On the way to Nanyi, I was already mentally prepared to be unpopular with Xiao Ai, and then I had some doubts about myself, why did this girl who just appeared in my world with the mentality of playing games make me care so much?

My work is very tiring, and I don't like to make friends a lot of times, but this is the second time I've been to Nanyi today, and I want to redeem something, otherwise there will be a feeling of disappointment in my heart, but I'm not sure if I'm afraid that I'm going to do this because I'm afraid of going out of this game.

The road was clear at night, and after a while I arrived at Nanyi, I carried the huge bear on my shoulders and walked along the already deserted campus path to the girls' dormitory where Xiao Ai lived.

I knew that Xiao Ai would not easily see me, so I asked Yu Xin for help, and Yu Xin was indeed a warm-hearted girl, and when I came to the girls' dormitory, she happened to come from the school supermarket with Xiao Ai, both of them carrying shopping bags in their hands, this is of course a coincidence created by Yu Xin for me and Xiao Ai, and I also like this kind of just right "coincidence", because it saves me a lot of unnecessary trouble.

I just stood on the way back to the dormitory, and the bear on my shoulder was my weapon, and I would use it to overcome Xiao Ai's hostility and hatred for me.

At first, Xiao Ai was still chatting with Yu Xin, but when I appeared in her sight, she was as smart as she immediately understood what was going on, and the reason why Yu Xin asked her to go to the supermarket was to make it easier for me to meet her.

She stopped 5 meters away from me, and then glanced at Yu Xin angrily.

Yu Xin gave up the space to me and Xiao Ai, and when she passed by me, she glanced at the puppet I was carrying on her shoulder, and said speechlessly: "I just said that she likes puppets, you don't need to buy such a big one, right?" …… Are you here to create a scandal? ”

"Isn't it true that the bigger it is, the more sincerity it shows?"

"I don't understand your logic at all!" Yu Xin said to me depressedly, and then walked into the girls' dormitory alone, and I was really a little weak-hearted, because I found that there were already many female students lying on the railing of the floor, waiting to see a good show between me and Xiao Ai.

I walked up to Xiao Ai, looked at the lying bear on my shoulder, and said to her with some embarrassment: "Isn't it a little too low-key?" ”

Xiao Ai's temperament was like spirits, he reached out and snatched the bear from my shoulder, and then fell the grass not far away, and there was a boo from the dormitory building, because in the picture where they couldn't hear the sound, I was undoubtedly cruelly rejected by Xiao Ai.

I took out a mini doll from my pocket that I gave when I bought a bear, handed it to Xiao Ai, and said cheekily: "Isn't this much better?" Can be hung on your purse...... Your friends and classmates will surely say when they see it: Wow, cute! ”

Xiao Ai finally spoke: "Don't make me nauseous!" ”

"Then you will forgive me!"

"Get out."

I felt very frustrated, and I didn't know how to continue standing in front of her, so I lit a cigarette to hide my discomfort, but I didn't want to leave.

Xiao Ai bypassed me and was about to go back to the dormitory, I grabbed her white robe from behind, lowered my voice and said to her: "I don't know if you have regarded me as a friend in your heart, if you have been such a moment, why don't you forgive this friend for his unintentional mistake?" …… I really don't know that you deliberately adjusted the time of the show in order to wait for me to go, otherwise I would have rushed over as soon as I finished work. ”

Xiao Ai turned to look at me, with a sarcastic expression on his face, and said, "Hehe, it's funny, who specially adjusted the time for you, who do you think you are?" ”

"If you feel that such sarcasm can make you feel a little more comfortable, I don't mind listening to a few more words."

Xiao Ai knocked away the hand I was holding her clothes and said angrily: "Don't bother me, what I hate most in my life is a man who beats a woman!" …… You are the No. 1 scumbag in Nanjing! ”

"Can you please stop being so exaggerated, am I going to beat you? I'm just telling you to stop messing with my flowers. ”

"You don't have to excuse yourself, no one has ever treated me like that since I was a child, you scumbag is the first."

I looked at her, she was indeed a very proud girl, and most of this pride came from the various flatteries and praises she had received since she was a child, so I didn't really beat her, but it was beyond the limit of her patience.

I immediately took another step in front of her and said, "If you want to falsely accuse me of beating you, I can't help it, but I have the guts to let you call you back...... There is a brick 3 meters away from your feet, you pick it up, how do you vent your hatred, how do you shoot it on me, okay? ”

"Do you think I don't dare?"

I didn't talk nonsense, turned around and picked up the brick, then handed it to her, and said: "Shoot, let's shake hands and make peace after shooting, but don't shoot on the head, I have a good face, I'm afraid that the color will be ugly!" ”

Xiao Ai took the half of the brick from my hand, and then raised the brick in front of everyone, and I took another step in front of her without fear......

