"Even if you think it through, you can't think it through." Zuo Jian sighed.

"What do you mean?" Su Shishi looked at him suspiciously, "I don't understand your words." ”

"At that time, I seemed to be stuck in a strange circle, or I was already immersed in stubbornness, and I thought that I had to get an urgent answer before I could have a reason to continue living, otherwise, I would die sooner or later anyway, so why wait until decades later? It's better to just die. ”

Zuo Jian lit a cigarette again, "I thought that my head was about to blow up, but I still couldn't think of an answer, one night, about four or five o'clock, I was lying on the bed, picked up my mobile phone, as if venting, edited my thoughts into a text message, and then casually entered an unfamiliar phone number, and sent it." ”

"About ten minutes later, my phone rang, I picked it up and saw that it was the unfamiliar number I had just typed, and I was replied with a text message."

"I still remember the content of that text message very clearly, and I haven't forgotten every word."

"What is the meaning of human life, this question, since the birth of human beings, there have been countless people who have been thinking and searching hard to find a correct answer; Later, those who figured it out became great men, while those who didn't figure it out became crazy. ”

Su Shishi chewed on this sentence, her willow eyebrows frowned slightly, "This sentence feels very profound when it stands up, but it has a philosophical look, but it doesn't seem to say anything." ”

"Hehe, when I saw this text message, I was stunned."

Zuo Jian spewed out a thick puff of smoke, quietly watching them slowly dissipate in the air, and finally dissolve into one, "I sat up from the bed, leaned against the wall, stared outside, and repeatedly in my mind, thinking about the meaning of the text message, it was in the early morning of summer, at that time, the sky was already bright, when the sun rose and the first light appeared on the horizon, for a moment, I suddenly opened my mouth and figured out the meaning of the text message. ”

"What do you mean?" Su Shishi couldn't help but ask.

In fact, the meaning is very simple, that is, there is no meaning in human life. There is no answer. ”

Zuo Jian smiled bitterly, "To live is to live simply, to wait for death, those who have become great men, it is precisely because they have figured this out that they will seize the time, do what they want to do, devote all their energy to it, and make a vigorous thing, and will be considered a great man by future generations." ”

"What does it mean that someone who hasn't figured it out becomes a madman?" Su Shishi looked at him puzzled.

"It's simple. A person who has not figured it out has been obsessed with this unanswered question, and after a long time, he will naturally become a madman in the eyes of outsiders. ”

"Are you a great man, or a madman?"

"Nothing."

"Why, didn't you say that people who figured it out have become great men?"

"yes. But compared with them, I don't have the same great and lofty ideals as them, and I don't plan to do some vigorous deeds, my thoughts are very simple, I hope that my friends, relatives, can be safe, simple, happy to live, until the last moment of life, it's just that simple! ”

Su Shishi pursed her lips and was about to say sarcastically to him, but after thinking about it, Zuo Jian's idea or should it be said to be an ideal seems simple, but in fact, it is not so easy to achieve, everyone who lives in this world is involuntarily, involuntarily, there are too many constraints, everyone wants to live peacefully, simply, and happily, but in the world, how many people can do this?

A breeze blew, Zuo Jian found that Su Shishi's delicate body was trembling slightly in the wind, he came to his senses, smiled dumbly, and said: "I'm sorry Teacher Su, I don't know what's going on, so I said so much useless nonsense inexplicably." ”

"I don't think you're talking like. On the contrary, it gave me some inspiration. Su Shishi subconsciously rubbed her hands, put her jade hand to her mouth, and blew gently, while keeping stomping her feet.

"It's too cold outside, you can go home first." Zuo Jian said with a smile: "Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, presumably your family is waiting for you to reunite." ”

Su Shishi nodded, "Okay, Mr. Zuo, you should go back early." As she spoke, she glanced at Zuo Jian and said, "By the way, you still drive, drink less bars!" ”

"Hmm. I know. Zuo Jian responded.

"Goodbye." Su Shishi turned around and walked to the side of the road, and after opening the car door, she suddenly heard a voice from behind, "Teacher Su, last time, I didn't mean to lie to you." Her body was slightly stunned, hesitated, turned to Zuo Jian and said, "It's okay, I'm not angry anymore." ”

"That's good, be careful on the road and drive slowly." Zuo Jian waved at her.

"This man...... What kind of person is he? Walking on the empty road, Su Shishi couldn't help but think of Zuo Jian.

Today's chance encounter gave her another understanding of Zuo Jian.

