Chapter 160: The heart that loves you remains the same, but the heart is cold
readx; The smell of food in the kitchen wafted into the tip of her nose in bursts of sunny mornings, seducing Yawen's sense of smell and slowly sobering her up. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Yawen opened her eyes, staring blankly at the front, her thoughts were confused, and her head couldn't play a role at all for a while, only knowing that it tasted so fragrant, and her stomach was so hungry. Who's cooking and eating? Yawen turned over and was lying up, feeling as if she had slept for too long, as if she had been hungry for too long, and her whole body was weak and weak. What time is it? Yawen rolled over again and reached for the bedside table and brought the alarm clock to her eyes - 2:20 p.m. It turned out that it was already noon, no wonder she felt her stomach, she remembered last night and last night?! Yawen suddenly got up from the bed, showed a frightened expression, quickly looked left and right, and then reached out and pinched herself hard. "Ahh Pinched too hard. She couldn't help but exhale in pain. So all this is not a dream? She was really at home, sleeping in her room, but how could it be? She clearly remembered that she went to find Miho yesterday and stayed with her. Could it be that the thing she went to find Miho was a dream? Yawen frowned, and lay down back on the bed physically and mentally exhausted, thinking to herself, if it was a dream to go to Miho, then she went to the company to talk to Qin Fen about the divorce, and then saw him talking and laughing with a long-haired beauty, is it also a nightmare? Even in the past few months, she has made herself so physically and mentally tired and scarred in order to love him, it is also a dream? Yawen tugged at her lower lip weakly, and then squeezed out a sad and weak smile. Yawen really hopes for everything, it's all just a nightmare, but the feeling of heartache and sadness is so profound that she can't do it if she wants to. Suddenly there was a wetting intention in her eye sockets, and Yawen closed her eyes and pressed her arms against them. Suddenly he heard the door open, and he sat up from his bed in fright, and then saw him. "Awake?" Qin Fen walked towards her with a smile. Yawen looked at him blankly, she didn't expect that the person who appeared in front of her would be Qin Fen, because it was impossible for Qin Fen to be at home at this time. It turns out that returning home is a dream? Yawen closed her eyes and lay back on the bed. "What's the matter, do you still want to sleep? Now that you're awake, do you want to eat something and then go back to sleep? As Qin Fen's voice fell, one hand gently stroked her cheek, and then smoothed the long hair scattered on her face behind her ear, and then returned to her cheek and stroked it gently. This feeling was so real that Yawen involuntarily opened her eyes again, and then stared blankly at this face that made her love deeply and made her sad. Why hasn't he disappeared yet? Even if she's not dreaming right now. The Qin Fen in front of him should also be an illusion, isn't it? In order to confirm that her idea was right, Yawen reached out and touched Qin Fen's face, how did she know that Qin Fen in front of her not only did not change, but also reached out to cover her hand, and then kissed her palm with a side face. "How stupid. Haven't woken up yet? Qin Fen stared at her with a smile. Are you real? Yawen glared at him and blurted out in disbelief. Of course I'm true. Qin Fen raised his eyebrows. Yawen looked at him, shook her head and shook her head. I mean, "What do you say?" "Why didn't you go to work?" "I've started taking annual leave." "Taking annual leave?" Yawen is still in a sluggish state. "Yes." "But don't you have a lot of work to do? Busy? How can I have time to take annual leave? "Let's talk about this later, we should be hungry, right?" I cooked some food and tasted my craft. "This is one of the best dishes taught to me by the seniors in the dormitory when I was in college before, I haven't cooked for a long time, I don't know if it has maintained the previous level, you are the judge." Qin Fen said as he pulled her out of bed, pulled her out of the room, and walked in the direction of the dining room. Yawen could only look at him blankly, letting Qin Fen pull him away, and her head kept repeating a few words that she seemed to understand and didn't understand, such as good food, cooking, cooking and the like. Who cooks the food? Is that him? How is this possible? After a few months of marriage, he had never seen Qin Qianjin through the kitchen door at all, did he really know how to cook? It seems that this is really a dream. The food in this dream is better than expected, and for a hungry person, it tastes amazing. Yawen is still unsure, is all this a dream or not? But as the so-called eating is the biggest, it is decided to fill the stomach first. "Would you like another bowl of rice?" After seeing her quickly finish a bowl, Qin Fen asked her. Because she hadn't eaten enough, Yawen nodded to him, and saw Qin Fen reach out and take the bowl in her hand, add a second bowl of rice for her, and then hand the bowl back to her. After Yawen lowered her head and ate half a bowl of rice, her