Chapter 43: The First Step
If Ji Chendong broke up with An Jing, it was An Jing who personally agreed, or it was caused by herself, then she was heartbroken and heartbroken, she was all self-inflicted, and she had no complaints to say. "Words, feelings, first, http://www.Klxsw.com
www.Klxsw.com [read baoliny in the latest chapter] But after separating, Ji Chendong quickly caught up with Rena, and later Qin Yuchen, which was a hurdle that An Jing couldn't get over in his heart.
I used to hear people say, "You can not love me, but you can't love anyone else." At first, when An Jing heard this, she didn't think so, and even felt that the person who said it was very selfish, but when the matter fell on her head, she realized that all women in the world are the same, and no woman can really be generous.
Ji Chendong openly showed his love to Qin Yuchen in the radio studio of Laocheng University, which was nothing more than slapping An Jing in the face in front of everyone.
If only that was it, it would have been fine, but what he had done to her in the bathroom that night made her feel exactly what it was like to be desperate.
After enduring it for so long, he finally added the last straw to her with his own hands, enough to crush her.
An Jing suddenly didn't want to be like this anymore, and the people around her told her that people should look forward, live in the past forever, and time will not be reversed, she and Ji Chendong are no longer possible, she can't keep an impossible past, but she hurts the good people around her now.
Gu Xiluo has done too much for her, so much so that An Jing feels that in this life, she can't pay it off.
Ye Lin said to An Jing: "You always feel that you have Ji Chendong in your heart, so you can't be with Gu Xiluo, it's unfair to him, but have you ever thought that if you don't take this step forward, maybe you won't be able to get out of the shadow of the previous relationship in this life, aren't you hurting Gu Xiluo like this?"
An Jing thought about this, she didn't sleep all night, and the next morning, she pushed open Ye Lin's door, Ye Lin opened her eyes in a daze, and asked in a muffled voice: "Ah Jing, what's wrong?"
An Jing said: "Linlin, I have thought about it. ”
"You've figured out what"
"He's been waiting for me long enough, it's time for me to take this step, and I want to try to be with him."
When Ye Lin heard this, she sat up directly from the bed, rubbed her eyes, she looked at An Jing intently and said, "You have figured it out, you really want to be with Xi Luo"
An Jing didn't sleep all night, her face turned pale, she nodded, she was still not very confident, and couldn't help but ask in a low voice: "Linlin, do you think Xi Luo will dislike me?"
Ye Lin walked over and patted An Jing's face, and said seriously: "Look at your face, what man will dislike you"
An Jing said: "I'm serious. ”
Ye Lin glared and said, "I'm more serious, okay"
After speaking, she breathed a sigh of relief, then changed to a soft tone, and said softly: "Ah Jing, your psychological burden is too heavy, isn't it just to fall in love with the son of the richest man in Yucheng, how can you say something ugly when you break up, have you really thought about being able to enter the marriage hall with Ji Chendong?"
An Jing was speechless when Ye Lin asked, because she didn't know how to reply.
She once sketched the wedding dress and suit they would wear when they got married on the plane with Ji Chendong, and he also made a promise to her in the fairy tale kingdom of Denmark, saying that he would love her for the rest of his life.
She should have known a long time ago that Cinderella's magic could only last until twelve o'clock, and when the time came, she would return to its original form.
Even Ye Lin thought clearly, ordinary people like them should not want to marry into a wealthy family at all. Only she is stupid and obsessed.
Seeing An Jing's silence, Ye Lin also knew that she was quick to speak for a while, and she was afraid that she would poke An Jing's pain point again, but there was no way, pain was always better than stupidity.
Ye Lin said loudly: "Ah Jing, you know very well what I want to say, it is normal for anyone to fall in love with whom, of course, breaking up is not the ending we want, but after breaking up, we still have to live well, after all, no one can die if they leave in this world." Xi Luo has taken care of you for so long, we have all seen it, and even Xiaolong and Muzi have asked me in private, when will you be with Xi Luo. ”
An Jing lowered his eyes slightly and said softly: "But I probably have to carry the reputation of Ji Chendong's ex-girlfriend for the rest of my life, which is unfair to Xi Luo." ”
Ye Lin immediately retorted: "What is this, you are not forced to buy and sell when you are with Ji Chendong, you are your willing, besides, you and Xi Luo, Xi Luo did not force you, you are also voluntary, why can't you be with others after breaking up with Ji Chendong, is it that the woman who has been in love with him Ji Chendong can only be lonely in this life."
Ye Lin didn't mention Ji Chendong once, and An Jing would squeak and cramp in her heart, but the more painful it was, the clearer her consciousness became.
Ye Lin is right, whoever is gone has to live, look at Ji Chendong now, isn't he hugging left and right, and living well
Why does she have to feel sorry for herself alone, so that she is only twenty-three years old and is like being a widow at the age of thirty-two
Gu Dong swallowed his saliva, and An Jing said, "Linlin, then I can listen to you." ”
Ye Lin nodded to An Jing in encouragement: "You should have listened to me a long time ago, you and Xi Luo will not be wrong, he will treat you well." ”
An Jing nodded slightly.
Ye Lin immediately gossiped: "Hey, have you thought about it, when will you tell him this surprise?"
An Jing raised her head, her beautiful face was completely confused, and she replied loudly: "I haven't figured out how to tell him yet." ”
Ye Lin blinked her eyes and asked out loud: "Are you embarrassed to take the initiative to say it yourself, but this is also true, Gu Xiluo, this kid is too calm, it's been more than half a year, and he doesn't say a word he likes, if the person he likes is me, it is estimated that he will have to make me half dead."
Ye Lin was muttering there, but An Jing was empty, it turned out that she had just decided to take this step, and for her, it was like betraying something, and the whole person was hollowed out.
"Ah Jing, why don't I hint at Gu Xiluo, this kid, and let him take the initiative to confess to you."
Hearing this, An Jing raised her eyes to look at Ye Lin, and she hurriedly stopped her: "Forget it, don't say it." ”
Ye Lin said: "Why don't you let me say it?"
An Jing thought to herself, Ye Lin's fiery personality didn't make sure how big things would be in the end, not to mention that she was just thinking about it now, and she didn't have the urge to take actual action at all.
Seeing this, Ye Lin knew what An Jing was thinking, and she said out loud: "If you think about it, do it, don't be a mother-in-law, hesitate, otherwise, with your temperament, it is estimated that when you want to take the initiative to speak, Gu Xiluo's son will be able to go to the ground to make soy sauce."
After that, Ye Lin immediately took out her mobile phone, An Jingmei raised her eyes, and said urgently: "What are you doing?"
Ye Lin said: "Don't worry about it, I'll ask Gu Xiluo to come out for you, the stinky boy can be regarded as bitter."
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