Chapter 119: To the Cemetery
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I didn't let the 'girl' into the house, I accompanied her to the stairwell to sit, and I happened to meet the person guarding the 'door' who came back with his stomach covering, and saw me pulling a strange little 'girl' child, I was frightened on the spot, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my stomach is not very comfortable." [Almost all the books you want to read.,It's faster than the general station to be stable dìng a lot of updates.,There are no ads in the whole text.] ]。 For more up-to-date chapters, visit wèn:ww. As he spoke, he prepared to pull the little 'girl' and take her away. I said, "It's okay, I'll play with her." Hearing this, his face hesitated, probably thinking that a small child would not be in any danger, so he nodded: "Okay, I'll be by the side." "We were sitting on the stairs, and the little 'girl' told me the story of Sleeping Beauty, and she said that she especially wanted to be Sleeping Beauty, because Sleeping Beauty was very beautiful, and she could sleep in a kingdom and a house full of 'flowers', and she liked 'flowers'. I was amused by her whimsy: "So you also want a prince to 'kiss' you?" Hearing this, the little 'girl' child suddenly became shy: "Mother said that the prince is very handsome and can ride a horse." I nodded approvingly: "Yes, very handsome, and can ride horses." She thought for a while, covered her mouth and smiled secretly: "I like the prince." I 'touched' her head and said with a smile: "Okay, when you grow up, you will marry the prince and become a real little princess." She looked at me, "Aren't I a real little princess now?" "Of course, I will be a more beautiful princess in the future." "Will there be a crystal slipper?" Without reminding her that the crystal slippers belonged to Cinderella, I took the trouble to affirm: "Of course, you will have a lot of very beautiful dresses." "The little 'girl' child got up and jumped on the spot several times with satisfaction, her face was full of expectations for the future, I looked at her and felt a little bitter, how good it would be if the children could always live in such an innocent world. Probably sneaking out, she jumped up for a while and said to me, "Pretty auntie, I'll come back to you tomorrow." "Are you leaving?" I felt a little lost in my heart. "Well," she nodded, her expression a little stern, "I'm going back for injections." "Suddenly feeling distressed, I 'touched' her head again: "Be brave, the injection doesn't hurt at all." She smiled, didn't speak, waved at me and ran downstairs. As a result, at the corner of the stairs, she stopped, looked up at me, and didn't know how to speak, so she hesitated for a long time: "Auntie, is it you who my mother said about Sleeping Beauty?" I was stunned for a moment, and quickly shook my head with a smile: "Sleeping Beauty is sleeping, and she is very beautiful, and Auntie is not a princess, so she is not Sleeping Beauty." She was a little disappointed: "It would be nice if Auntie was." "Why" "Because you're beautiful. After saying that, she was embarrassed again, and ran away quickly with an exaggerated sound of going downstairs. He sat there and stared in the direction she had left for a moment, then smiled slightly, got up and went back to the room. In the afternoon, a nurse came to check on me, in fact, it was a check-up, it was so long, it was just a formality, I was healthy, everyone knew it was just an excuse to keep me in the hospital. It just so happened that I didn't want to go back to that home at all, and I was willing to accompany everyone to act. After asking about what to eat as usual, and the reaction to discomfort, listening to the fetal heartbeat, and taking the temperature, the nurse quickly left. The room was quiet again. I couldn't still listen to the sound of the water pipes in the bathroom and the ticking of the clock. Sitting on the 'bed', my brain flashed like a marquee, all kinds of 'messy' pictures, the picture was very 'messy', and the thoughts that had been imprisoned by me for more than a month were like galloping wild horses in my mind. The picture finally freezes on Liu Meimei's eyes wide and she falls at my feet. For the first time, I didn't shy away from the blood-soaked and distorted face in my mind, and after a quiet echo for a while, I picked up a thin coat from the side and put it on my body, got up and got out of bed, and walked out of the room. There were two fierce guards in front of the elevator 'door', one of them was lighting a cigarette for the other when I passed, perhaps because the long-term work of guarding