After that, Shen Boteng and I stayed in the countryside and no one said that they wanted to leave, and no one mentioned leaving, the two of us seemed to have made an agreement, and never talked about those sensitive words and sensitive things, just like amnesia, there was no before and no present.

Although the days are hard and hard, I have never felt that there is a moment so relaxed as now, this kind of relaxation is as if no matter how hard your body is, your mind is like being irrigated by water every day, and you will always remain relaxed and burden-free.

Shen Boteng and I are like an old husband and wife, living quietly in the countryside, living for almost half a month, Shen Boteng and I seem to be a part of the village here, no matter who makes delicious food, they have to send us a copy.

There are a lot of special snacks here, in such an environment, I used to be quite thin, my weight instantly rose a lot, many people said that I was a lot fatter than coming here, I was not good at first, I thought it was quite good, but one night I came out of the shower, borrowed Zhuona's mirror to take a look, only to find that I was not only fat, but fat into a pig, at that time the whole person's love became a little bad.

After returning the mirror to Zhuo Na, he trotted to the room, Shen Boteng had already laid down on the bed, and when he saw my depressed face, he asked me who provoked me.

After I climbed on the bed, he touched my face with Shen Boteng's hand and asked, "Do you think there is any difference?" ”

Shen Boteng looked at me for three seconds and asked, "What's the difference?" ”

I touched my face with his hand again and said, "Aren't you really aware of anything?" ”

Shen Boteng looked at me seriously and said, "I'm fat." ”

I sighed heavily, then let go of his hand, and then sighed and lay down beside him, and when he saw me like this, he smiled and said, "Fat and healthy." ”

His words didn't make me happy, they made me sad.

Shen Boteng hugged me from behind, his hand was on his lower abdomen, he kissed my cheek and said, "It feels better to hug me and love before." ”

I remembered a question, immediately turned around and hugged him, and asked, "If one day I am so fat that I can't walk, do you dislike me?" ”

Shen Boteng raised his eyebrows and asked, "Can't walk?" ”

I said, "yes, I'm too fat to walk." ”

Shen Boteng thought for a while, and didn't answer me immediately, I saw him hesitate, and suddenly felt that I was ridiculous, why ask him this question, even if I became fat like this, he would not have any qualifications to dislike me, and I didn't have any reason to take care of my image in front of him, thinking of this, I felt bored again.

quickly interrupted Shen Boteng's consideration and said, "Okay, no need to answer, even if I become a pig, it has nothing to do with you." ”

I turned over to face him again, Shen Boteng saw me looking so uncertain, he didn't say anything, he glanced at the time and felt that it was not early, so he stretched out his hand to turn off the light, and didn't come to hug me.

He has never coaxed women much, and he is as vexatious as me, and he will not come to coax me to live and indulge, the two of us actually lay on one side, and slept until the middle of the night, without sticking to him, my body was a little cold, but I still didn't turn over to hug him.

I'm still sulking, but I can't tell what I'm angry about.

I thought we would sleep like this inexplicably overnight, but in the middle of the night, Shen Boteng stretched out his hand and hugged me into his arms, he just wanted to move, he held me on his chest, put his hand on my back, he closed his eyes and said: "If you are too fat to walk, I will carry you." I will also urge you to lose weight, because once a person is obese, the body's health indicators are easy to lose balance, but I will not give you a chance to become fat. ”

He patted me on the head and said, "Okay, don't think about it, it's late, go to sleep in peace." ”

Hearing Shen Boteng's words, my mood improved a little, I lay my face on his warm chest, and I said, "Boteng." ”

He snorted.

I said, "What if we lived here for the rest of our lives?" ”

As soon as I asked this sentence, Shen Boteng's hand patting the back of my head stopped, I felt the hesitation of his movements, tried to restrain myself from showing half of the difference, and tried my best to hypnotize myself and let myself fall asleep quickly, so that this topic that should not have started was completely and naturally ended.

