I pursed my lips and didn't speak.

I couldn't speak.

How do I answer that? I said I wanted? Do you want to be with him every second? Is it realistic? It's simply an impossible thing to do.

My mind is now full of Yuan Changming's face, I have used him too much, the only thing I can give him is the cleanliness of the body in marriage, I cover my face with my hands, I want to calm myself down, and also calm my body.

Shen Boteng took my hand away and said, "What are you thinking?" ”

I tried to pull my hand out of his palm, but he was too hard for me to struggle, so I could only passively look at his silhouette above me in the night, I moved my lips and said, "I don't know either." ”

He said: "Then let me sue you, you are because of Yuan Changming." ”

This rain seems to have the intention of stopping, and the rain is getting louder and louder, and thunderstorms are coming.

There was a cold wind shuttling around the two of us, and I felt a cool breeze hit and shivered.

Shen Boteng took a deep breath, and finally, he calmly said two words: "Sleep." ”

Then he rolled over of me and lay down beside me, not talking, breathing more and more steadily.

At this moment, I suddenly regretted it, but I was glad that we all calmed down at the last minute, and we didn't disrupt the relationship that we had already managed clearly.

This night was destined to be a sleepless night.

When I woke up the next morning, Shen Boteng was gone, I got off the bed, looked around inside and out, and found that Shen Boteng was indeed not in this yard, I was thinking about = where he would go if he was not familiar with life, Zhuo Na came in with a basket of cabbage from outside, and she stood in the sun and greeted me with a smile on her face.

I immediately walked up and asked Zhuo Na if she had seen Shen Boteng.

Zhuona took off the basket on her back, wiped the sweat from her forehead, pointed to a path outside the courtyard, and said, "He just asked me how to go on the road in the town, and after I told him, he walked in that direction alone, and asked him what he was doing, but he didn't answer me." ”

I asked repeatedly, "In town?" ”

Zoanna nodded and said, "Yes, town." ”

Seeing that my expression had changed, Zhuona asked, "What's wrong?" Why is your expression so strange? ”

I said, "Is there a car in town where I can leave?" ”

Zhuona nodded and said, "It's about three hours to go to the city." ”

I asked, "How many buses are there?" ”

Zhona thought for a moment and said to me, "There is only one trip a day, and the bus leaves at 8 o'clock in the morning. ”

After asking, I turned around and went back to my room without saying a word.

Seeing that my expression was wrong, Zhuona followed me into the room and asked me why I was suddenly unhappy and if something had happened.

I said to Zhuo Na, "Zhuo Na, I need to take a break, okay?" ”

Zhuo Na saw that my face didn't look like a joke, thinking that I was sick, so she used her hand to test my body temperature, and found that it was a normal temperature, she asked strangely: "You don't have a cold, why is your face suddenly so ugly?" ”

I didn't speak, but climbed into bed and wrapped myself in the quilt.

Zhuona stood there and waited for a while, and when she saw that I seemed to be asleep, she did not disturb me, and left my room with a puzzled face.

Lying on the wooden bed, I didn't fall asleep, my mind was full of fragments of last night, I thought, Shen Boteng left early this morning, must have returned to the city, now he is completely well, how can he still stay in this poor and remote place, he can't be trapped here at all, and it's not his world, it's normal for him to go, why should I be sad.

Do you Liang Sheng really want to spend the days of a wild man in the mountain village with him here? Even if you want to, the other party may not be willing.

Although I thought so, I was still a little sad because he had left me here and refused to say hello.

I lay in bed for a day, I didn't eat a grain of rice, I didn't drink a sip of water, Zhuona came into my room several times, saw me lying on the bed and didn't respond, she had to leave.

When I arrived at nine o'clock in the evening, Zhuo Na, who had just finished eating, was sitting in Yuan Zi and chatting with Mu Qing, and the two of them were chatting about what was going on, why I suddenly didn't eat, drink or talk, and the mother and daughter talked for a long time, but they didn't come up with a reason.

