“…… If you look at it from a different angle, you'll see something different. ”

After a pause, he stared at Shi Xiaoqing, and asked word by word, "Why do you want to do everything possible to escape from Su Yishen, he has restricted your freedom?" He doesn't love you? Or do you feel like it's not appropriate for you to be together? ”

Shi Xiaoqing was stunned by the question, and she couldn't answer these seemingly simple questions for a long time.

"Neither," Shi Xiaoqing replied sullenly, "Living by his side makes me feel like a fish out of water, depressed and suffocated, never knowing what he thinks in his heart, never knowing what he is doing." His world is always mysteriously veiled, and no matter how close I am to him, it seems to be 108,000 miles away. Me and him...... It's two worlds, no common topic, no common hobbies, I came to his side, but I couldn't enter his world, and he never understood what I wanted. ”

"When I get along with him, I can't help but speculate about what he's thinking almost every day, and when I can't see him, I guess what he's doing and when I'll come back.

"By his side, I became egoless day by day, and my whole body involuntarily circled around him. I hate him for letting me fall into such an inextricable love, but I have to watch the love between us fade and wither day by day. I know very well that if we continue to get along with each other in that state, sooner or later it will end up being boring. Rather than wait for the day to come, it's better to get out early. ”

Speaking of this, he couldn't help laughing bitterly, "However, people are born with cheap bones, they want to stay far away, they want to cut it in two, but their thoughts come out of the bones." When you can't see it, you miss it, and you really put it together and torture each other. ”

This time, Yi Xiaoshi was stunned.

Yes, Su Yishen and Shi Xiaoqing, before they met, they were two parallel lines, and the scenery they had seen, the living environment and experience were completely different.

Even the perception of the world and the way of dealing with the world are completely different, such two people have met and fallen in love...... It's easy to fall in love at first sight, and getting along after love at first sight is the real test!

Yi Xiaoshi wants to leave Su Yishen, not so much to escape, but to get rid of each other before they get tired of each other.

However, these are Shi Xiaoqing's personal thoughts, and Su Yishen ...... Apparently not so.

The biggest problem between them is the lack of communication.

Su Yishen is an arrogant person, and at first glance he is not the kind of person who will take the initiative to explain and express his true feelings.

As a woman, Shi Xiaoqing is naturally sensitive, of course, there will be all kinds of speculations and all kinds of uneasiness, she can't get Su Yishen's explanation, and she doesn't have any commitments, and it is inevitable that an emotional crisis will break out over time.

If they are willing to talk to each other, willing to take a step back, willing to spend a little more effort to understand what the other party is thinking, it is definitely not the situation today.

"Why don't you tell him about your uneasiness and your worries?"

Yi Xiaoshi sighed, "If you are willing to tell him, maybe ......"

"So what? Will confession be able to bridge the gap and estrangement between me and him? Our attitude towards things, the environment in which we live...... There are differences in all aspects. ”

"Xiaoqing, you weren't such a negative and pessimistic person before."

Shi Xiaoqing lay on the pillow and didn't want to speak.

Yi Xiaoshi patted her on the shoulder, "It will get better, there is no problem that cannot be solved, and there is no difficulty that cannot be overcome." Don't think so much about it now, and get some rest. The sun will rise tomorrow and every day will be new. ”

Shi Xiaoqing didn't respond, and Yi Xiaoshi didn't bother her, moved to the stool next to the hospital bed and peeled an apple

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