Chapter 42: Give her a reason to reject him
Gu Xiluo mentioned to An Jing about going abroad, and An Jing has been thinking about it since he went back, weighing all the pros and cons, but he still can't make up his mind. 『』
Ye Lin saw her like this, and said happily: "Go abroad, I approve of you going abroad." ”
Hearing this, An Jing raised his eyes to look at Ye Lin, and said hesitantly: "I'm going abroad, what should you do?" ”
Her home is here, her roots are here, her friends, relatives, all the people she knows are here, just let her go, An Jing always feels like irresponsible.
Ye Lin saw what An Jing was thinking, and she replied loudly: "You have done enough for us, when you were engaged to Tang Shaoyuan for the sake of your family, you would have to bear the reputation of 'married woman' for the rest of your life, if it weren't for this, you and Ji Chendong would ...... Forget it, I don't want to talk about the past. And my current cake shop, which was also settled with your help. Ah Jing, you have really done too much for us, not to mention that you don't owe us, even if you owe it, it will be paid off long ago. ”
When she mentioned these things in the past, An Jing's eyes were red every time, but now she was able to hold back her tears.
Ye Lin also had hot eyes, nodded and said: "Xi Luo is right, you are in Xiacheng for a day, this place is destined to not stop, you sent your aunt to Yizhou, don't you just hope that she can stay away from the center of the storm?" But now if you don't mess with others, others will take the initiative to provoke you, rather than this, you might as well go abroad, anyway, once there is no one to gossip about, the rumors will disappear soon, even if you go out for a year and a half, and then come back, it is better than always rushing up against the limelight. ”
"You don't have to worry about me, let alone aunt, I will help you take care of her, you still don't believe me."
Ye Lin had already helped An Jing clear all his worries, and when An Jing heard this, he choked up and said, "But I don't want to leave you......"
Ye Lin's eyes also turned red instantly, but she tried her best to hold back, and then deliberately replied: "Hey, what is it that doesn't leave, you don't go abroad to play, but to study and further your studies, what a good opportunity this is, haven't you always wanted to learn from Gu Xiluo's mother, there is no such shop in this village after that." ”
An Jingdao: "I've only been here for more than half a year, and I didn't expect to leave again so soon, ......."
Ye Lin said: "At the beginning, for you, Yucheng University was the best plane tree, but now you are a phoenix, of course, you have to fly to a higher branch, there is no need to stay here, not to mention that the people here are not kind to you." ”
An Jing said: "There are people who can be lively wherever you go. ”
Ye Lin said: "But after all, in a new environment, there will not be as many people who know you as in China, even if everyone knows you, but people abroad are not like in China, and a little gossip can be complained to death." If you go abroad, you will be much more comfortable than living at home. ”
Gu Xiluo said this, and An Jing also thought about it, but after all, she still hesitated to make such a heavy decision.
Ye Lin didn't want to force An Jing to be too ruthless, she just said: "Ah Jing, anyway, we all hope that you can live well and be happy, you are only twenty-three years old, and the twenty-three years old of many people is the time to live unscrupulously, you look at you again, sometimes I think you have experienced someone else's life, and the anger in young people is gone." ”
An Jing didn't know that now her mentality is at least middle-aged, and she has no edges and corners sharpened by life, and she is frightened by the gossip of the outside world.
If she had lived a little selfish, she would have run away a long time ago.
But she's not that kind of person.
In the end, An Jing only sighed softly, and then said, "Let me think about it again." ”
She will not make the decision to study abroad unless she has to.
Maybe...... She couldn't let go of not only her relatives and friends, but also the man who lived in the same land as her, they breathed the same city air, and she occasionally had the opportunity to pass by the downstairs of the Nanguo Mansion, and sometimes she would think it was him when she saw a brightly colored sports car on the road......
If she leaves, it will be really too far away from him, and I am afraid that even thinking about it will be blocked by the distance.
When An Jing was distracted, Ye Lin beside her suddenly asked out loud: "Hey, An Jing, Xi Luo didn't say that if you go to study abroad, what will he do?" ”
"Huh?" An Jing realized it and looked at Ye Lin.
After a few seconds, he said, "I didn't ask." ”
Ye Lin rolled her eyes helplessly, and then said, "Why don't you ask about such an important matter?" ”
An Jing replied as a matter of course: "Didn't Xi Luo say before that he would open a law firm with his seniors, although it is not yet a certainty, but it should be eight or nine." ”
Ye Lin said: "That was before you thought about studying abroad. ”
When An Jing heard this, his face showed a little confusion that he didn't react to.
Ye Lin was scared to death, she said loudly: "I'll just say so, Xi Luo likes you, that's something that anyone with long eyes can see, including this incident, if you change a man, don't turn your face?" You see how Xi Luo did it, in the few days when we went to Fenglin, he had already handled the school side properly, if it wasn't for that Zhang Zhiyan, I guess you wouldn't know that something happened. ”
After speaking, Ye Lin said again: "Ah Jing, you can clearly see from Ji Chendong and Gu Xiluo, how many times is the difference between finding someone you like and liking you." You're always thinking about others, and you don't want to reciprocate, so you're going to be tired. But the first time I saw Gu Xiluo, I did everything for you silently, and I didn't even ask you to know, if God had eyes to let me find such a good man, I would have nodded a long time ago, what are you waiting for? ”
An Jing is not really an elm head, and when she heard this, she subconsciously replied: "But he never told me in person." ”
Ye Lin patted her thigh, raised her eyebrows and said: "I also wonder about this, Ya is really calm, if it were me, I guess how many times I would have confessed to you, but he has known you for so long, he didn't say a word, he really can!" ”
An Jing used to say that Ye Lin had misunderstood, and Gu Xiluo was good friends with her, but now, even she could feel it, especially that day behind the school teaching building, Gu Xiluo hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to insert her into his body.
That kind of power that almost disregards a qiē, so that she can no longer ignore it, he likes her.
Seeing An Jing's somewhat distracted appearance, Ye Lin sighed, and then whispered tentatively: "If Xi Luo confesses to you one day, will you agree to him?" ”
An Jing blinked his long, curly eyelashes, opened his pink lips, and replied softly, "You give me a reason to reject him." ”