"Sister, you're crazy! Ask what! Isn't it exposed if you ask! ”

Guan Yaling stood up angrily, clenching her fists and about to hit Li Xiaoni!

Li Xiaoni suddenly collapsed and burst into tears: "Then you tell me, what should I do!" ”

"What are you crying about! I'm going to be driven crazy by you! Have you been stressed out lately? Please don't think about it! was by Li Xiaoni, Guan Yaling wanted to cry, and hurriedly handed Li Xiaoni a tissue.

Li Xiaoni wiped her tears, blew her crying snot again, and said uncomfortably: "I really think he knows who I am." ”

"Are you afraid that he will know who you are? Even if he really knew who you were, he wouldn't say anything, so don't worry. I don't think he's a villain who threatens others with such things. If he really wanted to threaten you with this, he would have threatened you a long time ago, so why wait until now? ”

"What do you say? He's certainly not that kind of person! If he were this kind of person, he wouldn't be Lin Zaishan. ”

"Then why are you bothered with this?"

"Because I want him to know who I am, and I don't want him to forget me! That's it! ”

As soon as she cried, Li Xiaoni finally said what was in her heart.

Guan Yaling was so stunned that she was speechless.

Guan Yaling has always known that Lin Zaishan is very important to Li Xiaoni, but she didn't expect that Lin Zaishan would be so important to Li Xiaoni! It's so important that Li Xiaoni doesn't want him to forget her at all!

Facing Guan Yaling's speechless gaze, Li Xiaoni said: "You don't have to look at me like that, I haven't fallen in love with him again, I just don't want him to forget who I am." ”

After hesitating and hesitating, Guan Yaling went out and said against her ears: "I said something you don't like to hear, sister, don't chase and pinch me." He may be an important person to you. But you may be nothing to him. He doesn't even know who you are. I don't remember you anymore. He didn't write the songs for you. Forget about him before it's too late, and don't let him become your demons. Can't you just treat him as a new friend? ”

"No, I can't. I can't. ”

Lee Hyo-ni emphasized: "He really wrote the song for me tonight. ”

"Alas......!"

It really doesn't make sense for Li Xiaoni, Guan Yaling sighed bitterly and decided: "I recently got a song from him, let me give it to you." ”

"What song?"

"This song is called "Distant Her", next to the female character. It was one of the two second-round retro entries he brought to Caidie, but it had been shelved by our meeting. His other song is more powerful, which is more suitable for competition than this song "Distant Her". ”

"Then you listen to the more powerful one, why are you listening to this song for me?"

"Listen to this first, this song seems to me very, very good. It's like telling a story. ”

Guan Yaling changed her words and said: "No, to be precise, he is using this song to tell a story, telling a very sad story, which should be written for a girl in Guangdong." Just listen to this song and you'll know that you're not the only woman in his world. The songs he wrote weren't written for you, either. You may be just a strange diva to him, there is no Li Qilin in this world for a long time, so you don't have to worry about it anymore. ”

"You talk less nonsense. Hurry up and play me a song. I'll listen to it first. Li Xiaoni really wanted to change her mind and fill in the lingering song "elopement" in her mind.

"It's a simple guitar strumming sample, but I think it's almost up to par. I have to say that this uncle's voice sings this kind of song is really feeling. Without any skills, he can simply sing, and you can't help but indulge in it. But Wu Lao Dafei said that another song was better, and Lin Zaishan listened to it himself after analyzing it. I decided to enter the contest with another song. ”

When preparing the music, Guan Yaling kept reading it in pieces and could hear it. She actually liked this song more than the other one.

This song "Distant Her" originated from the last plane's 1985 Zhang Geshen's second Cantonese album "Distant Her AMOUR", and the original song was "Romantic Railway" by the famous Japanese musician Shinji Tanimura.

The style of music is close to the retro style of the golden age of this plane, so Lin Zaishan moved it out for Caidie's reference.

And the other song he moved is even more retro, which is a pure Chinese classical style.

In the end, everyone discussed and came to the conclusion that if the retro style was drawn, let Lin Zaishan use another song to participate in the competition. This song was put on hold for the first time to see if there was a chance to use it in the future.

The reason why Guan Yaling prefers this song "Far Away Her" is because this song sounds too graphic to her. Lin Zaishan's magnetic and soft voice is vividly displayed in this song, and as soon as she opens the voice, she can grasp this sad story that carries deep feelings.

