In the ward, the atmosphere of sadness continued to spread, and my grandmother was already struggling to breathe, and after resting for a while, she held my hand a little tighter with her last faith, and said, "Bridge...... There is one more thing that grandma can't rest assured...... Your marriage, grandma...... I don't have the right to do it for you...... What to decide, but marry the girl of Zhiqiang's (Lao Jin) family, you ...... It's like having a home...... Finish...... What grandma is most afraid of is ...... You don't, home! ”

I looked at Jin Qiu, and then lowered my head and didn't know what kind of answer to give my grandmother, who no longer had the strength to open her eyes and look at me, she was about to leave.

At this time, except for Jin Qiu, everyone present had their eyes on me. Some of them looked eagerly, some looked calmly, and some had tears in their eyes. The man with tears in his eyes was Chen Yi.

I turned my head to look at Yang Jin again, only to find that she had been standing in the back position, and she was already standing beside me at this time, she bent over and said to grandma: "Mom, don't worry, Jiangqiao will marry Jin Qiu......"

Grandma's chest rose and fell very much, and her breath was about to be refilled, but a tear slowly flowed out of her eyes, and no one knew if it was a happy tear or mixed with other emotions.

"Xiao Jin...... Over the years, it's step-friends...... stuff to make you ...... You have been wronged, and you hold a grudge...... He deserves it, but ...... He's always been married to you...... Yes, Jiang Qiao is such a good son...... For the sake of these...... You promise Mom, no matter what he ...... Is it alive or dead...... As long as there is news of him...... You just go to my mother's grave and let me know......"

Yang Jin, who had never expressed her emotions, finally wet her eyes at this time, and tears flowed down her eyes when she closed her eyes. Perhaps, at this moment, she will also think of her husband and wife status with Jiang Jiyou when she was young, as well as the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationship with her grandmother, although those years have been long ago and blurred, but they are not fake, she nodded and signaled that she could do it.

Grandma let go of my hand and used her last strength to hold Yang Jin, she was almost silent, but she still said in a small voice: "Jiangqiao, this kid...... Childhood...... There are many people who pit him...... Care...... He has few people...... I'm not there...... You're ...... Take care of ...... Good him, don't let him ...... again"

The last few words Grandma couldn't say after all, and after she closed her eyes, she never opened them again...... The nurse who had been standing beside her ruthlessly recorded the time of her grandmother's death on the workbook, and the atmosphere in the ward was as dark as the sky outside the window.

I didn't cry like everyone else, I just looked at my grandmother and remembered the countless moments I had associated with her. When I was little, she would always move a small bench for me to sit next to her and feed me porridge......

It's the grace of nurturing!

I cried, and the only thing I couldn't see through the sad parting was edamame, and he pulled my trouser leg and said, "Second bridge, second bridge, your grandmother has gone to a place where there are trees and small rivers, and they are all ...... made of milk and chocolate!" ”

Edamame's happy tone seemed out of place in this sad atmosphere, but I slowly calmed down, hoping that the end of life would not be pain, but a relief after experiencing countless hardships in the world.

For my grandmother, the world was ridiculous, painful, and unfair, but she taught me not to be frightened and to see the world with an optimistic and motivated heart...... She was a good woman when she was young, and a good old lady when she was old...... She should go to that place with milk and chocolate.

I suddenly cried again, and I remembered Xiao Ai...... At this moment, can she sense her grandmother's death? She should know, because she still had a crush on her a few days before her grandmother was alive, which is also a kind of affection.

Sadly sadly, she is married, which is a captivity for me and a disappointment to my grandmother. But I don't want to hate her......

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After the death of his grandmother, everyone was indulging in grief, only Lao Jin was dealing with the aftermath, he contacted a professional funeral company in Nanjing, and tomorrow he would transport his grandmother's body back to Nanjing from Shanghai. It seems that everything in Shanghai will come to an end on this night.

Late at night, I sat alone on the rooftop of the hospital, everything became very small in my sight, and the only thing that could sit on an equal footing with me was the Oriental Pearl Tower in the distance, but when I put the cigarette in front of me, its height was only the cigarette in my hand. Just like life, seeing is not necessarily believing, and what you can't see can't be determined. We should not be superstitious, nor should we believe in atheism, and people may die in ashes or continue to exist in another way.

I'd rather believe the latter, and I'd rather numb myself with a fairy tale of milk and chocolate for the rest of my life.

I am an incompetent person, my grandmother did not let her live a good life before her death, I can only give her a good wish after her death, hoping that she can live without so many regrets in another world.

When I was about to finish a cigarette, there was a sound of confident and powerful footsteps in the corridor leading to the top floor, but I couldn't tell whether it was Jin Qiu or Yang Jin.

They are the same kind of people, and they walk with the same sound and rhythm.

In the end, my sixth sense told me that it was golden autumn, but the person who came was Yang Jin, she was standing beside me, and the wind blew her white coat very well. She asked me, "Why don't you go back to rest at such a late hour?" ”

"I don't know where to go back...... In Shanghai, I was just a passer-by; In Nanjing, even the old house of the family has been demolished...... Do you remember what that old house looked like? …… After you left, nothing in the house has changed, except for an extra refrigerator and air conditioner. ”

After being silent for a long time, Yang Jin replied, "I remember...... That's your home, and it's my former home, and I've lived there for eight years...... I have suffered all kinds of sins, and I have enjoyed all kinds of blessings. ”

I closed my eyes and finished the cigarette in my hand, I wanted to say too much, but I didn't know what mood to use to say it to Yang Jin. A gust of wind blew all my emotions away, and the unspoken words flowed back like water......

After a long time, I remembered what I promised Qin Miao the night before, I finally turned my head, and then said to Yang Jin: "I have figured out the choice of hotel construction, I ask you to choose Qiao Ye's group...... Over the years, I owe Qiao Ye a lot of favors, and he needs me to pay it back in this way, and I have no choice...... But that doesn't mean ......"

Yang Jin stretched out her hand to stop me from continuing, she nodded and said, "I understand what you mean...... I did something wrong about this matter, I shouldn't embarrass you in this way, even if you don't mention it to me today, I plan to talk to their group in person after finishing your grandmother's funeral. ”

I nodded, it was best if she didn't have to embarrass me.

After another period of silence, Yang Jin said to me again: "Your grandmother is gone, and the last thing I can let go of is you...... As your mother, I am incompetent, you can hate me, or you can hate me even more, but I still hope that you can marry Jin Qiu. ”

"Why are you forcing me to marry Jin Qiu?"

Yang Jin looked at me, I saw for the first time in her eyes the love that a mother should have, she stroked her hair that was blown away by the wind, and said for a long time: "It has been almost 20 years since I left Nanjing, and over the years, I have my own family and another daughter...... I once thought about moving my home in Shenzhen to Nanjing, and then staying by your side to compensate for the mother's love you have lost over the years, but there are too many ties...... Even I can't do it...... So, I hope you can marry Jin Qiu, Lao Jin's family treats you with sincerity, and Jin Qiu is also a very good girl, but you are too prejudiced against her! ”

I looked at Yang Jin, I knew the truth of "it's going to rain and my mother is going to get married", but when Yang Jin really said it, my heart was still inexplicably lost......

I sneered, and then replied, "I'm afraid that's the real reason why you haven't come back to see me and grandma for so many years...... Seriously, I don't hate you at all in this matter and understand your choice...... However, please also do not interfere in my life and marriage, because I know how to live without you. ”

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