Chapter 229: Letter to Shangyuan I
readx; Shangyuan:
I hurt you so much that I can't explain anything anymore, you don't want to see me again, and you don't allow me to go to Ningguo to find you, I can only rely on limited paper to slowly sort out all these intricate entanglements and misunderstandings with you. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
I still remember the first time I met you when I was young, I was prostrate under your carriage, watching you slowly get down from the carriage in a golden dress, I have never seen a more beautiful girl than you, I can't help but think, such a beautiful girl, I must marry you in the future!
But how ridiculous my thoughts were at that time, you are a princess on a high level, a pearl in the palm of your brother's hand, and I am just a son of a criminal who is as humble as a slave, and I am not even qualified to stand by your side, and how dare I imagine looking at the world side by side with you.
I bow my head and don't look at you anymore, but you take it as rudeness. At that time, you were so proud, and indeed you also had the capital of pride. Your game of distinguishing between me and Hyun is like a knife that cuts at my self-esteem one by one. How I wish the one who humiliated me wasn't you, I'd rather be humiliated by anyone in the world but you.
When you called my name, I was stunned and forgot to turn around, and you mistook Hyun for me. It's obviously painful to be humiliated, but I can't help but quietly feel that you are also a smart girl......
I didn't expect Hyun to hit you, he keeps saying nice things about you, I've never seen him like a girl so much. But you're too arrogant, you've been here for so long, and you've never looked at us squarely. Hyun must have been so angry with you that he would do such a crazy thing.
I met Hyun in the garden, and I was afraid that he would cause trouble, so I confiscated his slingshot, but I didn't expect it to be a step too late. You're such a beautiful girl, how can he do it? But you really should!
I heard that it was because of the relationship between the princesses of Allure back then, and your brother Wang was very fond of you, no, it was simply unscrupulous! It's not as simple as he dotes on you, but so what, if I have a sister like you, I will spoil her so much!
Xian has caused a big disaster, I have no doubt that our entire Xiang Kingdom will pay a heavy price because of the blood on your forehead, and the death of the country is only a matter decided by your brother Wang in an instant. Your brother wants to investigate this matter thoroughly, and I thought of that slingshot, and someone must be responsible for this matter.
Ning Qiang Xiangruo, what does your brother Wang want to do to Xiangguo, we Xiangguo are powerless to resist. I'm thankful that I was the only one who was punished.
The board really hurts on my body, I've always been very sensible, even my father has never hit me, but I got your board. You asked me to call the princess to spare my life, and if I could hate you a little more, maybe I would cooperate with you and satisfy your princess desires. But I couldn't shout, even if I was killed like this, I couldn't shout.
If only you could be so proud all the time, if you could always be so high and never take me seriously, maybe when I grow up, I can forget about you and only remember you as a beautiful girl with a noble status but no one in my eyes. But you just want to come to see me, but I can't forget you.
You are not as unreasonable as everyone thinks, and even you are very reasonable, although many of them are crooked. I looked at the way you explained, and suddenly understood why your brother Wang could pamper you so bottomlessly.
You said that I was not allowed to have a scar on my face, and said that I should be angry if I belonged to you, but why did you listen to it with an inexplicable joy?
Hyun likes you very much, and he has a lot of ways to make girls happy, so it's obvious that you eat this too. I just lie on the couch and watch you play quietly, sometimes I will be jealous, sometimes I will be happy, sometimes I will be lost, and sometimes I will feel that maybe I am really superfluous......
You are gone, leaving behind a decree that will not allow me to marry Xian. Hyun is angry and happy, and has been mentioning you every day since then, as if he was already going to be a colt.
After many years of absence, I have never seen you again, only that your brother Wang has passed away due to illness. Your brother Wang has been reckless in his life, although he has caused a lot of killings, but he is also an iron-blooded hero, it is hard to imagine that he died of illness at a young age. However, during his time in Xiangguo, I often saw him frowning slightly, as if he was thoughtful, and it was inevitable that such an unhappy person would hurt his body by overthinking.
I don't know where there is so much hatred between my father and your brother, but on the day your brother died, my father drank happily for a day, and not only him, but we were forced to drink together and celebrate with him. However, I don't know if this overthinking disease is contagious, and since then, my father has been frowning slightly all day long, as if he was thinking.
Later, my mother inadvertently revealed that her father had a crush on a girl before, and that person seemed to be the princess of Allure.
Speaking of which, Princess Allure is really a legendary character, King An has never been married in his life, and I heard that it is because of her. And Uncle Luan, I forgot to tell you, the day before yesterday, his family finally liked to have a noble son, he gave birth to a daughter for nearly 20 years before giving birth to a son, and it was really not easy, I heard that this is also because of the curse of Princess Allure, although I don't understand what Princess Allure has to do with the birth of a boy or a girl in his family......
Later, your brother Huangfu Yesheng took over the throne of King Ning, and then married Princess Yiyang as his wife, Sister Yiyang I have seen, she is gentle and generous, and she is very good-looking, no matter who marries her, it is a blessing for that person. However, I think that except for your brother Wang, she will not marry anyone, and those who know her know that two of her three sentences are mentioning your brother Wang, it is really your brother Wang who will not marry!
It's a pity that your brother didn't treat her well.
Is it true that amorous women are always unlucky? Princess Allure committed suicide for love, Princess Yiyang was trapped for love, and you were also injured because of love. Could it be that being amorous is a mistake in itself, and if you don't have affection, you won't get hurt.
I sometimes wonder if you and I hadn't been so affectionate, wouldn't we have hurt each other and come to this point?
I'm not a suspicious person, but I'm suspicious of you, you're not a person who can forbear, but you forgive me. We all want to compromise and seek perfection, and we don't want each other to leave us, but this is like sand in the palm of our hands, the tighter you clench, the faster you lose, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, but the result is to push you away again and again, and finally lose you.
Shangyuan, the misunderstanding between you and me, layer by layer, layer by layer, mountains and rivers are complex, willows and flowers are bright, how can I explain to you thoroughly and sort it out?