Yi Xiaoshi sat on the edge of the bed and held Shi Xiaoqing's hand.

It may be because of excessive blood loss, although it is a warm spring, Shi Xiaoqing's fingers are cold.

"If I hadn't arrived in time, were you really trying to force him to strangle you? The child is gone, I understand the pain in your heart, but that won't make you strong seek death. If the child is gone, you can regenerate, your life is still very long, only live strongly, there will always be rain and sunny days full of hope. Fool, promise me not to do such stupid things again in the future. There is no hardship or pain that cannot be overcome, you see? ”

is not only the best friend, but even the only friend in life after being deliberately distorted and misplaced.

In her life, almost all of Yiqiē was deliberately arranged and planned by Ban Chuan.

Even the meeting and love with Du Yuheng were calculated by Banchuan clean and thoroughly, only Shi Xiaoqing is the only truth in her life, not because of the former Ke Shi and arranged, not because of the love and hate of the past, she came suddenly and sincerely intimate.

For her, Shi Xiaoqing has actually become a unique comfort in her misplaced life over the years. It is the only solace in the time when Yi Xiaoshi was used.

Because there are so many people around her, only Shi Xiaoqing and her meet and interact, and they are not adulterated with any impurities.

In Shi Xiaoqing's eyes, she is just Yi Xiaoshi, and has nothing to do with Ke Shi and the Ke family.

She made Yi Xiaoshi's life over the years, except for her love with Du Yuheng, not be completely denied.

"Shishi, am I stupid?"

A very light voice, with a slightly hoarse smell came to his ears, and at some point, Shi Xiaoqing had opened her eyes silently, staring at a certain point in the air for a moment.

"Shishi, do you know, even I feel that I am terminally ill and incurable, I clearly want to have nothing to do with him, and I clearly feel that I hate him and die and live. But I always think of him involuntarily, and seeing his heart is like being split in half, half happy and half hateful. I even felt like I was mentally ill at all. I was so happy when I found out that I was pregnant, and when the test result was an ectopic pregnancy, I was stupid enough to think that maybe a miracle would happen...... Where is the miracle of this kind of thing? ”

Yi Xiaoshi listened quietly, but she didn't know what to say to explain her and comfort her.

At this moment, it seems that there is no point in saying anything. The power of words is negligible at this point.

Perhaps, Shi Xiaoqing just needs a listener, and just wants to vent her feelings by dissecting her feelings through guò.

"When he suddenly appeared in front of me, I thought it would be nice if I could completely break it, I don't have to live so entangled every day, I don't have to feel like a psycho who loves and hates you all day long, and can't find a way out."

Yi Xiaoshi squatted in front of the hospital bed and clenched Shi Xiaoqing's hand, "Xiaoqing, feelings are just a part of life, if you can't figure it out, you don't want to, there's no need to force yourself like this." To be alive is to have hope. ”

Shi Xiaoqing buried her face in the pillow, her shoulders trembling slightly, "I understand the reason, but ...... It's hard to do. ”

"We're still young, there's nothing wrong with that. Although it is always an illusion that we can conquer the world, youth is capital. Life has infinite possibilities, and I once thought that my misplaced life for more than ten years had no meaning. But when I thought about it in reverse, I found that it was this misplaced decade or so that I met you and made me fall in love with Du Yuheng. Maybe you're just blinded by the fog, but if you look at it from a different angle, you'll find something different. ”

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