Chapter 231: Letter to Shangyuan (3)

After King An abdicated and became a monk, he once came to me, and he talked to me a lot about letting go and being honest, but I didn't understand his intentions at that time, I just thought that he had been on the throne for a long time, and no one had a heart-to-heart to talk to me before he came to me to talk to me about something that he didn't have.

I heard that he is a very accurate master of the destiny of heaven, and he knows how to observe the heavens and calculate people's lives, but he has long calculated that he is a lone star and has never married in his life. Others said, forget it......

Maybe Xiangguo is really a place to worry, many people come to Xiangguo to show their sorrows, I don't know what they are sorrowing about, but I know that their sorrows are related to the same person.

For some reason, King An looked at me with compassion in his eyes, which confused me. In fact, if I really want to list their own experiences in an article, I should sympathize with him. I have a beautiful wife, and his lover and rival are already on the other side of the world, and he is the only one who lives alone in the world, and I don't know what right he has to look at me with that kind of gaze.

King An's brother, that is, Sister Yiyang's father, your brother-in-law's brother-in-law has finally come out again. Not to mention that your brother Wang and his father-in-law are really a good pair of sons-in-law, both of them were imprisoned by their own brothers for many years, and finally they were both released and sat on the throne, and they had to fight to the death and kill each other completely. You say, is this the most wonderful fate in the world?

Speaking of the intricate genealogy of your family, I can't draw those relationships even with ten pieces of paper, as if everyone has hatred for anyone, and every hatred can pull out some blood or in-law relations. Every time I hear someone talk about a person, I obediently shut up, because I know that whoever is accusing you is definitely going to offend your relatives.

At this time, the saddest thing is probably Sister Yiyang, who fights peacefully, no matter which side she looks forward to victory, it is a sin, looking forward to a draw, and the world will not live in peace.

You have been anxious during that time, and you can see that although Sister Yiyang can't get into the eyes of your brother Wang, your aunt and sister-in-law are still good.

You say that Sister Yiyang is a stupid girl, but why aren't you? She has exhausted her life's tenderness for your royal brother, but she only got the cold eyes of your royal brother, you are gentle with me all my life, but I ......

I'm not a good husband, at least I don't know how to be a good husband. Your brother Wang was injured on the battlefield, you were in a hurry, and I had a fetal gas several times in a row, I would only be in a hurry, but Ke Xian personally ran to the battlefield to help you visit your brother Wang.

I can't say he loves you more than I do, but at least he knows how to love you better than I do.

Your brother Wang is indeed not lightly injured, and he deserves to make him suffer some hardships, of course, I dare not say these words in front of you. However, listening to Xian's meaning, the relationship between Princess Yiyang and your brother suddenly became good, but she has been in King Ning's palace, when did she go to the battlefield?

The war between Ningguo and Anguo became more and more intense, and even Xiangguo had to send troops to support. This is the first time Xian led the army, and when we saw him off on the castle tower, I don't know where he got the courage to dare to hug you in front of me, and I actually felt only sadness.

I can understand Xian's helplessness, if he was the one who married you in the first place, I think I would have automatically asked Ying to lead the troops to the battle. I can't tolerate his covetousness for you, at least I have the right word, but he doesn't even have the qualifications to look at you more

Why do you think people have premonitions? As I watched Hyun march towards the battlefield with his army, I suddenly had a premonition that I would never see each other again, and at that moment, I had the urge to go out on his behalf. But you're about to give birth, and I thought, wait, and I'll get the baby back as soon as he's born.

Xian is a real hero, although he always likes to play some small tricks, and he always likes to be naughty since he was a child, making his father and queen mother angry, but he has always lived openly, and he never hides what he wants.

I was his older brother and had taken care of him as my responsibility since I was a child, but I never actually did it. Even though I know he loves you, I still take you away......

I was just in too much pain that day, the two of us were born and grew up together, I never thought that one day he would go before me, I didn't want to take my guilt out on you, I didn't know why I said that to you, those words didn't go through my brain at all, I can't even remember what kind of words I used to hurt you......

I saw you staring at me in a daze, as if you never knew me, and then your white plain dress turned red, and the ground was dyed red, and the whole world turned blood-red......

You say, believe it or not, that person has been you from the beginning......

I always thought that you loved me because of Xian, but I never thought that maybe the root of your love was me; I thought you didn't know the truth, but it never occurred to me that maybe the person who didn't know the truth was always me.

Why did I have to lose you to understand this?

Your brother Wang came back from the battlefield with a sword to kill me, and I would rather be killed by him with a sword, but he stopped at the last moment.

He has changed a lot, and the impression of Huangfu Yesheng is always angry, crazy and evil, and the characters between heaven and earth are common, and he doesn't pay attention to anything. But that day, I saw endless sadness in his eyes. And this grief is not only for you, but also because of another woman who loves him and he loves him deeply.

Your brother Wang has hatred all his life, hates your eldest brother Wang for imprisoning him and preventing him from being free, hates the princess of Allure for his children and daughters and delays the warplane, hates Yiyang for being born in an enemy family and her father is in harmony with each other, it seems that he hates all the people who love him.

In fact, your brother Wang is a very insecure person, maybe he didn't even find out about himself, maybe all his resentment is just fear of loss and unwilling to admit himself.

First your father and queen mother, then the princess of Allure and your eldest brother Wang, then you, and finally he even lost Yiyang, he came to this world alone, and in the end he was alone, and the people he loved were finally lost.

"She died in my arms like that, my hands were stained with her blood, and she asked me, Brother Yesheng, do you remember Hua Weimeng? I wanted to say that I remembered, I always remembered, but my mind went blank and I couldn't remember anything. I watched her life disappear from my fingertips, but there was nothing I could do. ”

"I just hugged her like that, I don't know how long, until the sunset sank on the earth, and the whole world was quiet and only me and her were left, and those childhood memories gradually surfaced in my mind like a lost child."

"Those vows made with flowers as an alliance, I only used them to deceive her, but she took them seriously; She took it seriously, but I thought she was lying to me. I've been lying to her, lying to her when I was a kid, and still lying to her when I'm older. ”

"I never thought that one day she would die for me, and I watched as her father's arrows pierced her body. She never lied to me, but I always hated her for lying to me, but at that moment, I wished that the arrow and the blood were lying to me, and everything in this world was insignificant compared to her, but by the time I realized it, it was too late, too late......"