readx; In those days, Yawen was really scared, and she was shrouded in uneasy emotions basically every day, thinking about whether he loved her or not, whether he cared about her, and every word and action he said and did was full of cranky thoughts; Then as soon as I think of something bad, my depressed mood will inexplicably shed tears, and I can't stop thinking about it. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info really tired. Yawen really feels that she is so tired of loving Qin Fen, and she is so tired of living such a day. She was so tired that she almost ran out of breath. Yawen didn't try to improve all this, whether it was from herself, or from the interaction between the two, and even tried to start from him, but the result was in vain, except to make her own sadder, she got nothing. Physically and mentally exhausted, how uncomfortable it feels to be disheartened, Qin Fen has probably never experienced it, and he has never thought about it, right? What the hell should she do to get rid of this feeling of exhaustion with nowhere to vent? Yawen thought about it seriously, thought hard and thought about it, and thought about it for a long time, but she could only divorce, leave him, and forget about his method. "No, no, let's get a divorce." But before she wavered. "I love you." Qin Fen said to her suddenly. Qin Fen's sudden confession at this moment was shocked, and Yawen's tears overflowed her eyes in an instant. "Don't be so mean." Yawen said in a dumb voice, "Don't use love as a weapon just because you know I love you. "I love you really, Wenwen." "I don't believe it." Yawen shook her head. "I'll prove it to you in the days to come, if you give me another chance." Qin Fen said earnestly. "I don't know." Yawen looked at Qin Fen with teary eyes, and could only shake her head repeatedly, her head in confusion. Yawen wanted to give him a chance, wanted to give them both another chance, but was afraid that she would fall into the same desperate pain again. Sadness is an invisible scar. She will hurt, she will hurt, but the wound will never recover, it will only accumulate in her heart, and then the more she hurts, the more she hurts, the more she hurts, until she can't bear any more, until her heart dies. Yawen knew that her heart was not completely dead, so it hurt so much, but she didn't know how much time, tears, and heartache she would have to spend until the day her heart died. For her, the current pain is almost unbearable for her, and she doesn't dare to think about whether she will collapse if she continues like this. "You don't have to know anything, Wenwen, just give me another chance." Qin Fen is plea that still does not give up. "I've given you many chances before the chance... "You didn't tell me that you were giving me a chance, I actually look smart, but I'm actually very stupid, especially when it comes to things like the relationship between men and women, and I'm especially slow to respond." Qin Fen stared at her seriously, and said slowly: "So the previous ones are not chances, because I don't know at all, you have to give me another real chance, okay?" Wenwen. Yawen looked at him in silence and hesitated. Should she really give him another chance? Is it really time to risk that your heart will continue to ache and break your heart to the point of being truly dead? "Give me one more chance." Qin Fen stared at her intently. At the moment, Yawen is still struggling. "Give me one more chance, Wenwen." Qin Fen said again, with a serious expression with indescribable courage, making her almost unable to resist, "I love you, I don't want to lose you without even trying to save you." Yawen is not hard-hearted, she can't resist his repeated requests, and when she can't resist, he confesses affectionately at the moment, hesitates for a long time and struggles for a long time, and finally, she closes her eyes, as if surrendering, and nods at him. Qin Fen suddenly felt excited, but this was not enough, he wanted a clear response. "You agreed, you're going to give me another chance, aren't you?" Qin Fen took her hand and confirmed it as she opened her eyes and looked at him. Yawen nodded. Qin Fen breathed a sigh of relief suddenly. "Thank you." Qin Fen couldn't help but clasp her hand and swore a promise, "I decided that I won't let you down, or be sad or hopeless, absolutely not, believe me." Although Qin Fen swore that she would believe him and ask her to give him another chance to prove that he loved her, Yawen was always suspicious, wondering if he would be the same as before, and every time he promised her anything, he would just talk about it and not practice. Therefore, from the moment she promised him, Yawen's heart was always in uneasiness, worried about when the next heartache would hit her again. In the evening of the same day, Qin Fen took Yawen out for dinner with great interest. This is the second time they have taken her out on a date and dinner after taking her to the temple to pray for blessings on the first day after they got married. When they went out, it was getting dark, because it was not a weekend, and it was normal to encounter the tide of getting off work and get off the bus on the road, so by the time they arrived at the restaurant, it was already dark. The lights of thousands of homes under the mountain lit up a thick or faint halo, which was displayed in front of them like a dream against the backdrop of the dark curtain at night. "It's beautiful." Looking at the beautiful night scene outside the restaurant window, Yawen couldn't help but whisper in admiration. "Do you like to see the night view so much?" Qin Fen asked. Yawen nodded excitedly, and couldn't help but want to share her thoughts with him at this moment. "I don't remember which book I used to read in books, TV series, and movies that I saw a certain novel and plot related to night scenes, and they said that under every point of light in front of people's eyes, there is a story going on, family affection, friendship, love, many, many, many, but all have their moving stories." "Touching family affection, touching friendship, romantic love, I feel very happy when I think about it." "Have you ever seen the night view of Paris?" "Yes, but that was a lot of years ago, and I didn't have it at that