the elevator made them feel bored, and their faces were full of tiredness. Novel./ I suddenly appeared and startled both of them, but after all, it was a well-trained player who quickly adjusted the expressions on his faces, and when he saw that they wanted to throw away the cigarettes, I said loudly: "Don't throw it away, Chen Wei is not here." Their faces softened, their hands behind their backs, and one of them asked, "What are you doing here?" I said, "Go out and take a walk." Hearing this, the two of them widened their eyes as if they had heard some shocking news: "What" "I want to go out and go around." "Okay" one of them quickly pressed the button of the elevator, and said to the other: "Hurry up and inform the command." I stopped them: "It's okay for you two to stay with me, don't talk to Chen Wei." "But," the man who pressed the elevator was a little worried: "We were ordered to "then not go out." As I spoke, I pretended to be cold, and I was about to turn around and go back to the ward. The man quickly stopped me: "Don't let us come with you without notifying the command." Standing in the elevator, the two of them followed me and looked at each other, as if they couldn't figure out how I could suddenly go out for a walk after I hadn't even left the ward for so long, and I could see that both of them were a little worried. When I got out of the elevator, I was stunned by the buzzing of people in the elevator hall on the first floor. I haven't seen anyone for more than a month, and I feel like I'm in a different world when I look at the different faces in front of me. The two of them stepped forward to block the people who were about to enter the elevator, and the people who were blocked craned their necks to look at me, and their expressions were probably guessing what I was about. With these two King Kong escorts, I quickly walked out of the hospital hall. The sun outside is very big, I put on my coat and left the air-conditioned room, which will feel a little hot, take off my coat and hold it in my hand, and before I go down the stairs to drive in the square, I heard Da Bai shouting at me in the distance, and when I turned my head, I saw Da Bai holding two thermos boxes in his hands, and he rushed towards me. She didn't stop when she ran to me, she almost hit the car next to me, grabbed her, and said, "Be careful." Da Bai, who was still panting, looked at me with wide eyes as if he realized something two seconds later, swept me up and down incredibly, and reached out to 'touch' my forehead: "He Mo was talking to you just now?" "Ignoring her, one of the two guardians opened the 'door' of the car not far from us, and stood by the car waiting for us to pass. Dabai glanced at him and asked me, "You want to go out?" "Yes." This sound shocked her again, and then a look of ecstasy flashed on her face: "He Mo! Hahaha, He Mo!! You're not dumb!! I stumped: "It's not dumb, don't worry." Da Bai hugged me and couldn't stop jumping on the spot several times: "Great! That's great!! Ho Mo is back, Ho Mo is back!! After speaking, she pushed me away a little more: "Do you know He Mo, these days I really feel that you are possessed by a ghost, and I am afraid to get along with you, and people who used to talk so much suddenly don't speak, isn't this normal at all!" Okay now, you're normal! You're talking again!! Da Bai is not a hypocritical person, he even sniffed as he spoke, and his eyes were a little red: "He Mo, don't blame yourself, no one is blaming you, you look at what you have 'forced' yourself to be." I also hugged her gently: "Dabai, don't worry, I'm fine." She 'pumped' her nose again, raised her head for a while, and finally turned her back to me and wiped her face before she turned back to me with red eyes and gave me an ugly smile: "Why do you want to go out?" Where to? I tried my best to control the 'color' of my face that was about to sink, and said to Dabai: "I want to go out and breathe." There's no particular place I want to go. Dabai said: "I'm with you." Knowing that if I refused, Dabai wouldn't let me go anyway.,Just agreed to come with her.,Anyway, I also want to have someone to talk to.。 