366. Conversation in the health room
Well, I don't know how many days have passed since that day, but since I still remember such an event, it is not surprising that the other party remembers such an event, but she chose to ask me such a question at this moment, which made my mind feel a little hot because of my own affairs.
It's not a good question to answer, because I don't know exactly what kind of mood or thinking I was doing. However, I'm looking for answers in front of me, and pretending to be confused or something will only show disrespect for the other party, and the other party also has some things they want to know, so I have to answer honestly. That's what I think.
"On the spur of the moment." Thinking back to why I did what I did at the time, although I wanted to organize better words to embellish it, but looking at the way Lihua played, it was better not to use words that sounded quite beautiful but were actually nonsense.
"Yes." Hearing my answer, Lihua Song didn't react at all, just replied very plainly, and then fell silent.
After that, the atmosphere fell silent with the silence of Lihua. There is no way, she only replied with such a sentence so indifferently, but I didn't know what to say.
Looking like a wooden man, no, more like a doll sitting in front of me Lihua, which makes me quite speechless, it seems that she really plans to accompany me to the school doctor on duty before leaving, like her to watch people without talking to accompany people will only make the person being watched feel uncomfortable. Especially when I asked such a question before, I didn't react after getting the answer, which is very concerning.
For Lihua Juan, what does a kiss with the opposite sex represent, and what is the meaning? I was a little interested in Lihua's attitude like this, and her attitude seemed to be more like she didn't have the concept, or she had the concept but had no real sense of it. Looking at her pure and innocent eyes, although I didn't seriously confirm this, I always felt that this was the case.
Hawkers,Isn't it very good.,Chatting with Lihua is a good way to divert your thoughts.,And maybe you can get some useful information from her mouth by the way.。
Having made up my mind, I thought about it for a moment and asked, "So, why do you think I kissed at the time?" "Since the three-attribute Lihua Song wants to speak, then it is necessary to be the topic she is interested in, in this case, you might as well start with the topic she asked me about the kiss earlier.
Hearing my words, Lihua Song glanced at me, shook his head, and said, "It's because I don't know that I will ask you." ”
"You don't know what I'm thinking, but you'll have to guess why I did it." Lihua's answer is a matter of course, but in order to open the conversation box of Lihua, it is necessary to talk about this issue in depth.
Shaking her head at me, Lihua looked at me with her innocent eyes, as if telling me why she was thinking about why I did it.
What a realistic and boring girl. Although my evaluation of this kind of Lihua performance at this time is not very accurate, but in terms of her current performance, she is indeed so realistic and boring. Hawkers,Since the other party is acting so indifferent,It seems that there is no point in continuing to ask this question.,So,Let's talk about something else.。
"By the way, why would you be opposed to the guys of the [United Front after Death]?"
Faced with my answer that went straight to the point without the slightest foreshadowing, Lihua was obviously a little surprised, although her expression did not change much, but through her eyes, I could still read her emotions. Compared to Xiao Meiyan from another world, it is easy to understand Lihua's emotions, although it is also three nothings, but the difference between the two is obvious, which is probably caused by the difference in experience between the two.
Lihua didn't reply, but just looked at me. I don't know and I'm very puzzled by this.
Hawkers, although I don't know what the people of the [posthumous united front] are, but as far as Toy One is concerned, the reason why she and Lihua are opposed is because Toy One doesn't want to admit her past, and she thinks that if she admits the life she lived before, it will be too inhumane.
As for Toy One's denial of the life he has lived, I do not deny it, but at the same time I do not admit it. After all, her denial of her own life is not denying her own life because of herself, but denying her own life for the sake of others. And because I read the memories of Toy One, I can't empathize with Toy One's thoughts. With her memory, I can't evaluate her objectively.
Lihua was still silent, as if waiting for me to solve her worries. However, even if I have obtained the memories and opinions of Toy One, I can't give a reason to Lihua to play. The reason is very simple, because those reasons are not my reasons, although there are ready-made opinions and reasons, but I don't like to tell Lihua Song with ready-made other people's opinions. I don't know why, but I prefer to objectively evaluate the relationship between these two groups from an objective point of view.
And this feeling came out of nowhere, but I accepted it the moment it came to me. I'd rather not make any judgment than to give a reason for being influenced by Toy One's memories and full of Toy One's subjective opinions.
"You don't have to look at me like this, how can I, a newcomer, know about what is going on between you?"
Hearing my words, Lihua was not disappointed, as if he didn't expect me from the beginning, but just gave a faint hum and then there was no follow-up. Continuing to sit in the chair, he looked indifferent as if he had nothing to do with it.
"So why are you trying to stop them from doing those stupid things?" Seeing that Lihua had stopped talking like this again, I had to continue to ask questions.
Looking up slightly with his eyes and blinking his eyes a few times, Lihua Juan seemed to think about it very seriously, and then replied to me: "Because I am the student council president." ”
"Could it be that it's just because you're the president of this school, so you can't ignore them for violating the school rules, so you have a conflict with them?" Hearing Lihua's answer, I thought about it, and said with some jokes, in my mind, how could such a simple reason evolve to the point of wanting to kill with a firearm? However, when I saw Lihua Song nodding seriously, I realized that it was really just because of such a ridiculous reason that things had evolved like this, although it would not really be dead, but the pain was preserved. And being stabbed to death by a sword blade is very painful and uncomfortable.
If that's all there is to me, I feel ridiculous and childish on both sides. But in fact, for the people on the side of Toy One, because they refuse to accept and admit their lives, they must not abide by all the rules of this school, and if they spend such a normal campus life and accept such a lifestyle, they will disappear. Their resistance is contrary to Lihua's duty, so unless one of the two sides abandons its current position, there can be no so-called peace between them.
One side fights with its own will, and the other side fights because of duty. Therefore, the two sides can only be opposed.
"But once they follow all the rules and regulations of this school and behave as good students, they will disappear. Don't you know this? ”
"You know, that's why I'm here." In response to my question, Lihua nodded and replied. And her answer made me a little puzzled, her words can be understood as that she is here to make them disappear, but she herself is the same existence as them. How could they be here because of them, and it stands to reason that Lihua Song, who has been living the life of an honor student, is the one who should have left this world a long time ago.
Perhaps, what she said now is the reason why she is still here even though she is an honor student. In other words, even if you fulfill your wishes, can you still stay in this world if you still have some concerns about this world? This is just a conjecture, and there is no empirical evidence to prove it.
"Why?" Although I can probably understand why Lihua did this through the memories of Toy One, I still want to get confirmation from her mouth.
"Because"
Bang!!!
With the sound of the door of the health room being rudely opened, the school bell also happened to be played on the radio speakers in the health room. And these two voices made Lihua, who was about to speak, close his mouth and eyes, and look at the door of the health room.
I also looked along, and there were three boys, the one in the lead was wearing the same school uniform as me, but he was wearing a hat. It makes me feel like it's pretending to be thirteen.
"President, you're here." After glancing at me, the man in the hat ignored it and said to Lihua: "Those monkeys are making small moves again." ”
"I see." Hearing this, Lihua didn't say much, got up from his chair, bowed to me, and said, "I'm sorry, I have to leave first." ”
After saying this, without waiting for me to respond, he left with the three guys.
Looking at the four people leaving, I blinked, thought about it, got up from the bed, and followed.