Moments later, the plane from Nanjing Lukou Airport to Shenzhen took off. I stood outside the terminal with the car keys left by Jin Qiu in my hand, while Yang Qu sat on the curb, completely devoid of the sick look she had just now, she put her hand on her eyebrows, looked at the sky, and watched the plane to Shenzhen leave......

I asked her, "Does your stomach still hurt?" ”

Yang Qu stretched out her hand and motioned for me to help her up. Even though I didn't know what kind of medicine she was selling in this gourd, I did it anyway. Then, she said to me with a serious face: "I am pretending...... After thinking about it, it is still the most suitable for menstrual cramps, and if they are bigger, they will definitely not be able to rest assured, and they will have to stay in the end. If I just talk about a cold and a headache or something, they will ask me to overcome it......"

I didn't understand: "No, why are you pretending?" ”

"Give you one last chance. Elder brother...... Whatever you choose in the future, don't thank me or hate me for what I did today...... Because I was struggling with my heart before I made this decision, but this happened to me. I think this may be the fate of the hell, I didn't sleep well all night last night, and now I finally know how painful it is to choose! ”

I asked her, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Something about you, of course." After a slight pause, Yang Qu lowered his voice again and said, "Don't I have a few friends in Nanyi." Yesterday, after I left the Sycamore Tavern, I went to play with them. We met at the bar across the street from Nanyi...... I heard that this bar was opened by Ji Xiaowei, who is Xiao Ai's senior brother. It seems that the relationship between the two of them is very good, so Xiao Ai went to cheer...... However, she was no longer there when I went, and she was sent to the hospital by Ji Xiaowei. ”

My heart tightened and I asked, "What's wrong with her?" ”

Yang Qu didn't answer directly, she first took out her mobile phone from her pocket, then put it in front of me, and said to me: "This video was recorded by my friend at the bar at the time, you can take a look...... There may be the answer you want inside. ”

I took it from Yang Qu's hand, and then clicked on the video, although the picture quality is not very clear, but I can still see that the person who is singing with a guitar on stage is Xiao Ai. She seems to love to wear skirts, so she still wears a long white dress, but it looks a little thin, this thinness is the result of long-term overdraft of the body, I know that three concerts in a row have caused a lot of loss to her spirit and **.

The first song Xiao Ai sang came from his debut album. Her singing state is not particularly good, and I know a little about music, and I can see that she is struggling in the treble part...... Therefore, after her first song was sung, Ji Xiaowei apologized to the people present and signaled that she could no longer sing.

However, Xiao Ai said that there was no problem, so she had her second song, but this one was someone else's. It's called "I Heard Love Has Come Back". And when I just heard her say the name of the song in the video, my heart trembled several times, and then quickly tightened again, as if it had stopped beating. Because, once when I was returning to Nanjing from Shanghai, it was raining heavily outside the car window, and the traffic radio station in the car played this song...... At that time, I was in the same mood as the rain outside the window, and I almost parked my car on the side of the road and cried. This song, although it is not my mood, but I really hope that, just like the song sings, Xiao Ai will know that I once went to Taiwan to find her......

"I heard from a friend that you have returned; I want to ask him to greet you on my behalf, just for fear that I won't be able to speak. You still don't have a lot of feelings about the past, and I still love you who made me happy; I heard from a friend that you have come to me. I want him to help me hide it from you, but I'm afraid it will be more difficult to meet. I still feel so much about the past, and I still love you deeply who once gave me happiness. There is a pain that I can't see, there is a love that is still buried in my heart, and I can only put you in my heart; This kind of pain that I can't see makes me miss you more and more, but I can only put you and you in my heart...... To your voice, your shadow, your hands, I swear that I have not forgotten, and about the person you have chosen now, I can only say that I am a little sad, and I have truly loved ......"

From the time she started singing the first sentence, Xiao Ai's voice was a little choked, and the person who shot this video also noticed her abnormal performance, so he seemed to squeeze through the crowd and took a few steps forward, so the video became clear, and I could see her appearance clearly...... She sang these with tears in her eyes all the time, and by the time she reached the chorus, she could even see the green tendons protruding from her neck. She put all her strength and emotions into this song...... However, when the song turned to the soft part again, she completely hollowed herself out, and then fell on Ji Xiaowei next to her...... There was an uproar at the scene, and the camera began to shake, and I heard many people calling her "Senior Sister Xiao Ai" piecemeal......