Sitting in the car, Dabai opened the lunch box, lifted the pork rib soup inside and shook it in front of my nose: "You hurry up and drink some first, knowing that you like winter melon, I ran to the back kitchen and looked at the half of the box." The car was suddenly filled with a delicious smell of soup, the two King Kong in the front row sniffed, and then heard the sound of them swallowing saliva, probably they were 'mixed' with Dabai during this time, and they all smiled and said: "Dabai girl, this is really torturing our brothers, we haven't eaten." Da Bai smiled and glanced at them: "If you don't eat, you're hungry, look at your horizontal 'meat', it's okay to be hungry for two meals." "We're the flesh and muscle." Dabai handed me the lunch box: "What 'chicken', 'meat', 'duck' and 'meat', I don't think it's as delicious as pig 'meat'." The two of them laughed for a while before answering, and Dabai gave them another bucket of 'chicken' soup, and they were embarrassed at first, always peeking at me, and then I simply lowered my head and drank my own soup without looking at them, and they let go of their faces. I felt funny when I watched the co-pilot's King Kong feed the soup to the driver, and I immediately had a great appetite and ate a whole box of winter melons. Dabai usually came back after eating in the cafeteria, but when he saw that we were drinking, he also stretched out his head to dry up half of the soup, and the car became more and more remote, and the two people who drank the soup in front of me asked me: "Do you have any places you want to go, we have to go around again." I looked sideways at the window and the people gradually thinned out: "Go to the cemetery." Hearing this, the car suddenly fell silent. After a while, Dabai asked, "What are you doing in that bad place?" I propped up my sleepy head: "Go see Grandma." Hearing this, Da Bai didn't say anything more, nodded and said to the two people in front of him: "There are few people over there, do you two bring equipment?" Hearing this, both King Kong patted the gun pinned to their waists: "Twenty-four hours without leaving, don't worry, Sister Bai." "Phew, who's your sister?" The car drove silently on the road. I went to my grandmother's grave once, and I didn't know much about it at the time, but I remember that it was very, very remote, and there was a very large walled courtyard, and there were rows of tombstones in the courtyard, and my grandmother's tombstone was not far from the right wall. Stopped in front of the 'gate' of the cemetery, where an elderly couple was watching. When we arrived, they were having lunch at a small table in front of the hut' and stared at us when they got out of the car, but they didn't get up. We didn't want to disturb them, after all, most of them came here to worship, and the old couple probably looked numb. Walking into the garden, it may be because there are more trees around, and I suddenly feel much colder. Dabai followed me and kept silent. Strands of bitterness began to spread from the 'chest' cavity. With the memory of the last time, it was not difficult to find the monument of my grandmother. The inscription is very foreign, squatting down in front of the tombstone, I didn't pay attention to this when I came last time, stared at it for a while and asked Dabai: "Who wrote this inscription?" Dabai said: "The person who carved the inscription chose it himself, and at that time, how could anyone care about this matter." One of the two King Kongs read: "Look at it, it's 'quite literary'." I took a deep breath and gently put my hand on the tombstone: "When my grandmother was young, she was a beautiful lady and very educated, and she never did anything uncivilized until she was old, except for the last time" I felt like crying, but I couldn't: "The inscription is very good." Dabai patted me on the shoulder: "Mourn, grandma can't bear to look at you like this in another world." I slowly moved to my grandmother's tombstone, gently leaned my head up, and said to Dabai, "Can you leave for a while?" I want to be alone with my grandmother. The two King Kongs immediately showed a 'difficult face', but Da Bai looked at me distressed for a while and nodded: "Be careful yourself, we are on the side of the road." After saying that, he dragged the two men and left. Hearing their footsteps walking away, my nose immediately soured, tears quickly gathered together in my eyes, I put my face on the cold tombstone, I choked and shouted: "Grandma" is quiet around, no one answers me, and no one will answer me in the future. Finally, tears flowed, and the cold touch of 'touching' the tombstone made my heart like a knife: "Grandma, can you hear the silent speech?" Grandma, I miss you so much" Closing my eyes, I spoke: "I'm sorry Grandma I'm sorry, I'm still blaming you at the end of the day, you obviously didn't do anything wrong, but I'm still blaming you, and you didn't give me a chance to apologize until the end." "There was a light breeze blowing around, the wind was not cool, it was very gentle. Tears wet my whole face, I didn't reach out to wipe it, and kept nagging my grandmother about small things, just like she