"Huh?"

After Su Shishi saw his face clearly, she was also stunned, "Why are you?" A long pink corset coat and a pair of white leggings fully show her slender and slender legs and slender waist.

"Well, let's use it." Zuo Jian put his hand in front of her, turned his head, and didn't look at her. If it was a few days ago, Zuo Jian might have talked to her about Meng Xiangang, but today, the atmosphere was not right, the location was wrong, and he lost interest.

“…… Thank you! Su Shishi hesitated slightly, reached out and took the lighter, "I'll give it back to you later." She whispered.

"No need." Zuo Jian didn't look back, and said lightly.

Su Shishi glanced at the food, wine bottles, etc. in front of him, and finally, took a deep look at him, turned around and walked to the distance.

This man is crying!

Under the flickering firelight, Su Shishi saw with her own eyes, and there was clearly something crystal flickering in Zuo Jian's eyes.

"Who is he here to pay tribute to?" Su Shishi was a little curious in her heart, as if she was very sad......

As a fan of Mu Yanbing, in the past half month, Su Shishi naturally went to the cinema to watch the messy "You Are My Lover" movie that swept the country.

Su Shishi watched this movie three times before and after.

Su Shishi is in her twenties and is in the best season of a girl's life.

Although she is very beautiful, she is also full of fantasies and expectations for love, like all girls.

This You Are My Love, the reason why it is so popular, most of the reason is because the male protagonist played by Zuo Jian is completely an interpretation of the kind of person who many girls fantasize about in their hearts, humorous, unforgiving, absolutely infatuated with the heroine, and does not hesitate to give up his life to save her.

All this satisfies the fantasies of the vast majority of girls about the other half in their minds.

That's why there are so many fans on the Internet such as "Uncle Cousin Fans" and "Uncle Cousins".

Compared with those crazy fans, Su Shishi seems very sober, because she knows that the so-called cousin, in real life, is actually an out-and-out liar!

That's right, it's a liar!

He and his students joined forces to deceive themselves!

The most annoying thing in Su Shishi's life is that others deceive herself! So a few days ago, after receiving a call from Zuo Jian, she hung up without saying a word.

"Grandma, this year's Chinese New Year, you must be lonely in the sky alone, right?" Su Shishi lit the paper money and said softly: "Shishi is here to accompany you......" As she spoke, her tears slid down her cheeks like beads, and she couldn't help sobbing.

Su Shishi has grown up with her grandmother for as long as she can remember. The feelings are very deep. Until she went to college, she only stayed at home for a few days during each vacation, and spent the rest of the time at her grandmother's house.

In her junior year, she suddenly received the news that her grandmother was seriously ill.

“…… Shishi, your grandma is no longer good, she wants to see you for the last time! ”

Father's phone call was like a thunderbolt from the sky, so Su Shishi didn't come back to her senses for a long time, and hurried to the airport, but there was no ticket for the day, she chartered a taxi overnight to rush home, but after arriving at the hospital, her grandmother had already left.

"Your grandmother didn't want you to know...... But when she was unconscious, she kept calling your name. Su Shishi's father, don't look at her.

"Grandma'......"

Thinking of her grandmother's voice and smile before her death, Su Shishi's tears couldn't be stopped......

"Don't cry."

A voice came from the side, startling Su Shishi, turned her head, but saw that she didn't know when, a person was standing next to her like a ghost.

"You want to take care of it?"

Su Shishi was still crying with a handful of snot and tears, but the crying voice was unconsciously much smaller.

Zuo Jian looked at the flames quietly, and after a while, he said leisurely: "Birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature, they just took the first step, and one day, we will be like them." Embark on the same path! As he spoke, he looked up at the starry sky, "Teacher Su, do you believe in the existence of a soul?" ”

From elementary school to university, in the past ten years, Su Shishi's education has made it difficult for her to believe in ethereal and ethereal things like ghosts and gods, but since her grandmother died, in her heart, she is actually very eager to have heaven and other worlds.

