After Lu Chongqing finished speaking, he ate the food, just the waiter came up with hot dishes, braised crucian carp, sweet and sour pork ribs, green pepper potato shreds, broad beans scrambled eggs, and a winter melon and kelp soup, it is a homely practice, the taste is salty, Lu Chongqing gulps but eats with relish, as if it is a mountain and sea delicacy. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Lu Hongwei looked at him distressed, and opened his mouth to say something, but he felt that it was difficult to say anything.

This is obviously a matter between husband and wife, and it's okay to persuade it, but if you don't like it, who knows if the wind blows on the pillow one day, and the relationship between the brothers will be gone.

Man, after getting married, there is trouble.

"Brother, you said that after getting married, it's still quite troublesome, I'm afraid of wolves and tigers, but it's not the same as before." Lu Chongqing finally felt that his mouth was too salty, took a big sip of beer, wiped the beer foam from the corner of his mouth, and sighed. "It's a change from the past, I can go wherever I like, no one cares, at the beginning of the Tibetan border no man's land, who we were afraid of, that is, in the special forces, I was also the first to charge, in addition to the task in my mind..."

"Didn't you fall in love with Chen Xiaoyu at that time?" Lu Hongwei asked with a smile.

"Falling in love is falling in love, the feeling is still different from getting married, although it was ...... at that time" Lu Chongqing stopped his mouth, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, although he had already tasted ecstasy for the first time at that time, the feeling was still different, and later when he waited for someone to come to the rescue in the mountains, he privately thought that if he was not there, Deng Yinan would take care of Chen Xiaoyu.

But now Deng Yinan is gone.

He sighed, and said in a hesitant tone: "Brother, in fact, I think Deng Yinan is gone, let alone Xiaoyu, even I feel empty in my heart......"

"Do you think Chen Xiaoyu's spare tire is gone?" Lu Hongwei lowered his eyes, looked at the beer foam in the glass, and asked softly.

Lu Chongqing pursed his lips and didn't speak, but his regretful and helpless eyes said it all.

……

When Chen Xiaoyu came back from Beijing, she went to Lulu's house to stay.

Lulu recently got a new boyfriend, the two of them rented a façade in the city's art center together, opened a gallery to sell some calligraphy and paintings, and lived a very comfortable life, Chen Xiaoyu was busy with real estate projects later, and Lulu gradually became less contacted, but the relationship between the two did not fade.

When Deng Yinan died, Lulu was traveling with her boyfriend in France, and when she came back and heard about it, her first thought was to find Chen Xiaoyu, but before she could find Chen Xiaoyu, they were automatically sent to the door.

Looking at Chen Xiaoyu's haggard and sad face, she didn't know how to comfort her, so she had to drive her boyfriend home and keep Chen Xiaoyu at her house for one night.

"You just stay with me for two days, let's talk, don't hold back what you have in your heart, what is not good to die with Lu Chongqing, you tell me, otherwise how can we be friends, friends are useful at this time." Lulu said as she took out a bottle of French red wine, opened it and poured her a glass, "My boyfriend said that this is how French people drink, let's drink a little and sleep well." ”

Chen Xiaoyu was lying on her sofa in a daze, her eyes were empty and confused, she listened to her words and drank the glass of wine and said slowly, "Lulu, do you know how I feel now?" My feeling is that I am a sinner! ”

"What are you a sinner?" Lulu took a sip and sat cross-legged on the sofa, "What kind of sinner are you?" Brother Yinan is sick, what does it have to do with you? The only thing you may feel guilty about is that you didn't get along with him, but no one can force emotional matters, he loves you, you don't love him, it's not your fault, just like I hated Yang Chang at the beginning, I think he is a man who is greedy for wealth and has no responsibility! But now I don't think so, I don't hate him anymore, it's not his fault that he doesn't have that affection for me, who said that if you love others, others should love you! Therefore, Brother Yinan will not blame you, if he hates you, he will not help you so much...... As you say, he helped so much. ”

Lulu also raised the wine glass and shook it slowly, the burgundy liquid rippled in the crystal glass, she remembered what Deng Yinan had done before, and her eyes were moist.

"Lulu, do you remember? You used to say that you said that I stepped on two boats and played with other people's feelings...... Now I feel like that really is the kind of person I am. ”

“…… Ahem...... When have I ever said such a thing, don't be mistaken! We have such a good relationship, would I slander you like this! Lulu said embarrassedly, of course she remembered that she hadn't been in love at that time, she didn't know what love was, and she was jealous of Chen Xiaoyu and Deng Yinan, and two boys in Chongqing.

"I remember you saying that we were young ...... At the time I was not convinced, and swore that I would fall in love with them, but now I feel so despicable...... You see, I don't rely on Brother Yinan's guidance and help, and I know which business has nothing to do with him...... I still use him ......" Chen Xiaoyu began to cry as she curled up and hugged herself, burying her head tightly on the sofa like a baby, and after a while, Lulu only heard her heart-rending cry.

She had never seen Xiaoyu so gaffe, she had grown so big, she had never seen her shed tears a few times, this time Chen Xiaoyu cried so much.

Cry, cry, it's not necessarily a blessing to be able to cry, she's been too depressed these days.

In the past few days, she has personally experienced the unattainable and unattainable nature of the Lu family, the contempt and indifference to all kinds of inaction towards herself, the kind of indifference that will not be obvious but makes you feel everywhere, and she has endured it silently one by one after smiling.

She knew that this was the price of marrying Lu Chongqing, a sacrifice she had to pay, and her self-esteem and pride were just a joke in the eyes of the Lu family.

She didn't dare and wouldn't show half of her points in front of Lu Chongqing and Lu Hongwei, so she had to suppress it listlessly, and flew back as soon as the ceremony was over, she needed to breathe, wash and lick her wounds in a place that only she was familiar with.

Lulu looked at her and said, "Xiaoyu, don't take care of everything yourself, you said that you took advantage of Brother Nan, maybe he thinks this is his happiness,...... No one forced him to do that, and he did it willingly...... If you don't fall in love with him, you have to stay away from him, and you won't get along with him until you die? ”