "It won't take long, I'm just helping to get people to the detention center," I said. He let me in and hugged me tightly, I reached out and touched his face and said, "What's the matter today, keep calling?" "I'm afraid you won't be able to come again," he whispered while holding me. I smiled and said, "I haven't been here for three days, so it's not like this!" "I've been really sad for the past three days," there was a hint of hoarseness in his voice. I was suddenly moved, put my arms around him, kissed him passionately, and his response was even more enthusiastic, and I suddenly longed for him to say that he loved me and would not leave me, but he didn't. At night, he was unusually enthusiastic, and after several gentle lingering strokes I fell asleep, I could still hear his whispering in my ear, and I could feel his hand gently caressing my body. Suddenly, I felt that someone was standing in front of the window staring at me, and I was instinctively startled and opened my eyes, and saw that he was standing quietly in front of the window looking at me, and in the morning light he was facing away from the window, and I couldn't see his face clearly. I lay on the bed and woke up for a moment, got up and walked to the window, leaned into his arms, and asked softly, "Why did you get up so early?" He didn't say anything, but suddenly hugged me tightly, tighter and tighter, as if to melt me into his body, I felt like I was about to lose my breath, suddenly an ominous thought came to my mind, I broke free from his embrace, grabbed his arm and looked at him with wide eyes. He closed his eyes slightly, put my head on his chest, and said dumbly, "Still," he couldn't say any more. I realized that the time of parting had finally arrived, even if I thought about it a thousand times, but when it really came to this moment, my heart was still like a knife, tears gushed out irrepressibly, and the only thing I could do was not to let myself cry out loud, just cry silently. I don't know how long it took, I heard him say, "I'm sorry, still" I couldn't say a word, I just kept shaking my head, this ending was known to the two of us a long time ago, no sorry. My body was chilling for a while, and I tried my best to restrain myself from shivering until I used all my strength and sat down limply on the bed. "Still, take care and don't leave yourself alone again, okay? I can only stay with you for so long, I'm sorry" He took my hand and crouched in front of me and looked up at me. I hung my head and my eyes fell on his face, there was pity, unbearability and helplessness in his eyes, I couldn't bear to look at his face anymore and turned my face and shook my head: "No, I'm not sorry, without your company these days, I will only be more lonely." Hearing his phone ringing, seeing him go to the living room to get dressed, I stood in front of the bedroom window and didn't know what else I could do, I couldn't do anything about it, I didn't hear him open the door and go out, I ran out of the bedroom, hugged him who was still standing in front of the door, felt the real existence of this person, felt that he had come and left a mark in my life, I knew that this parting might be forever. Sitting on the carpet in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room, two pots of azaleas have withered, only the leaves are still green. The sun outside the window was so bright, and everything was growing under its illumination, and I could only sit here facing the two pots of flowers that were about to die. Jiang Xinya called: "Still, where are you now?" You okay? I held the phone quietly, he told Jiang Xinya that he was gone, he has always been so thoughtful. I settled down and said lightly, "I'm fine." "Still, do you want me to accompany you?" Xinya asked with concern, "No need, I'm fine, I already knew this ending, I can bear it, don't worry" I said calmly. Jiang Xinya was silent on the phone for a long time and said, "Okay, call if you have something." My heart is empty, sitting there I don't know what to think, I don't dare to think about anything, I know that the real pain has not yet begun, in the years to come, the days and nights of painful thoughts, despair, remorse and regret do not know how long to torment me, a Wu Tianyang buried my youth for more than ten years, is this person going to bury the rest of my life?