Xiao Ai looked at the piece of my neck that had been scratched by her, and her hand hung in the air and didn't move.

"Shoot, anyway, my Jiangqiao is cheap, I'm not afraid of pain or pain, I'm afraid that you will misunderstand me unreasonably...... If you shoot coolly, say that I didn't hit you, even if I am shot to death, I think it is worth it! ”

Xiao Ai bit her lip and looked at me, she threw the brick on the ground, turned her head and scolded, "Are you crazy?" ”

I was just about to answer, but a group of menacing boys came out of nowhere, separated me from Xiao Ai, and then pushed and shoved around me, shouting at me very unfriendly: "Where are you from?" Dare to run to our Nanyi to make trouble, believe it or not, we let you not be able to eat and go? ”

Another group of boys asked Xiao Ai with great concern if he had suffered from me.

This kind of very unfriendly pushing and shoving and verbal disrespect made me feel very uncomfortable, and the anger was suddenly ignited, and I raised my hand to grab a boy closest to me and was about to do it, and at this time, Xiao Ai seemed to use all his strength to squeeze through the crowd, and then separated me from the boy, blocking in front of me and gasping and angry to the group of boys: "Who told you to do something to him?" ”

One boy tried to explain: "Didn't we see that he was disrespectful to you and wanted to teach him a lesson?" ”

"He has no respect for me, I will teach him a lesson myself, what is the matter with you!"

Yu Xin, who had left earlier, ran out of the dormitory building in a hurry, and while explaining to those boys, she whispered to Xiao Ai: "Everyone is kind, and I don't know if it's a misunderstanding, don't talk about them like that, it's very hurtful." ”

I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, Xiao Ai wanted to kill me, but in the end, I offended the male classmates who came to help her fight for me, the No. 1 scumbag in Nanjing......

I took out 200 yuan from my wallet and handed it to Yu Xin, asked her to go to the school supermarket to buy a cigarette, and then split it up to the boys, although I was very angry with them before, I still took the initiative to apologize to them, I didn't want to lead the trouble I caused to Xiao Ai, although she didn't seem to care so much about other people's eyes......

Most of the students' judgments were based on emotion, so after taking my cigarette, the tone was much better, and one of the male students who took the lead said to me: "Dude, I'm sorry, we didn't know it was a misunderstanding, but I still want to say: our hearts have been broken by you!" …… The goddess of dreams who ignores everyone has a heart!! How will you let us watch her dream in the future! ”

Before I could react, the student who took the lead had already beckoned the other boys to leave, and Xiao Ai didn't know when he entered the girls' dormitory, and only me and Yu Xin, who hadn't left yet, were left on the scene.

Yu Xin picked up the lying bear from the grass and asked me, "Should I take this for you and give it to Xiao Ai, or will you take it yourself?" ”

I felt a sense of melancholy in my heart for no reason, and replied, "Don't take it up to block her, throw it away." ”

"What a pity to throw it away, if Xiao Ai doesn't want it later, I'll keep it as a pillow, don't you mind?"

"Don't mind."

"Okay, then I'll go up, you can go back and rest early."

I nodded, and Yu Xin asked me again before leaving, "Do you have anything else for me to bring to Xiao Ai?" ”

I lit a cigarette, thought for a while, and replied, "You tell Xiao Ai that when you are out of gas, go to my place to find me, and I will make food for her." ”

Yu Xin smiled and asked, "I don't know if I have this mouth to eat after Xiao Ai?" ”

"You're always welcome."

……

Late at night, I walked alone on the campus path away from Nanyi, everything around me fell into silence at this moment, but I felt an unstoppable fatigue in my heart, I hope that the road in front of me has no end, and then I can keep walking numbly, I really don't like the right and wrong in this world, but I understand that this kind of self-loneliness is a kind of loss that deviates from the world, so it is so contradictory......

I threw my head up, facing the endless sky, and then exhaled all the smoke from my mouth......

At this moment, how I wish that a pair of gentle hands would hold me tightly from behind, and then say to me gently: Jiang Qiao, I don't dislike your loneliness, I don't dislike your life experience, and I don't dislike your occasional self, we just go forward quietly, and then leave this lost city, leave the disputes in the world, and leave all the ** and inequality that cause pain......

I fell into my own imagination, and then smiled happily, but laughing and laughing, it turned into a mockery of myself, how can there be such a woman in this world? And most of the outside of the Lost City is another Lost City, because there is no one in this world who can get rid of the ** set for us by the Creator, including myself, at least I have always needed whole grains to live, I need emotional comfort, I need air and water, and I need mating to reproduce, isn't this the most primitive ** and need?