time, and the idea that every light has a story, so I didn't feel anything other than that it was beautiful." Yawen said with some sighs. In my memory, the night view of Paris is completely different from that of the rest of the country. The night scene of Paris, because of the distance, has a hazy sense of starlight, and the night scene of China is prosperous and beautiful, with high-rise buildings lit up layer by layer, so beautiful that people are reluctant to blink. The night view of Paris is relatively close, so close that you can see the romantic story unfolding under the lights, but Yawen is not sure if this is her imagination, after all, it has been many years since she went to Paris. What to do, all of a sudden, she really wanted to go to Paris. "Do you want to go to Paris?" Qin Fen asked suddenly. "What?" Yawen looked at him blankly, and then a feeling of joy and excitement suddenly burst out of her heart, immediately enveloping her whole person. Going to Paris for a night view? God, can you read minds? Otherwise, how would you know that all you think about now is the night view of Paris? A smile bloomed on her lips, and she nodded hurriedly, and the word 'good' was about to blurt out, but Yawen's ecstatic mood suddenly stopped, and was replaced by a quick and urgent uneasiness. Is Qin Fen talking about it again, indiscriminately giving her a promise that she will forget when she turns around? "Wife?" Yawen's sudden emotional turn puzzled Qin Fen. "Don't do that." Yawen shook her head gently: "Don't just say things you can't do. "I can't do it?!" Qin Fen couldn't help but show a strange expression, "It's not a difficult thing to go to Paris, why can't I do it?" "It's not a difficult thing to make a phone call." "What do you mean? Does going to Paris have anything to do with making a phone call? After a pause, Qin Fen suddenly said, "Do you mean, I won't call to book a ticket?" "I don't know if he's pretending to be stupid or doing it on purpose, Yawen doesn't have the slightest idea of laughing." Do you know that you often promise me something, but you can't do it. "Is there one?" Qin Fen blinked and asked blankly, why didn't he know there was such a thing? "Yes, you want me to give you an example?" Qin Fen nodded without hesitation. If he really did this kind of bastard thing unintentionally, he must remember it and never do it again. "You promised me that if I got off work late, you would call me and tell me, but you couldn't." "Didn't I fight all the time?" Qin Fen couldn't help but defend himself. "Yes, it was a beating." Yawen tugged at her lower lip helplessly, "You know that's what I asked for, for your forgetfulness, I did it after I protested and reminded you many times." "I'm sorry." This is undeniable to Qin Fen. "Other than that. Anything else? I want you to tell me all the things I promised you, but didn't do. "Is it true that if she says it, he will improve and no longer be dishonest in the future? And thought they would be more careful to warn themselves not to promise me anything? She wanted to ask him, but she didn't. "Several times, you promised me that you would definitely go home for dinner in the evening, but you didn't come back, leaving me alone to face the cold meals on the table like a fool." "I'm sorry." Qin Fen apologized again for breaking his promise. Yawen shook her head, "I know that you are very busy with work, and I can understand you, but what makes me feel sad is that after giving me hope, it pushed me to disappointment, and never said sorry to me." "Always take me for granted, never think about my feelings." "I'm sorry." Full of apologies, Qin Fen could only say this. "When I first got married, you said that you would take me abroad to make up for your honeymoon after you were busy for a while, and asked me to go online to find a place to go, I was looking forward to it, but your time is never over, you will always be busy, and you will never have time to take me to make up for your honeymoon." Ignoring Qin Fen's apology, Yawen said in an ancient way, just like the helplessness, dissatisfaction, sadness and other emotions that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time, and finally found an outlet for catharsis, and she couldn't stop as soon as she opened her mouth. "I know you're busy and don't have time to go on your honeymoon, and that's fine, but I just can't understand why you don't even say sorry?" "If you can't do it, it's nothing, do you know how hurtful it hurts to me?" "Because I don't think you care about me at all." "I didn't take what I promised to heart at all." "In fact, from the beginning, I told myself that you are really busy with work, and I must be considerate of you and not make a big fuss, but similar things happen again and again, so I can no longer convince myself to forgive you." "And your attitude towards me is always cold and indifferent, and I am your wife." "I'm not a subordinate in your company, or a stranger on the road, why can't you talk to me with some warmth, patience, and apologies that you can't just snub me, but you show that talking to me is a waste of your time?" "I've always been considerate of you, because you're busy with work and don't have time to spend with me, you don't have time to think about me." "But can you please don't splash me with a bucket of cold water when I miss you, that feeling" Yawen was suddenly choked up, unable to continue talking, lowered her head, and didn't want Qin Fen to see her eyes full of tears at this moment. After listening to this long list of accusations, Qin Fen just wanted to beat himself to death. Qin Fen didn't know that he had treated her so badly in the past, no matter how busy he was, he shouldn't be like this. What had happened to him in the past few months, otherwise why had he done so many things that made her sad? No amount of sorry can make up for the grievances Yawen suffered, the only thing Qin Fen can do now is to do everything to save the image he should have in his wife's mind, and then make her happy and happy. I will never shed a single tear for the rest of my life. Looking at Yawen, who bowed her head and wept silently, Qin Fen silently made such an oath in his heart with a serious and firm expression.

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