Ji Xiaowei picked her up desperately, and then squeezed through the crowd and ran outside...... Then I suddenly remembered that she had returned to Nanjing with illness.

Just when I was still indulging in an emotion and couldn't extricate myself, Yang Qu took back the phone from my hand, and she asked me in a low voice, "Brother, are you the man she sang in her song?" ”

I looked at her in a stunned state, but what I thought to myself was, was the text message sent by Xiao Ai before going to the airport, was she lying on the hospital bed? And what kind of mood is she in when she blesses?

At this time, Yang Qu chased after me and asked, "Brother, you speak, are you the man she sang in her song?" ”

I came back to my senses and looked at her, not knowing how to answer for a moment.

She sighed and said to me, "I see that you have been tortured enough, and even the last self-confidence has been lost...... She can't be commemorating Yuan Zhen in this song, because her relationship with Yuan Zhen doesn't match the lyrics of this song. Unless there is a third man in her life...... Do you think there will be? ”

I let out a breath before I finally spoke, "There won't be a third man, she's not that affectionate." ”

Yang Qu nodded, and after a period of silence, he said again: "I heard our teacher who teaches psychology say. No matter how strong a person's heart is, he (she) will have a cycle of anxiety, and in this cycle of anxiety, if you don't vent it, people will collapse, especially the kind of group that is under great pressure in their hearts...... In addition, my major is film and television acting, so I can tell at a glance whether it is true or not...... Although I was not there at the time, but after watching this video, I believe that her emotions were not disguised, and there was no need to disguise them in front of that group of students...... So, I think there may be something you haven't been able to talk to each other...... You go to her, go and untie your heart knot before marrying Sister Jin Qiu, so that it will be ......fair to all three of you," she paused at this point, and then smiled again and said, "I think this is the most mature decision I have made in the past twenty years." ”

I stood there and felt like I was on a rollercoaster ride that had gone up and down several times. I asked Yang Qu, "If you tell me this, aren't you afraid that I will never look back?" ”

"I'm afraid, of course I'm afraid, so I hesitated all night and couldn't sleep...... I'm afraid that Sister Jin Qiu will hate me, because you are already a couple infinitely close to the marriage hall...... Not only Sister Jin Qiu, but also Uncle Jin, Aunt Luo and our mother will hate me. ”

"If you're so scared, why do you have to tell me."

Yang Qu looked at me and replied after a while: "Because I'm also in love, just yesterday...... I seem to be able to feel the feeling of loving someone, and I always want to do a lot of things for him. ”

"Who are you in love with?"

"You don't care about that, you just need to know that I can understand your mood now, and when the time is right, I will take him to see you and our mother...... To be honest, I wasn't very confident in seeing the bumps and bumps in your feelings along the way, but I couldn't help but do it. I hope that one day you will all understand me, just as I understand you and Xiao Ai now...... If you want to say, you may not believe it, but I really hope that Sister Chen Yi brought you fake news, although Sister Chen Yi has always been very reliable, but Qiu Zi'an has always been unreliable, the ghost only knows that he said this, what kind of heart did he have! ”

I looked at Yang Qu and it seemed that he had suddenly matured a lot. Or maybe she's just been reluctant to show her mature side in front of us. At this moment, she must want to tell me that she is a mature woman who can take responsibility for her love.

Of course, I blessed her, and I didn't want to oppose her, because no one knows better than me how painful it is to encounter an involuntary love.

After standing alone for a long time, I finally let go of some of the burden in my heart, and I said to Yang Qu: "I'll go first, I have something to call us." ”

Just as I was about to turn around, Yang Qu stopped me again, and she asked me, "Brother, will you come back?" …… I've already bought a ticket for 9pm, would I like to buy another one for you? ”

This time, I wasn't too silent, just a gasp, and replied to her, "I don't know if I'll come back...... I never wanted to go to Shenzhen. ”

Yang Qu was silent for a long time before he nodded and said to me, "I'll buy one for you, if you're not ready to come back...... You'd better hurry up and plan your life for the rest of your life...... I'm afraid you're going to have a bad road ahead. Still, as your sister, I support you...... This is the result of thinking about it all night, I can't always put yourself in my own shoes and think that you are happy, but ignore what your heart needs most! ”