A rain changed the pattern of the entire night market, and at this point in time, there must be more people coming than leaving. But now, more and more people are leaving, the streets are gradually deserted, and the stagnant water seems to divide the world into two different forms, one is real and the other is just a reflection, and when the wind blows, it is illusory and begins to tremble, and then it is trampled into pieces by those hurried footsteps, and then restored after a while.

I know that winter won't be long before winter comes, and there won't be many days before I can eat kebabs with beer.

It rained one after another, and I was still waiting for Yang Jin's reply, although it was a good thing for me to stay in Shanghai in the golden autumn, but I still felt that Nanjing was her world, and I didn't want to have an unhappy person around me.

Yang Jin finally opened her mouth, and she said, "I respect Jin Qiu very much...... Whether to stay in Nanjing or come to Shanghai is her own choice. I didn't give her a chance about what you said, maybe you misunderstood...... Because there are relevant clauses in the contract we signed before, her wedding company must occupy at least 50% of the market share of Nanjing's high-end wedding market, which is the basis of cooperation...... I have to admit that she has been doing a good job before this, but the sudden death of a staff member at the wedding scene exposed the company's cultural construction and management weaknesses, and she did not do a good enough job in this area, resulting in a sharp decline in market share, so I terminated my cooperation with her according to the contract, all of which are in accordance with the rules. After a pause, she added, "We ended our previous cooperation peacefully, but I don't know why it's a big problem for you!" ”

I was silent for a moment before asking, "Is this an official answer?" ”

Yang Jin was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "I can understand that you have emotions, but I also hope that you can have confidence in Jin Qiu, she is a girl who has the ability to survive in difficult situations." ”

I nodded, didn't say anything more, just waited for her to leave first. She stood for a while, and then said: "Next Friday is your birthday, I will try my best to rush to Shanghai, but in case something unexpected can't come, so this gift will be given to you first, I wish you a happy birthday." ”

I looked at it, it was just a very ordinary box, I hesitated, but still took it from her hand, and whispered "thank you", and then she nodded and walked towards the car parked under the street lamp. When Yang Qu saw her give me a gift, her heart was very unbalanced, and she also shouted for a gift, but I don't know if she promised to give her a copy too, because in just an instant, the car had disappeared from my sight with the mighty traffic......

I walked out of the alley leading to the night market after a while, and then tried to call a special car for the first time with a taxi app, which is not very convenient, but it gives me a bottom in my heart, because I know that there must be a car that will carry me to the destination I want to reach, so sometimes change is not a bad thing, just like this world, there are changes every day, so that the living people can feel that in fact, life is not a very boring thing.

……

Half an hour later, I returned to the factory, because there were a lot of building materials in the yard, so I remember locking the yard door when I left. However, at this moment, the door is hidden, and the three who have the key are me, Liu Liu and Yao Yu, I think it is unlikely that Yao Yu will come, so I shouted Liu Liu's name while pushing the door.

"Open your eyes wide and see clearly, who is Liu Liu."

I was startled by the sudden sound of a woman's voice. After looking closely, I realized that the person who spoke was really Yao Yu. At this moment, she was sitting under the eaves at the entrance of the factory, throwing several cigarette butts at her feet, and it seemed that she had been here for a long time.

I sat down next to her and asked her, "Why are you here?" I thought you didn't ask about this business, but I haven't seen you a few times since the bar was built. ”

Yao Yu lit another lady's cigarette, and then clamped it to her slender fingers, she looked at me and replied, "I can't sleep a little, so come and have a look." ”

I answered and pulled a cigarette from my case, but didn't light it. We were all a little silent, but I knew why she came. Because tomorrow is the day when the music reception will be held again, but the meaning given will not be the same. This time, there are a lot of commercial behaviors mixed in it, and it is no longer the music reception that was once held under the leadership of Yao Yu just for Yuan Zhen, so she will definitely have a lot of ideas in her heart, after all, this is the pain of time and things and people, and this pain is the most painful. She needed to find an outlet for release on a night like this.

I squinted at the spotlight shining on the building materials for a while, and finally said to her, "Borrow a fire." ”

A faint flame flickered from the pink lighter in Yao Yu's hand, and the cigarette in my hand was ignited. I took a sip, still squinting at her and said, "Actually, I really want to know about the past between you and Yuan Zhen...... You used to be like a hedgehog and wouldn't open up with anyone, but I think what you would say today...... Because there will be no second one for such a night. After tomorrow, the music reception you carefully prepared for Yuan Zhen will become a commercial event, and it will no longer have a half-dime relationship with Yuan Zhen. ”

Yao Yu looked at me with very complicated eyes, and after a long time, he snuffed out the lady's cigarette in his hand and said to me: "Don't you understand what I did for Yuan Zhen?" Because it looks like I'm wishful thinking! ”

I replied: "All the sacrifices made for the sake of love are understandable, and this does not mean that you are wishful thinking or self-inflicted feelings, only that you are a good woman." ”

Yao Yu laughed self-deprecatingly, she lit another cigarette, took a deep breath, looked at me with hazy eyes and said, "Hehe, I know that he doesn't love me, but I still have sex with him." relationship, is this considered a good woman? In the eyes of many people, this is and. What is the difference between subs! ”

I looked at her a little shocked, I didn't expect her to have a substantive relationship with Yuan Zhen, I always felt that since Yuan Zhen had affection for Xiao Ai, he should be a very decent man.

Yao Yu took another puff of cigarette, I looked at her side face, and I only felt that although the woman in front of me was not so beautiful that she was peerless, she was also very top-notch in the crowded city. And her family background was also very superior, but why did she become so bottomless for a love? And Yuan Zhen is even more of a bastard, he shouldn't spoil such a woman who has a very temperament and has paid so much for him.

