Even in the northwest where the spring breeze does not pass through the Yumen Pass, there will eventually be a time when the residual snow melts and the spring is full of joy.

{We don't write novels, we're just online text porters - I stand in front of my office window and look out at the bright sunshine outside, no matter how bleak my mood is, this warm and clear sunlight also makes my heart feel good.}

It's another spring, and he's been away for a year.

Two years ago at this time in his factory to handle the case, he said that he wanted to take care of me better, he did accompany me gently and warmly for a year, and his first acquaintance days in his affection is so if there is nothing but attract me to let him into my life, his gentle and generous like a father and brother pity and soothe my affection is still lingering in my heart today, but these days of separation there is no trace of him, I sometimes wonder blankly whether his affection is real?

Has he ever been here?

Is that qiē just a dream, a spring dream without a trace, is it just a spring dream when you meet him?

"What are you thinking? So fascinated."

I was startled when I heard the voice, and looked sideways to see that Qiao Qidong was standing next to me with a smile.

"Did you know that people can be scared to death!"

I glanced at him and sneered.

"I didn't want to scare you, you were distracted, you didn't feel such a big person coming in, what did you think so distracted?"

Qiao Qidong looked at me with inquiring eyes and asked.

"I didn't think about anything, I looked at the spring light outside for a while, why did you come, you rarely go to the public security bureau building to wander around, how did you think of coming here"

I avoided his inquiring gaze and asked him a rhetorical question.

Qiao Qidong laughed and said: "If you don't go to the building to wander around, the leaders will see you less, see you less and think less of you, and think less of you and less of looking for your things."

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"It's better for you to live a quiet life by hiding from the emperor."

I pursed my lips and laughed.

"Whether the life is good or not is all in your own mind, you think that I am quiet there, and others still feel that I am located in a remote area and the conditions are difficult, far from the sight of the leader, and there is no chance of progress."

Qiao Qidong laughed at himself.

I lowered my head and smiled and said, "Everyone has their own ambitions, as long as you do what you want, you don't have a good meeting, why did you sneak here?" ”

"It's a video training meeting, I'm tired of sitting, I take a break to smoke a cigarette, I haven't seen you for a long time, I've come to see you. You look like you've lost weight again, and your spirit is not as good as in the past, Zheng Duo said that your temperament has changed a lot recently, and I don't know why? ”

Qiao Qidong looked at me and said, his eyes wandering back and forth on my face.

"What has changed in me? Don't listen to Zheng Duo's nonsense, I'm fine."

I bowed my head and combed my hair with my hands.

Qiao Qidong turned his head to look out the window, stood silently for a while, and lowered his voice and said: "Still, we all know that you have not had a good time over the years, but we can't help you, I chat with Chen Yixiao and Zheng Duo and rarely mention your love life, it's not that I don't care about you, but I don't know what to say and don't know how to persuade you." But still, no matter what you do, how you choose to live we can understand, you are different from other women, you know what you want, you know what you are doing, you are a wise and courageous person, so don't be difficult for yourself, don't be difficult with yourself, okay? ”

I vaguely felt that Qiao Qidong noticed something, but I didn't want to say it, so I pretended to smile and said; "I'm fine, I'm fine, it's good to lose weight, aren't women losing weight, do women like to lose weight themselves? I like it too."

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Qiao Qidong looked out the window silently for a long time, raised his head and thought about it, and said, "Did you let Mr. Chen speak to Zheng Duo in front of the county leaders about Zheng Duo being the deputy director?" ”

I was shocked in my heart, although I expressed my hope that Zheng Duo could go further in front of Chen Jingde, I never explicitly asked him to really do anything.

I said quietly, "Where did you start with that?" Zheng Duo's promotion is the result of his own efforts for so many years, how much he has paid is seen by everyone, and his position to where he is today is also expected by everyone."

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The corners of Qiao Qidong's mouth pursed a slight smile and said: "Zheng Duo is doing very well, but if he wants to go to the position of deputy director, if no one above is willing to speak for him, how can it be so easy, and the few people who compete with him are not deeper than him, I heard that Mr. Chen has made a lot of efforts to get Zheng Duo up, and said a lot of good things about Zheng Duo in front of the county leaders, Mr. Chen is humble on the outside and arrogant in his heart, but he is not a person who speaks lightly for others, he speaks in front of the county leaders is very weighty."

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At this time, I already understood a little in my heart, but I didn't want to show my relationship with Chen Jingde in front of Qiao Qidong, no matter how much he knew in his heart, but I didn't want to pierce this layer of window paper, so I pretended not to know: "Zheng Duo broke the case of their factory and recovered all the economic losses for them, and he also showed his face in front of the county leaders at the critical moment, and won glory for himself, these Chen Zong saw it, and it was normal for him to speak for him, and the superior leaders also saw it, and it was also appropriate to appreciate him and promote him."