used to nag me. "If you see a handsome little old man over there, don't take care of others, we don't know what the character of the little old man over there is, you must go to your grandfather, don't run to square dance with others, let your grandfather quit smoking, you know?" As I spoke, I cried and laughed because of my more and more outrageous words, and rubbed my face on the tombstone: "Grandma, look at me, as soon as I speak, I start to be improper." "I remember that when I was in college in the past, there was a conflict with the 'girl' child in the dormitory, and I suffered a loss, and I went home with a face full of injuries, and my parents and brother saw this and wanted to call the police to go to the school to find trouble with the 'girl' child, but I was pulled by my grandmother, and my grandmother lay on my little 'bed' that night, and I was very distressed, but she was still educating me in her way. Grandma's tone of voice has always been slow and very gentle in the previous days, she told me: "Silent, you are not a child anymore, you are already old, you have to know that no matter in school or where, everything is born, alive, that is in life, but there is no easy word in life, no matter how much we protect you, life will not be easy for you, and tears can never solve your problems, weakness and incompetence will only aggravate your problems. And to deepen the grievances you have suffered, don't cry because of a little difficulty, it's useless, you cry all night, and the problem that can make you cry after tomorrow comes is still zài, and you haven't dealt with it at all. "Grandma's words, I didn't seem to understand at the time, only grasped that weakness and incompetence will only aggravate the grievances I suffered, so in order to prevent the increase of the 'grievances', the next day I took three girlfriends to repair the girl, so I almost went to the police station. Now, I finally understood my grandmother's words and the meaning contained in them, but it was too late. It was too late to understand. Growing up is sometimes like this, there are a lot of truths, you don't understand when you should understand, and after a long time you understand, but everything has passed, and all that is left is the truth that you finally understood. They didn't worry that I would stay alone for too long, so I couldn't help but come over in ten minutes. By that time, I had wiped away my tears and was cleaning up the weeds next to my grandmother's tombstone. Da Bai stepped forward and squatted down to help me, and asked softly, "Liu Meimei's grave is on the other side, do you want to go over and have a look?" I was stunned for a moment and stopped what I was doing. Da Bai sighed: "I don't know whether to remind you or not, but it's not a way for you to always be like this, go over and take a look, maybe you can be relieved." "Standing up from the ground, I patted the dust on my clothes, glanced at the clean ground next to me, and said to Dabai;" Go over and take a look. Then Da Bai and the two King Kong bowed deeply to Grandma, and then we turned and left. Liu Meimei's grave is still some distance away from her grandmother, separated by a main road, and further back. When we went over, we found that her grave was cleaned clean, and there was even a bouquet of fresh 'flowers' that had not withered. "It's very hot now, and the 'flowers' placed here will be dried the next day, and this bouquet of 'flowers' obviously has water droplets on them, indicating that someone has been here for at least an hour. It may be Liu's beautiful husband or family member. Standing in front of her tombstone, looking at Liu Meili with a gentle smile in the photo, I suddenly couldn't reconcile her photo with her face that day. No matter how you look at it, it doesn't feel like a person. Da Bai grabbed my hand and said: "The doctor who examined Liu Meili said that Liu Meili had a strict violent tendency in the last period, and any little thing, even if it was just a small matter of misplaced water glasses, could cause her hysterical anger, and the doctor was hospitalized at that time, but her family couldn't bear it, so it was the last to guide zhì" The latter words Da Bai omitted: "So you don't need to think too much about this matter, if she doesn't die that day, then you and Nuo Nuo won't be able to live." "That's not what she wants." I said. Da Bai took a deep breath: "But this is not what you want, if you don't do that that day, what will happen to the two children in your belly?" What if you have a good one, uncle and aunt, Chen Wei, every day, what should we do? ”
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