In other words, all the secrets are hidden behind the light, it has always existed, but we can't see it with our mediocre eyes.

Yao Yu was silent for a while, and then said: "But I don't regret it, I think a woman can dedicate her most precious first time to the man she loves the most, and there are no regrets in this life...... But what I didn't expect was that this kind of dedication made me want to be with him even more, because I was afraid that I would never meet someone who would make me love so much in my life...... Come to think of it, human nature is really greedy enough. Jiang Qiao, you say, right? ”

"Yes, I don't know, I just think Yuan Zhen shouldn't treat you like this, he should have self-control."

"Haha...... Haha, here's my ...... today One of the funniest jokes I've ever heard...... You ask a person who plays art to be conservative and pure, so I ask you, those hysterical men in his works. Is it all about his fantasies? …… Don't be naïve, most of them take this as indifferent...... Especially a person like Yuan Zhen, he is a person who can distinguish between sex and love. ”

Hearing Yao Yu say this in an almost crazy state, I was inexplicably annoyed, and then said angrily: "If Yuan Zhenzhen is such a hanger, then he is not worthy of Xiao Ai!" ”

Yao Yu suddenly stopped talking, she held her head with both hands, looking very painful, and said to me after a long time: "No matter how much he was a bastard before, if he can restrain himself after marriage and treat Xiao Ai wholeheartedly, then everything will become something that can be solved by their husband and wife behind closed doors, and what qualifications do we have to dictate their lives?" ”

My emotions were suddenly ignited, it was because the most sensitive part of my heart was stabbed by something sharp, and I almost yelled at Yao Yu: "What kind of is this...... I still don't believe they're married...... Why did they get married? What do they take to get married? …… Even if you take it, it's just an emotionless marriage...... Everything ****** start with a conspiracy! ”

Yao Yu was frightened by my sudden anger, she subconsciously got up, and then hurriedly said: "Don't yell at me, let's each have our own pain tonight...... You're a madman! ”

After Yao Yu finished speaking, he carried his bag, stumbled around the messy building materials and ran to his parked car, and I was just gasping for breath, I wanted to tell the world...... I'm not crazy, I'm just miserable!

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After Yao Yu left, I was the only one left in the already empty factory, and I returned to the corner where I lived. didn't smoke, just stared at the guitar that Xiao Ai left behind for a long time...... Then I feel that I am blind, so blind that I can't distinguish right from wrong, and I can't see through the truth!

Then he forgot that he had said that he would treat loneliness as his son, and he couldn't control his loneliness...... My heart felt like it had been rained, and my veins were streets full of yellow leaves.

I don't know how long it took to calm down, but I finally lay down in bed. Unconsciously, my hand rested on the box containing the birthday gift that Yang Jin had given me, I picked it up, looked at it in front of my eyes, and then opened the simple package.

Inside is a black and white scarf, not a brand, but hand-knitted. Because I have another scarf that looks similar to this one, which Yang Jin knitted for me when she didn't leave Nanjing...... At that time, the winter was very cold, and every day when I went to school, she would be very careful to help me put on a scarf, and only the scarf she gave me could cover my ears that were most afraid of being frozen. Later, she left...... The following winter, I started to get a lot of chilblains on my ears.

I took the scarf out of the box. I don't know why, there was a warm feeling in my eyes, but I didn't want to admit that I was moved, and I didn't want to think about what Yang Jin looked like when she used her hands that had already become noble to weave this scarf for me.

I just want to fall asleep quickly, I don't want to get involved in any emotions...... I'm tired, really tired.

……

The next day, I was woken up by Liu Liu, who liked to sleep until noon, and he asked me to go to the yard to help carry the drinks I needed for tonight's activities. He is indeed a man who never drops his chain at a critical moment, as he himself says.

I stood next to the truck and looked at it, and then asked him, "Didn't you only order 40,000 yuan?" It's definitely more than that! ”

Liu Liu's face was excited, he patted my shoulder "snapped", and then replied: "We underestimated the number of people who came before, but everyone's enthusiasm for participation was unexpectedly high...... You know, the musicians in the circle are more or less well-known, and they also have some of their own fans, although the number is not much, but the volume gathered together is huge. They all spread the word about tonight's event through social media, so there will be quite a few fans as well...... In short, the brothers are very good this time, and I personally feel that the bar is very likely to be a hit, so I ordered a drink of 100,000 yuan at once, but I am afraid that it will not be enough by then! ”

I nodded and replied, "Brothers are awesome!" ”

As we spoke, Liu Liu and I lit cigarettes and looked at the bar that was almost formed......

Although this music reception cannot be held here, it is foreseeable how lively it will be in the future. I feel that this time I will not live up to my own efforts, nor will I live up to Qiao Ye's investment, as well as the trust of Liu Liu and others.

At about five o'clock in the afternoon, cars drove into the courtyard one after another, Liu Liu and Kang Kang were responsible for greeting these people, and I was good at doing activities, and I was responsible for the layout of the venue, and I was also ready to welcome Chen Yi's arrival, I hope there will be a surprise she wants tonight.

I really like this kind of busyness, because I can quickly see the results of my busyness, and it also makes me feel that time is moving quickly, and all the answers I want are fast approaching me.

By six o'clock, the seemingly large yard was already full of all kinds of cars...... Liu Liu did not exaggerate, this time it was not only those musicians who came, but also many music fans and friends who cheered them on, several of them in groups, chatting and waiting for the evening cocktail party, and because of the common topic of music, the atmosphere has been very active.

However, Yao Yu, one of the major shareholders, has not yet come. I don't know if I scared her last night, or if there was something else going on, but there were already a lot of old friends of her who were inquiring about her at the scene.

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