Zhuo Na's mother asked Zhuo Na why Shen Boteng hadn't come back in her hometown dialect, as soon as she Mu Qing's words fell, there was a knock on the door outside the yard, Zhuo Na was the first to stand up, looked out of the courtyard, and found that there was a figure outside the door, she immediately walked over, and only after getting closer did she see that it was Shen Boteng, he was carrying a bag in his hand and didn't know what was in the bag, after Zhuo Na saw him, she anxiously grabbed him and said: "You are finally back, Liang Sheng doesn't know what's wrong today, when he first got up, he was fine, After asking me some questions about you, I went back to my room and lay in bed for a day, still without eating or drinking. ”

Zhuo Na didn't care whether Shen Boteng could react or not, and pulled him in the direction of my room, I just heard the sound of the door opening, thinking that it was Zhuo Na who asked me to get up to eat again, and just wanted to reply to her and let her leave me alone, they eat by themselves, but who knows, the next second Zhuo Na said loudly: "Liang Sheng, Liang Sheng, your husband is back, if you have anything uncomfortable, if you don't want to tell us, but you must also tell him, if you don't say, how do we know where you are uncomfortable, how to help you treat?" Hurry up. ”

When I heard Zhuona's words, my cold body lying in the quilt suddenly stiffened, and before I could react from Zhuona's babbling words, the quilt covering my head was pulled down, and a pair of hands were placed on my forehead to test my body temperature.

After about half a minute, Shen Boteng didn't notice that there was a problem with my body temperature, but seeing my languishing appearance, he bent down and asked in a gentle and pleasant voice: "What's wrong, what's uncomfortable." ”

When his voice came into my ears clearly, at that moment, I suddenly had an illusion of being lost, my tense and stiff body magically relaxed, and my cold hands and feet gradually recovered their temperature.

I slowly opened my eyes to look at the person in front of me, and found that it was really him, he didn't leave, he came back, this ...... Not a dream.

Zhuo Na, who was impatient, saw that I was still half-dead, and she was anxious again, and threw down a sentence: "She must have made a mistake, I'd better go to Daoist Wang's house quickly." ”

However, before Zhuo Na walked to the door, she heard Shen Boteng behind her say no, and she turned to look at him.

Shen Boteng said lightly: "She's fine, you guys go out first." ”

Zhuo Na wanted to say something, Shen Boteng didn't pay attention to him anymore, and continued to look at me lying on the bed, Zhuo Na's mother saw what was even something, and immediately walked over to stop Zhuo Na, said a few words to her in her hometown, and pulled her out of the room, and closed the door for us by the way.

There were only two people left in the room, Shen Boteng, he stood on the side of the bed and looked at me and didn't speak, just turned around and poured me a glass on the table not far away, and then hugged me out of the bed, put me on the bed and sat down, he handed the glass of water to my lips and said, "Drink." ”

I glanced at him, then moved my stiff hand for a day, held the teacup and drank a few sips, after drinking, Shen Boteng took the cup from my hand and put it on the chair next to him, he touched my neck with his hand, and felt that the temperature was still normal body temperature, he withdrew his hand and said, "Do you think I'm gone?" ”

I didn't expect him to see at a glance why I was in the same situation today, no wonder he was so decisive that I was okay, and he was incredibly sure that I was okay to Zhuona.

I didn't speak, just leaned against his chest.

Seeing that Shen Boteng was silent, he glanced at my dry lips and said, "If I don't come back today, do you plan to continue like this forever?" ”

He saw through it, and I couldn't answer anything, and I didn't know how to react properly, so I could only look down at my fingertips and retort in a low voice: "No, I'm just a little unwell." ”

Shen Boteng saw that I had made such an excuse, and he didn't expose me anything, he just hugged me and didn't speak.

I leaned against his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat, the excitement in my heart still did not subside, I thought about it, and suddenly turned over and hugged him, burying my face in his neck.

