019. Transformation
Shen Boteng also noticed Secretary Dai's look at me, but he didn't ask anything, but said lightly: "Got it, you go down to prepare the car first." ”
Secretary Dai bowed his head slightly and said, "Yes." And he withdrew from his study.
When only Shen Boteng and I were left, he didn't seem to plan to leave immediately, but said to me in a daze, "Keep reading." ”
Only then did I come back to my senses and read the terms of the contract word by word.
In the end, the approval of this contract was given by Shen Boteng to teach me how to write it little by little, and it was revised several times before it was completed.
After coming out of the study, Shen Boteng went to the bedroom to change his clothes before leaving, and I sent him to the door to watch him leave, and then closed the door and went back to the room.
Shen Boteng was not at home in the afternoon, so I took advantage of this gap to go to the hospital to see Xiaolan, and the night after returning from the hospital, I waited for Shen Boteng in the hotel all night, but that night he did not pick me up from the sofa as usual, because he did not go back to the hotel that night, I woke up from the sofa the next morning and found out.
After I got off the sofa, the first thing I did was to call Shen Boteng, but before his number was pressed out of the phone, the door was pushed open, and Shen Boteng came in from outside the door. ”
There was a joy in his voice that even I hadn't noticed, but today's Shen Boteng didn't give me a kiss as usual, but asked with a rather cold expression: "Waited for me all night?" ”
I nodded and said, "yes, I thought you would come back last night." ”
Shen Boteng didn't pay attention to my words, but stopped me, pulled the tie on his chest, and walked towards the bedroom, I followed behind him and just wanted to ask him if he had breakfast, but Shen Boteng turned to look at me with a stern face and asked, "The day before yesterday, you saw Shen Bowen." ”
It is not an interrogative sentence, but a particularly affirmative sentence.
I was stunned for a moment, I didn't expect him to know, I saw that his expression was not very good-looking, I was afraid that he would misunderstand something, and just wanted to open my mouth to explain something to him, Shen Boteng interrupted me: "Just answer yes or no." ”
I said, "Yes, I've seen him, but that's ......"
"Why didn't you sue me?" The look between Shen Boteng's eyebrows became more and more gloomy.
I said, "Because we just met by chance, nothing happened between me and him." ”
Shen Boteng squinted his eyes slightly and asked, "Do you still think something should happen between you?" ”
Before I could figure out the meaning of his words, Shen Boteng passed by me, went out of the bedroom and entered the study, I heard the door slam, there was a loud noise, I was frightened by the force of his closing the door, standing there I never understood, yesterday was fine, but today how did it become like this.
In the evening, Secretary Dai came here many times, and every time he went to the study to find Shen Boteng.
I sat outside the living room and waited for them to finish talking, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, Secretary Dai happened to come out of the study, she looked at me as if she didn't look at me, and after I found out, she pretended that nothing had happened, smiled at me, didn't say a word, and left towards the gate with Wen Jiàn in her arms.
But when she was about to close the door, I got down from the sofa and walked over to her and asked, "Secretary Dai, did something happen yesterday?" ”
Secretary Dai asked me rhetorically, "What is Miss Liang asking?" ”
I said, "How would Bai Teng know that I had met Shen Bowen?" ”
Secretary Dai thought for a while, I thought she would answer me eventually, but I didn't expect that after a long time, she opened her mouth and said to me: "I'm sorry, I don't know." ”
She said this without any further stops, and did not pay any attention to me standing at the door, closed the door, and left the hotel.
When I went to bed at night, Shen Boteng slept next to me and didn't know if I fell asleep, we were far apart, I didn't dare to get close to him, many times I wanted to take the initiative to speak, but when the words came to my mouth, I didn't know how to speak, and I struggled until the middle of the night, and finally I didn't resist sleepiness, so I gradually fell asleep.
It was four o'clock in the morning when I woke up again, I subconsciously touched the person next to me, and what my hand touched was a cold, showing that the person on my side had been away for a long time, the sleepiness in my mind disappeared at that moment, and I didn't have time to turn on the light when I opened my eyes, and I wanted to go to the living room to find someone, but as soon as I arrived at the door, I immediately went to look at the balcony not far away, only to find that Shen Boteng was smoking outside.
It was pitch black outside the balcony, only to see a vague figure leaning on the balcony railing, in the dark, from time to time there were sporadic sparks flickering, I hesitated for a while, walked towards that end, as soon as I reached the balcony, the cold wind hit from all directions, I shivered for no reason, I did not approach immediately, but tentatively called: "Patten." ”
This sentence is not particularly loud in the wind, but Shen Boteng heard it, but he didn't answer me, I was about to smear and walk towards him, the light suddenly snapped and turned on, Shen Boteng was already standing beside me from the front, he frowned slightly and asked, "Why did you come out." ”
I also asked, "Why do you smoke in the middle of the night?" ”
Shen Boteng said lightly: "The addiction to smoking is gone." ”
After he finished speaking, when he was about to pass by me, I held his hand at the right time, and felt that my hand that had just come out of the room was even colder than that of him who had been staying outside, and I explained in a low voice: "Bai Teng, I don't know why Shen Bowen appeared in the hotel where we were that day, we really just said a few words to him, and the reason why I didn't sue you is because I heard that you and Shen Bowen don't have a very good relationship, and I am afraid of annoying you." ”
After I had explained, I stood in front of him with my face bowed, his slender shadow on the ground, the sound of the wind in my ears, and the occasional car honking downstairs.
The shadow of the underground shook for a moment, and soon, Shen Boteng moved closer to me, and he picked me up from the ground without saying a word, I know what his action means.
After he carried me into the room, he put me on the bed, quickly removed my clothes, and the body entered me, unlike last time, he moved a little softer, and let me accept him slowly.
After it was over, I lay in his arms with my whole body sour and soft, closed my eyes and felt that Shen Boteng's hand was still on me, my body still couldn't help trembling slightly, half-asleep and half-awake, Shen Boteng said without the slightest emotion in his voice: "I knew a year ago that some things are difficult to quit once they are touched, just like this body." ”
I listened to his words, suddenly opened my eyes and looked at him, and found that Shen Boteng's feelings fell on my body unpredictably, and his fingers slid to my heart little by little along the lines of my body.