Because the song was shelved and the content was too sad, Guan Yaling couldn't bear to ask Lin Zaishan who the heroine of the song was.

But no matter who it is, it's definitely not Lee Hyo-ni, the heroine of this song died of blood cancer, and the lyrics are very clear.

Now she brings out this song to Li Xiaoni, just to let Li Xiaoni listen to how affectionate and weighty the song Lin Zaishan wrote for this girl, Li Xiaoni should be calm and calm after listening to it - she is really nothing in Lin Zaishan's heart.

Unlike listening to Lin Zaishan sing old songs or "elopement" at night, the sound pressure is amazing, this "Distant Her", released by Guan Yaling's high-end record player, accompanied by the indifferent and sad prelude melody of the old guitar, Lin Zaishan's melodious and soft singing voice, Li Xiaoni and Guan Yaling stopped talking.

Reflecting the cold and rainy night outside the window, the two and one sisters, holding red wine, carefully tasted the story that Lin Zaishan told them-

……

Let the evening breeze gently blow the sunset~

I'm used to thinking about her every evening~

She can know at this moment in the distance~

This love has always been remembered in my heart~

……

On the day of this half-mountain~

I knew that I was about to part, and I didn't speak~

looked at her but heard her say don't make an appointment~

Even if you want to separate, you won't be afraid of love~

……

Is there a deviation in the voice of the distant heart~

It is to let this love try out the truth and false~

Far away, she seems to be talking to me through the wind~

If the enthusiasm has not changed, then it will change regardless of its vicissitudes~

……

After listening to the big A section, Li Xiaoni's brain was directly messed up!

Originally, she didn't think that this song was written by Lin Zaishan for her, this is a Cantonese song, and she is not from Guangdong, so Lin Zaishan will not write a Cantonese song for her.

But as soon as the sentence "the day in the middle of the mountain" came out, Li Xiaoni's thinking was exploded again, and memories came out from the bottom of her heart.

Ten years ago, she made an appointment to meet Lin Zaishan that night. It's a food stall in Mid-Levels!

After that meeting, they were completely separated and became people of two worlds.

For Lin Zaishan, she has become a distant her.

How similar this is to the situation written in the song!

Especially these two sentences, "Far away, she seems to be talking to me through the wind~ If the enthusiasm has not changed, then let it change regardless of its vicissitudes ~" is so moving that Li Xiaoni's heart will break when she hears it.

Could it be that after she became "distant", Lin Zaishan has been living in such a state - "Let the evening breeze gently blow the sunset~ I am used to thinking about her every evening~ She can know at this moment in the distance~ This love is always remembered in my heart~"

The next paragraph, immediately gave Li Xiaoni's thoughts all gone-

……

But I received a letter from her father on this day~

The letter said that blood cancer had taken her away~

But the heart that feels empty seems to have been ossified~

The past is like a cannonball exploding in the heart~

……

On this day in the middle of the mountain~

I was sad and grieved, and I didn't talk nonsense~

In the night rain, I only heard her say not to meet~

Even if you want to separate, you won't be afraid of love~

……

People are not looking for a place where there is a deviation in body and mind~

It is to let this love try out the truth and false~

Far away, she seems to be talking to me through the wind~

If the enthusiasm has not changed, then it will change regardless of its vicissitudes~

……

This word is very clear, and the male protagonist in the song received a letter from the heroine's father and learned about it. The heroine died of blood cancer and was very sad.

Li Xiaoni has no father for a long time, and she herself has never had blood cancer, but as soon as the words "mid-mountain" came out, her thoughts became very confused again, as if she was pulled back to that night ten years ago.

Li Xiaoni also writes songs herself, and she has heard more songs, but she rarely sees a work that tells a sad thing in such detail and so cruelly. Especially when he wrote all the blood cancer, isn't it uncomfortable for Lin Zaishan to sing such dazzling lyrics? Why would he write such lyrics?

If there is really a girl who dies of blood cancer, there are many ways to deal with this matter more literally.

Why did Lin Zaishan write so specifically?

Isn't he afraid that the girl's family will be sad when they see it?

Or rather. It's a fictional story! Fictional father! Fictitious letters! Fictional blood cancer!

He is just using this cruel way of torturing himself, commemorating a distant "her" who will never meet again!

Then, on Lin Zaishan's ultimate lyrical section, Li Xiaoni is going crazy!

Isn't that just saying that she can't go home again, she can't go back to the real world?