I said, "I thought you were gone, you didn't know, I was scared, and I knew it wasn't strange for you to leave, but as soon as I thought about being left alone, I was so scared that I didn't know what to do." ”

Shen Boteng felt my body trembling slightly, he stroked the back of my head with his hand, and said, "Am I not there?" I'm going to take you with me when I leave here, and I won't leave you alone. ”

I was a little angry and said, "Didn't you get angry last night?" I thought you left in a fit of rage. ”

Shen Boteng laughed when he heard my words, and he said, "If I only have this amount of energy, would you still have a way to live before?" ”

When he saw that I was really scared, he hugged me a little tighter in his arms and said, "I just went to the market and bought some groceries, okay, it's okay." ”

Once a person is out of the previous environment, I don't know why, it will become fragile, if Liang Sheng a month ago saw the current Liang Sheng, he would definitely laugh, and then sneered.

She would have been so helpless, weak and dependent on him one day.

But now, in such an environment, my consciousness has become dependent on him autonomously, which is something that even I can't control.

Shen Boteng held me for a long time, until my body gradually relaxed and stopped shaking, he let go of me and said to me, "I went to the market today to buy some things." ”

He got up from the bed and walked to the table and took a plastic bag, the plastic bag was black, I couldn't see the contents, he sat down on the edge of the bed again, he reached out and took my leg out of the quilt, he saw my chilblain toes, so he took out a box of ointment from the bag, and gently wiped it on my little toes.

When I felt a little uncomfortable with the sticky sticky between my toes, he took out a pair of old-fashioned woolen socks from the bag, and it was still a men's model, and my feet were held by him, he put the socks on and said: "Because today is not the time to go to the market, there are very few people who buy things, and I only bought two pairs of men's socks, which I will wear for the time being." ”

After he dressed me, he said, "The other foot." ”

I immediately pulled out of the quilt, I don't know if it was because his palm was too big or my foot was too small, I was able to hold my whole foot by him, and he put the other sock on my foot again.

I looked down and found that the gray old men's socks set off my feet extremely large and bulky, I just wanted to cover them with a quilt, Shen Boteng held my hand and said, "Well, it's good." ”

He was clearly saying something against his will, and I glared at him.

He smiled, held out his hand to me, and said, "When you're well, it's time to eat, let's go." ”

I thought about it and got off the bed, stretched out my hand and held his hand, when he took me to the kitchen to eat, Zhuo Na, who was washing dishes, saw that I was in good spirits and was led by Shen Boteng and walked in, she was immediately dumbfounded, she grabbed my shoulder regardless of the dishwashing water in her hand, touched my face, touched me again, and felt extremely magical and said: "God, what kind of spell is this, just say good, aren't you so sick that you can't get up from bed before?" How can I get out of bed again? After a while, she sighed again and said, "Well, there is a disease in this world that even a doctor cannot cure." She pointed to my heart and pronounced two words: "Heart disease." ”

After she finished speaking, she glanced at Shen Boteng on the side and said, "Fortunately, your medicine primer is back, and the person will be fine." ”

I thought Zhuona's words were a bit excessive, wiped the water off her face, looked at her with disgust, and said, "It's always been you who say I'm sick, I didn't say that I was uncomfortable, I just felt tired and wanted to take a break, don't exaggerate." ”

Zhuo Na saw that I could still refute her, she thought of me who was still dying on the bed in the last second, and sighed and said: "Okay, if you want to say this, I can't help it, I really can't stand you husband and wife, both old husbands and wives, and their relationship is still so good." ”

I was about to explain something, but Dzona had already waved her hand and went to the pot to wash the dishes.

I thought about it, and just as I wanted to say something, Shen Boteng, who was holding my hand, reminded: "It's time to eat." He pulled me towards the dining table, and I could only swallow it in my stomach when I explained, and I could only sigh and think, forget it, anyway, everyone in this village should take it for granted that Shen Boteng and I are husband and wife, and no one else will believe it if they explain it, they have been in the same bed for so long, and they won't believe it if they are not husband and wife, but they will not believe it if they are not husband and wife, but they will say too much to cause unnecessary misunderstandings.