In life, many things are unpredictable. Just like my current situation, it's just that I'm bored with the matter of class and choose to leave early for the first time, so coincidentally let the three-no-silver-haired girl who is called an angel by the members of the [Posthumous United Front] see it.,And then use the words that came to her mind for a while, but the three-no-no-silver-haired girl named Lihua Song, who is the student council president, will lead the way for herself.

Although it is not the first time that this is not the first time, every time something like this happens, I still deeply feel the so-called little joke played by fate on me.

But fortunately, the joke is harmless, or rather, it hits the nail on the head. Although I know a lot of things from Toy One's memory, I don't know much about Lihua So, and if Lihua So, as Toy No. 1 guessed, Lihua Soga is an 'angel' sent by the 'gods' of this world to manage the order of this world, then I may be able to get a lot of things I want to know from her.

Of course, the premise of all this is that the three-no-silver-haired girl in front of her, Lihua, is indeed an 'angel'. The question is, if there really is a so-called 'god', how can the 'angels' who are its subordinates only be responsible for governing this school? If each district has its own leader, then where is the angel who was in charge of managing the town that destroyed more than half of the town? If it had been killed, then the 'gods' of this world would have known and reacted, but in reality, nothing happened. And I also tried to spread my spiritual power out and search the world, but I didn't find any powerful spiritual beings. And under my spiritual vision, the girl is just like me and Mei Yizi and the people of the [United Front after Death], that is, she is just the person who came here after death.

Then I discovered that the spiritual power layer above this world is actually circulating. And this discovery also allowed me to find a breakthrough point.

At the center of this world, which is the core of it, is the beginning and end of these spiritual powers. The core radiates spiritual power to the surroundings, and the spiritual power spreads in all directions, and then converges at the poles in the high altitude and returns to the core. My spiritual power has found a passage in the core, and a steady stream of spiritual power is flowing here, and only a few golden spiritual powers that are completely different from the dark blue spiritual power have entered this channel and left.

Out of curiosity, my spiritual power originally planned to follow these golden spiritual powers into this passage to see what was on the other side of the passage, but the spiritual power I extended was shattered by a guy who suddenly appeared in the passage. An energy body that is completely composed of spiritual power like the NPCs in this world, but this energy body is much more powerful than these NPCs, otherwise, it would not be possible to shatter my spiritual power with one blow. And I have an inexplicable familiarity with this ghost-like guy. This makes me feel quite confused. At first, I thought it might be the so-called 'god' of the world of 'Toy One', but after many attempts, its range of movement was only within 100 meters of this passage. No matter how much I tempt, it won't leave the range. And I've harassed it so many times, and I don't see it send its men against me. Therefore, it can be determined that there is no such thing as a 'god' in this world, and the guy who is most like a 'god' is nothing more than a 'gatekeeper'. Do nothing but guard the door.

Therefore, if you want to understand the origin of this world, you need to break through the gatekeeper god and reach the other side of the door. Maybe that's the answer I want to know.

However, I have amnesia, and I don't have a reason to leave this world because I still have incomplete memories, on the contrary, I have a reason to stay in this world - I met a junior who knows me here-Mei Yizi.

Therefore, I still stay here without a reason to leave, a place where I can feel free about food and clothing, and also relieve loneliness and stress.

That's how I existed here, but what about me before? Although I asked myself this question at one point, because I didn't have any relevant memories, no real feelings, and because this place has a lot of benefits for me now, I didn't have the same urgency to understand and know my former self as I did when I had nothing.

When people have nothing to rely on, they will be anxious, and if people have something to rely on, they will naturally slack off. That's what I am now.

That's why I'm here, so why is Toy One here? It wasn't my intention, but I saw all her memories, so I knew what kind of past she had. Perhaps it was because I saw her memories and understood her thoughts that I didn't have much interest in teasing her anymore.