……

She can't go home anymore when she is far away~

I always have only her in my dreams~

Far away, she can know what I am talking about~

The enthusiasm has not changed, so no matter how vicissitudes of it have changed~

……

After two affectionate arias. The song ends with a drizzle of melancholy guitar sounds that fall from the bottom of people's hearts.

"Smack."

Guan Yaling turned off the record player and turned to Li Xiaoni: "You heard it, he wrote songs for many girls." You're not alone. ”

Seeing that Li Xiaoni didn't reply, Guan Yaling joked and teased: "Why are you stunned?" Sister, you won't be sick again, will you? Think he wrote this song for you too? ”

Li Xiaoni said seriously: "I want to say yes, do you think I'm crazy?" ”

Guan Yaling was stupid when she heard it.

"Forget it, I'm home, I seem to be really nervous tonight. I can't think anymore, or I'm going to really go crazy. Li Xiaoni got up and asked Guan Yaling: "You send me Lin Zaishan's mobile phone number." ”

"What are you doing?"

"Just send it to me, don't ask why."

Guan Yaling shook her head, "I can't send it to you today, I'll send it to you when you calm down a little bit." Something will happen if you send it today. ”

"Okay."

Li Xiaoni also felt that her spirit was too deranged today, so she didn't want Lin Zaishan's mobile phone number first. She walked to the hallway to get dressed.

"It's so late, don't go back, just sleep with me. The driver will come to pick you up from me tomorrow morning. ”

"Forget it, don't bother. I'd better go back. ”

Rubbing the soreness of her cervical spine, Li Xiaoni bent her body and left Guan Yaling's house.

It was almost two o'clock in the evening when I got home.

I have to get up at 6 o'clock tomorrow to freshen up and do my morning exercise.

I only had four hours to sleep, and I was lying in bed, but I couldn't sleep at all.

Even though she tried to restrain her crazy brain and didn't think about Lin Zaishan, she still couldn't sleep.

……

Lin Zaishan had a good night's sleep.

Everything this night, Lin Zaishan felt that it was very good, although it was unexpected, but most of it was a good thing.

Although the believers did not win the championship of the orchestra competition, these children gained a lot of confidence and stage performance experience.

Fell today, and he got up with them. In the future, when they fall again, they may be able to get up on their own.

They can't grow up under his patronage forever.

While he was still able to take care of them, they were hurt and frustrated, which is definitely very beneficial to the future growth of these children.

……

The next morning, before five o'clock, Lin Zaishan woke up.

Usually he wakes up at about seven o'clock, and then goes to the beach to do morning exercises, fitness, and hang his throat.

One minute on stage, ten years off stage, this is not something to be said casually.

Even if you have a heaven-given voice, you will be blind if you don't practice hard.

If you want to break out on stage, you need to work hard underneath.

At five o'clock that day, I couldn't sleep.

Lin Zaishan lay on the ground and turned over and over a few times, and suddenly thought that he seemed to have a dream last night, dreaming of Old Man Lin.

Old Man Lin talked to him again in his dream about thinking about Qilin.

I don't know if this is a dream that grew from the depths of the original uncle's memory, or a dream that Old Man Lin really entrusted to him.

On the first day of the tenth month of the lunar calendar, the day of burning cold clothes is approaching.

Old Man Lin is cold over there, and he misses his grandson.

After crossing over, Lin Zaishan has not been to the cemetery in the south of Nanshan to help Mr. Lin sweep the tomb.

Mr. Lin didn't have it on December 5th, and there was still a month before his death day.

I couldn't sleep this morning, and I thought of Old Man Lin again, and even thought of his own grandfather who died in another life, and Lin Zaishan's heart gave birth to a lot of swellings.

He decided to go to Mr. Lin to have a look, take the Martin Qin that Mr. Lin gave him, and tell Mr. Lin that he would use this Martin Piano to get back on the road.

Thinking of it, he got up and took a bath, at a quarter past five, when the sky was just polished, Lin Zaishan left the house, and he exercised in the morning, he walked briskly for more than half an hour, and at five :40, he came to the quiet Nanshan South Cemetery with a guitar on his back.

On the other side, Li Xiaoni stayed awake all night.

Calculate the time, Old Man Lin's death day is coming.

There may not be time to pass in the future, so while she is upset today, she will go to Old Man Lin's quietly.

So, within five minutes of Lin Zaishan entering the cemetery, Li Xiaoni, who was fully armed and covered her face and eyes with sunglasses and a mask, also climbed the secluded and uninhabited Lingshan. (To be continued.) )

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