Shen Boteng's hand paused for a few seconds, he stroked my head again, and when he looked down, he found that I had fallen asleep in his arms, and he didn't answer anything, after covering the two of us with the quilt, he changed his hand to pill the back of my head, and kissed my forehead, and the topic finally ended in silence, as if it had never begun.

The days that followed were peaceful, and the village still maintained a sense of paradise.

Nothing special happened, but two days later, a family in this village married a daughter-in-law, and not only invited people from the Zhuo family to drink the wedding wine, but also asked me and Shen Boteng to participate.

Shen Boteng has never been fond of this aspect of the excitement, but that day he saw that I was very interested in this aspect of things, and he looked like he wanted to go, so he agreed to go and see it together.

So in the morning, after we finished breakfast, we went to the village Granny Li's house to attend the wedding, where firecrackers had already risen to the sky, the bride was embraced by a bunch of old people in a ribbon and walked out, the groom stood under a peach blossom tree not far away, wearing a groom's dress and looking at the beautiful groom who walked towards him step by step.

At that moment, the two people only had each other in their eyes, no matter how loud the noise of the scene was, how boiling people's voices were, they couldn't rub any of them into their eyes.

Although there was no champagne and delicate Shih Tzu pastries, no extravagant decorations and no well-trained staff, this rough qiē was not much worse than a luxurious wedding, but it was even better.

Shen Boteng and I sat on the banquet set up in the tent and watched for a long time, until the bride and groom entered the hall to worship, and everyone withdrew their gaze.

The wedding was lively until 12 p.m., and because there was also a bonfire dinner, we had to finish our supper before leaving.

There is a customary custom here, that is, they will toast each other, whether the other person can drink in such a scene or not, they must drink a little.

There are a lot of people toasting us, I don't know if we are outsiders, in order to show their welcome.

Shen Boteng and I both had a good amount of alcohol, but they couldn't support it under their toasts one after another.

After drinking, Shen Boteng saw that I was already drunk, and his cheeks were red, so he blocked a few cups for me, and he was probably drinking behind him, one cup after another, I was a little worried, and many times I leaned on my ear to ask him if he was okay, he looked at me without changing his face, and replied to me: "It's okay." ”

Arrived at the back, fortunately, there were fewer toasters, although Shen Boteng's face did not change, but his slightly furrowed brows still revealed a trace of discomfort, he drank a cup of tea, and then sat there without moving, but looked at us who were dancing on the bonfire.

His eyes fell on me, and I took Dzona's hand and looked back at him in the firelight, and he looked at me intently, just at me.

Suddenly, for a moment, I saw the loss of concentration in his eyes, I saw me in his eyes, and the faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

I suddenly felt that it would be better to stop here in this moment, forever and ever, we would see each other in each other's eyes, and some feelings would no longer need to be hidden.

We can all clearly feel what each other's hearts are thinking, and we no longer have to guess what each other is thinking in a layer of fog.

It's not far away, it's so nice, it's nice to be able to look up and see him behind me.

But time is always running forward, never stopping one's busy pace because of anyone's happiness and sadness, some things will have an end, and there will be a time for change.

When I went around with the team, and then turned to the direction where Shen Boteng was sitting with the team, a person walked behind Shen Boteng, and whispered something in the ear of Shen Boteng, who was looking at me, Shen Boteng, who was looking at me, retracted his gaze and looked at the person next to him, what did the two people talk about, Shen Boteng didn't look at me again, got up and left with the man, I was dragged by the person in front of me around the fire and walked farther and farther, I seemed to see clearly where Shen Boteng went, but it was too late, After I took a turn in a musical student again, Shen Boteng's figure was gone.

The dance was still not finished, and they still had to circle around the fire, but I had a bad premonition in my heart, so I pulled Zhuo Na's hand away from mine, and I looked for the place where Shen Boteng disappeared, but the darkness outside did not know where he was going.

I was suddenly a little dazed, I didn't know what I was afraid of, we had to go back sooner or later, could I keep him?