After hesitating for a moment, Su Shishi said softly, "I don't know...... Perhaps, not! ”

"Foreign scientists once did a famous experiment. Put a person who is on the verge of death on the scale, and the moment the person stops breathing, the weight of the scale suddenly decreases by 21 grams; And in the same experiment, the experimental subjects were replaced with animals such as cats and dogs, after their death, the weight of the scales did not change in the slightest, the biggest difference between animals such as cats and dogs and humans is that humans have minds and souls, while they do not! So through this experiment, foreign scientists claimed that it was proved that human beings have souls, and the weight of souls is 21 grams! ”

Zuo Jian's eyes became deep and ethereal, as if he could look through the starry sky and see another world, he seemed to ask, and said to himself: "I don't know if people have souls, but sometimes, I hope, people have souls, and sometimes, I also hope that people have no souls." ”

Hearing his contradictory words, Su Shishi couldn't help but ask, "Why?" ”

"Having a soul means that life may continue to continue, so that many things that we have done wrong and make you feel extremely regretful may have a chance for you to make up for it, but people live and are painful, so I hope that there is no soul."

Zuo Jian sighed, habitually took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth, and touched it on his body for a long time, but he didn't find a lighter.

Suddenly, a green jade hand reached out in front of him, with a lighter in the palm of his hand, "Are you looking for this?" Su Shishi looked at him quietly.

"Thank you." Zuo Jian was stunned, and then remembered that he had lent her the lighter just now.

"No thanks, it's yours." Su Shishi shook her head.

Lit the cigarette, took a deep breath, and spewed out a thick smoke, in this slightly cold night, the blue smoke was unwilling to disperse for a long time, Zuo Jian's gaze fell on the surging Yellow River, looked quietly for a while, and suddenly said without a head: "Teacher Su, what do you think, what is the meaning of human life?" ”

Su Shishi pondered and didn't know how to answer. To be honest, she felt that this question was too general and abstract, as if she were exploring an esoteric philosophy. It's hard for her to answer.

"In this world, everyone has their own goals or ideals, in order to make their lives better, or to make a career, or to be immortal, or to be remembered for thousands of years."

Zuo Jian's gaze fell on her pure and pretty face, "But what do you think the meaning of human life should be?" ”

"Like you said, I think something is going to be done." Su Shishi said vaguely: "Like some great men in history, their deeds have been passed down to this day and let people know him." Know that there was once such a person! ”

"Huh, huh?" Zuo Jian smiled faintly, "I once read a book, and the author said that the meaning of life is to eat, sleep, go to work, and get off work, if you have to pursue the so-called meaning of life, it is pure blind tossing, and you don't want to live a good life!" ”

Poof, Su Shishi couldn't help laughing, "What he said also has some truth. ”

Zuo Jian shook his head, "I don't think so, if the meaning of human life is like what he said, then what is the difference between us and a pig?" ”

"What do you think is the meaning of life?" Su Shishi asked rhetorically.

"Honestly, I don't know!"

Zuo Jian sighed and said faintly: "A few years ago, I thought about this problem for three months! During those three months, I only ate a bite of food every day when I was very hungry, and the rest of the time, I lay in bed, unable to sleep all night, did not talk to others, and did not want to talk to others, I was thinking hard about the meaning of human life, what is it! ”

Su Shishi imagined the picture he said in her mind, "I feel like you are suffering from depression." ”

"Yes. You're right. I'm aware of it, too. ”

Zuo Jian smiled bitterly, "And I had a very serious depression at that time, I thought hard every day, we have been moving towards death since the moment we were born, during this period, we also have to experience painful experiences such as birth, old age, sickness and death, hunger and cold, people will eventually die, only death is the end, in this case, why do we still live, in this world, struggling?" ”

"In history, how many heroes and heroes, when they were alive, were vigorous and admired by thousands of people, but so what? A hundred years later, they will all turn into a few dry bones, a pile of yellow dust, and with the passage of time, they will eventually be forgotten! Even if someone remembers them, knows them, and thanks them, what can they do? You can't let them crawl out of the grave, can you? ”

Su Shishi shook her head, "Your idea is too extreme." If everybody thinks like you, there's no way the world can continue. ”

"Extreme? I didn't think so! Zuo Jian flicked the cigarette butt out, and the red cigarette butt drew an arc in the night, "That's because I am very obsessed with wanting to know, the meaning of life, or should I say, what is the meaning of my life, what is the purpose!" ”

"Did you figure it out later?"