Acquiring someone else's worldview, outlook on life, and values is heavy for the recipient. This is not only because they are burdened with other people's past for no reason, but also because their memories can inadvertently affect their own behavior. It's like I'm not in the mood to take the initiative to tease Toy No. 1 now, and I'm not offending the guy in the [Posthumous United Front], and I'm not offending the guy who has been sneaking up on me, and it's obvious that he wants to kill me all the time.

If I hadn't gotten the memory of Toy One, I would definitely continue to 'tune and teach', and even more 'Tune-Teach' would have dared to take revenge on the guy in the [Posthumous United Front] who had committed the crime of Toy One, and it would be until they completely gave in and couldn't raise the slightest will to resist, and the guy who had been sneaking up on him until today seemed to have stopped would definitely come and kill him once at a time.

Although I would love to deny that this is the reason for Toy One's memories, I attribute it to Mei Yizi and the warm memories I had gained from myself. But no matter how much I deny it, my own memories and Mei Yizi's problems will not affect my opinion of the members of the [Posthumous United Front], nor will I feel so familiar with the core members of the [Posthumous United Front].

Admittedly, after reading Toy One's memories, I don't feel like my previous self. There is no ego, a spontaneous self, no constraints. And I, too, accepted my current self.

It's ridiculous, but it's a subtle change.

Although I think this change is good, but from now on, I will definitely not easily read other people's memories, although it is only a person's memory now, but it has also affected me, then, it is certain that if I continue to do this for convenience, then every time I get a person's memory, I will change because of it, so until the end, is that me still the same me I am now? Am I still me? Even, will I be confused and crazy because of too many memories?

In the face of these foreseeable risks, I decided that I would never easily read other people's memories anymore. That's too dangerous for me right now.

In response to this discovery, I can't help but wonder if the reason why I myself appeared in this afterlife is because I can't bear too many memories and die in the end? Therefore, in the afterlife, I will lose my memory and forget my original self. Although it is only one of the conjectures, this conjecture is the one that makes me feel the most real now. And this conjecture also made me a little scared to get back my memories of myself. That's the most important reason why I didn't move forward in the face of that only breakthrough point.

Now I'm a little scared of my old self, I'm afraid of recovering my memories. Although it seems and sounds ridiculous to be afraid of oneself, it is not ridiculous but terrible for this to happen to a guy who has the power to destroy the world.

"This is it."

Suddenly, in deep thought, I heard the sound of Lihua and came back to my senses. I looked up at the place where the word 'health room' was indeed written on the sect in front of Lihua Juan.

"Are you alright? Your face looks bad. ”

For Lihua's concern, I shook my head and said, "Thank you for your concern, I think, I'll just go in and lie down." ”

With that, I took the lead in the health room and found a bed to lie down, secretly sighing.

Was your face really that ugly before?

Raising my right hand and pressing it against my face, I let out a breath.

I only thought about things, but I forgot to ask Lihua to play something. Really, how did I become like this? I'm shaken by this kind of thing.,If you get those warm memories and the memories of Toy One.,I'm going to ignore these things like fart.。 At that time, I must not have cared about this kind of thing.

Things are getting more and more complicated. So, can I take another step forward? This is the most difficult choice I am facing right now. If you really die because you lost yourself, then there is no point in returning to that self. But isn't it?

Alas, it's embarrassing.

Therefore, now I have to choose to stop.

Click.

Hearing the sound of something being placed on the ground next to me, I turned my head to look over and found that Lihua, the nominally the student council president of this school, had not left, but had found a chair and sat down next to the bed I was in.

"Don't you have to go back to class?"

"I'll go back when the school doctor comes back."

"Why?"

"Don't worry about you staying here alone."

"You like it." Looking at Lihuajuan's serious gaze, I closed my eyes after saying this, now I don't want to ask Lihuajuan anything, but simply want to take a break. It's still a good idea to get some sleep and forget about this kind of thing for a while. Although I will still be distressed when I wake up, as long as I don't think about these things deliberately, I won't care so much.

"Why did you kiss me last time?"

But just when I wanted to relax my nerves and take a good rest. Lihua suddenly asked this question coldly. Suddenly, my heart trembled.

Rub, do you remember such a thing!!