Especially after that conversation just now, she vaguely felt that it seemed that he didn't mean to lie to herself, just as he said.

But for what reason did he pretend to be Meng Xiangang's family and go to school to find him?

"Forget it, anyway, I plan to go to some students' homes after the year to conduct a home visit, and at that time, ask Meng Xiangang's family if they know about this matter!" Su Shishi shook her head, focused her attention on the road ahead, and drove the car intently.

After Su Shishi left, Zuo Jian stood quietly by the river for a while before getting into the car and walking back.

Compared with the time of coming, some vehicles appeared sporadically on the streets of Zhongzhou City here, and there were many young people on the roadside who were not willing to watch the Spring Festival Gala on TV at home, and after eating Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, they agreed with several partners to come out in groups to play.

Suddenly, the phone rang.

It was a call from Director Huck.

"Uncle Cousin, I have scheduled your telephone interactive program until eleven o'clock, I will inform you now, you should prepare in advance."

"yes, got it."

"In addition, in order to convince the audience in front of the TV, at that time, we will take the method of randomly selecting questions on the big screen on the spot, and the host will ask you which question is raised by a netizen, I hope you are prepared, haha."

"Okay, I got it."

Hanging up the phone, Huck looked at the big screen above his head with confidence, the pointer had reached 7:50, and in ten minutes, this year's Spring Festival Gala will officially begin.

The news of Uncle Cousin's participation in this year's Spring Festival Gala, Huck did not leak the news in advance. He is waiting for an opportunity to be announced by the host on the spot after the Spring Festival Gala starts, as a bargaining chip to attract the audience.

A large part of the reason why the New Year's Eve party held by other local stations can have a lot of ratings is because they use star tactics! Use a large number of popular stars to attract those young audiences.

Huck firmly believes that with his uncle's incomparable popularity, he will definitely be able to attract a large number of audiences for the upcoming Spring Festival Gala.

Of course, this is only the first step in Huck's plan.

As long as it can attract audiences, Huck is confident that with other wonderful shows selected this year, these audiences will not change the channel. For this year's Spring Festival Gala, win a beautiful turnaround!

"Eleven o'clock?"

Zuo Jian glanced at his watch, it was only eight o'clock, and there were still three hours before eleven o'clock, which was very early.

At this moment, he suddenly saw that a car in front of him suddenly lit up with dazzling brake lights, and the sharp and piercing brake sound was particularly deafening!

And then, bang! A fire lit up! It's the sound of firecrackers!

Zuo Jian made a quick decision and hurriedly stepped on the brakes, so as not to hit the car in front.

“…… For the Chinese New Year, why don't you go to a place where no one is going to fire a cannon? ”

The car door opened, and a slightly short and stocky middle-aged man stepped down, swearing loudly.

Zuo Jian poked his head out and looked ahead curiously.

It turned out to be two young people, a man and a woman, playing on the side of the road, and threw a firecracker into the middle of the road.

Zuo Jian saw very clearly just now that when the firecracker exploded, it was in front of the Audi car, obviously, the car must have been blown up.

It's just a firecracker, but it's sure to break off a small piece of paint.

Every year during the Chinese New Year, there are always some small white pieces on the appearance of some cars, which are all traces of being blown up by firecrackers.

"I'm sorry!" The man hurriedly apologized. Listening to his voice, it was clear that he was just a teenager.

The short and fat middle-aged man ignored him, but walked to the front of the car, pressed the phone, checked it, and as expected, there was a white spot the size of a fingernail on the front cover of the black Audi, he rubbed it hard, and the white spot was wiped off, but at the same time, the primer was exposed.

The paint on the outside was blown off by firecrackers.

"Smack!" The middle-aged man felt a surge of anger in his heart, and while he was distressed, he didn't say a word, turned around, slapped the boy in the face, and slapped him hard, "Do you know how much it costs to repair my Audi?" At least in the thousands! ”

The boy, staggering, took a step back, and didn't know if he was blinded by this slap or frightened by the thousands of dollars that the middle-aged man said.

When Zuo Jian saw this scene, he couldn't sit still anymore, got out of the car, locked the door, and walked forward, because he had already heard from the boy's voice just now, he should be Meng Xian, right!

"Yes, I'm sorry." After a pause, Meng Xian just covered his face and whispered to the middle-aged man.

The middle-aged man was furious and grabbed him by the collar, "I'm sorry? You think you'll be fine if you say sorry? ”