stomach gradually felt full, and she no longer ate as intently as before, and began to secretly observe Qin Fen sitting beside her. He still looks like him - that's nonsense. But his expression is different from usual, not so sharp, and tense, not as if he is with his work all the time. Now Qin Fen looks relaxed and comfortable, as if the burden on his shoulders has been completely removed. With a faint smile on his face, he was staring at her intently and gently. Realizing that he was also looking at himself, Yawen was stiff, so embarrassed that she wanted to beat herself to death, and what did she say secretly, so how long had he been watching her like this? "Do you want another bowl?" Qin Fen asked with a smile. Yawen lowered her head and looked at her bowl, only to find that she had unknowingly eaten up the second bowl of rice and the dishes in front of her. "Don't." Yawen shook her head, and then suddenly found one thing-that is, Qin Fen himself had been watching her eat just now, and he hadn't eaten it. "Why don't you eat it?" Yawen asked. "I don't know what time you'll wake up, so I ate a bowl of it when it was ready." "Oh." Yawen responded lightly, not knowing what to say, and the atmosphere suddenly became so embarrassing. Will you feel embarrassed to do this dream? Do you even want to burp when you are full in your dreams? "Hiccup-" Yawen suddenly gave a loud burp, which made her suddenly stiffen with embarrassment, and she instantly understood that this was not a dream. "Looks like you're full." Qin Fen said with a smile, but she just wanted to dig a hole and bury herself. Oh, my God. How can it be so humiliating! "Now that you're full, do you want to go back and sleep?" Qin Fen asked her considerately. "Do you still want to sleep?" Yawen shook her head, after knowing that everything in front of her was real, not a dream, why did she still sleep? "You-" Yawen looked at him without saying anything, feeling inexplicable and unclear about the situation. She did go to Miho yesterday, didn't she? And what's going on with him, why didn't he go to work today? Isn't he usually so busy that he doesn't even have time to sleep? Why is it still available to take annual leave? The reason why Qin Fen is suddenly taking a break now, does it have anything to do with the fact that she handed over the divorce agreement to him yesterday? "What do you want to say?" Seeing that she couldn't say a word. Qin Fen simply asked her directly. "I remember, I went to see a friend yesterday and slept at my friend's, but why am I at home now?" Yawen decided to start with a lighter topic. "I'll drive you back." "You're going to pick me up? But why am I not impressed at all? Yawen frowned in confusion. Because you fell asleep, and slept soundly. "The atmosphere is a breezy answer." So my friend called and asked you to pick me up? "Miho, this traitor!" No. "Not? Then how did you find out I was with Miho? "There's a phone book of yours in the room, and all your friends' phones in it." All? Qin Fen shouldn't have called the phone number in the phone book one by one in order to find her, right? Yawen looked at him suspiciously, her brows furrowed, and her mood was a little confused. Why would he do it? Is it because he is worried about her, or does he feel that the husband and wife are quarreling, and his wife lives outside, so that he can't hold his face if he does this? Does he still think that she said that she wants a divorce, but she is just angry? Even after she had already handed him the divorce agreement, did he think so? I couldn't see what Qin Fen was thinking at this moment, Yawen lowered her eyes helplessly. It seems that she can't continue to avoid the important anymore, she still has to talk about what she should talk about, what she should say clearly in person, or she has to make it clear in person. "Did you read the envelope I gave you yesterday?" Yawen asked calmly. "Yes." And then what? Yawen asked silently in her heart, quietly waiting for his answer. Qin Fen was silent for a moment at this moment, and said to her slowly: "Wenwen, I won't divorce you, so that piece of paper has been torn off by me." Unexpectedly, she would hear such an answer, Yawen is Huo Ran raised her head to look at him, only to see him staring at her with an unwavering expression. Yawen didn't know how she should react at all, and she didn't know whether her emotions at this moment should be happy or sad? I still love him and like him, and I can't lie to myself at this time, but for his attitude towards her and her marriage in the past few months, to be honest, I still feel very cold and hurt, so "I don't know what to say." "Yawen is honest with him." All you have to do is tell me yes, and we'll never get divorced. Facing Qin Fen's expectant eyes, Yawen couldn't say such a thing. In this case, if he could have told her a month earlier, he would have been moved to tears, and immediately nodded vigorously and said yes, we will never divorce. To be together all the time. But now—Yawen doesn't know, she really doesn't know what to do. The feeling of loving him has not changed, but the feelings of helplessness, sadness, and despair are increasing day by day, making me physically and mentally exhausted and painful.
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