Are we really willing to stay in this small mountain village for the rest of our lives? He is a man, he has his world to explore, he has his family, he has his career, how can he be willing to let himself become an ordinary man, his education, his identity does not allow him to be such a person at all.

And me, what about me? I'm struggling to the death, struggling now, Sister Xu's death, what I have paid, do I really have to give up all my goals for the sake of a man?

Even if he is willing to spend his whole life with me here, can I really give up Sister Xu's death for the sake of those children's affection?

At the beginning, in order to find an antidote, in order to let me leave the Jiangnan Club, she paid a qiē for me, and even paid for her own life and the child in her belly, she sacrificed herself, but I selfishly wanted to disobey her advice for the sake of these ethereal warmth.

Liang Sheng, Liang Sheng, you can still be selfish.

Thinking of this, I was at a loss, and stood there for a long time, and finally turned around and returned to the crowd, reveling with everyone in the excitement.

When we were all tired of dancing and left one after another, Shen Boteng had already returned, and was sitting there drinking tea and chatting with an old man next to him, after I walked over, the old man pointed at me with a cigarette made of bamboo and asked Shen Boteng: "Is this your daughter-in-law?" ”

Shen Boteng looked at me sweating profusely, but he didn't deny it, but he didn't admit it either. The old man said to himself, "Oh, it's beautiful." ”

Shen Boteng smiled and did not speak.

After I sat down next to him, the old man would change the tobacco ash in his cigarette tube, and his eyesight seemed to be bad, so he moved very slowly.

I glanced at the old man, then sat down next to Shen Boteng and asked, "What are you talking about?" ”

Shen Boteng poured me a glass of water and said, "Let's talk casually." ”

I took it, put it in my hand and took a sip, and after drinking, I tentatively asked, "By the way, where did you just go?" ”

When I asked this question, Shen Boteng looked at me and said, "When." ”

I said, "Not so long ago." I said a specific time and said, "Half an hour ago?" ”

Shen Boteng replied, "The villagers next door asked me to come over and help. ”

Shen Boteng raised his hand to wipe the sweat on my forehead and said, "Look at you crazy." ”

I smiled and said, "It's fun, but there's still a batch of dancing students later, won't you come?" ”

After Shen Boteng wiped my forehead clean, he put down the tissue and said, "You know, I'm not interested in this aspect, just watch from the sidelines." ”

I said, "Okay, when are we going back?" ”

Shen Boteng looked at me and asked, "When do you want to go back?" ”

I grinned and said, "I still want to have fun." ”

Shen Boteng said, "Well, I'll wait for you." ”

Hearing him say that, I just smiled and didn't answer him anything.

He also continued to look at the singing and dancing not far away, and the old man was smoking the dry cigarette in his hand.

As he smoked, he looked at the dancing figure at the campfire, babbling and singing, but I couldn't understand a word anyway, so I sat there and didn't speak again.

The wedding finally ended at one o'clock in the evening, and the guests and hosts were happy.

I was picked up by Shen Boteng, because Zhuo Na, who was still holding a wine glass after dancing, asked me to drink, Shen Boteng couldn't stop it, the two of us drank one after another, Zhuo Na's alcohol was higher than mine, so in the end I was drunk, but she still knew how to go home, and when she went home, she didn't forget to take her scarf and hold her mother.

When I woke up the next morning, I was woken up by the sound of people outside, and I sat up from my bed in a daze, looking at the white light outside shining on the papier-mâché window, and I still didn't know the years for the time being.

It wasn't until Zhuo Na rushed in from the outside and walked in front of me that she grabbed my hand and asked, "Liang Sheng, Liang Sheng, your family has come to look for you." ”

Her words made me sit there stunned all the time, and I couldn't come back to my senses at all.

Zhuona said again: "Don't you go, okay?" Is it okay to stay here forever? We've been so happy during this time, are you really willing to leave? What's good in the city? Isn't rural life happy? ”