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Listening to Li Wenxin's words, Wu Yue fell into endless memories of the past. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Like most young people in China, Wu Yue was born in an ordinary rural family in Ningji, and like his neighbors, Wu Yue's family was also a poor peasant for generations, and it is strange to say that the land here does not seem to like the people here, usually either drought or flooding, and occasionally when the wind and rain are good, the food is not valuable.

Wu Yue once calculated the output in the field, and the net profit that farmers can leave every year for planting one acre of land is only a few hundred yuan, and these few hundred yuan have to support the family's expenses for a year, so Wu Yue's life since he was a child can be said to be very hard.

Because everyone around me is like this, everyone is slowly getting used to this kind of life. Children here usually drop out of primary school, boys either go to learn electrical welding, or go to the construction site to do small jobs, girls either go to the factory to do part-time work, or to learn hairdressing, and when they are ten years old, they begin to find a partner to marry, get married in the countryside to build a house, parents will take out all their life savings, and then seven aunts and eight aunts borrow a circle, owe huge debts to marry a daughter-in-law, and then the young couple begins the next cycle.

Day after day, year after year.

The only difference between him and others is that his mother is a person with vision, and she used a stick and a whip to teach Wu Yue a truth, that is, being a farmer is unproductive, and you have to go to college in order to live a good life.

Because of the reverence for the whip and the stick, the young Wu Yue began a difficult process of studying, he was not very smart, nor was he particularly diligent, his biggest characteristic was honesty. The teacher said that he should listen well in class, he just listened well, and his mother said that he should go home early after school, so he went home early, so Wu Yue, who ate cold steamed buns with pickles, went all the way to junior high school in ignorance.

Rural schools are like marathons, and there will be people who will fall behind at any time, about one-third of the students who graduate from primary school drop out of school, and those who graduate from junior high school can be admitted to high school, maybe not even one percent.

In the third year of junior high school, when the friends around him were planning to buy a mobile phone after working and earning money, the young Wu Yue was reading a book lonely in the classroom with a cold steamed bun, until this time he still didn't know what reading could change, just going down the inertia of life.

In 2002, Wu Yue was admitted to Ningji No. 1 Middle School with a score of one point exceeding the score line, bidding farewell to rural life and officially entering the city.

Only after seeing the outside world can you know how small your original world is, and after entering the city, Wu Yue has a deep sense of inferiority since then.

A few classmates in a class, only a few are rural, when others are wearing Nike Adi, Wu Yue is still wearing cloth shoes made by his mother, when others are very fluent in operating mobile phones, Wu Yue still can't make a call, when others sing and dance at the school party, Wu Yue is even ashamed to talk to others in a local dialect, this is different from the glamorous world of the past, just like a monster that devours everything, to swallow the young Wu Yue.

There is a chasm between Wu Yue, who is from the countryside, and his well-dressed classmates, which has spanned at least two decades.

In this way, the young Wu Yue had a deep sense of inferiority, and he even thought more than once about escaping from this life and returning to his rural area where he had no quarrel with the world, to be a welder or a third-rate cook, but out of fear of change, he did not dare to cross the Lei Chi half a step.

If you come from a humble background, it is good to be talented, but things in the world are often so strange, after all, the champions we see are only a few, and there are still many people who will spend their lives in mediocrity, the young Wu Yue is like this, his grades are not good, although he has been working hard, but he can only barely be regarded as average.

This is a very boring person, Wu Yue's adolescence has not been rebellious, nor has there been any spring love, in fact, you don't expect a teenager who gnaws on cold steamed buns to do anything shocking, let alone expect who will take care of him, who will listen, accompanied by his life of running into walls everywhere and not seeing the end at a glance, not so a bright future.

Wu Yue has been playing extras all his life, standing in the corner and applauding others, many times he also wants to stand in the spotlight, but he doesn't have that capital.

In this way, three years passed, and the young Wu Yue was honorably defeated, and he had no improvement after repeating his studies for a year, so he had to go to a third-rate university.

If Wu Yue did the first out-of-the-ordinary thing in his life, it was to pursue Lin Jing, Lin Jing was the proud daughter of the sky, and later Wu Yue himself thought that the pursuit of Lin Jing back then belonged to another kind of self-abandonment.

Wu Yue likes Lin Jing, there is no doubt about this, Wu Yue has been moved by many beautiful girls, this is purely a normal man's instinct, this kind of good feeling may flash by, or it may last for a few days, but it is different for Lin Jing, strictly speaking, Lin Jing should be Wu Yue's first woman who really loves and is willing to sacrifice her life.

Pursuing Lin Jing is like Don Quixote's desperate attack on the windmill, Wu Yue is like a scoundrel who is broken and broken, expressing his feelings to death, deep in his heart, he doesn't believe that Lin Jing can be with him at all, this kind of pursuit may just be a catharsis of wanting to cry without tears, maybe he just wants to use this moth to the fire to vent his anger and dissatisfaction with fate.

So when Lin Jing and Li Yao were together, Wu Yue was not particularly surprised, this kind of ending was just an expected ending for him.

So in the future, when Lin Jing was down, Wu Yue felt that the distance between the two was closer, and Wu Yue didn't care about Lin Jing's unbearable past from the bottom of his heart, because it was precisely those unbearable past events that narrowed the distance between the two and made Wu Yue feel at ease.

A sunny Lin Jing can not give Wu Yue a sense of security, on the contrary, a scarred and scarred Lin Jing can give him comfort in his heart, this cruel and ironic thing not only happened to Wu Yue, but also happened to thousands of phoenix men.

In fact, many times suffering does not make a person, we are surrounded by people who have been trapped by suffering all their lives and do nothing, rich people are not flood beasts, in fact, children who grow up in a rich life are usually more sound, more compassionate, more kind, the same way, people who can struggle out of suffering are great, they have nothing to rely on, and they have killed a future with their own hands. This kind of person is a minority of the minority, an individual of an individual.

Li Wenxin's words woke up Wu Yue, because Wu Yue himself also understands that because of his suffering background, he has become inferior, this inferiority has melted into his bones, he used this inferiority complex to create a pair of armor, wrapped himself, he is unwilling to confide, and he has no intention of really listening, in fact, many people around him, including Wang Fatzi, feel that he is like a veil, which makes people unable to see through, can't see clearly, can't really get close, and if he really wants to achieve a career, he must tear this veil with his own hands. Truly open your heart to others, to the world, and then to face the whole life.

[It's about to be 515, I hope to continue to hit the 515 red envelope list, and the red envelope rain will be able to give back to readers and promotional works on May 15. A piece is also love, and it must be better! 】