Chen Xiaoyu still put her head on the sofa and didn't speak, crying and sobbing, and her shoulders shrugged and trembled. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Lulu looked at her and sighed for a while: "Xiaoyu, I haven't seen you for a while, you're busy and I'm busy, but now that I'm looking at you, I really feel that you're not the you I knew back then." ”

Chen Xiaoyu stopped crying when she heard this, and lay there motionless.

Lulu said again, "You may not like to listen to it, are you still yourself in the past six months?" You are busy with projects, doing business, breaking up and reconciling with Lu Chongqing, on the surface you are still the same as before, but where is your energy? Where's that confident look you had when you were a kid? Look at your current appearance, I don't think either Brother Yinan or Lu Chongqing want you to be like this. ”

Chen Xiaoyu stopped crying, slowly raised his face, and a face was reflected in the dressing mirror opposite the sofa, his red and swollen eyes lost their brilliance, his eyes were out of focus, his face was haggard and pale, his eyebrows were frowned, and he seemed to have infinite grievances.

Is this herself?

Lulu is right, is this her Chen Xiaoyu?

Is that prophetic, confident Chen Xiaoyu?

She closed her eyes and turned her face away, "Lulu, don't say it, you don't know how uncomfortable my heart is......"

"Yes, you're uncomfortable. But who doesn't feel bad, don't I feel bad? Isn't it uncomfortable to look at you all this way to Chongqing? You are making a fuss about the death of another man, have you ever thought about the feelings of passing through Chongqing? Ever wondered what kind of mood he was in?! Chen Xiaoyu, you are too selfish! ”

……

"Chongqing, I won't ask you to return to the special forces, but you have to discuss with Chen Xiaoyu in advance, you are a married person, and you can't be reckless in doing things."

Lu Hongwei said calmly, the expression on his face could not show joy, anger and sorrow, Lu Chongqing still knew that he was very unhappy.

It's that I don't object, but what he wants to say is that I didn't even negotiate this kind of thing, and it simply challenged his bottom line as an elder brother.

Lu Chongqing couldn't hear it, so he had to argue, "Brother, this is not a question of whether I discuss or not, you and I are both soldiers, and soldiers take obedience to orders as their duty, and military orders are like mountains, where can they be discussed?" We have to obey the arrangements of our superiors, so there is no room for negotiation at all. ”

That means that I didn't discuss with you, I didn't discuss with Xiaoyu, and now it means, does it matter if I discuss it or not? If you don't agree, you won't obey the command?

Lu Hongwei listened to his righteous and strict words, and he understood the appearance of righteousness, so he was angry, put down the chopsticks in his hand, and said solemnly, "May I ask Staff Officer Lu, is this a military order or your request?" There's an essential difference, you know? ”

"I don't understand, is there a difference?" Lu Chongqing is still innocent, "Whether it is an order from the superiors, or I take the initiative to ask for war, since the leader agrees, it is a military order, anyway, the military order will come down in a few days, and everything will no longer change." ”

It's okay to make decisions without authorization, anyway, it's all already in the boat, and you can't change it.

"You're running away!" Lu Hongwei said sharply, directly poking Lu Chongqing's sore spot.

Sure enough, Lu Chongqing's face stiffened, the emotions in his eyes changed rapidly, and the fist he put on his knee clenched tightly.

Although his brother is not in love, his ability to see people is not inferior to others. Yes, he is escaping, before determining Chen Xiaoyu's feelings now, he would rather choose to escape, what if he is married to Chen Xiaoyu, getting married does not mean that Chen Xiaoyu must be the only one in his heart. What's more, Deng Yinan died, and his sudden death magnified his affection for Chen Xiaoyu, which also made Xiaoyu even more difficult to extricate himself from guilt.

Isn't there a saying that you can never compete with a dead man?

If Chen Xiaoyu put them in a competitive position, Lu Chongqing felt that he would definitely lose.

So he made a choice, from the overall situation, from personal feelings, he decided to leave.

He wants Chen Xiaoyu to judge for himself.

"Chongqing, I advise you to remember one sentence, never test a person you love, really, no one can stand the test."

Lu Hongwei looked at the turbulent waves in his eyes, and finally patted him on the shoulder, and said earnestly.

Lu Chongqing was shocked, his brother, this Taishan will not frown at the top of his brother, has he experienced anything.

He didn't believe that Lu Hongwei had really lived like a monk for so many years, even if he was a monk physically, his psychology would not be like an ancient well.

But for so many years, he was stunned that he had never heard of any scandals about Lu Hongwei.

Even if there are female colleagues and subordinates who are familiar with each other, he can be polite, not far or close, neither humble nor arrogant.

Lu Chongqing's curiosity was aroused, "Brother, I want to ask you a question......

"Why don't I fall in love?" Lu Hongwei curled the corners of his mouth and laughed self-deprecatingly.

"Yes, after all these years, you haven't met someone who makes your heart flutter?"

"Heartbeat?" Lu Hongwei was silent for a while, his expression was in a trance for a while, he looked into the distance ethereally, and a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Maybe there was a little bit of excitement at that time, but it was just a momentary thing, and then the fate faded before it arrived." ”

He didn't want to say this, ethereal love was never in his scope of consideration, maybe he didn't meet it, maybe it wasn't strong enough, maybe it wasn't enough fate, anyway, he missed it, and it was nothing to miss, and many people didn't miss it.

"But you don't plan to fall in love and get married?" Lu Chongqing asked, now that he is married, his brother is still single.

"Yes." Lu Hongwei said. "It's not time yet, when the time comes, I will get married, not necessarily in love, if it goes well, I will find a wife who meets the requirements of the family."

Eligible for families? To put it bluntly, isn't it just to choose a wife according to other people's wishes?

"You're just going to wronged yourself?" Lu Chongqing said.

He was upset for his brother.

"Aggrieved? Not necessarily, maybe it will be happy, who knows? Lu Hongwei smiled slightly cynically, "Lu Chongqing, so not everyone will meet a woman who must marry like you, and it is not that no one regards love so important, for many people, marriage is to complete social responsibility, since you have such a love and a loving marriage, then cherish it, you know that it is not easy to come by." ”

"Brother, of course I know that it was not easy to come by, and because of this, I hope it is 100% and I have no regrets." Lu Chongqing looked at his brother.

Lu Hongwei shook his head, where in this world is there a 100% thing.