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Qiao Qidong smiled faintly and said, "Do you remember that time when you and Zheng Duo went into the mountain and didn't come back for a few days?" That time Mr. Chen came to my police station to chat with me I was very strange, his factory has been built in my jurisdiction for more than two years, Mr. Chen looks polite on the face but is very cold and arrogant in his bones, unlike ordinary businessmen like to pull relationships with people, although they often deal with work in the past, when they first built the factory, there were a lot of outsiders, personnel management was not on the normal track, and people often made trouble, our police station did help them a lot, but even so he rarely talked to me, and never came to our police station. That time he came to the police station, he first talked about Zheng Duo and then went around and mentioned you, and later heard that you and Zheng Duo had lost contact with them when they went into the mountains, so he immediately offered to go into the mountains with us to find you, saying that his car had better off-road performance than ours. The next day, he made a special trip to the police station to ask about your situation, and asked if you wanted to go into the mountain to find you, and I was very strange that he was so urgent, and then I heard that you were out of the mountain safely, and he took the initiative to come with us to Qingshikeng Village to pick you up, which is not like his usual style. In Qingshikeng Village, I found that his eyes have been following you, and I understand a little in my heart. Later, I heard the news that Zheng Duo could get his current position and had a lot to do with Mr. Chen's strong support, and I thought at first that Zheng Duo had pulled Mr. Chen's line by himself, but then Zheng Duo asked me if I asked Mr. Chen for help, and I was sure that you were helping. ”

I listened silently to Qiao Qidong say this, I felt that the strength in my body disappeared little by little, I propped my hands on the windowsill, closed my eyes slightly and let out a deep breath, I think Zheng Duo is really not worth it, he has worked hard for more than ten years to pay so much, and what he diligently wants is how to get it.

I looked out the window and took a deep breath to calm down my mood quietly, smiled faintly and said: "Zheng Duo got his current position because of his hard work for more than ten years, and he deserves it, it has nothing to do with me, I don't want to be greedy for heaven, don't say such things in front of anyone in the future, it's too unfair to Zheng Duo."

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Qiao Qidong said calmly: "Still, I don't want to explore you when I tell you this, after Wu Tianyang left you and left, although you were sad, your arrogance has always been there, you are still Lin Yi, facing all kinds of eyes around you with your head held high, never escaping or compromising to live your own life." And now that you hide everything in your heart, let this pain ruin you little by little, Zheng Duo said that you have become less and less like you, and I also feel that your whole person is getting farther and farther away from us, and you are becoming more and more depressed. Still, although we never say in front of you how much we care about you, you are not only our comrade-in-arms, but also a dearest and beloved friend to me, Zheng Duo and Chen Yixiao. We are really upset that you are so sad, Chen Yixiao also asked me if you have encountered anything difficult. Chen Jingde is indeed a very good man, but still, you have always been the best, whether it is Wu Tianyang or this Chen Jingde, they will definitely regret it after leaving you, and it should be them who are in pain, not you. How many times has Wu Tianyang proposed in front of me and Zheng Duo that he wanted to see you, and wanted to ask you for forgiveness, but you didn't agree, didn't you? So, still cheer up, do you remember what Chen Yixiao said, if it was in ancient times, you would definitely be an invincible knight in the world, how could you be defeated? ”

Smiling proud of the rivers and lakes, fighting the sword world, Chen Yixiao, how many youthful years, uninhibited feelings have gone with the wind, and now I am alone here and haggard.

I stood in the middle of the living room of the Lido house, the piano was there, and I walked to the study, and the words he wrote were there, and the bedding he used in the bedroom was also there, and he had been here before, and he had never put "love" like me.

Hung on the lips, but he took everything I cared about to heart.

Silently did for me a qiē that he could do.

I cried quietly, I no longer doubt his affection, I no longer regret the feelings I paid, I have sincerely paid for him and I have been sincerely happy, the love he gave me was warm and generous, so light but so beautiful, soothed the pain left by Wu Tianyang's abandonment, and let Wu Tianyang be completely cleared from my heart.

Looking back, I can only think of him, there is no betrayal and deception, only the sincere pity given to me by the warm smile he left in my heart, which will be engraved in my heart for this life and make me grateful.

I asked the Buddha: What if I meet someone I can love, but I can't be sure?

The Buddha said: How much love is left in the world, welcome the thousand changes of the floating world, and do happy things with lovers, don't ask whether it is a catastrophe or fate.

When I confirmed his affection, it was a fate for me to meet him, and my heart was at peace.